Rejecting the Big Shot

The room was silent for a long time.

It was as if no one knew how to speak.

In the end, it was Yi Zhong's deep and cold voice that broke the silence.

"I didn't expect you to respond."

He never thought of forcing Bo Xiyun to do something because of his liking.

Bo Xiyun clearly listened to every word the other party said, and his eyes fell on the boy's face in a daze.He looked at that handsome face that had always been indifferent. Others always said that Yi Shao was the most difficult to understand because he was silent and cold. .

Yi Zhongshen said: "I can keep silent all the time."

Bo Xiyun knew.

Whether drunk or sober, Yi Zhongshen never lied to him.If it wasn't for what happened last night, maybe the other party would really have been silent like this, giving unilaterally and wholeheartedly.

Or maybe even what happened last night was because Yi Zhongshen had endured the silence for too long, so he accidentally showed his heart.

"……Feel sorry."

Bo Xiyun's voice was even lower, the granule that he had swallowed unconsciously, seemed to have all the astringency and bitterness rushing up in an instant, and even the tip of his tongue felt numb and aching.

He said.

"Sorry, it's my problem."

Yi Zhong frowned deeply: "Don't say that."

Bo Xiyun took a hasty breath, but continued: "Emotion is a difficult thing to measure, and there may be unpredictable results at any time. And I don't like the feeling of being out of control, and I don't want to be out of control in the next second." .”

After Xu Xinyi mentioned the matter of unrequited love, Bo Xiyun also checked it out.

He saw that some people will always have an indelible sense of inferiority complex in their bones due to their natural personality or the influence of their original family. They feel that they are not worthy of such love, and they will hold back all the good intentions given to them. alert.

The situation of Bo Xiyun was even more special.

He really doesn't need it.

No matter how good others treat him.

He's just wasting other people's minds.

"I am indeed a person who makes plans habitually, but I can also accept being called away suddenly for help, or temporarily changing the original plan. It doesn't matter. I can do these things for my friends."

Bo Xiyun said in a low voice.

"But I can't depend on anyone emotionally, or be depended on by anyone."

This is where his crux lies.

Bo Xiyun said with difficulty: "I may really, I can't give a response...Sorry."

He is too independent and calm, wants to do everything well by himself, and never relies on others.

Especially feelings.

In fact, it was Bo Xiyun's first time to confess to others like this, and it was much more in-depth than when he spoke to Xu Xinyi in the self-study building of the competition team.

It's even so deep that it's full of pain.

I don't know if it's because of myself.

Still for the senior.

In the mist, the low-magnetism voice in the ear softened.

"I know."

Yi Zhongshen said: "I never want to influence you. No matter what choice you make, what kind of future you live, it is your freedom."

He paused, and then said: "Like dinner, if you don't like it, I won't show up again."

"I just hope it doesn't affect your life."

The room fell silent again.

Bo Xiyun looked at the water glass on the table again, the heat from the mouth of the glass had already faded.

The two were silent for a while, and then Yi Zhong asked deeply.

"What are you going to do next tonight?"

The young man's face was slightly dazed, he didn't know what he was thinking, he paused for a while before he spoke.

"Read a book for a while and sleep."

Yi Zhongshen's gaze paused for a moment on his too pale face, and he said softly.

"If you do the questions after motion sickness, you may still have a headache."

Bo Xiyun opened her dry lips and whispered.

"Extracurricular books."

Yi Zhongshen said again: "If you want to relax, you can also watch a movie."

Immediately, Yi Zhongshen gave a few more instructions.The motion sickness relief medicine and the cold granule have no medicinal conflicts, they can be drunk together, and rinse your mouth with plain water after drinking, there is a little honey in the water, which can relieve the bitterness.

The milk before going to bed will be delivered later.

After saying this, Yi Zhongshen paused and added.

"These are room service, as they should be."

There is no need for any psychological burden.

Bo Xiyun responded in a low voice.

There was a peaceful conversation, and it seemed that everything had returned to normal.

The two left Gu Sheng's room together. Bo Xiyun hugged his own things, and Yi Zhongshen helped him with some of the things he couldn't take down, so in the end it was Yi Zhongshen who sent him back to his room.

But when Bo Xiyun swiped his card to open the door and put down his things, and then went to pick up the things in the other party's hands, he realized that the other party hadn't come in.

Just stood at the door and waited for him.

Bo Xiyun's lips became even more dry.

He felt that the wound on his lip that he had bitten out early in the morning began to ache again, even though it had been a day, those small cuts should have been fine, and no clues could be seen from the outside.

But some invisible things still exist so clearly.

Bo Xiyun walked back to the door, took the things in Yi Zhongshen's hand, and asked in a low voice.

"What about you?"

Yi Zhongshen's complexion was still cold and serious, but his low voice was not cold.

He said: "I still have two reports, I will rest after reading them."

Bo Xiyun looked up at him: "Senior Gu said that you have a lot of things to do today, and you may stay up all night."

The phrase "what about you" that Bo Xiyun wanted to ask was not about the senior's arrangements for tonight.

It's about letting the other party pay their best for the future of this relationship.

"Senior."

Bo Xiyun softly called back this all-too-familiar endearment.

But what he said next was so direct and realistic.

"Appearing by my side at any time, the price is to drain your rest time and make you so bad that you have a high fever in the middle of the night."

Is this really good?

Bo Xiyun knew that Yi Zhongshen was actually a more planned person than him, strict and self-disciplined, and not bad at all.

Bo Xiyun didn't want to be affected.

Can he influence others with peace of mind?

"You have so many things to be busy with, such as study, school affairs, and family affairs. There is no need to waste energy on my affairs."

No matter from which aspect of life or work.

Without Bo Xiyun, Yi Zhongshen would be even better.

"Maybe after a while you will find that without me, you will be much more relaxed."

Bo Xiyun finally gave his answer.

Yi Zhongshen's expression remained unchanged, as usual solemn and indifferent.

"You are not my burden."

It's just that the fingers hanging by his side are slowly tightening, and the veins on the back of his hand are gradually exposed silently.

Because he guessed it.

How will the other party respond.

Bo Xiyun shook his head lightly.

"A person who can't respond will only live up to your love."

Yi Zhongshen had already guessed it, and he still had to admit it in the end.

Two people can't move forward.

It is impossible to return to the original place.

Yi Zhongshen had asked Bo Xiyun several times before that if he didn't want to see him, he wouldn't show up again, but Bo Xiyun didn't show any dislike.

Even when he mentioned the night of the forced kiss, he never looked disgusted.

Bo Xiyun was not afraid of seniors who got impulsive by accident.

He is just giving the most rational answer.

Yi Zhongshen also knew it.

With Bo Xiyun's character, it is impossible for him to accept his care with peace of mind.

In the end, Bo Xiyun still looked directly at the other party without avoiding it, and gave Yi Zhongshen all the respect, his voice was low and clear.

"Senior, let's spend some more time and think about it individually."

"Think about it" is not the possibility of change.

Giving time is just to allow each other to accept it properly.

The other party was silent for a while, but in the end he did not disappoint this thoughtful heart.

"it is good."

Bo Xiyun politely watched the senior go back to the room, and finally closed the door gently.

He was still a little disappointed, but he was also very grateful that the senior could listen to him so calmly.

Bo Xiyun didn't know.

That's because, counting what Bo Xiyun said to Xu Xinyi in the self-study building, Yi Zhongshen was actually rejected for the second time.

It's just that one time is indirectly known, and the other time is straightforward.

After going round and round, it finally came to the expected end.

Walking back to the living room, Bo Xiyun quietly packed his things. When he packed up the desk, he looked up and saw the schedule on the wall.

Not long after that, during the days when we were saying goodbye to the old and welcoming the new, it was specially replaced with a red card.

A lot of things were sketched on the card, except for the time arrangement, there were also some scattered records.

[New Year's Eve morning: □□ couplet and fireworks [hand-painted small firecracker pattern]

[small print:]

Firecrackers are banned in the city, but the senior said that small fireworks can be set off, I hope you can buy them ^-^

The senior also said that it seems that there are small and exquisite Spring Festival couplets that can be pasted on the computer. He suggested buying a pair and pasting them on the competition book. It will definitely bring good luck in the New Year.

Afternoon: Make dumplings.

[Small print:] Take a look at the tutorial in advance, although the senior said he would teach me, but I don't have much confidence in my craft... so it's better to be a stupid bird to fly first QQ

Evening: New Year's Eve Dinner at the Observatory.

[small print:]

The meals have been ordered, we just have to cook the dumplings ourselves.The forecast said that there may be a rare astronomical phenomenon in the early morning, so I plan to go to the suburbs to see it.The senior said that he has already rented a telescope, and this is the first time I can use a telescope to see the starry sky.

Yinghuo Shouxin: [Hand-painted patterns of Mars and Antares]]

Not only New Year's Eve, but also the first day, second day, and third day of the new year, these four days with the most lively Chinese New Year atmosphere, have arranged a lot of itineraries.

It was all two people who were going to celebrate the New Year together, and they discussed and decided together.

Compared with what Bo Xiyun had spent at Bai's house before, the Spring Festival with only one group after another of social gatherings was more fulfilling and joyful.

Bo Xiyun stared at the beaming red cards for a long time, and finally reached out and took them off the wall covering one by one.

They were all replaced with the usual plain colored cards.

The agenda is only a few words short.

[Daytime: Library.

Evening: video lessons. 】

When Bo Xiyun was tidying up, reminders popped up from the phone beside him from time to time.After finishing his work, he turned on his phone and glanced at it.

Most of the information is that the students in the class are chatting about the game's New Year's activities in full swing.

After all, there are not many days until the Spring Festival.

There are also some news that are push pop-up windows of various apps, most of which are related to the New Year, and you can see the bright red color when you click on any of them.

The circle of friends is also busy swiping the screen. It is a small H5 application. It seems that you can write down your New Year's wishes on it, and you can also calculate the probability of realization.

The wishes shared by everyone are different, but most of them are related to studies, seeking money, and health.

Bo Xiyun has never had a sense of ceremony, but his eyes lingered on the New Year's wish interface for a long time.

In the end, the boy closed his eyes and meditated in his heart in a wish-making posture.

new year.

I hope the senior meets someone who also likes him.