You look so sweet [entertainment circle]

"Don't want to take pictures anymore?" Zhou Ming opened his eyes wide, and was worried that his voice would be heard by others, so he quickly covered his mouth and said in a low voice, "Why...you look so good, what's wrong?"

Xie Xinqian: "You read that book."

"Ah?" Zhou Ming didn't understand. Turning his head, he still didn't understand. He wondered, "Isn't it just a book? It got wet, but is there any problem?"

Xie Xinqian stopped talking.

Also, what did he and Zhou Ming talk about?

He shook his head and said calmly, "Nothing."

"Then you..." Zhou Ming was frightened by him, with a panicked expression.

"Just talking casually," Xie Xinqian lowered her eyelashes, "How could it be possible that I really didn't want to shoot anymore."

Zhou Ming wanted to say something more, but Xie Xinqian had already stood up, and said directly: "I'm too tired today, I'll go back first."

Behind him, the wet book was blown up by the wind, making a rustling sound.

When passing by the door, Qiu Yiwen was talking to Li Wenxiu, Xie Xinqian turned her head to take a look, and left as if she hadn't seen anything.Even though Li Wenxiu's attitude was indifferent the whole time, he still felt uncomfortable.

It was as if Jingnian's emotions had descended on him, and he played Jingnian, and Jingnian was also affecting him.

Xie Xinqian knew what was going on, it was too common in the entertainment industry - unable to play.

Many actors have become lovers in reality because they did fake plays in filming.

But he didn't expect this kind of thing to happen to him, he was not such an unprofessional person.

At the entrance of the villa, Xie Xinqian passed by Li Wenxiu. There was nothing unusual on his face, but his heart trembled like a butterfly's wings because of the momentary approach.

Li Wenxiu looked up suddenly, but Xie Xinqian had already left, leaving only a cold back.He wore a hat, and his exposed neck was clean and fair.

After returning to the hotel, Xie Xinqian didn't have any appetite, so she ate something casually and then rested.

He dug out the script and read it, and found that the scene of Weihai Island was almost over, and it was enough to finish it after returning to Beijing.

As long as the movie is over, he should be able to get out of this state, right?

Xie Xinqian covered the script on her face, leaned back on the sofa, her Adam's apple was slightly raised in the dark, and her jaw line was obvious.

It's just that after lying down for a long time, the phone rang. Xie Xinqian touched the phone and said "Hello" lazily.

"You don't want to act anymore?" Gao Jiawen's voice came through the phone, "What's the matter? Why don't you want to act all of a sudden? Did something happen on the island?"

Xie Xinqian: "No."

Gao Jiawen paused, then remembered what Zhou Ming said, that Xie Xinqian said she didn't want to shoot after an intimate scene.

A guess formed in her mind, Gao Jiawen tried to ask: "Are you being bullied by Teacher Li?"

"No," Xie Xin frowned, "Why do you ask that?"

Xie Xinqian's reaction was completely subconscious, her tone was normal, not fake.

Gao Jiawen was really puzzled now, wondering, "Why is that?"

"I was too tired in the afternoon, Zhou Ming and I just complained casually," Xie Xinqian took off the script covering his face, and said slowly, "It's not that I really don't want to act."

"That's good, you startled me." Gao Jiawen seemed to be convinced, and let out a long breath, "But this movie has already been shot to such an extent, even if you really don't want to act, you will still pay liquidated damages." Sorry."

Xie Xin gave a light hum and said, "I know."

"It's fine," Gao Jiawen comforted, "Anyway, the filming will be over soon, and I'll give you a long vacation. You can do whatever you want, and go wherever you want."

Xie Xinqian gave a "hmm" and hung up the phone.

He really didn't want to continue, but he couldn't ruin the entire crew's efforts for several months because of his willfulness.

Xie Xinqian closed his eyes and lay down again until the dusk completely submerged him.

After a while, he heard the sound of opening the door from the next door, it should be that Li Wenxiu came back.

He didn't want to pay too much attention to the movement next door, so he had to turn on his phone to distract himself.

In Moments, Qiu Yiwen posted a photo of eating with Li Wenxiu.The location is the seafood restaurant they used to go to, the photo is enlarged, and there is a plate of salt and pepper shrimp on the table.

They ate together, did Li Wenxiu also peel the shrimp for her?

Xie Xinqian was silent for a moment, then suddenly threw the phone on the sofa, pulled off a shirt, put it on and went out.

Is he crazy?

Can you even ask such a question?

The hotel is directly connected to the beach, but he rarely walks out on weekdays.It was almost dark now, twilight was over the sea, and the sky was full of stars.

Xie Xinqian was wearing slippers, wandering aimlessly on the beach.

I don't know how long he walked until he found that there was no light in front of him.He didn't bring his mobile phone, and it was dark around him, so he had to turn back and forth.

The tide rose so fast at night that it was almost submerging the rock on which he had come.

Xie Xinqian carefully waded through the water, only then did she notice that there was another person beside her.It was too dark, there was only a vague outline, he couldn't see who it was, and he didn't intend to say hello.

Unexpectedly, that person took the initiative to call his name, he recognized the voice, it was Luo Yuanjie.

"Why are you here?" Xie Xinqian walked over and said worriedly, "The tide rises fast at night, please be careful."

"Don't worry, I'm familiar with this area, just come here and walk around." Luo Yuanjie said, and also came over on the rocks.

The water that just wet the shoes just now has covered Luo Yuanjie's calf.

Xie Xinqian was startled, but the latter calmly put down his trousers, as if he had already seen the strangeness.

The two walked towards the hotel together. On the dark coastline, only the hotel area was brightly lit.

Xie Xinqian is not a talkative person, she is silent most of the time, only occasionally seeing garbage on the beach, she will remind Luo Yuanjie to avoid it.

Luo Yuanjie was more talkative, so he took the initiative to ask: "It seems that you have been in a bad mood for the past few days, is it too hot?"

Xie Xinqian was a little embarrassed: "Has it affected the filming?"

"That's not true," Luo Yuanjie shook his head, "It's just that you don't have much energy outside the play."

Xie Xinqian gave a "hmm", and looked down at the looming white waves at his feet, a little hesitant about whether to confess.

In fact, Luo Yuanjie's question was very considerate. If he didn't want to say it, he could simply say that the weather was bad. If he wanted to talk to him, he could tell his true thoughts.

According to Xie Xinqian's personality, he would not tell others about these things easily.But it was indeed the first time for him to encounter such a situation, and he also admired this elder from the bottom of his heart.

In the darkness, the two walked forward in silence. After a while, Xie Xinqian suddenly said, "I'm very sad."

Luo Yuanjie didn't have any surprises, and asked in a gentle tone: "If you don't mind, you can talk to me."

"I can't act recently." Probably not used to revealing the thoughts in my heart, Xie Xinqian said this very hesitantly, even a bit ashamed and angry, "Even if I finished filming the scene of the day, I still feel that I am in the story."

This has been the case recently, even outside the show, he still thinks that Li Wenxiu is Tang Feng, and even started to dislike Qiu Yiwen who just joined the group.He knew it was wrong, but he couldn't control his thoughts at all.

Luo Yuanjie was silent for a moment, then suddenly asked: "Have you ever been in love before?"

Xie Xinqian said no.

Luo Yuanjie asked again: "Then what kind of love do you imagine?"

Xie Xinqian thought for a while, and was a little embarrassed: "I can't think of it."

Luo Yuanjie: "But you are already in love."

These words were like a bolt from the blue, Xie Xinqian opened her eyes wide in disbelief: "How could this be..."

Did Luo Yuanjie mean that he fell in love with Li Wenxiu?

"I didn't mean that." As if afraid of scaring him, Luo Yuanjie changed his euphemism, "I just want to tell you that your current situation is very common and normal. Because you have completely entered this role. You play the role At the same time, the character is working against you."

"But..." Xie Xin frowned slightly, he didn't expect the reaction to be so great.

"After all, people are not machines. It doesn't mean that when the director calls 'cut', the actors can immediately switch to the off-screen. You experience the emotion in the on-screen, and it is normal to have the same emotion outside the on-screen."

Xie Xinqian felt that it was not normal, he shook his head: "I'm not a newcomer, I've also filmed before."

Luo Yuanjie looked up at him.

"Well, there are occasional situations like this," Xie Xinqian hesitated, "but it's all staged. For example, when I was acting, my id shrank very small at that time, and the role I played controlled my thoughts. And the body. And when the acting is over, my role shrinks and my authentic self takes the lead again.”

Luo Yuanjie nodded.

"But during the filming of "Long Summer", everything went wrong." Speaking of this, Xie Xinqian showed a troubled expression on his face, "Now Bai Jingnian has broken through where he should be, and has started to affect me in reverse. everyday life."

Luo Yuanjie: "So you think, you are influenced by this character, and you are also attracted to Tang Feng in reality?"

Xie Xinqian thought about it, and felt that something was wrong, but he didn't know what was right, so he didn't speak for a while.

Luo Yuanjie saw it, "It's not Tang Feng that troubles you, but Li Wenxiu?"

Xie Xinqian was taken aback, and faltered in his defense: "After all, he is playing Tang Feng..."

Luo Yuanjie smiled: "Only you know the truth."

Xie Xinqian also realized that her reason just now was a bit clumsy.He pursed his lips, his expression a little embarrassed.

The beach ahead was illuminated by street lights, and before they knew it, they were already very close to the hotel.

"Then let's take it as if you were influenced by the role." Luo Yuanjie deliberately slowed down his pace, and said to Xie Xinqian next to him, "If this is the case, you don't have to be embarrassed, just accept it calmly."

Xie Xinqian didn't quite understand.

Luo Yuanjie explained: "Since you feel that the character has influenced you, it means that this is just a second-hand, derived emotion. Then after you finish filming, these emotions will fade after a while."

Xie Xinqian opened her eyes wide, why didn't he think of this?Since this is just a side effect of the movie, what is he afraid of?

"I understand," Xie Xinqian suddenly realized, "My abnormality is actually normal."

Luo Yuanjie nodded gratified: "In any case, you can only change it if you admit it. Blindly avoiding it will only make you regret it."

Acknowledge your feelings...

So his current state is only due to the influence of the movie?After the movie is over, he can return to normal?

There seemed to be some truth in thinking this way. After thinking about it, Xie Xinqian finally let go of her entanglement, and her depressed mood was swept away.

Just thinking about the ending of the movie, I still can't help but feel a little regretful.

When he was about to reach the hotel entrance, Xie Xinqian suddenly stopped Luo Yuanjie.

"Then you..." This was the first time Xie Xinqian brought up this topic after reading the diary, "Have you ever regretted your relationship with Mr. He?"

I regret that I experienced an unforgettable love when I was young, and then decades of loneliness.

This time Luo Yuanjie fell silent, just when Xie Xinqian thought he would not answer, he suddenly smiled: "No."

The waves beat against his feet, and the night wind blew his hair. Luo Yuanjie still stood there quietly, with calm eyes and a reassuring force.

He told Xie Xinqian: "If I could start my life again, if I could make a new choice, I would still land on this island and fall in love with that person."

A street lamp came from a distance, illuminating Luo Yuanjie's profile.

He is no longer young, but when it comes to the one he loves, he is still full of passion, like a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy, with a light in his eyes.

After returning to the hotel, Xie Xinqian bid farewell to Luo Yuanjie at the elevator entrance, then turned and walked to her room.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he took out his room card, the door of the next room opened suddenly. Li Wenxiu stood at the door, looked at him quietly for a while, and suddenly said, "Are you going out?"

Xie Xinqian nodded: "Going to the beach."

Li Wenxiu asked again: "Did you bring your mobile phone?"

Only then did Xie Xinqian remember why she didn't bring her mobile phone, and said with a guilty conscience that she didn't.Afraid that Li Wenxiu would ask him the reason, he made up a random sentence: "I didn't think about it when I left."

Li Wenxiu didn't say anything, just turned around and went back to his room.

Xie Xinqian returned to the room and found that there were several missed calls from Li Wenxiu on the phone, so Li Wenxiu had something to ask him, so he asked him at the door?

He called back, but Li Wenxiu said it was nothing, something happened before, but now it's gone.

It's not like this happened, Xie Xinqian hung up the phone, and Zhou Ming's call came in again.

"You went back to the hotel?" Zhou Ming's voice was a little anxious.

"I'm back," Xie Xinqian said, "I didn't bring my mobile phone when I went out just now."

"Scared me," Zhou Ming breathed a sigh of relief, "I haven't been able to contact you, so I thought something happened to you."

"Is something wrong?"

"I didn't. Teacher Li couldn't contact you all the time, so he asked me where you were."

"He has something to do with me?"

"I don't know, he just asked me if I was there."

Xie Xinqian fell silent. Just now Li Wenxiu found an excuse to dismiss him. He didn't want to ask, but what Zhou Ming said aroused his curiosity again.

Didn't Li Wenxiu have dinner with Qiu Yiwen at night?What are you looking for him for?

Xie Xinqian was terribly curious, his heart tickled like a sleepy kitten.He bite the bullet and asked Li Wenxiu's assistant, who told him that Li Wenxiu packed a piece of Pipi shrimp when he left, and said he would bring it back for him to eat.

Li Wenxiu brought him something to eat?That's why you were so anxious to find him when you came back?

But since I met him just now, why didn't I mention it?

Xie Xinqian thought of an answer, but she was not so sure.When I came back to my senses, I realized that I was already standing at the door next door.

He was quite aggressive just now, but when he rang the doorbell, he couldn't help feeling nervous again.

Would it be too reckless?Where can I lick my face and run over to find someone else to eat?And Li Wenxiu didn't tell him about it...

Soon the door was opened from the inside, and Li Wenxiu's tall figure appeared in front of him.

Looking at Xie Xinqian at the door, Li Wenxiu's eyes flashed with surprise, but he quickly retracted it, and said with his usual expression: "What do you want from me?"

Xie Xinqian couldn't get off the tiger, he glanced into the room, trying to find a trace of Pippi Shrimp.But the distance was too far, and Li Wenxiu was in the way, so he couldn't see anything.

"I'm just..." Xie Xinqian paused, and asked bravely, "I heard you packed a serving of Pipi shrimp?"

Li Wenxiu's eyes darkened, but his tone remained the same as usual.He turned sideways to let Xie Xinqian in, and said slowly, "You came here to ask me this?"

Xie Xinqian said yes.

Li Wenxiu was startled, then sighed, and nodded embarrassingly: "I planned to give it to you, but it's already cold now, so I didn't tell you."

Xie Xinqian was very happy, and asked again: "Did you bring it for me?"

"Who made you run so fast in the afternoon?" Li Wenxiu laughed at himself, with a somewhat helpless tone, "Director Luo invited the crew to dinner, and before he could tell you, you ran away without a trace."

Xie Xinqian was stunned: "It turned out to be a dinner with the crew? It wasn't with..."

Li Wenxiu raised his eyebrows: "It's not what?"

Xie Xinqian stopped talking, thinking that if Li Wenxiu and Qiu Yiwen had dinner alone, even if he was killed, he would not admit it.He thought of his reaction when he saw Qiu Yiwen's circle of friends before, and he was so embarrassed that he couldn't bear it.

It's all Bai Jingnian's fault, when will he let him go! !

Seeing the shameful and indignant expression on Xie Xinqian's face, Li Wenxiu finally realized what was going on, and he almost laughed angrily: "So you think I'm dating someone in private?"

Xie Xinqian turned her face away and refused to admit it: "I didn't."

What he said was righteous and awe-inspiring, but unfortunately, the dodging eyes were really not convincing.

Li Wenxiu almost laughed angrily at Xie Xinqian's brain circuit.He was hung out here all night, his mind was full of him while eating, and there was no one to worry about his problems.The results of it?As a result, he is now the one being slandered instead.

But if it was his boyfriend, he would have pressed him against the wall and kissed him by now.

It's a pity that now Xie Xinqian is still a dull gourd who doesn't know if he is enlightened or not.

Li Wenxiu took a step forward, and said patiently, "Then what are you doing hiding from me?"

What was he doing hiding from Li Wenxiu?Because Bai Jingnian fucked him!

Xie Xinqian didn't dare to answer. After struggling for a long time, she suddenly asked, "Where's the shrimp?"

Li Wenxiu glanced at the coffee table, and said lightly: "It's getting cold after so long, if you want to eat, I'll take you there tomorrow."

Xie Xinqian didn't move, he pursed his lips and said after a while, "You can find the kitchen to heat it up."

This made Li Wenxiu ponder a little meaning, he raised his eyebrows, and looked at Xie Xinqian in front of him again.

You know, this person usually has a cold and indifferent attitude towards everyone, but now standing in front of him, there is a bit of panic and shyness on his face.The thick eyelashes drooped, and she didn't dare to look at him.

Could it be that the gourd he had guarded for so long finally spoke?

Li Wenxiu was ecstatic in his heart, but his face remained calm and he said: "Then I'm ready, do you want to eat?"

"Eat," Xie Xinqian put on a relaxed tone, her heart beating a little fast, "Didn't you bring it for me?"

Li Wenxiu didn't speak any more, just looked at him silently.His eyes were deep, as if he wanted to force out the most real desire in his heart.

Xie Xinqian met his gaze, her heartbeat was as loud as a drum, almost unable to maintain her superficial composure.

what to do?Why didn't Li Wenxiu speak?Is it because what he just said was too straightforward?Offended him?

Or, Li Wenxiu wouldn't be able to see that something was wrong with him...

Xie Xinqian's Adam's apple rolled, her nails dug into her palms hard, trying to calm herself down.

But still not working...

Just when he was about to lose his hold, Li Wenxiu looked away before him, and Xie Xinqian breathed a sigh of relief.

Li Wenxiu turned and left, calling room service with red ears.

Behind him, Xie Xinqian leaned against the wall with weak legs, her cheeks were flushed, and her heart was beating like it was about to explode.

It's over, he's over.

Xie Xinqian covered her face, almost broke down thinking: Bai Jingnian did him a bad job.

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