Aromatherapy

When Chen Hongting found Li Xinyun, Li Xinyun sat in the cold wind for more than an hour.

Li Xinyun's physical strength had also reached its limit, and he could no longer walk, and could only sit powerlessly on the spot.For more than an hour, he sat on the steps, leaning on the plaque of the consulting company.For a long time, he didn't think about anything, whether it was the past or the future, he didn't think about it anymore at this moment. For him, there was only this very clear moment left in time - he was Li Xinyun, although his current social status Probably not anymore, but it was still the only thing he could be sure of at the moment.

But even if it is confirmed, so what?A man's life is not made up of his individuality, but the sum of his social relations.How wonderful things are in the world, Li Xinyun thought, with his former identity, he had a lot of dealings with various religions and nine streams, and he could find people he knew wherever he went. It won't affect others, and it won't make anyone miss it, because he has no connection with other people beyond recognition.But Rong Yun is obviously different. This young man who listened to Chen Hongting and Fu Wen's statements was very introverted and socially fearful, but he had an intimate relationship that Li Xinyun did not have. A relationship that can be easily broken.

Can he still be Li Xinyun again?Li Xinyun was at a loss.

He is no longer the complete Li Xinyun, let alone the complete Rong Yun. He seems to have a new life, a new path that he doesn't know how to move forward.

When Li Xinyun was full of thoughts, he heard footsteps coming from the distance of the alley. In this quiet night and in the remote alley, he seemed to have a sense of presence. The footsteps were getting closer, but Li Xinyun didn't look at them either. Knowing who it was, he was already familiar with the sound of footsteps in the past few days—the footsteps seemed to be never in a hurry, but they were always messy and hasty because of Li Xinyun.

The footsteps were getting closer, and the night wind brought the same fragrance as the coat that wrapped Li Xinyun, and a gentle, worried voice sounded above Li Xinyun's head: "Ayun."

Li Xinyun raised his head and saw Chen Hongting's face under the dim streetlight.

Perhaps it was because of the dim light that it was difficult for Li Xinyun to see the expression on Chen Hongting's face clearly, but he could clearly feel his anxious and earnest eyes. The moment those eyes saw Li Xinyun, all those anxiety and earnestness turned into Intangible but full of existential tenderness.Probably came out to look for Li Xinyun in a hurry. He was only wearing a shirt, and even the tie that was originally neatly tied had become loose. He sat next to Li Xinyun and held Li Xinyun's hand, as if to confirm Same, and called out again: "Ayun," he seemed to heave a long sigh of relief, "I finally found you."

"How did you find me?" Li Xinyun asked.

Chen Hongting said: "Your new mobile phone can locate..." Probably because he was afraid that Li Xinyun would be overwhelmed, he explained, "Just in case, my mobile phone and your mobile phone have installed two-way positioning software. You can locate me, too. We used to do that too."

It is undoubtedly a normal small operation between lovers.

Li Xinyun's behavior of throwing him out of the hospital without saying hello is also unreasonable to Li Xinyun, but Chen Hongting is so cautious, as if he is a hunter who has been waiting for a long time, for fear that the slightest disturbance will make the sensitive and suspicious prey escape.

Chen Hongting was still holding Li Xinyun's hand. His body temperature was already a little low, probably because he wore less clothes, so he seemed even colder in this slightly cold weather.But slowly, the skin of his and Li Xinyun's clasped hands conveyed warmth from skin to skin, and they began to become indistinguishable from each other.After Chen Hongting finished calling his name, he didn't speak any more. He didn't blame him for fleeing, nor asked him why. He just shook his hand wordlessly.

I don't know how much time passed, Li Xinyun's hand moved in the palm of Chen Hongting, trying to pull it out, but it didn't.It seems that only at such times can it be revealed that Chen Hongting's connivance is not without boundaries.After all, Li Xinyun felt guilty and wronged, so he had no choice but to let him continue to hold it stiffly, and then said very softly: "I'm sorry."

Chen Hongting said: "It's okay." He moved closer to Li Xinyun, then let go of Li Xinyun's hand, but embraced Li Xinyun with both arms, and pulled him into his arms, "You don't remember anything, you must be very scared It's okay, it's normal. I just hope you will tell me where you go next time, what if something happens? I don't want to go through the pain of almost losing you again, I can't bear it , Ah Yun."

His arms hugged Li Xinyun tightly, and a slight tremor was transmitted to Li Xinyun's skin. I don't know if it was because of the cold night, or because of some kind of fear of losing. Li Xinyun lowered his eyes, not wanting to distinguish the difference, but This time Li Xinyun didn't avoid the intimacy that Chen Hongting would have resisted, and allowed Chen Hongting to cross the line of defense.

Chen Hongting hugged him, caressing his back tenderly, the touch of the palm passed through the layers of cloth to Li Xinyun's skin and spine, for the first time, Li Xinyun did not feel any resistance or awkwardness— —What is wrong with Chen Hongting?He just wanted to hug and touch his lover.Li Xinyun apologized again: "I'm sorry."

But Chen Hongting still took the trouble to tell him that it was okay.

Chen Hongting probably thought that Li Xinyun was apologizing for his reckless escape from the hospital.

But Li Xinyun knew that the sorry he said was not because he left the hospital without authorization, but because of Rong Yun who might never come back.

He is apologizing for the position he did not want to occupy voluntarily, for the fact that he will not be Rong Yun or become Rong Yun, and for the love that Chen Hongting may never be able to deliver correctly.

Guilt and uneasiness made Li Xinyun not have enough confidence to reject Chen Hongting's arms around him.I don't know how long it has passed, but Chen Hongting didn't let him go, and Li Xinyun let him hold him.Li Xinyun leaned his chin on Chen Hongting's shoulder, surrounded by the aroma of bitter orange, it seemed that the night was not so cold anymore.Li Xinyun's body is still relatively weak now, and he left the hospital without permission to find this place and tossed for a long time. His physical strength has reached the limit, and now that his identity has been confirmed, Li Xinyun's heart seems to have gained a certain sense of stability. The vacillating bewilderment has finally disappeared, so that the whole body and mind are in a kind of unguarded slack.So in this gentle fragrance and embrace, Li Xinyun's eyelids gradually became heavy, his thoughts began to drift, and tiredness invaded him. He leaned on Chen Hongting's shoulder and fell into a deep sleep.

In a blur, Li Xinyun felt as if he was on a moving mountain, and he was lying down unsteadily, as if he was about to fall from the mountain at any time.The mountain is so high that it seems that you can catch the stars and the moon with your hands, and there are annoying plants sweeping around his face and neck, making it unbearably disturbing. In a trance, he opened his eyes slightly and found that he was being carried on his back. It turned out that the annoying grass and trees were the hair ends of the person behind his back.Li Xinyun subconsciously wanted to straighten up, and then a strange voice came from beside him, "Mr. Chen, let me help."

He heard Chen Hongting's cold voice, and said, "No need, the distance is not far, I'll do it myself." Probably sensing Li Xinyun's movements, Chen Hongting's originally cold voice immediately turned into a gentle comforting voice, "It's okay , Ah Yun, you go to sleep."

It turned out that Chen Hongting was carrying him behind his back, although Li Xinyun instinctively felt that something was wrong, but he was too sleepy, so he closed his eyes again under this indulgent warm words.When Li Xinyun woke up again, he found that he was already in a car, Chen Hongting was sitting with him in the back seat, and he was sleeping on Chen Hongting's shoulder, and the driver was in front without saying a word to drive.Li Xinyun straightened up in a daze, and heard Chen Hongting laugh softly: "Are you awake? Why don't you sleep more?"

Because he just woke up, Li Xinyun was still a little confused, he casually wiped the saliva from the corners of his lips due to his sleeping position, subconsciously looked at Chen Hongting's shoulders, and suspected that he must have drool on Chen Hongting However, the lights in the carriage were dim, so I couldn’t see clearly. Chen Hongting also looked indifferent, and Li Xinyun was too embarrassed to ask such an embarrassing thing, so he just said "um" and turned his head to look at it. The night scene of driving all the way backwards outside the car window.

After Li Xinyun looked out the window for a while, he suddenly realized that the return journey seemed a little strange.Although the night scene of the city is completely different from the daytime, Li Xinyun can still recognize that this is not the way back to the hospital.So he was a little puzzled, and turned his head to ask Chen Hongting: "Where are we going?"

"Go home." Chen Hongting said.

Li Xinyun's mind was a little short-circuited, and he subconsciously asked, "Which home?"

"Our home, we lived there before your accident," Chen Hongting said, "I asked the doctor, and the doctor said that your condition is relatively stable now, but your body is still a little weak, and you need to gradually recover and recover. In your current situation, it may be better to go back to a familiar place, which may be more conducive to your recovery of memory."

Li Xinyun was stunned for a while.

That's right, for Yu Chenhongting and the doctors, Li Xinyun just lost his memory, so they carefully created all the conditions for Li Xinyun, hoping that he could recover his memory.

But Li Xinyun himself knew that he didn't have that kind of memory at all, so how could he talk about recovery?He is not Rong Yun, even under the guise of amnesia, how long can he pretend?He didn't have any confidence in being able to portray a shadow from the words of others, and he had no intention of acting.

He was silent for a while, then summoned up his courage and said to Chen Hongting, "Mr. Chen, should we... have a talk?