Aromatherapy

Li Xinyun didn't speak for a long time, he lowered his head as if thinking about something.As if Li Xinyun still accepted all of Chen Hongting's explanations, he was quiet for a while without speaking.

Chen Hongting told Li Xinyun the whole process of Li Xinyun's accident, at least for Li Xinyun's accident itself, Chen Hongting's statement did not have too many loopholes.

But after the accident, everything Chen Hongting did had a huge and fatal loophole.

Li Xinyun really wanted to turn a blind eye, but there was no way to turn a blind eye.

He raised his head, Chen Hongting's expression was full of guilt, those beautiful deep eyes looked at Li Xinyun anxiously, he was undoubtedly a lover who was sincerely waiting for forgiveness for his deceit and lies.

"If it's like what you said, it's just to protect me." Li Xinyun closed his eyes in pain, he didn't look at Chen Hongting, he was not sure if he looked at Chen Hongting, would he still have enough courage to point out Chen Hongting? Hong Ting's loophole, "Then why didn't you tell me the truth in the first place, why did you lie that we are lovers, why did you have to—let me completely become Rong Yun?"

As soon as Li Xinyun finished speaking, the room fell into a boundless silence, and time seemed to freeze.

After a while, Li Xinyun heard Chen Hongting chuckle softly, "Ah, can't this fool you, it seems to be a clumsy lie indeed." The guilt and anxiety on his face disappeared instantly.He stood up, then bent over to pick up the DNA report that had fallen on the ground.He pinched the paper with his slender fingers, and with a little force, there was a "crash", and the paper was torn into two halves by Chen Hongting. After that, Chen Hongting still didn't stop, he put the torn two halves together, making a gesture I have to continue tearing.

Li Xinyun was stunned by his action for a moment, then he rushed over to snatch the paper, and said in surprise and anger: "Chen Hongting! What are you doing?!"

"Ayun, can't you pretend you didn't see anything?" Chen Hongting watched Li Xinyun snatch the appraisal report back, but he didn't stop Li Xinyun's action.He asked gently and sadly, like an extremely earnest pleading, but also like a quiet threat.

Li Xinyun held the torn paper in his hand, but suddenly seemed to lose his strength, the paper slipped from his hand again, and fell to the ground again, like a white bird that lost its wings and fell to the ground. The sound was like a mournful whine.

Li Xinyun looked at him, "Do you think tearing up the appraisal report can be regarded as this thing does not exist?"

"Why not?" Chen Hongting sighed for a long time, he said to Li Xinyun in a helpless and regretful tone like a child playing around: "It's a pity, Ayun, aren't we fine now? ?” He raised his eyes to look at Li Xinyun, those eyes, which were as gentle as lake water, turned into a dark swamp at this moment, and with just one glance, he knew that there must be danger enough to bury people in it.The swamp rolled towards Li Xinyun, as if it was about to drag Li Xinyun into it forcefully, "Why can't we pretend that nothing happened?"

The matter has come to this point, Chen Hongting can still ask such a question, Li Xinyun looked at him in disbelief, and smiled angrily: "As if nothing happened - continue to pretend that I am Rong Yun, ignorantly at your mercy ?”

"Is there anything wrong with Rong Yun?" Chen Hongting looked like an innocent and ignorant child. He looked at Li Xinyun, as if he was really telling his confusion, "There are family members, friends, and me...isn't that good? ?"

Is not it good?

Before getting the confirmed appraisal report, Li Xinyun was also thinking, is this not good?Even if this relationship is full of doubts, as long as Li Xinyun doesn't get to the bottom of it, he can continue in a daze, as if nothing happened, and continue to indulge in Chen Hongting's warmth pretending to be deaf.

"But these are all fake! It was fake from the very beginning..." Li Xinyun felt as if he had never known Chen Hongting before. He clearly still looked at him so tenderly, but Li Xinyun still had a feeling that he was standing in front of him. It's the feeling of a stranger, he thought, has he known Chen Hongting before?Who is Chen Hongting?What kind of person did he fall in love with?Or...has he really fallen in love with Chen Hongting?

"Is it so important to be true or false?" Chen Hongting asked him warmly, he walked into Li Xinyun, his expression was clearly extremely gentle, but Li Xinyun seemed to think that he was an extremely dangerous beast, no matter how he hid his fangs Teeth and sharp claws, no matter how you show your soft fur, can't cover up your bloodthirsty and brutal nature.Instinctively reacting to danger, Li Xinyun couldn't help but retreat, and fell to the edge of the bed.

Authenticity is of course important.

At first, after Lu Cong knew the truth of the accident, Li Xinyun was always thinking about why he became Rong Yun.But all he could think of were unrealistic reasons, and he never thought that all of this was a deception by Chen Hongting.

Because he couldn't figure out why.

Li Xinyun recalled that the night he watched the meteor shower with Chen Hongting, he once thought that perhaps it was a miracle that he was by Chen Hongting's side at this moment.

It turned out not to be, it was just a man-made and carefully calculated scam from beginning to end.

But Chen Hongting could still ask him so brazenly whether the truth is so important.

When he confirmed that he fell in love with Chen Hongting, Li Xinyun had countless struggles and pains in his heart.He felt guilty for occupying Rong Yun's body and identity, and he also used Rong Yun's identity to fall in love with Chen Hongting, enjoying Chen Hongting's sincere affection. Struggling with guilt, afraid of my own sinking, and even more afraid that one day I will lose this feeling that does not belong to me.

But it turned out that he didn't have to have this kind of struggle at all.

Because Rong Yun didn't exist at all, there was only Li Xinyun from the beginning to the end, Rong Yun never really existed as a certain person, a certain soul.

Rong Yun is a cage carefully built by Chen Hongting for Li Xinyun.

What is true in his life?

Li Xinyun murmured: "Why, just for that photo, for Lin Jingxian?"

Hearing Lin Jingxian's name, Chen Hongting sneered, with a contemptuous expression: "Lin Jingxian? How is Lin Jingxian worth it..." He stretched out his hand and gently stroked Li Xinyun's face, Li Xinyun turned his head away, and he was not annoyed, "You really Do you want to know why? Ah Yun."

Li Xinyun could avoid Chen Hongting's hand, but he couldn't avoid Chen Hongting's eyes. He felt that Chen Hongting's gaze was like substance, falling on his body, as if it was restrained.

Then he heard Chen Hongting's tender voice like a spring breeze: "I'm for you."

Li Xinyun suddenly turned his head and bumped into Chen Hongting's deep eyes, feeling like he was hallucinating, "For me?" He seemed to be roughly thrust into the maze again, and Chen Hongting's words were the hint to find the exit , and he couldn't understand the meaning in Chen Hongting's words, so he couldn't find the direction.

"Why..." Li Xinyun couldn't understand the meaning of Chen Hongting's words, or he actually understood, but he didn't dare to understand.Chen Hongting's expression was still gentle, and he seemed to be the same perfect lover as usual, but the instinctive perception of danger made Li Xinyun instinctively dare not think about the meaning of Chen Hongting's words.

Why can Chen Hongting just look down upon himself struggling painfully between the identities of Li Xinyun and "Rong Yun", watch him sink infinitely in the sweet trap, and be full of guilt for a person who didn't exist before.

How can he?

Li Xinyun covered his face with his hands, his body trembling uncontrollably.

"Why..." Chen Hongting repeated his question. He squatted down and half-kneeled in front of Li Xinyun, like a loyal knight, as if Li Xinyun was all his beliefs.He held Li Xinyun's trembling hands and pulled Li Xinyun's hand from his.Li Xinyun was forced to look at Chen Hongting's face.Chen Hongting looked up at him, under the bright light, those shining eyes reflected Li Xinyun's shrinking reflection, his eyes seemed to be like cages, imprisoning Li Xinyun in his eyes.

Chen Hongting's posture is like a pious confessor. He is clearly stating his criminal motives, but it seems that he is sincerely and sincerely confessing his feelings to Li Xinyun. The corners of his lips are slightly curved, and his voice is stronger than ever Any moment of expressing love to Li Xinyun should be gentle, so gentle that it is almost illusory: "Because I love you, Ayun."

Chen Hongting's smile is still as gentle and tolerant as ever, but Li Xinyun already knows that behind that gentleness and tolerance is sick, terrible paranoia and madness.This once flawless lover showed his fangs and sharp claws at this moment. He grabbed Li Xinyun's trembling hands. Li Xinyun tried to break free, but at this moment, those hands that were always gentle were finally revealed at this moment. His slender fingers tightly wrapped Li Xinyun's hand, and his generous palm completely held Li Xinyun's hand, making it impossible for Li Xinyun to break free, and Li Xinyun's hand was painfully held by him.And Chen Hongting continued: "And I also hope that you love me, just like I love you."

How can a person fall in love with another person?

In an unfamiliar identity, Chen Hongting gave Li Xinyun everything.

Persistence when isolated and helpless, gentle care when at a loss, suspension bridge effect in times of crisis, jealousy and jealousy in ambiguous moments, lingering pursuit of victory... Chen Hongting counts all the emotions that arise and burn in love. Incomparably precise, he is a perfect hunter, and Li Xinyun is his prey, so he fell into the trap carefully prepared for him without knowing it.

He not only wants Li Xinyun to love him, but also wants Li Xinyun to love him as twistedly and painfully as he does.

Only this kind of love can be deep enough, and Li Xinyun will not forget him so easily.

He will become an eternal and indelible mark in Li Xinyun's soul.