Aromatherapy

The first thing Li Xinyun smelled was a scent.

In the darkness, a wisp of fragrance lingered in his breath, lingering in his breath, pouring in from his every breath, occupying every corner of his body.This fragrance is a bit rich, mixed with a touch of bitterness, as if it has substance, wrapping Li Xinyun.

Like a hallucination, but distinct and too clear.

Li Xinyun really wanted to open his eyes to see what kind of fragrance it was.

But the scent is invisible, so this seems to be his idea is very absurd.Moreover, his eyelids were heavy, and he couldn't open his eyes at all. He could only try to feel everything around him in the boundless darkness.

But Li Xinyun couldn't feel anything.

Vision, hearing, and touch all disappeared, and the only sense left in his body was smell.

His body seemed to be overwhelmed by a huge mountain, and he was too heavy to lift a finger—or he couldn't feel where his fingers were at all. The whole person and his soul seemed to be thrown somewhere in the void.He couldn't open his eyes or move at all, there was only boundless darkness in front of him, and the only thing that existed in the world seemed to be that fragrance.

So Li Xinyun could only try his best to feel that fragrance, which became the only thing he could feel in the void.

In a trance, Li Xinyun finally distinguished for a long time - it was the aroma of bitter orange.

The aroma of this bitter orange reminded him of the orange tree in the town where he lived when he was a boy. After knowing the source of this aroma, the aroma seemed to become concrete, and with the passage of time bit by bit, the bitterness Slowly subtracted, the sweetness and aroma gradually intensified, and Li Xinyun could almost describe the whole process of a bitter orange tree from budding to fruit ripening in Li Xinyun's mind.

So all his senses were occupied by the bitter and rich fragrance, and slowly, in this fragrance, Li Xinyun began to dream.

In the dream, there was a strange man who called his name affectionately with a very gentle voice: "Ayun."

One sound after another, clearly just calling the name, but with an inexplicable sense of ambiguity, which made Li Xinyun feel like his ears were burning a little.

Li Xinyun searched for the source of the voice, and then from nowhere, a slender and tall silhouette of a man appeared.

The light in the dream was too dim, and he couldn't make out the appearance of the man at all, only a blurry silhouette could be seen.Li Xinyun only felt that his voice was like melting snow water in early spring, with a bit of natural coldness, but it was dissolved by enough gentle voice, and it became a complete spring water, softly enveloping Li Xinyun, making him addicted in.He watched the silhouette walking towards him, approached him, and then leaned over to kiss his lips.

The kiss was light and soft at first, the man's lips fell on Li Xinyun's lips, like a drop of rain, a gust of wind, passing by gently, as if it didn't have any meaning.But after only a moment, the rain and the wind became more intense and turned into a torrential rain, and the torrential rain fell on Li Xinyun's lips, mixed with an ambiguous, lingering, Chaotic thoughts, wind and rain should be cold, but this wind and rain brought an impetuous heat.

Li Xinyun was caught off guard by the kiss, in his dream it seemed that all his thoughts and movements had become dull.

—Wait a minute, kiss?

Li Xinyun was shocked by this dream in the end: Fuck, why did he have a dream of being kissed by a man?

Mother, he is a straight man.

The moment he thought about it, the scene dissipated like smoke, as if it was really just an absurd dream that never existed.But Li Xinyun still remembered the touch on his lips, the strong sense of existence made him suspect that this was not a dream.

But if it wasn't a dream, what could it be?Li Xinyun fell into darkness again with doubts.

But this absurd dream is not over yet.

Before Li Xinyun recovered from the sudden kiss in the dream, the scene changed to another place.When he came out of the darkness again, Li Xinyun found that the place he was standing seemed to be a flower shop, and there were many flowers clustered on the shelves, on the ground, and at the door, and he was standing in it.There was a small porcelain white vase on the table in front of him, and in the vase were inserted a few flowers that seemed to be cut off from some kind of tree, crowded around the mouth of the vase.The lush dark green leaves are dotted with small white flowers, and the outstretched petals are like stars in the night sky, showing their postures scatteredly.

The small white flowers and leaves give off a sweet but slightly bitter aroma.

Obviously there are many flowers in the flower shop, but Li Xinyun still only smelled the fragrance of this one kind of flower, which occupied his breath.

It's bitter orange.It was the kind of fragrance Li Xinyun had just smelled before.

The wind chime at the door jingled, and a man came in from the door.Li Xinyun still couldn't see his appearance clearly, his body seemed to be covered with a hazy fog, but Li Xinyun didn't know why he could be very clearly sure that this man must be the one who kissed him just now.

The man pushed open the door and walked towards Li Xinyun, opened his arms towards him, and the dream self also went up to him and was embraced by him.The man's arms took him into his arms, attached to his ears, and still called his name in a very gentle voice: "Ayun."

Like a spell.

The man's hand holding him tightened, and slightly cold fingertips protruded from the hem of his clothes, like a dangerous snake, swimming on his skin, entangled Li Xinyun with an irresistible strength, Make it impossible for him to escape.

Li Xinyun should push the man away, but his body couldn't move, and he seemed to be used to such intimacy.He kissed the man intimately, breath intertwined, and let him caress his body somewhat ambiguously.Li Xinyun could even feel that the snake-like cold fingertips covering his waist had been infected with a heat of desire.

Li Xinyun panicked.

If this continues, I'm afraid it will really turn into an absurd and bizarre dream.

But why would he have a sexual dream with a man?Although Li Xinyun has been abstaining from desires for more than [-] years, it is not enough to be dissatisfied with desires, right?Li Xinyun couldn't figure it out.

But now is not the time to answer your doubts.

Li Xinyun felt very bad, very bad.

This dream can never go on.

to wake up.Be sure to wake up.

If Li Xinyun's dream continues, it will really develop beyond description-absolutely not.

Probably because the desire to wake up was too strong, so all these scenes suddenly disappeared again, and this time Li Xinyun did not fall into the darkness again.

Li Xinyun finally opened his eyes.

The first thing that catches the eye is the snow-white ceiling and bright lights. There is indeed a faint bitter orange fragrance in the air. This time it is different from the illusion in the dream. The aroma was like smoke and mist, invading Li Xinyun's breath.

Then I saw the drip stand next to me, the liquid in the infusion bottle was flowing into my body drop by drop along the hose - the scene that came into my eyes was too clear, and Li Xinyun's eyes were not very used to it, because he remembered that he was short-sighted The degree is not low.

Hospital?

Li Xinyun's mind was a little confused for a moment, and for a moment he couldn't even remember who he was, and he was a little panicked.

He opened his eyes and looked at the infusion tube for a long time before he remembered that his name was Li Xinyun.

Maybe his brain was too dull for a while, and he couldn't remember anything else except his own name.

What the hell happened?Why is he lying in the hospital?He wanted to go back to his memory, but his brain seemed to be trapped in a cloud of fog. The fog was too thick, and he couldn't shake it off no matter what, and he couldn't become sober no matter what.

But before he had time to think about it, Li Xinyun saw a man sitting beside the bed——Li Xinyun wondered for a moment whether he was really a man, because he was really beautiful——Li Xinyun couldn’t think of other adjectives to describe this man because of his poor education level. The appearance of a man.His face is really too delicate, it seems that every facial feature has been carefully measured, for a man, such facial features are too rich and gaudy.Although the outline of Yinglang's face neutralized a bit of this glamour, it seems that it is not enough to describe him as handsome or handsome. Perhaps the word "beautiful", which does not seem to be very appropriate, is more appropriate.

The man leaned back on the chair, which seemed a bit cramped for the man's tall stature.He closed his eyes slightly, as if he was taking a nap, his black hair was a little messy, with a few strands sticking out from the ears and top of his head.His closed eyes showed a pair of long eyelashes, like a pair of butterflies parked there, trembling slightly, so that people dare not be alarmed, worrying that they will fly away.His head was lighting up and down, making Li Xinyun want to reach out to support his head, for fear that he would lose his center of gravity and fall from the chair.

Li Xinyun followed his face down, and the half-rolled shirt sleeves revealed a pair of strong and slender forearms. The muscles on the forearms were not exaggerated but very powerful at first glance. They were the kind of muscles that Li Xinyun would be very envious of. .

Li Xinyun wanted to move his palm, but he didn't move for a while, because his whole body was limp and weak, and he found that his palm seemed to be bound by something.

Li Xinyun looked down and saw that his hand was being tightly held in this man's.

Li Xinyun wanted to call someone, but his throat couldn't make a sound, it was dry and stagnant, as if he hadn't made a sound for a long time, so his throat was not used to expressing words, so he could only open his mouth silently several times.His body is also unable to move, like a machine that has not been used for a long time, all the parts are old, old, and rusty, and if it is restarted accidentally, it will completely fall apart.

Li Xinyun moved his fingers with great difficulty, but the man held his hand too tightly, and his fingertips could only twitch lightly.

But with just this little movement, the man leaning on the chair was suddenly awakened. As soon as his pair of dark eyes opened, he met Li Xinyun's eyes, and then great joy and love burst out from his eyes ——

love?

Before Li Xinyun could figure out why the man had the emotion of "love" in his eyes, the man had already bent over the bed, held his hand with both hands, and called out cautiously: "Ayun?"

It was a very familiar voice, Li Xinyun seemed to have heard it somewhere.

"Ayun, you finally woke up!" The man held his hand hot and trembling, he watched Li Xinyun's eyes gather water, as if he was about to cry, "Wait a minute, I'll call the doctor.

Li Xinyun remembered - this voice was clearly the man's voice he heard in his dream just now.