Non-delivery

Sheng Liuyu told him the reasons one by one.

"If you cherish and attach great importance to a child who has been lost for a long time, you will not use this method to get in."

Sheng Liuyu doesn't get in touch with people and doesn't know much about the world, but it's not true that she doesn't understand anything.

He could see a lot of matters related to Xie Changming even though there was a layer of mist in front of him.

Sheng Liuyu continued: "It's about wanting to be reunited, but actually I just want you to support them."

His tone was not good, and he had an unprecedented disgust: "Who will support them."

Xie Changming nodded, and couldn't help raising his eyebrows, it seemed that it was because of the indignant and cute appearance of the little Changming bird.

He said, "Is there any more?"

Sheng Liuyu turned his head, his eyes became a little wandering, he seldom hesitated, and after a while, he slowly said: "When I was buying water chestnuts by the river in the evening, I felt that they had something to do with you."

The Eternal Bright Bird is a divine bird, and the divine bird is naturally somewhat different.Even Xie Changming didn't realize that he was a half-human, half-demon before meeting Cong Yuan by accident and revealing his identity, and when he hadn't observed him carefully.Sheng Liuyu may have only accidentally bumped into Cong Yuan once before he could learn the hidden truth.

He leaned against the bed, looked up at Xie Changming, his eyes were covered with a thin layer of mist, he couldn't see anything clearly, but Xie Changming felt very cherished.

Little Bird cherishes only you.

Xie Changming leaned over and gently held his wings hanging in front of him, like holding a piece of slippery satin, not daring to use force for fear that he might get hurt.

Xie Changming asked a meaningless question but wanted an answer: "Why didn't you ask it at that time?"

People don't touch the bird's wings casually, but Sheng Liuyu let him hold it, and put the other wing on his body. His voice was so soft that only the people around him could hear clearly: "Because you don't seem to want to explain."

Sheng Liuyu is not considerate of others and is not good at communicating with others. He only believes that seeing is believing, but most of the time he cannot see with his eyes, so he does not trust other people's words.

For Xie Changming's words, Sheng Liuyu believed a lot.Although Xie Changming's experience was so contrary to common sense that a six-year-old child in the world of cultivating immortals thought it was too fake, but Xie Changming said that Sheng Liuyu believed it and would not doubt it.

Xie Changming lowered his head and smiled: "What should I do, it seems that I have been bullying you."

Sheng Liuyu drew back her wings, and responded a little coquettishly: "You also know?"

Xie Changming has many secrets that cannot be revealed, and his life experience is not one of them, but he didn't intend to let Sheng Liuyu know.

Before the age of ten, Xie Liu was an ordinary one among all living beings.They were indeed Xie Changming's parents, but they didn't tell the truth.In the year when they escaped from the snow disaster, they went to the hill and felt that too many children were a burden, they couldn't support them, and instead they had to share the rations, so they decided to abandon the less important one, and finally discarded Xie Liu, who they didn't like the most.

I don't know how many such things happened in the year of the catastrophe.

Xie Changming doesn't quite remember how he felt at that time. It was very possible to choose him. He didn't feel the pain of being betrayed and abandoned, he just felt it was right.

He even gave other examples: "It's like this for mortals. During famines, some people are too hungry to bear their own children, so they exchange with others, and they are willing to start. Even in normal years, I have been born since I was seven or eight years old. Going to the pond to catch water chestnuts, one from the same village drowned."

Xie Changming continued to talk about the next thing, which needs some kind cover-up.

He was lucky, he was thrown on the mountain by his parents, but accidentally ate a spiritual fruit, and he fell asleep for three years before waking up again.Later, because of his good bones, he entered the local sect and began to cultivate immortals.

In fact, Sheng Liuyu didn't really listen to those later, he was stunned for a while, raised his head slightly, and his eyes fell on the half-open window.

Through the smoke and clouds, most of them can't see clearly, but he can feel it.

The red paint on the wooden window sills has faded and peeled off, revealing a mildew-like background, and the inside seems to be decayed and crumbling.

For a moment, Sheng Liuyu wanted to vomit.

It's not because of the moldy, moth-eaten window lattice, but because he just ate so many water chestnuts.

Both water chestnuts and water chestnuts grow in water. Xie Liu, who is seven or eight years old, is going to fish for water chestnuts. Does he want water chestnuts?

I want it.

In his previous life, Sheng Liuyu had never encountered these things.He grew up in Xiaochongshan. He is a lonely deaf-blind little boy who hates contact with people, but the rest of the family, whether they are sincere or not, have raised him very carefully, and even the fruits they offer are the most spiritual. kind of.Occasionally going out, the ostentation is also very big, everyone knows that he is a divine bird, many people want to please him, Sheng Liuyu just finds it annoying.

Where was Xie Changming at that time?

Perhaps the owner noticed that the little Changming bird was in a bad mood after hearing an unpleasant story, so the owner wanted to coax him.

Some things should have been kept secret forever, but sometimes Xie Changming couldn't help but say them out. He held Sheng Liuyu's waist and hugged her up. The two got closer, and even the vibration of the chest could be heard clearly.His voice seemed cheerful: "I told you before that I was looking for my little bird. The first time I met him was when I woke up after three years of coma. He is a very stupid little bird, full of flowers everywhere, He wanted to peck at the flower growing on my temple, but I grabbed it and prepared to roast it. He was obviously a spirit bird, and he couldn’t use spells, so he couldn’t escape. The fire has been extinguished, and there is nothing anyone can do about him."

As a bird, Sheng Liuyu empathized too much, thought for a while, and made an unfair evaluation: "You are a bit cruel, it must be scared to death."

After many years, Xie Changming finally learned about the bird's feelings, but he has no regrets.If it weren't for that accident, he would never want to raise any little things in his life.

Xie Changming laughed in a low voice, muffled: "Well, it's like this. When raising him later, if there is something he wants and I don't give it to him, the little thing will use this to pretend to be pitiful, really. Very vindictive."

I held grudges when I was young, and it's the same when I grow up. Little Changming Bird still remembers the little things about Xie Changming not wanting to support him.

As a very selfish and possessive little bird, Sheng Liuyu used to hate Xie Changming for talking about the birds he raised, but now he listens very quietly.

Xie Changming hugged the person in his arms with a bit of strength: "There was a lot of snow on the mountain, so it should be very cold. I was so hungry that I wanted to die, but I forgot all of this. I just remember that I felt very warm when I caught that little bird."

In the second life after death and rebirth, Xie Changming became the devil.

The sky in the Demon Realm is always gray, no matter day or night.

Many nights, when alone, Xie Changming would think a lot.It's not that he doesn't know that he is looking for a needle in a haystack, what he is doing is meaningless, and it is all useless work.

Xie Changming is not the kind of person who is naive, irrational, and believes in miracles.

If he is doomed to fail, he will give up.Just like the sky in the Demon Realm, no matter how uncomfortable he was with it, he never thought about making it bright.

But a needle did fall in the sea, among the tens of thousands of birds in the world, one of them belonged to Xie Changming.

So when you wake up, you still have to continue fishing.

Xie Changming said: "When I was young, I went fishing for water chestnuts, and I almost drowned once. I don't know how they floated ashore. I should have been very scared at the time, and almost died. But now I just remember that you like eating it very much."

Xie Liu's childhood life was really bad. There may be countless things worth complaining about. Xie Changming didn't say it, no one knew, but those things did exist.Now it's a bit different, as if he was implicitly telling Sheng Liuyu the correct way to make him forget the past - to cover the past with worthwhile and happy things.

Sheng Liuyu showed a very soft-hearted appearance, even his tone was light, and it was rare for him to reflect on himself: "I didn't treat you very well before, and I will be better in the future."

After hearing what he said, Xie Changming couldn't help it. He smiled and defended him: "It's not too bad. Knowing that I'm fighting the demons, I will threaten them in advance."

Sheng Liuyu wanted to stare at him a little bit, but remembering what he said just now, he promised: "But it will be better and make you happy."

After thinking for a while, he proposed a specific method: "Since you like the little bird you raised so much, I will help you find it."

But there are still conditions: "We are both males and cannot lay eggs. I allow you to raise it as our baby. I will treat it very well."

I don't think it's such a stupid bird, even the owner can't find it after losing it.

Xie Changming looked like he wanted to laugh, but he didn't say anything in the end.

Sheng Liuyu thought about it for a while, and Xie Changming didn't seem to be doing very well.

Sheng Liuyu desperately wanted him to forget those painful, indelible, and unspeakable pasts.

He wanted to kiss Xie Changming very much, but he looked clumsy due to lack of experience and practice. He raised his head and kissed the other person's cheek, chin, and nose indiscriminately. comfort.If it was in the past, he might have rubbed his cheek against each other's hand, but now because their relationship has gone further, the way has changed.

Sheng Liuyu wanted face very much and would not admit defeat, but it was not for this reason that he didn't kiss Xie Changming's lips.

Just too shy to know how to kiss.