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Xie Changming stopped, and put Sheng Liuyu on a window sill he accidentally cut between the second and third floors.

His shoulders were soaked with tears, and the tears stained his skin, which was now icy cold.

Xie Changming didn't speak.

There was nothing here except hollowed out stones and steps. When they stopped, when they stopped talking, when they even breathed lightly, everything around them suddenly fell silent.

It's not like Xie Changming didn't think about the little Changming bird liking him.

Instead, he thought about it many times and stopped every time.

Sometimes, Xie Changming would also warn himself not to think about it any longer.

His will, patience, and ability to bear will become weak and precarious because of Sheng Liuyu.

Xie Changming's Adam's apple moved, and he raised his hand again. It was his injured right hand. With a slight movement, there would be a deep pain, which could make people wake up.

He lowered his head and looked at Sheng Liuyu in front of him.

He cried very quietly, without the slightest sob or sob, only tears flowed silently, but the expression on his face was calm, even alienated, as if he was waiting for a doomed result.

Xie Changming knew that Sheng Liuyu would not want the liking and love if it came from pleading, pity, or sympathy.The little Changming Bird didn't want to cry either, he was just on the verge of collapse, but he couldn't bear it anymore.

Xie Changming asked gently: "Why, why do I always make you so sad?"

Like a rhetorical question, but also like asking yourself.

They were very close, but not close enough. Sheng Liuyu could hear what Xie Changming said, but couldn't hear clearly.

Xie Changming stretched out his hand, and warm tears fell on his fingertips. He also tasted all the pain and collapse of the little Changming bird.

At the very beginning, Xie Changming thought a lot about Sheng Liuyu, his life experience, secrets, fate, everything.

He knew very well what kind of bird the little Changming bird was.His nobility and beauty are not because he is a bright bird, but because he is Sheng Liuyu.

Even if Sheng Liuyu is not a divine bird and has not been taught by anyone, he will shed the last drop of blood in order to protect other weaklings.He doesn't care so much about other people's eyes and opinions. Sheng Baiyun doesn't like him, and he will withdraw some affection for his biological father, without any attachment.

Therefore, Xie Changming understood from the beginning to the end that the little Changming bird might feel sad because of his forced birth and his poor mother, but it was himself who really made him feel pain.

From the moment of birth, the fate of the little Changming bird has always pointed to Xie Changming's death.

The fact is true, if not for Sheng Liuyu, Xie Changming would not have taken off the immovable wood, would not have been spied on by others, and would not have been discovered by the so-called gods.

What has happened, what cannot be changed, and the entangled three lives and three generations constitute the doomed destiny in a complicated and complicated way.

Xie Changming understands very well that even though the little Changming Bird looks so delicate and easily hurt, in fact, only what he really cares about can make him suffer.

Only Xie Changming, only Xie Changming.

Then it all seems to be deadlocked.

Xie Changming didn't believe in fate, but he didn't dare to gamble.

He was afraid that the little Changming bird would be sad.Xie Changming can die, but he cannot die because of Sheng Liuyu.

The best way seems to be to stay away, separate, so that the compass can no longer point to the direction of Xie Changming, and Xie Changming will not stay for the anchor.

No one will be hurt, and no one will be sad.Xie Changming will not die, he will live for a long time, maybe he will wander all over the world, maybe he will become a fairy immediately, anything is possible, and the result will not be too bad.And the little Changming bird may remember this temporary owner when he was young for a few years, but in the long life of 3000 years, those short memories will gradually fade away, but after all, like leaves falling on the running water, he does not know where he is going , can no longer find traces.

Xie Changming has always been rational, he has always been good at making the most appropriate choice, even if the situation forced him to cut his legs and tongue immediately, he would not hesitate for a moment.But that night in Yuning Town, Xie Changming almost resigned to his fate for a moment.

It turns out that fate is such an inescapable, irresistible, and inescapable shackle.Even knowing that the torrent is rolling, the road ahead is rough, and there is a canyon that hangs by a thread not far away, you can only be dragged down the current, and you can't even save yourself.

Xie Changming couldn't keep him away from the little Changming bird and never contact him again in this life.

He really isn't a nice guy.

Well, at least be a good breeder.

Xie Changming thought so.

Don't make his little bird so sad.So to bury all the likes and loves, even the owner's words are only spoken out of desperation.

But at this moment, those unspeakable reasons seem to have become excuses, and even Xie Changming has nothing to hide in front of the little Changming bird.

Those unspeakable reasons seemed to have become excuses in front of the little Changming bird, and Xie Changming had nothing to hide.

He is not a good person, trying to be a good owner, but teetering on the verge of losing control.

Sheng Liuyu sat on the window sill, his back was very straight, even with his head tilted to the side and weeping, he was unattainable.

Xie Changming seemed to be very calm. He bent down and leaned into Sheng Liuyu's ear. His voice was very soft, but he was very sure: "You will regret it."

Sheng Liuyu was startled, and heard Xie Changming repeat: "You will regret it. Will you?"

He raised his head, his eyes were closed, and he couldn't see Xie Changming's cold gaze.That gaze is like the ice and snow outside the window that has not melted since ancient times and has been frozen for thousands of years, deep and bottomless.

The little Changming bird opened his mouth, he looked very docile, tears kept rolling down, as if he was so sad that he couldn't say a word.Only the eyelashes trembled violently, like the wings of a moth pounced on a raging fire, so fragile, so resolute.

Never thought of retreating.

"I won't," he said.

Xie Changming could clearly hear the sound of his patience losing control and his emotions collapsing.

He has no choice.

He is not a good person, nor is he a good owner, he lost all reason, he wants to kiss this person.

Sheng Liuyu felt that she was suddenly hugged tightly, and the voice of the person in front of her was cold, with a hint of refusal: "It's too late to regret it now."

Maybe all the cruel secrets will finally surface, but at this moment, nothing can be stopped, and the spreading love cannot be hidden.

Xie Changming put Sheng Liuyu on the window sill, lowered his head, and kissed his tears away, as if even the pain would disappear together.

Sheng Liuyu's tears were so many that Xie Changming kissed him for a long time, but they still kept rolling down in big drops.

Xie Changming let go of those tears, and kissed the little Changmingniao's lips.

This is the first kiss.

His kiss was not gentle, just like Xie Changming, who looked gentle and calm, but was actually the worst devil in the world.The person he wants to kill will definitely die, and no one can stop what he wants to do.

Sheng Liuyu's breath was short of breath, he was a pure novice, he didn't understand how to accept a kiss, he was almost out of breath.

His eyes cannot see, his ears cannot hear, and he is completely cut off from the world. The only connection is Xie Changming.

He was kissed so clumsily, and he endured it passively, curled up unconsciously, but did not avoid anything.Because this person is Xie Changming, then everything will be allowed, he will accept everything Xie Changming asks for, and even give everything.

Xie Changming kissed him deeply, held his hand, and the two of them clasped their fingers together. They couldn't be closer than at this moment.

The taste of tears is roughly the same, they are all very bitter and salty, and they will not become sweet because they are shed by the divine bird.

Xie Changming tasted it, and Sheng Liuyu also tasted it.

Like an unresolved fate, like an obscure future.

Xie Changming knows everything and understands everything.

He is so greedy, accepting the best gift of fate, but taking this moment as the boundary, he will never accept his fate.

So Xie Changming will be the tree of the little Changming bird, his nest, a nest where he can rest safely.

Volume 3 Yongyule