Kinn Porsche The Series gangster fell in love with me

-Porsche-

After a brutal day of exams, I'm frantically clicking on my phone and playing games, damn it!The questions on today's exam paper seem to be passing my eyes for the first time, as if I came to learn new knowledge, ah!Is there such a course in the world?Fuck!I don't remember anything.My mind is empty, full of emptiness like space, and the more I search, the more I can't find the answer.Better go to sleep!Damn it!What I got as a result was bright and radiant skin!Because eight glasses of water a day, sleep soundly.Hooray, Ragu!

"The exam is over so soon." Kinn's voice didn't catch my attention, I nodded to him, and continued to play the game intently.Now, I sat and waited for almost 10 minutes under the International Building, with Kinn sitting around my table with his friends, and Kinn sitting next to me, with his friends scattered around.

"Hmm..." Kinn rubbed my cheek lightly with his fingers, and I shook my face away from his hand.

"NND, someone is taking care of it now." Time said with a smile, I lowered my head and continued playing the game, actually I didn't want to wait, but this bastard must be very lonely, damn it!Forced me, teased me, and was too good at being authoritarian.

"If you want to associate with this group of people, you must control yourself well, I can't even bear to be near him." Tle looked at the now confused Time with a mocking look.

"Uh, where are you going to celebrate after the exam?" Mew asked aloud, but I ignored it.

"What a surprise that someone like you was invited out to hang out." Tle said, looking at Mew in disbelief.I glanced at Mew's face with his glasses off, massaged the corners of my eyes lightly, then lowered my head and continued playing the game.

"Because the exam was too stressful, I read books for a week and almost didn't sleep, just wanted to relax."

"Fuck! Haven't slept for a week? You study in the same place as me, and I don't know where to start." Time said, "I've been playing."

"Please take a look at your score and Mew's score, you played games with Senior Kinn last night."

"Even if Kinn's hit rate is a bit higher, his scores are still pretty close to mine... How many classes are you going to take this semester?" Mew said with a smile.

"Then if you pass all the subjects...is there any reward?" Kinn turned his head to look at me with a drawn out voice, so close that I had to turn around quickly.

"My foot!" I kicked his calf with my foot, pressed it lightly, looked nervously at the game in front of me, and emphasized that it is very important to play the game hard now, and hope for three consecutive victories, otherwise I will be very upset annoying.

"What, so many days of sleepless nights, I didn't get anything." Kinn said, raising his hand to his chin, staring at me playing the game.

"You can't sleep because of the game! Don't blame me." I turned away again because Kinn's gaze distracted me.

"Play with me!" Kinn reached out and placed his hand on my head lightly. Before he could dodge it, his face changed angrily. I will be very attentive and diligent when playing games.

"If I lose, I'll curse you to death, idiot!"

"Let's bet like last night... What if you lose a game." Kinn still didn't give up trying, turned around and whispered in my ear.

"Damn Kinn!" I didn't have any free hands, so I pushed out with my feet to support his calf.

"Well, you were killed last night, one, two, three..." Kinn pointed with his finger, I want to give up being a strong fighter character in this game, and then waved vigorously He flicked his hand.

"Kinn!" I could only lower my voice and squint at him in frustration.

"Ah, don't be shy, let's go." Kinn pulled my arm back as usual and sat beside him, I snorted and continued to look down.

"Damn it! All my friends lost, are you a mafia? It's a mafia..." Time joked, and I immediately looked at them with wide eyes.

"You're henpecked!!" Tle pointed at Kinn's mouth until Kinn ignored him and sat up straight.

"Ahem...then where should we go after the exam?" Kinn changed the subject to stop his friends from teasing him, but I still gave them a hard look and calmed down a little.

"Changing the subject... oh... well, I'm being considerate too." Time said, and then looked at me with disdain.

"All in all, where should I go? The rooftop or... the bar at my hotel?" Tae suggested.

"Honey, I want to go to sister Yok's shop...it's fun." Time said casually to Tle, and Tle showed a displeased look on his face.

"That's okay, I want to change the atmosphere." Mew agreed with Time.

"Well, the music there is very nice, let's go celebrate together after the exam! Prosche go together, I want you to invite NongTem and Jom to participate together." After Tae finished speaking, everyone at the table made expressions of agreement, and I Nodded, so that I can get rid of my irritability, until a strange voice sounded.

"I heard, where are you going to celebrate?" The whole table turned to look at the newcomer, and I also turned my head in doubt.OK!Whoever dies must wait for the countdown to be resurrected.When I saw a sweet face and bravely put my hand on the corner of the table, I immediately squinted my eyes.

"Oh... Junior Pim, hello." Everyone at the table looked at each other, and I smiled slightly because I remembered that person, haha.

"Where are you going to celebrate?" A clear and bright voice sounded, I lowered my head and continued to press the game easily, with a relaxed look, without any feeling, I wondered what Kinn would do after encountering this scene what kind of behavior.

"Uh..." The whole table changed from noisy to quiet, and suddenly someone appeared.

"But I have an introduction... After the exam, there will be a party at my apartment, are you interested?" I glanced at the figure, then turned to look at Kinn, his face His face was calm, like he wasn't panicking, um...go on, don't think I don't remember, this kid was Kinn's former little boy whom I drove to the apartment for a while.

"...Hehe, I want to go to a quiet place to relax." Tle said silently.

"Oh, I'm sorry, Brother Kinn..." Kinn swallowed, pretending to be dazed, turned around and looked at Pim with a normal face, "My dad bought me a new apartment...Senior Kinn is very interested ..."

"Damn it!!" I said loudly, focusing on the phone screen, and the whole table turned to look at me, "Watch your back! Look, it's standing in the fortress!" I said angrily , pretending to yell at the phone, as if not noticing what was happening in front of him.

"Uh, Brother Kinn, let's go then, we don't need it after the exam, P can also postpone the party... When are you free?"

"Ouch! You bastard! You'll see my feet soon!" I cursed rudely, and at the same time put on a lifeless face at the phone and said, "Hiding behind the fort, you can still drive Gun." I finished the last sentence in a slightly weaker tone.

"Uh... so when is Brother Kinn free?"

"Damn it! The bastard is still here! Too slow!" I yelled, staring at the screen and getting angry. "Damn, this mage is really useless!" I muttered to myself.

"Hehe, the game is very interesting...Brother Kinn~~" Then that Pim whispered into Kinn's ear, and held his arm tightly with his hands until I couldn't hear him. Kinn straightened up nervously, but didn't stop me, and didn't defend himself.

"Not yet! Not yet! Don't you know, idiot! You're ready to collect the body!" I yelled as loud as I could until the sweaty Kinn started to erupt.

"Enough! Junior! I won't go, let me go, my fortress is about to collapse! My old den is about to be taken over! The house is going to be on fire!" Kinn let go of Pim's hand and pushed him away.

"Brother Kinn, what are you talking about, I don't understand..." Pim said in confusion.

"Thank you for the invitation, but it's not convenient for me." Kinn politely declined.

"Then what day is convenient for brother Kinn?"

"It's not convenient any day."

"Why, before..."

"Forget it, spare my life...please...please," Kinn retorted abruptly, not letting Pim bring back the past.I sighed wearily, just as the game was over, of course, I got the most points and got the MVP, then put the phone on the table and turned to look at Kinn and his old acquaintance boy, motionless.

"Brother Kinn...why?"

"Come on, your wife is so vicious, I get goosebumps sitting here." Time touched his arm and looked at me in horror.

"Brother Kinn..."

"How long are you going to stay? Do you want me to give you a punch." This time, I stared at Pim's face, he immediately avoided my sight, and then stood up in a daze.

"Is your game over?" Kinn asked me, sweating profusely.

"I'm in a bad mood, what are you doing?"

"It's nothing."

"Then I'll go first, seniors." Pim glanced at me timidly, bowed slightly to everyone at the table, then turned and ran away.

"Papa papa!" Time stood up, clapped his hands, and gave me a flash of admiration.

"It has to be like this, I like you very much, Porsche, you are my idol, if you are free, teach me some tricks another day, and I will learn from you." Tle grinned, his eyes shining with admiration, until Time Had to pull his wife's sleeve to sit down.

"I'm just playing games, I'm not doing anything." I shook my head leisurely.

"Oh, yes, you're scolding the people in the game." Kinn put his arms around my neck and hugged me tightly.

"Well, you bastard!" I looked up at Kinn.

"You curse people in the game?" Kinn asked me with raised eyebrows.

"I cursed you!!" Kinn grinned and pinched the tip of my nose lightly.

"Ow! Ow is this still the School of Administration? I thought it was the comedy club!" Time slapped the table rhythmically and laughed out loud, damn it!It's about to become a management team, but I think this group is very interesting!

Kinn waited for Mew for a while, and we went our separate ways and went home.On the way Kinn was driving, he asked me about the test, and I answered him with enthusiasm, but not what was on the test paper, but all the dreams I had while I was in the test room.

"In my dream, it was very realistic, I was walking in the woods, I took a sniper rifle and shot it, one shot killed, so cool!"

"So you were asleep anyway?"

"Yes."

"Huh..." Kinn sighed wearily, and I blushed.

"When will you spend time reading, always invite me to talk nonsense, and then at night...you bother me again, I'm sleepy." I bit my lip and said softly, if Kinn gave me A little private time, this semester's grades will be better, forget it, it is already considered a merit if you don't indulge! !

"Traffic jam." Kinn cursed softly, driving at this time of night is like being in a parking lot, I told him to drive a motorcycle, and he still didn't believe me.How about it, sitting in the car right now is getting cramp like hell.I adjusted the cushion and lay down, slowly closed my eyes, the cold air was blowing in my face, and a warm palm was stroking my hair back and forth, feeling indescribably comfortable, and in a short period of time, I went to fight the Sandman . Sweet dreams, Kinn!

...

"Are you there? Don't wake me up." I sighed silently, sliding back and forth lazily and slowly, the sky has begun to become dark, and it is dusk after a relaxing sleep, and I will continue to sleep after returning to the room Son. Kinn sat motionless in the car, his hands still gripping the steering wheel tightly, his eyes fixed on the bodyguards walking around.In the past two days, Kinn has often been in a daze like this, as if his brain has received a brief shock. I don't know what happened or what I was thinking. When I asked, I got the same answer.

"Kinn! Kinn! What's wrong with you?" I grabbed his arm and shook him to wake him up.

"Hey... I seem to have forgotten something." Kinn looked at me, then turned around and looked forward as before.

"So what!" I'm starting to get annoyed at the look on his face that keeps replaying something in his head, no matter what I ask, the answer is the same, dammit!!! Forgot something?

"Hmm..." Kinn sighed, and I kept my arms crossed over my chest, watching his incomprehensible behavior.

"...Why! What did you forget? Or who did you forget?" I frowned in displeasure, often not sure who he might be missing.

"Oh please, it's not like that, I just..."

"Don't think I'm willing to be with you, you can break my heart no matter what, and I have self-esteem, if you ever break my heart again, I'll let Pete, Arm, Non hit you, watch !"

"Hi!!!" I said hoarsely.Seriously, I'm pissed at Kinn's brain, so a lot of things go through it.But as soon as he finished speaking, Kinn's eyes widened and he let out a loud cry.

"What are you shouting!" I asked in shock, and he suddenly cursed silently.

"Pete!! I remembered! It's Pete!" Kinn yelled, looking at the panic expression on his face that he had never seen before... He quickly picked up the phone, I am Monk Zhang Er, confused...

"Wait! Why Pete? What's the matter? Speaking of which, I haven't seen him in days, Kinn! Where's Pete?" I lowered my voice and stared at him hard.

"Damn it! The house is a mess, and your affairs, and...Sun, Vegas, it's exam week again, I really didn't mean it, ah hey!" Kinn picked up the phone and chased after him in a panic. Make a list to find someone.

knock knock

The banging on the window stopped Kinn from moving, and he turned to lower the window before a jerk interrupted him.

"You are all stupid, what are you doing in the car! Change the atmosphere." That idiot, oh not you, is the idiot who is smart and lively enough to kick his pretty face, squinting his eyes and smiling , and then head into the car.

"What's the matter with you?" Kinn sideways away from the bastard until his back hits my shoulder.

"Where are you going? Take me with you," he sighed as he spoke.

"What the hell, we just came back." I replied calmly, since I had a close contact with him that day, until today, I never want to have anything to do with him, because that mouth is unbearable.

"Aww...I'm lonely, I'm going to die...All my subordinates are not going back to other provinces until next week, damn it!" The bastard put his arms on the edge of the mirror and put his hands on his chin.

"Ow! Then you..." What did Kinn want to ask, and here you are again.

"Each of them! Leave me alone in the wide world, and I'll say goodbye right away."

"including me..."

"Yeah! Everyone's gone home, damn it! Kim let Non come and play, it's not fun at all, and a dumb idiot isn't scared at all."

"That bodyguard meant to include those..."

"It's all right, that's it...you go out and invite me, don't forget." After he finished speaking, he shrank his head back, turned around and walked into the house immediately.I'm rooting for Kinn all the time, and that stupid bastard will never hear you through a full sentence, back and forth, back and forth, like he's just a toddler!

"Wow... figured it out, I remember what I forgot, damn Pete! He must be tired and go home and rest." Kinn leaned back in the seat with a sigh of relief, and closed his eyes.

"My friend, how could you forget?" I said in disbelief, because you forgot my friend, you haven't thought of him for days?So lucky, I just said that the house is very quiet. At first I thought it was because Kinn's father had cleaned up some bodyguards who were involved with Big, but where did my friend disappear?Damn it! !

"Damn! Too careless, thought Pete would be with you, walk with me in a while, toss back and forth between the two places, so we were all confused."

"What do you use him for? Such a big man, not a machine!!"

"Now I feel at ease when I go home, but he didn't listen to me and ran away after finishing his work, so I can tell you." Kinn tilted his head, looked up at me, and reached out to gently touch my cheek. Quickly waved.

"How can you be sure Pete is home?"

"His work has been done, probably...it's okay, but as soon as you said it, I thought I'd better call to confirm." Kinn said, picking up the phone.Pressed Pete's name in the contact list and dialed out, and at the same time did not forget to turn on the speaker for me.

"The number you dialed was not answered, please contact again."

"Here... must really be home." Kinn pointed to the phone.

"How is it possible! There is no signal, so don't talk nonsense."

"Oh, Pete's home is on the island, every time I go home there is no signal, it's normal." Kinn pointed to the phone confidently, I finally let out a relieved expression, Kinn worked so hard for you You must be very tired after working hard until now, go home and relax.

"Well, yes, that's it," he said.

"Come on, let's go in."

I followed Kinn into the house, there was no one, I was relieved, Big has been dealt with, everyone was messed up by him, some resigned, some ran away, I sympathized with them, at least every action There has to be a reason, that people have a lot of desires, plus greed and obsession occupy the mind.Even though Kinn comforts me everytime someone dies and wants to take it easy, bastard!!! I'm not that cold blooded and sometimes I secretly think that if one day I make some mistakes too, he'll kill me ?Because actually being in the underworld is so cruel!

After dinner, I went to the bathroom to clean myself, took a shower, and wanted to cleanse my whole heart until I felt comfortable. I tried to meditate, and tried to meditate so that I could go back and endorse the book.While I was brushing my teeth, I picked up my phone and started chatting with the total jerk on Facebook.

Jomjukkrit

When will the exam be over! !Tremendous stress! ! !

The guy on Facebook set up a depressive state to describe how he feels right now, knowing how stressful the exam is, but even if he shows it like this, after a while, he always asks me to play games with him.

comment:

TemTaran: Do it again, my friend!We went through the difficulties together side by side, my God, passed the exam together!

Jomjukkrit: I will definitely concentrate on reading! !

TemTaran: Amen99

Jomjukkrit: When the exams are over, I'll get so drunk and let the dog call me daddy!

TemTaran: Oh, pity the dog.

Porsche: +1

Jomjukkrit: Bah!Which store should we go to?Please determine a good location, so that I have a motivation for the exam.

TemTaran: Prosche's birthday is after the exam, so it's good to have a drink. Sister Yok's shop is very good, let's go when we're done.

Jomjukkrit: Deals

Porsche: Have you asked me?

Jomjukkrit: Are you going to type and ask you "Daddy"?

Porsche: Damn it!

TemTaran: That's it, leave some time for your friends!

I pressed the lock screen, turned around and continued brushing my teeth, these bastards are just trying to use my excuses to cover up being drunk, every year.I don't take my birthday very seriously, it doesn't feel like it matters because I have to work, the last time I blow out candles and eat cake is when my parents are there, it's been a long time ago, although they wrote some cards and gave some small gifts , but I think it's just an ordinary day.

I brushed my hair and walked to the study. Kinn was staring at the computer screen, his eyebrows were tightly drawn together, and he was slightly startled when he saw me.

"What are you doing...watching porn?" I teased, squinting and teasing him.

"No...why don't you see what you're doing?" Kinn adjusted his nervous expression and smiled at me, so I gave him the middle finger, you bastard is so annoying, I just put it on the sofa He picked up the book on his hands, turned and walked out of the room.

"Where are you going?"

"Go downstairs and read."

"Why don't you read it in your room?"

"It's hard to concentrate in the room, you just disturb me!" I closed the door, went to the hall of my home, lay flat on the sofa, and started reading page by page without anyone interfering, fortunately KhunKorn has been abroad several times God, otherwise I wouldn't dare to sleep in the middle of the room.Although he is still a little cold, he seems to love me more and more, and sometimes I can't help but be surprised when he tells me that he treats me like his own child, I have not been too close, everything takes time to adapt. Kinn took me and Porchay home to get some personal belongings, and coming back here fully, it's been quite difficult adjusting to the new surroundings.

When I first came back, Kinn said, I don’t need to do any work, just cheering him up and encouraging him is enough, but this is what I’m not very satisfied with. Going to sleep at his house is not the same as being an idle fish.I have been helping Kinn with the paperwork and intend to help him as much as I can, and I can no longer kid myself that I feel nothing for anyone but Kinn.

He affected my life, whether it was waking up, eating or sleeping, his face was almost always in my head, when I convinced myself that I could do what I could do without him, that was the most painful period, I can't fight my feelings anymore, I want him by my side, he also said he wants me by his side, although it seems a little too easy to forgive, but I want to prove from now on, what Kinn said Everything said is really achievable.

I don't want to ask for too many things, it would be nice to get back my lost trust and affection more and more.This time I can answer that I'm not sure yet, still not performing my best, not 100% confident, and don't know how I will behave after this to match the second young master of a great family.

I admit that I'm in love with this part of him, but still can't accept that I come in and out as someone... standing next to him, maybe people around me may accept it easily, but in the future, in society we will meet To more people, I really don't know how hard I have to try to fulfill my responsibilities for an indefinite time in the future.

The letters in front of me looked like black lines, and I was stunned. As sleepiness took over, my vision began to blur, until my eyelids began to loosen and droop, and I would often fall asleep. Many times, I was going to die!Tomorrow I have to take two exams, which are very difficult. My grades should not be bad. Only by putting the knowledge in the book into my mind can I hope to achieve my goal.

"Porsche... go to bed now." I fell asleep at some point, and when I realized that Kinn came to call me and took me to the room with me, I gave up everything, forgot about the exam, and followed him obediently , After touching the soft bed, I fell into a deep sleep and felt nothing.

...

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The exam is getting more and more fierce, it is as fierce as a fire, I feel like I am being burned alive, as soon as I see the test paper, I almost martyr myself in a pile of books and textbooks as fuel, damn it!You bastard!After studying for so long, I realized that I was a fool!You idiot, the questions on the test paper dazzled me, even though it was in Thai, why couldn’t I read it? !

Kinn has also been very busy recently, and he seems more stressed and nervous than usual, probably because he has to recite all the content in English. The latest news is that his exam does not have multiple choice questions, and the answers are completely subjective.I saw him reading a book late at night, and I felt sorry for him. All I could do was say good night and good dreams in my heart. I fell asleep with my book almost every night, but one thing surprised me. He always called secretly. , showing a hint of a smile, until I began to suspect fear, and I had a terrible headache after taking the exam alone. Kinn also likes to go out to discuss business with customers, saying that his father is not around during this time, so he has to take responsibility for him.

"Do you want me to help?" I saw that he was tired for several days, and tomorrow was the last day of the exam, because there were too many credits and the subject was difficult and important, so I also said that I would follow him to talk to clients at night.

"It's okay, you stay and read." Kinn let me stay alone for several days at night, I want to have dinner with you, you bastard, I haven't seen him at the dinner table for several days, I don't know why the company I have been so busy at work recently, and it was almost eleven o'clock when I finally got back. I was busy until midnight, and I couldn't imagine it. Just like a person who has committed a crime, it is not so easy to rebuild trust.

Ringing Ringing Kinn He glanced at the screen, glanced at me, then turned around and walked away to answer a call, damn it!He's acting more and more posing every day, or does he think I'm bored? ?

"I have something to go, I should be back very late, you go to bed first." After hanging up the phone, Kinn came to me and said.

"Usually I go to bed first, as if I'm waiting for you." I said in a normal tone, I sleep when I'm sleepy, and eat when I'm hungry. Why do I have to wait and wait?I thought so, but then I felt like something changed. Kinn gave me a smile and was about to grab my head, but I dodged.

"Go wherever you want!" I pushed away, Kinn smiled, shook his head slightly, and then he actually walked out of the house.

Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah! !I walked back and forth in the room irritably, I didn't want to think carefully, but, almost been together for too long, do you want to change, I feel it myself! !Damn Kinn!You must have someone else!I slashed hard with my hands, but don't expect to give you many chances.As easy as I am to forgive, it won't always be easy, you bastard remember me!There are so many options for a guy like him, as long as someone is going to seduce, I'm surprised he chose me, and still decides to this day that it's really me, right?But the answer is becoming clearer.

But if there is someone else, that is his right!As far as what I'm doing today, I'm always asking myself if it's worth it?I used to go about my thing and express my feelings and even forget what I was with him, he never gave me a clear state.One more thing that keeps me out of touch, I'm uncomfortable living in this house because I still don't know what the hell am I to him?Partner?Sex. Partner? Friends?People who live together forever?Disgusting, I'm going to throw up! !For a long time, I have been thinking about this in the back of my heart, but I am determined not to say it, even if I am about to vomit.

Think of me as your emotional slave? ?asshole!

I haven't come back yet, and the whole week is almost over.The love thing is really complicated, and Kinn's story goes back to the same starting point, and I thought about it a lot.People say that falling in love at school is like lighting a candle in the rain because once it lights up it goes out, it's as dark as my life right now.

I'm such a fool, I'm terrible at love, and I don't know anything about learning.

Let's find a good life in a good way! ...No!I beg you!

I kicked every thought out of my head and started going through it all over again, damn it!I've read this line three times and it means something! !Even if you can't learn Thai well, if you can't learn English, you will fall into the abyss!

2020. 8, 22

"Did you finish the exam early this morning?" I nodded, and my hand was on the button of the shirt of the school uniform.

"I start the test at noon and finish in the afternoon, so you drive my car today, and I'll drive another one." Kinn put the keys of his favorite BMW on the table.I picked up my backpack and slung it over my shoulder, turned and left the room without looking back.

"I'll go myself!" I said sullenly, and it was almost one o'clock in the morning when Kinn got home last night.And this morning when I woke up to my phone ringing, he picked it up in a panic, unbelievable panic, stupid Kinn!Is it fun to do that, asshole!Pay attention to me, but don't let me control him.So much fun, right?

I hate moments when I'm being manipulated like this, really!Feeling stupid at home! !

"I can't believe what a guy like him is saying!" I squeezed the can of soda into one hand until it crumpled in my hand.

"Calm down." Non touched my shoulder and comforted me.I have been living in his dormitory after the exam, the old feeling came back like deja vu, I don't want to go back to that house again.

"I hate him! I'm going back to my house!" I said bitterly as I spoke.

"You're here again, I won't help you move things." Non said with a smile.

"Think about it, let me live in that house, but I don't know my identity? His father also said that when I was his child, he could share everything."

"Oops, I've been unable to figure it out, it doesn't sound good." He cursed softly, I didn't listen carefully because I was thinking about it all the time.

"I feel like these days, damn it! Don't know where to go, come home late at night, sneak around, why come back to me if you don't do what I say?" I opened a new bottle of drink and drank it again, I don't know, don't know if it's the gas or the sugar in the jar that makes me yell nonsense.

"Ask him directly." P'Non frowned, sitting there watching my anxious behavior.

"How to ask? Bah!! What happened to you and me? Bah! It's been done countless times. If it's a woman, I'm already pregnant, you bastard!"

"Well, you are quite straightforward, but things like this, if he doesn't say it, he has to ask."

"I have my dignity, he doesn't need to do anything." I slammed the can on the ground and sprayed the sugar water.