Kinn Porsche The Series gangster fell in love with me

The KinnPorsche Story: Bad love, great love in the end

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"Are you the one who sent me these pictures?!" Angry voices rang out from rental homes on the outskirts of the city.

"Calm down, Khun Mek."

"You take care of yourself, Big! Do you know how much he suffers compared to my brother forgetting him?" The noise of protests continued, and Mek realized that someone was always sending pictures of his brother's ex-lover Kinn in action. He was very annoyed after this incident, even though it has been many years, the trauma in his brother's heart has not disappeared, every time he sees Tawan crying sadly, it hurts him because this is his best friend since primary school , is also Tawan's first love.

"KhunMek... If KhunMek really wants to help KhunTawan, KhunMek shouldn't let KhunKinn go back to KhunTawan, shouldn't he?

"..."

"I know you like Kinn too, Big, so why are you bringing my brother into this?"

"Calm down, PMek, if you have something to say, speak slowly." A deep voice said to Mek, and Mek squinted at the tall figure smoking comfortably.

"You're a psycho." Mek replied in a forceful voice, unafraid of his line of men.

"It's no different from your brother...heh." There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, which made Mek even angrier than before.

"I warn you, don't mess with my brother."

"PMek, do you want to ask PTawan first? PTawan wants Kinn back... I want Porsche, that's fair." The tall figure shook his shoulders slightly, Mek looked at the two of them alternately, with curse words, One is his close subordinate, who is by his side, and the other... is a poisonous snake ready to bite at any time. He has always known what these two people are doing secretly, but he doesn't know how to remind his friends... ...

"KhunMek, go back and think about it." Mek kicked the sofa down, and the house owner's subordinates came to arrest him, but was stopped by the owner. Mek struggled out of the house, then got into his car, and smashed the steering wheel helplessly.

After a while, a long-distance call from abroad came.

"Yes, P" Mek tried to normalize his tone.

[Did you go to find him? ]

"I just came out."

[You must help me, Mek. ]

"But it should be over."

[It cannot end so easily. ]

"But, P... I don't want you in this rotten vortex anymore."

[You have to help me.If you don't help me, I'll do everything myself. ]

"...Then when will you come to Thailand?"

[Now]

...

..

-KINN-

"Porsche...Porsche...Porsche!" Finally, I jerked him up, calling out to the frowning man sitting on the couch. Porsche startled, gave me a slight glance, then lowered his eyes, staring at the papers in front of him.

"What?" he replied, without looking at me.

"...I'm going down to eat, do you want to continue to finish, or go down with me?" I asked him, looked at his embarrassed expression, smiled, he didn't look at my face much like this for a few days , because he couldn't accept that he was drunk and attacked me, and did something that I didn't expect, what happened that night...but I really like it!hey-hey

"You go first, I'll finish this month's bill first, your dad is in a hurry" I nodded in response, and paid attention to how he proceeded because I don't know when the Porsche I knew has disappeared , I just know there is a very cute Porsche now, always makes my heart beat faster, he is even cuter that I am amazed, no I don't know now his feelings for me have changed, I am even happy to have someone like him people get to know me better.

But he annoys me quite a bit...

"Kinn, where's last year's bill? Must refer to this document." He pointed to the receipt, and I got up from my chair and went straight to the document that Porsche told me, even though it was Wednesday and not his working day. I forced the Porsche to stay here every day and he didn't say anything and helped me with the paperwork and acted like he was at work.

"The 2019 file is in the office, but you opened the drawer on my desk, took my old phone and opened the photo album, there should be one, I asked Big to scan it." Porsche nodded, and I bowed my head and kissed him With a swipe of his head, he also hurried away, so fast that I gave him a small smile, and then he walked out of the room with a scolding voice, Porsche is still the same hard-talking Porsche, still acting irritated and annoyed acting like he Not relaxed but never turned me down once.

"How about you. You come home often." I greeted my brother sitting at the dining table, who was scooping rice into his mouth, it was dinner time, so everyone gathered, including Dad and Kun.

"Hey... the things at home are very tempting." Kun answered for Kim, and Kim immediately turned to look at him.

"What?" I asked as I started to put the food on the table.

"I didn't mean to say...but that's how it is." Kun slapped the table and brought his face closer to mine. I put down the spoon and turned to listen. "The fact that Kim often comes home is because of that, uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh!" Before Kun could finish speaking, Kim put a saucer in his mouth, He shut his mouth tightly.

"Quiet!! Also take care of Dad! If you talk about me and I'll talk about yours, what will you do?" Kim held Kun's head and tightly covered his mouth with his hands. My dad and I looked at him suspiciously. looking at them both.

"Let go of me!" Kun struggled, I shook my head slightly, and then planned to continue eating.

"Stop playing! Let's eat." Dad snapped, and Kim slowly let go of his hand, pointing at Kun and scolding.

"Buffalo!" Kun scolded Kim in a green voice.

"I don't know how you grow up like this, how dare I entrust the business to you?" Dad said, frowning.

"Huh, let's talk about this again, and say that when the time comes, I will do it myself." Kun hastily defended.

"When was that? You are no longer young, and you have failed at everything at work... This does not include the issue of having an heir. In short, you have to choose your own wife or let your father recommend it."

Whoosh!

"Cough cough cough..." As soon as Dad finished speaking, Khun, who was drinking water, almost sprayed the water on Kim's face.

"What wow! Daddy asked about your wife? Wife wife wife ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh." I began to wonder if Kim knew something about Kun before he made a cheerful picture face, which holds a very dark secret.

"Ahem... Dad, I'm not ready yet. Kinn and Kim are fine, you can recommend them." Kun turned his finger on Kim and me, and I hurriedly rolled my eyes in frustration. After a while, Dad looked at me One look, this gives me goosebumps, fuck you Kun, damn it! ! !

"Can I expect an heir from the two of them?" Dad sighed, he knew Kim and I's taste, didn't quite accept it, but didn't stop us, he tried not to get too involved, but I knew he was very disappointment……

"Try to look forward, Dad. Kinn is handsome and fierce, and the grandchildren will be cute, hehe" Kun said, reached out and pinched my cheeks, and turned around.

"Kun!" I let out a loud scream as I shook off his hand.

"Ah~ well, speaking of which, daddy never said anything about you, to have that taste in you, I've told you since you dated Tawan, daddy was disappointed too, but make up your mind Go." I turned to look at Dad, embarrassed.When I gradually looked down at the plate of rice and didn't dare to face him, "But... when you do things, you have to think carefully and don't expose too much. The kind of kissing each other's face at home is not afraid that others will look down on you Is it?" I paused, the whole table seemed to stop moving, and turned their heads to look at me with squints. What Dad said was about three days ago when I went to Porsche to coax him...

"Actually, Dad doesn't want to talk about it, Dad wants it to go away like this, but how can you be sure no one sees what you're doing..."

"Really, Kinn?" Kim asked me palely.

"I'm sorry" I succumbed to the events in front of me, I don't think I will deny it, I dare to do it, but I think I have been very careful.

"Actually, it doesn't look good to be seen, that's part of it, but are you sure? Are you serious?" I gave Dad a look and weighed my response.

"I'm not going to let this happen again." I avoided answering serious questions because I wasn't sure yet.

"Okay...Be considerate, I don't want to see you hurt like Tawan again, I don't want to see you find someone else to be Tawan's substitute, do you understand what I mean?" I raised my head and nodded in response to Dad, I Was fretting about this and it also made me know that people around me knew about Porsche all the time, even though I never spoke and never told anyone, but almost twenty hours together, even if I didn't tell, they would notice each other.

"Eat, eat, eat better, dad has to eat a lot, the older you are, the more you complain." Tankun tried to help avoid this topic, Kun and Kim should also understand the situation themselves, they are just crazy, But they are not stupid.

"Oh, I'm hopeless for the three of you, right?" Dad cursed under his breath.

"About what?" Kim asked.

"About the grandson...Kun is crazy too, where can I find a daughter-in-law for me? I think I will donate all the inheritance to the temple, okay?"

"Just kidding, let's eat, how about finding someone to do merit for you?" He joked.

"Okay, I'll bear it..." Although he could stop talking about that, the atmosphere at the table was awkward anyway, and the conversation ended like this, and they all ate, and I didn't eat very much, because I remembered what Dad said In short, don't want to see me like Tawan

Suffered just the same..I must have been bad that time, so bad that I didn't want to be in love or take anyone else seriously...

"Don't think too much, Kinn." I looked at Kim, who came over and patted me on the shoulder.

"Dad, what are you talking about that bastard?" Tankun put down his spoon and sat down with a frown. The bastard he said probably meant Tawan. After what happened the day I broke up, Tankun and Kim had been together for months. Hate and curse Tawan for me.

"You don't have to repeat that, do you?" Kim turned and cursed at Kun, and now Dad finished his meal and stood up from the table.

"By the way, don't let me see him again, or I'll order him to be killed!" Tankun said angrily. Reminds me of times when I had to endure pain and suffering.

"I'll go up to my room first." I said goodbye to the two worried faces, but since I met Porsche, I haven't thought about Tawan for a long time. He entered my life and kept pestering me. I forget everything before, but lately, the more I've been shaken by Porsche, the more I've felt about Tawan.

Also, I opened the door of the room, but when I heard an echo around me, my steps stopped.

' Say that sentence again, Tawan wants to hear Kinn say it. '

'don't la la la'

'...every time'

'I don't coax, there is Tawan in the sky, but if there is only you by my side, it will be a piece of cake, hahahaha'

'vomit, vomit'

I remembered the conversation just now so clearly, I was startled, quickly regained my consciousness, stepped on it quickly, and snatched the phone from Porsche, Porsche stood still, holding my old phone tightly .

"Oh...not this...it's the other one" I hurried over to pick up another phone and told Porsche I got the file.

"..." He froze for a moment, then said in a low voice.

"Uh... well, there are two mobile phones in the drawer, I don't know which one it is." Porsche didn't turn to look at me, and quickly picked up another mobile phone.

"You can go down to eat and rest, and do it tomorrow." I quickly closed everything as soon as possible, the expression on Porsche's face was still not right, he nodded in agreement with me, and then went to organize a pile of documents on the glass table next to the sofa , Then I took my leave and went out. The transparent figure had already walked out of the room, and I sighed heavily.

I looked at the mobile phone I took out from Porsche just now, and slowly sat down on the sofa. I forgot that I put this mobile phone in the drawer, and there were many memories of me and him in it.It's been more than a year since I broke up with him, and whenever I think about his face, the painful feeling keeps coming back to hurt me, three years of love, our end didn't go well.He and I are both hurting each other and I'm trying to forget everything that happened, I've been dwelling on the past for quite a while because Tawan is the one I love the most and the one who hurt me the most...

I became a person who was afraid of being serious, afraid of starting over, and afraid of love, because I was betrayed by the person I trusted the most, and he had another person for the entire time we were together, and I became A fool who has always believed and guarded, clinging to the word love is too stupid, and in the end, it all collapsed because of ignorance, thinking that love was beautiful, but it was just a fool's idea.

I cut off all contact with Tawan, no matter how hard he tried to make peace with me, but at that time, I felt that I was not ready to meet him, that's why I often change bed partners, trying to remove this person from Mentally erased, I seek joy in life from others, I never thought to start with anyone, as I slowly erased him emotionally.

And I seem to be able to...During my time with the Porsche, my heart was beating like a man in love, but it was intermittently mixed with feelings of fear and paranoia, and if one day I started very Love Porsche like when I fell in love with Tawan and I have to suffer again when I have to go through the same thing again, I can say, I can't bear that feeling at all.

I know how deep my feelings are these days, I want to hug, kiss, always want to see the Porsche, but as I said, I have a conflicting feeling in my heart, like I'm seriously afraid of love for the past week or two , no matter how hard I try to restrain myself, but Porsche makes me like him more and more, if I am still like this, I must be worse than before.

I hit the play button to play the video again, the image of Tawan and I laughing happily, old memories kept flashing in my mind.During this time, the same feelings are recurring and pouring in, the one thing I try not to take seriously with anyone is other than I'm afraid of love, I'm afraid that one day I'll unknowingly make someone his stand-in .

Especially when going to a Japanese restaurant, Porsche's favorite is what Tawan likes too, I'm not trying to make Porsche a stand-in for anyone, but I accidentally forgot that this store is also my and Tawan's favorite shop, more Reinforcing the stand-in issue, I think the Porsche is different from the past, but over time, his position has changed more and more, which makes me remember the picture of the past more clearly.

Acting like a spoiled child, having a bad temper, being cute, and shining more and more...

Porsche is tough on the outside, but a sensitive person on the inside...

I'm afraid of two things, the same thing will happen again on the day I love him so much

And I'm afraid I'll just use him as Tawan's stand-in

I looked at my old phone that had been shut down for a year and kept tapping the screen to find old pictures, videos and messages, I watched everything with a gloomy mood and couldn't figure out what I was facing, it took me a long time Till I get tired of the rush of thoughts and don't know when I fall asleep..

When I woke up this morning, my body was sore. I fell asleep on the sofa last night without knowing it. The person who sleeps together every night, and then I suddenly disappear like this, how would he feel? ..

Line

Porsche

i sleep with my brother

He sent me a message around 1:00 am, and I still closed my eyes, leaned my head back on the couch exhausted, and typed a reply right away.

CHIN

Sorry, I accidentally fell asleep.

Within minutes, my message was read and Porsche typed a reply.

Porsche

Ok

I'm at school

CHIN

How did you go so soon?

Porsche

Tem came to pick me up, I have an exam, come to prepare.

CHIN

ok

Leaving the chat window with Porsche and entering a bunch of chat messages that jumped hundreds of times, I don't know what Tae, Time, Mew have been talking about since last night, I read them line by line before swearing out loud, today, I My high school friends made an appointment to have dinner together!Totally forgot! !The group discussed what to wear and what to eat.I sat and wondered for a long time whether or not to go before typing into the group.

CHIN

can i not goI completely forgot.

TEAM

What the hell not to go, I have to go, it has been discussed for several months

CHIN

too lazy to go

TAE

just sit and eat and that's it

MEW

I'm too lazy to go, if Kinn doesn't go, I won't go.

TEAM

That's it!Both of you have to go, the Sun guys are so desperate to meet us, I said yes to them.

TAE

I've already made a reservation, asshole!

I rolled my eyes in disgust, in the end, I had to surrender to this non-sudden banquet, actually, it's not a very formal event, just my roommates, we can meet at the restaurant for a simple meal, we have a good time with friends chat.It was all planned months in advance, and I completely forgot about it.

I got moldy for a few minutes on the couch and have a class this afternoon.With plenty of time to lie down and roll around, I chatted with my friends on LINE for a while, and then after a long idle, checked for new messages using the Facebook app.

My eyes slide on the timeline until I don't pay attention to the name on Facebook, Porsche Pachara.Last week, I added him as a friend, but he wasn't as active as me on Facebook, but today he showed up and told me he commented on the status that NongTem posted last night.

PorschePachara commented on the post

Tem Taran

give up pleaseForget everything...feelings---sorrow

opinion

What are you sad about Porsche Pachara?

Tem Taran is busy! ! !

Porsche Pachara, do you want to find a car?

TemTaran My life is so miserable that my friends kick me.

Jomjukkrit yo yo yo! !

TemTaran My whole heart hurts, why should I have to endure it?

Porsche Pachara cruel people, how many times do you have to start over?

TemTaran my heart aches like death, can't miss him~

How does Porsche Pachara keep crying, I won't cry anymore

Jomjukkrit have you lost your love?Why are you so fucking stupid?But please be patient.

Porsche Pachara bastard! !

Die TemTaran, Jom

Jomjukkrit, wow, help to comfort me, think about his bastard, it's easy to give up.

TemTaran is super cute

Porsche Pachara super cute

Jomjukkrit prayer

I laughed at the comment he wrote with his friends, the more it is, the more you have to sort out your emotions as soon as possible, as I said, I don't know what it feels like, he may like me, it's not just me thinking , but his behavior and expression is so clear, I can see it, but like I said, I want to make sure that I really like him, I don't think he will be a replacement for anyone in my mind, I think Make sure I'm ready and have love again.

But now I don't even know how I feel, it's amazing to have a Porsche, he's not my type at all, but he makes me like him more and more every day, am I being selfish?It's making me unsure about how I feel, but I need some time, if I realize really quickly that I'm just enjoying new things I'm encountering so I don't get bogged down, but if I do Like him, I'm well aware and ready...

I went to college as usual and came back in the evening to get dressed and ready to eat with my friends, today Porsche asked to take a leave of absence and stay at school for a long time because one of the instructors had a judo competition, I allowed it, and let Big and The other men follow instead.

There was a high school friend reunion at the high-rise restaurant of Tae's hotel chain, and the whole table chatted cheerfully like old friends.There were a lot of people at the table because I had other roommates near my room, even his partner, to get to know each other and show off their cuteness, my school was all boys and the respective partners were both male and female.

"Ow, have you come back from England?" my friends cheered, walking over to greet the newcomers who came in with smiling faces.

"Sun invited me, I just found out yesterday." Mek walked to the table to find a seat, and I nodded in greeting.

"Sit first, sit next to Kinn." The whole table seemed excited about Aimek's arrival, probably because he went to study in England after graduating from high school, and rarely returned to Thailand. I sighed a little embarrassedly, this is now One of the factors that makes me feel awkward, Mek is Tawan's younger brother, Tawan is three years older than me, we used to be close, from elementary school to high school, Mek has been with me, but we have to stay away, when I broke up with his brother , a problem arose.

Mek blamed me for abandoning his brother, and I didn't get a chance to explain why.Not many people know what happened to me and Tawan.Of course, Time, Tae, Mew know, Kun, Kim know, that's all, I'm sure Tawan won't tell his brother what happened, since then, Mek has a bad opinion of me, the relationship between friends is getting worse It's getting worse as they fight for a while...

"What's the matter, you don't invite me." "I just remembered this morning too." I tried to act as normal as possible, and in fact, it had been happening for a while.I also try to forget and process my feelings.

"When are you going back to England?" Tae asked with raised eyebrows, looking displeased.

"Why? You're all so surprised?" Mek smiled at Tae, and Time kept looking at me and Mek alternately.

"No... just ask." Tae shrugged and said coldly, after my friend knew the reason for Tawan, he didn't like Mek anymore because he often came to talk and quarrel with me in college.

"It may take a little longer, I still have things to deal with." Mek looked at Tae and replied.

"What's wrong with you?" Tae asked.

"You! You spend time paying attention to me. You might as well keep an eye on your husband and be careful when using items with others to avoid contracting this disease." Mek looked at Tae provocatively.

"Broken Mek! Save your mouth for rice." It was Tae who slapped the table so loudly that the entire table fell silent, stunned.

"Hey friends, it's been a while since we've seen each other, let's have a good talk...nothing, keep eating." One of my friends said, and then they solved the problem by moving it to another topic, and then invited Tae Taking pictures with Time outside the balcony to avoid more conflict with Mek.

"Wow! Where's the Porsche? I'll take him wherever you go." I looked at Mek incredulously, I was a little surprised, even if they met, he knew the name of Porsche, but why should he remember it so specific ?

"No time." I answered truthfully, and Mek gave me a charming look with a faint smile on the corner of Mek's mouth, and when I tried to normalize my emotions, an uncomfortable feeling appeared for a while.

We've been eating and chatting, Mek doesn't look like much to me, even though he and Time and Tae pecked at each other for a while, and that weird peek at me but I try not to notice, after a while, Mek gets up He went out to answer the phone and disappeared for a long time.

"Kinn..." Mew pushed my arm and turned around, looking behind him in shock, his expression was no different from that of Time and Tae.

"Everyone, this is my brother, come to eat." I turned around and followed the eyes of the whole table, looking at the newcomer, my heart suddenly twitched, and my whole body trembled.

"Damn it..." Tae cursed under his breath.A familiar face stared at me, eyes still dark, and he hesitated before Mek pushed him into the seat next to me, acting like something was wrong.

"Tawan..." I said softly, he smiled at me, I still couldn't believe my eyes, he was standing right in front of me.Various feelings began to surface in my mind continuously, and the scars in my heart began to emerge again from people I hadn't seen for many years.

"Kinn... are you okay?" Sweet face asked in horror, I was still shocked, silent for a while, my voice seemed to be choked in my throat, I was too shocked to speak, 'Why is he here? '

"..."

"My brother asks, you just answer." Mek's voice brought my consciousness back, I narrowed my eyes slightly to look at the people beside me, and then turned my head away.

"Well, I'm fine," I replied in a flat tone, trying to adjust my emotions, many images from yesterday flooded my mind, the last painful memory... the image of him having sex with someone else.

"Kinn, have you gone back? We will go back soon." Mew said with a worried face.

"What's the matter, my brother just arrived, where are you going back quickly?" Mek smiled provocatively, and Tae rolled his eyes.

"Go back, the atmosphere is gone," Tae said.

"Kinn...that's...Tawan." His voice seemed to be crying, and his bewildered expression made me even more uncomfortable.

"It's good to go back." I turned and nodded to my friends, ready to stand up from the table completely, I said goodbye to everyone at the table with pity expressions, and they tried to stop me, but forced me to stay only It would make the atmosphere even paler, most of my friends know about my situation with Tawan, but don't know why we broke up.

I walked out of the table without turning around to look at the person next to me, without paying attention to his expression, until the pain subsided, it was not as severe as the first time, but I was not prepared for face to face, and I couldn't control my emotions.

I walked all the way to the elevator, walking in front of my hand, they saw me stand up from the table, and then hurried downstairs to pick up the car, just as the elevator opened, my feet were about to go in, but they were held by a thin hand took my arm, with the pull that made me turn to face him.

"Kinn...are you still angry with Tawan?" Tears started to flow on his face, and his voice was trembling, which made me froze for a moment before looking away.

"P! You guys ended a long time ago, you're still going your separate ways," Tae yelled, but didn't let Tawan take his eyes off me a bit.

"Can Tawan talk to Kinn?" The slender hand still didn't let go of my arm, still gently shaking it like a request, I was silent for a while, then turned to my friend standing behind me.

"What do you want to talk about? There's nothing to talk about... Kinn's gone back." Tae was unwilling, staring at Tawan sideways.

"I ask for some time" I said to Tae in a normal tone.

"Why are you talking to him, Time let me go..." Mew and Time each helped drag Tae into the elevator, and Tae was still screaming loudly like that.

"I'll wait downstairs." Time said nervously and worriedly, I nodded before the elevator doors closed.

"How do you say, P?" I asked, breaking out the hand he was holding.

"Why do you call me so distantly? Is Kinn still angry with Tawan?" The person in front of him closed his eyes, trying to suppress his emotions so as not to tremble too much.

"...No." I tried to act as normal as possible.

"Tawan misses you..."

"P When did you come back?" Before Tawan finished speaking, I quickly asked back, because I knew exactly what he was going to say. Although the good feeling was gone, the scars gradually became more and more obvious in my heart.

"...Tawan came to see Kinn specially three or four days ago, can Kinn give Tawan a chance to apologize?"

"It's been a long time since that happened. I don't remember it."

"Kinn, don't say that..." The man in front of him pursed his lips, his wide eyes trying to convey his feelings to me