To marry a widowed sister-in-law, gender male

Fu Beishi must have planned it long ago, so there is no need for him to worry about it. He has no official position, and worrying about it is futile. The only thing he can do now is to play the role of Nian Zhiqiu and take good care of Fu Nanxi.

As he was trapped in the residence of the Marquis of Zhen Guo every day, Nian Zhixia had no way of knowing the situation of Xiangzhou, and he dared not ask Mrs. Marquis of Zhen Guo any more, so he could only silently pray to God to bless Fu Beishi and Xiangzhou to avert disaster.

It was night, he had a dream.

In the dream, he was separated from his family, and he stepped on the field ridge by himself, carefully avoiding the scattered bones.

He didn't call out to his family, for fear that his existence would be noticed.

It was clearly the fifteenth day of the night, and the full moon was in the sky, but there was no light.

The night sky looked very low, as if it was about to crash and crush him into a pulp.

He subconsciously bent his waist and hugged his body with both hands.

Yesterday, father and mother decided to go to the capital, as long as he can reach the capital, he will be able to join his family, right?

The capital is in the north, but is he heading north now?

Why don't you find a kind person and ask?

No, where in this world is there a person who looks the same on the inside and the outside, he is afraid that he will meet someone who is dressed like a beast?

It's better to be more cautious. When the morning star comes out, use the morning star to identify the direction.

Daddy once taught him how to use the morning star to tell the direction, and he remembered it clearly.

The night was getting darker, so deep that he could hardly tell whether he was stepping on the ground or the sky.

This feeling is very uncomfortable, top-heavy, unable to breathe.

It took him a while to realize that these delusions were all caused by excessive hunger.

He touched his stomach, it was empty, and the borborygmus, which he deliberately ignored, seemed to be able to burst the eardrums.

He looked around, not to mention grass, not even grass roots, not to mention bark, not even trees.

Even if he was willing to eat corpses, there were no corpses, only white bones emitting a strange light.

If he starved to death, would he also turn into such a bone?He has been praised as Yuxue since he was a child, so his bones should be far better than those of others?

If he starves to death, he will become the food of the hungry people. It would be great if he could save one of the other party.

Saving one life is better than building a seven-level pagoda. How many lives can his corpse save?

Build more stupas, in the next life, will he not be able to endure hunger?

He was thinking in a daze, and accidentally stepped on the air and rolled into the field. Naturally, there were no crops in this field.

He rolled until his body was covered in mud, but unfortunately the mud was not Guanyin soil, so he couldn't eat it.

But he is about to starve to death, at least be a hungry ghost?

So, he grabbed a handful of dirt and stuffed it into his mouth impatiently.

One mouthful after another, he devoured the food voraciously, and when he exhaled, there was an earthy smell.

This earthy smell reminded him of his elder brother Beishi, who was not good at cooking. Once, he pestered his elder brother Beishi to make sweet and sour fish for him to eat, and his elder brother reluctantly agreed. From morning to evening, He just ate the indescribably sweet and sour fish, which had no sweet and sour taste at all, only an earthy smell.

At that time, Bei Shi's brother, whose handsome face was blackened by the smoke, looked at him nervously, and asked him, "How is it?"

He said with a bitter face, "It's delicious."

Beishi's brother obviously didn't believe his words, in order to prove that he was not lying, he had to eat the whole plate of sweet and sour fish.

Compared with the mud that is full of earthy smell in the mouth today, the sweet and sour fish cooked by my brother in the north is a delicacy.

He wanted to grab the dirt again, but suddenly caught a ball of furry things.

He stared intently for a long time before he was sure it was a field mouse.

A field mouse!Is it his luck?Although this field mouse is skinny and lonely.

It must be because he thought of his elder brother Beishi, who blessed him.

He poked the field mouse, but the field mouse did not move. After a careful sniff, the field mouse had a rancid smell.

In any case, a field mouse must be much tastier than dirt.

He has a big mouth, and he bites down. The fluffy feel is very strange. He wants to peel off the fur of the field mouse, but he thinks it's a pity to peel it off, so he might as well eat it together.

He cherished the voles, and for a moment, his stomach was churning, and he was about to vomit.

But no, he managed to eat half a vole, and throwing it up would make him feel hungry.

He desperately suppressed his nausea, thinking desperately of his brother Beishi.

Brother Beishi, brother Beishi, brother Beishi...

His brother Beishi once said that he was from the capital, and he must go to the capital alive to meet his brother Beishi.

Brother Beishi...

He finally suppressed his nausea.

After taking a breath, he continued to eat the voles.

I don't know how long it will be until he eats all the voles.

Then, he found a thatched hut to hide, and was going to wait for the Venus star to come out, and then follow the Venus star to go north.

However, the morning star he was waiting for has never come out.

He could only see dark clouds and a crow flying by with a mournful cry.

A crow is a bad omen, does it mean that his life is not long when he sees a crow?

Not long after, the crow came true. A thin man broke into the thatched cottage and spotted him at a glance.

Before he could run away, the man grabbed the back of his neck and lifted him up.

The man tore off two strips of cloth from his shirt, and then tied his hands and feet tightly.

Then, the man stroked his head and said, "I'm sorry, kid."

Then, the man cut off a small piece of meat from his left arm with a dagger. The man didn't eat it, but stopped the bleeding for him first.

The man's gray shirt was stained with blood. It was obvious that this man had eaten people for the first time in order to survive.

The man stopped the bleeding for him because he wanted to use him as a food reserve.

Fortunately, he at least has the possibility of escape.

The man ate his small piece of meat bit by bit, until his lips were scarlet.

He was terrified on the face, but in his heart he was calmly thinking about how to get the man's dagger to escape.

While eating, the man asked him, "Where are your parents?"

He replied obediently, "I got separated from them."

"Poor kid." The man looked up with tears in his eyes, "My wife was snatched away by a group of horse thieves, and my child was still in her belly. A few days ago, I found my lady's body. It has been cut open, and I don’t know where the fetus inside went. I wanted to avenge the wife and the child. I searched for horse thieves for a long time, but I finally found it. I am a doctor, and I drank it in their wine. Arsenic. Frost, poisoned them all to death. The last horse thief who was poisoned told me that my child was drunk by them, and it tasted good and was very tender."

There is no need for this man to deceive him, but it is not his fault that the man lost his wife and children, and he will not be willing to be eaten by it just because he heard this miserable past.

In the following days, the man would often stroke his head, call him "poor boy", and feed him some soil and grass roots, but the man would cut off a small piece of his flesh every day to satisfy his hunger.

Finally, in the middle of the day and night, he stole the dagger under the man's pillow, and used the dagger to cut open the bondage the man imposed on him.

He was about to run away when the man woke up and rushed towards him fiercely.

He was pressed to the ground by the man and kept struggling.

The man punched him in the chest, probably breaking his ribs, which pierced his internal organs, making him feel unbearably uncomfortable, and even vomited blood.

The man wanted to grab the dagger again, but he refused and received several punches.

He was very thin, it was difficult to shake the man, and he was easily held down by the man.

Seeing that the dagger was about to be released, he sent the dagger into the man's heart without thinking.

He pushed hard again, and the man fell down immediately.

The man looked pale, but smiled at him and said: "Ants are still alive, after the death of the wife and children, my will doesn't want to live, but my body wants to live. It's better to die, it's better to die..."

Blood flowed from the man's lips and teeth, wet his clothes, and mixed with other old blood, without distinguishing each other.

He stood up and watched the man condescendingly take his last breath.

This was his second murder. He tried hard to be calm, but his feet shook like a sieve.

He ran out abruptly, crying while running, "Brother Beishi, brother Beishi, where are you? Help me, save me, save me..."

His hands and feet were cut, and the pain suddenly attacked his brain, causing him to fall to the ground.

He was about to get up, but he saw a woman from a distance. The woman's eyes were bare, and the saliva flowing from her mouth was shining.

He was so frightened that he didn't even care about the pain, he ran back to the man's body and pulled out the dagger.

The dagger was dazzlingly scarlet, and he pointed it at the woman who was chasing after him and said, "If you dare to come over, I will kill you!"

As if she didn't hear what he said, the woman pointed to the corpse beside him and licked her lips: "Can I eat it?"

In this world, there is no one who can rest in peace, and there is no corpse that can be buried intact. Even if it is buried intact, it will be dug out and eaten.

Seeing that he was silent, the woman threw herself on the corpse like a wolf and gnawed heavily.

This was the first time he had witnessed cannibalism up close.

After eating a few mouthfuls, the woman raised her head, opened her bloody mouth and asked him, "Child, don't you want to eat?"

The woman called him "baby" just like the dead man.

And his elder brother in Beishi always called him "Brother Xia Zhi". He was born on the day of Xia Zhi. Zhi" generation, it was renamed "Nianzhixia".

The woman tore off a piece of flesh and brought it to his lips. The bloody flesh made him feel terrified. He backed up step by step, but the woman pressed forward step by step.

The human flesh finally reached his lips, and he spat it out.

The woman felt sorry for the polluted meat, and wiped it again and again with the sleeve of her clothes.

Just as he was bending over to vomit, the woman took the opportunity to snatch his dagger, and said sinisterly: "Little boy, be obedient and stay still."

"Brother Beishi." He woke up suddenly.

What came into my eyes was the candlestick full of candle tears, the swaying candlelight, the magnificent decoration and Fu Nanxi beside me.

——In case Fu Nanxi needs anything, even at night, the candle is always on and will not go out.

I don't know if Fu Nanxi heard his "Brother Beishi" just now?

He looked at Fu Nanxi anxiously, Fu Nanxi seemed to be sleeping peacefully.

He breathed a sigh of relief, got off the bed, and washed his face with cold water.

Everything that Cai dreamed just now happened in reality, he never told anyone that he had killed two people, and he had had nightmares for a long time because of those two people.

Presumably because he was thinking about Xiangzhou day and night, the ghost he killed in Xiangzhou finally found him.

He stared at his hands, which were clean and did not hold a bloody dagger on them.

He suddenly lowered his head and murmured: "I didn't do anything wrong, I was just protecting myself, he was the one who treated me as a food first, I am not a food, I am not a food, I am a living person..."

But where is there a living person in that purgatory on earth?Everyone is either active or forced to follow the rule of the jungle.

Now Xiangzhou has become a purgatory on earth again?

What happened to my brother in Xiangzhou in the north?Can Brother Beishi save Xiangzhou from the fire and water?Can Brother Beishi become the salvation of the disaster victims?

The second man he killed showed hypocrisy from time to time, and even told him stories, but he didn't hesitate at all when cutting his flesh.

If the situation can be improved, if there is no need for the strong to prey on the weak, maybe hypocrisy will become true and good?

At that time, he always adhered to the bottom line and never ate a dead person, let alone a living person.

Once the bottom line is broken, once he eats human flesh, maybe he will have a sad life again?

But he killed two people with his own hands, is it really better than those who eat dead human flesh?

But if he didn't kill those two people, he would have died already.

Confused, he hugged himself tightly with his own arms.

Brother Beishi, he wants to be hugged by Brother Beishi like this, but Brother Beishi already has Wei Mingshu.

He wished he could separate Brother Beishi from Wei Mingshu, but he had already become Brother Beishi's sister-in-law.

Even if he is not the sister-in-law of Brother Bei Shi, he cannot become a woman.

How nice would it be if he and his sister were not twin brothers and sisters but twin sisters?

Thinking of this, he suddenly remembered that Xiangzhou was close to Qiongchuan, and it was said that the [-] army led by Wei Mingshu was stationed in Qiongchuan.

Maybe Fu Bei went to Qiongchuan at this time not because he was forced to go, but because of his handwriting.

Beijing officials cannot leave Beijing at will, and generals cannot leave the station at will.

Fu Beishi and Wei Mingshu had no choice but to send letters to each other, expressing their sincere feelings to each other.

Enter my Acacia door, know that I am sad.

He felt that lovesickness was bitter, so did Fu Beishi and Wei Mingshu?

I hope Wei Mingshu can be transferred back to the capital as soon as possible to reunite with Fu Beishi, and he will be a good sister-in-law.

Whether it's sister-in-law or not, at least she has something to do with Fu Beishi.

With a bitter taste in his mouth, he poured a cup of tea and drank it down.

Of course the tea was completely cold, and he suddenly felt that he was thrown in the snow and ice with thin clothes, and when he looked around, there was no one there.

He had narrowly escaped death several times and survived tenaciously, but he was not sure of surviving this catastrophe called "Lovesickness".

When he was young, he put down the teacup, only to belatedly realize that the temperature had dropped again.

During the previous temperature drop, he was returning to Ning, and in the name of changing thick quilts for Fu Beishi, he changed out the filthy quilts.

This time the temperature has dropped, will Wei Mingshu change into thick bedding for Fu Beishi?

While thinking, he suddenly heard a weak voice say: "'Zhiqiu', catch a cold carefully."

It's Fu Nanxi.

If Fu Nanxi hadn't called him "Zhiqiu", he would have almost forgotten that he is now "Nian Zhiqiu".

He turned around and smiled at Fu Nanxi: "Husband, why did you wake up?"

"I was woken up by you." Fu Nanxi changed the topic, "I lied to you."

Nian Zhixia's heart hung in his throat and fell back to its original place: "It's good that my husband hasn't been woken up by me."

Fu Nanxi beckoned to Nian Zhixia: "Although the earth dragon is burning in this room, it's not warm enough after all, hurry up and get on the bed."

Because he had deceived Fu Nanxi, Nian Zhixia felt guilty for Fu Nanxi's kindness, and after getting on the bed obediently, he stared at Fu Nanxi and said, "Husband, it's still early, go on sleeping."

Fu Nanxi's lips were cracked and his throat felt uncomfortable. He cleared his throat and said, "It is said that the situation in Xiangzhou has been stabilized by Beishi, and Beishi will return in half a month at most."

Nian Zhixia didn't know why Fu Nanxi mentioned Fu Nanxi for no reason, and felt very guilty: "Husband really wasn't woken up by me?"

Fu Nanxi smiled and said, "Silly boy, what did I lie to you for?"

Nian Zhixia retorted: "I am no longer a child." I have reached the age where I can have sex with my elder brother Beishi.

"You are only ten and six, and I am thirty and one, and I am almost twice your age. Of course you are still a child in my eyes." Fu Nanxi continued, "This time you have made meritorious service in the north. , and will not embarrass Bei Shi in a short time today."

Out of guilty conscience, Nian Zhixia seldom mentioned Fu Bei in front of Fu Nanxi. Hearing this, he couldn't help asking: "Husband thinks that uncle's going back to Xiangzhou is a deliberate embarrassment?"

Fu Beishi nodded, suddenly laughed out loud, and coughed until he died of laughter.

After he stopped coughing, he said softly and softly: "When I was still the prince, I did my own way, but actually I care most about the eyes of the world. From the current point of view, the country is stable now, so, What is the most missing thing in today's world?"

Nian Zhixia replied: "Is it the prince?"

"Yes, today's son is having a hard time. This year, he was already twenty-nine years ago, but there are only two princesses under his knees, and both of them are descended from Wang Guifei. From Qiandi, he followed the first noble concubine who was enthroned today, and Cheng Guiren. There is nothing to come out. The palace is peaceful, even if the royal concubine is domineering, she dare not harm the emperor's heir. However, since he ascended the throne for ten years, eight or nine out of ten of the emperor's heirs have died. Although there are newcomers coming in every year Wang Guifei is the most protective, especially her younger brother. For Wang Guifei, I will never allow Beishi to hurt Wang Anzhi." Fu Nanxi frowned and said, "If you want To move Wang Anzhi, it is best to separate Jinshang and Wang Guifei first."

Nian Zhixia said suspiciously: "But since Wang Guifei is Jinshang's life-saving straw, she will probably become the prince's biological mother. How can the future empress dowager separate Jinshang and Wang Guifei?"

Fu Nanxi smiled slightly and said: "Nowadays, I put my own body first. When Wang Guifei gives birth to a few princes, I will definitely not care about Wang Guifei. When Wang Guifei is old, I am afraid that I will regard it as a cover-up. .”

Nian Zhixia heard such rebellious words, and knew that Fu Nanxi believed in him, so he said it to him.

Therefore, he also boldly asked: "Husband, are you familiar with today?"

Fu Nanxi replied: "When I became the crown prince, I was my companion."

Nianzhi Xia Dun felt that Fu Nanxi's eyes were extraordinarily gentle, and secretly said: Back then, Fu Nanxi had a good relationship with today, right?If Fu Nanxi was in good health, he would definitely be able to make a career following Jinshang, which is a pity.

Unexpectedly, right after that, he actually heard Fu Nanxi say: "Ten days before my engagement with Concubine Wang, an imperial edict was issued today, ordering her into the palace."

So, Fu Nanxi and Jinshang turned against each other because of Wang Guifei?

"Husband, don't be sad. Husband is so good. It's because Wang Guifei's fortune is not good enough for him."

Apart from the illness and bone fragments, Fu Nanxi is indeed very good.

If he hadn't been crazy about Fu Beishi, he might be heartbroken for Fu Nanxi.

"Wang Guifei is blessed to be with me." Fu Nanxi closed her eyes, "As long as she can give birth to a prince, she will probably be able to be the mother of the world. If she marries me, she will have to be a widow."

Nian Zhixia shook Fu Nanxi's hand: "My husband is really very good."

Fu Nanxi pulled out his hand: "'Zhiqiu', rest."

The next day, Fu Nanxi received Fu Beishi's letter, and after reading it, he handed it to "Nian Zhiqiu" to read.

On the next day, Fu Nanxi got Fu Bei's recent situation from his mother, and immediately told "Nian Zhiqiu".

At first, Nian Zhixia didn't think much about it. Gradually, he realized that Fu Nanxi had probably heard him say "Brother Beishi", so he told him everything he knew about Fu Beishi.

He was apprehensive, but as time went on, the dead pig would not be afraid of the boiling water.

Anyway, he can't get out of Zhen Guohou's mansion, Fu Nanxi can easily deal with him.

Since Fu Nanxi didn't expose him, how could he throw himself into the trap?

On the day of Lidong, Nian Zhixia fed Fu Nanxi a bowl of soup and medicine, and helped Fu Nanxi wipe his lips. Fu Nanxi suddenly said: "'Zhiqiu', the next day will be here in Beijing."

Nian Zhixia was stunned immediately, his eyes sparkling.

Fu Nanxi knew it well, and reminded: "You must not show such an expression in front of other people."

There are too many flaws in this "nianzhiqiu".

At first, he didn't notice that "Nian Zhiqiu" was happy with his younger brother. After hearing the "Brother Beishi", he found that "Nian Zhiqiu" was full of flaws.

"I, yes..." Nian Zhixia was full of apologies, but was interrupted by Fu Nanxi: "We can just make it clear, there is no need to say anything."

This Fu Nanxi is really too gentle.

Fu Nanxi sighed and said: "I have also been completely devoted to one person, and it must be him."

Fu Nanxi is the eldest son of Zhen Guohou, no matter how noble the woman's status is, Fu Nanxi is worthy of it.

Is it because of Fu Nanxi's illness that Fu Nanxi failed to get married with that woman?

He was afraid of hurting Fu Nanxi's heart, so he didn't ask.

The day after tomorrow, he and Mrs. Zhen Guohou welcomed Fu Beishi at the gate of the city.

Fu Beishi's face was full of wind and frost, and he was riding a tall horse.

He immediately thought of Fu Beishi's heroic demeanor in a blood-clothed suit.

He stared at Fu Beishi intently, and quietly traced Fu Beishi's eyebrows and eyes with his eyes to relieve the pain of lovesickness.

Suddenly, Fu Beishi's gaze shot over, like an extremely sharp feathered arrow, trying to pierce him through the heart.

He tremblingly said to himself: Did Brother Beishi already know that I am not "Nianzhiqiu"?

But in the blink of an eye, Fu Beishi's gaze became like a pool of water, as usual.

Was it just his illusion?

Fu Bei got a horse now, he first greeted his mother, and then walked up to Nian Zhixia, with a half-smile and said: "Sister-in-law, I haven't seen you for a long time, are you all right?"