put away your canines

"You..." There was a lot of force pressing on his wrist, as if he was afraid of his next words.Before Wei Chen could get up in time, he was hugged and fell onto the bed.Seeing that he was in a daze from being hit, Yue Chuan stepped forward to restrain his hands and feet regardless of his injuries, and looked over from above.

"That night, you told me yourself—you used to have open physical relationships with many Alphas. There were several of them at the same time." He didn't know how to continue, and paused, "Once, there was a Personally, you are most satisfied."

Wei Chen guessed what he was thinking and turned his head away.

"...Now is not the time to talk about that."

A hand went over his chin, forcing him to face him.His light gray eyes were moist, like night mist.

"That person, you said you were very interested, so you wanted to play longer. But later..." He stared at Wei Chen, "That person's finger was broken - because of a drunken fight. You, gave it to him A lot of money, a lot of things. Then don't want him."

"Listen, I'm not giving you a reason to be vexatious when I'm confessing these things to you." He ordered each word, "Come down. You need to rest."

"Do not."

"... A Yue."

"Because I am too. My ears will be deaf at any time." The great fear entrenched in his heart seemed to overflow from every pore. He used words that were a hundred times more desperate than abandonment and betrayal to form short sentences one after another. , "You chose me in the first place, just for the sake of the ring. If... I can no longer help you. You will choose someone else."

"Whether my purpose is pure or not, these are the reasons why you can be taken to the west coast. It is also your qualification to question me on this bed." Wei Chen looked straight into his eyes.In the depths of the pupils filled with fog, that indescribable grief seized his heart for an instant.For the first time, he avoided looking directly, "I can't tolerate your nonsense anymore."

"I'm not messing around." He clasped his wrist tightly, pressed down, and almost slapped him face to face, "I...for you, I'm more useful than love, right?"

He has a lot of strength, which causes some unusual pain when he loses control.Wei Chen bit his lower lip in pain.Before he could react, the former leaned over again, pushing his knees away rather rudely.The canine teeth lingered in the shoulder socket, scratching wet spots with red marks. "For the sake of your injury, I don't care about it for now." Wei Chen twisted his wrist with little force, "Let go."

"I don't want you to let me go."

"Then do you know how much strength you are using now?"

"...Does it hurt?"

"pain."

The fingers loosened belatedly. Alpha's eyelids twitched slightly, his brows were furrowed, then smoothed out, and he looked at him for a long time in anger.Wei Chen just opened his mouth to tease him, but Yue Chuan stopped when he saw it, and rubbed the skin with his thumb.

"I want you to like me." He said very persistently, and rubbed for him very gently.

"You say the same thing to me every time. But my answer is never different." He was a little curious, "Why do you always want to confirm it over and over again?"

"Because. I like you so much."

"Ok?"

"I... really, really, really like you."

The tears that were still rolling in the eyes fell down on Wei Chen's face, and slowly blurred on the pillow.Wei Chen's pupils shrank, as if he was caught by his last cry.

He thought he knew the answer.always knew.But he didn't realize until now that the Alpha in front of him, who is withdrawn by nature and obedient to himself, desires his own response more than anyone else.

Because, everything about him—including love, desire, even anger and sorrow—all comes from himself.He should have lacked emotion, lacked the ability to love someone.

But he grew up in the cruelest winter, a child who lost everything on the cold ice field.He struck the match just to have another moment of sweet dreams.

So when he said "love", it wasn't the echo of the heart and eardrums, it was three words higher than his soul and higher than his body.It is his heaviest, most cherished, and most fragile match.

He is afraid of the cold, and even more afraid of running out of matches, but he can't have a good dream.

"—I know what you're going to say." Wei Chen interrupted his intermittent sobbing.He spoke calmly, and the fragile throat was presented in front of his eyes, as if it was exclusively for him to bite and lick, "A Yue, I never said that I didn't like you, and I never said that I would abandon you."

"To those abandoned Alphas..." Yue Chuan leaned over and bit his Adam's apple, moved his right hand down, and supported his sunken waist, "Do you also say that?"

"Usually..." He twisted his waist to dodge, Alpha took the opportunity to bite open a button between his collar, and it was half open at the collarbone.His breath moved against his skin oppressively, causing his neck to fall back, and he gasped with a nasal voice, "It's only for them to woo me. I don't need any expression at all."

"why?"

"Even if there is no promise, those who take the initiative to approach me will become more and more entangled with me after tasting the sweetness."

"Really... didn't you tell anyone?"

"I don't need to promise anyone." He raised his legs and wrapped them around Yue Chuan's waist to lift him off, but he didn't want the other party to expect it, press his knees against his thighs, and put his tightly closed legs in an irresistible posture opened.

"Look at your straight look..." Wei Chen smiled, let him stroke the contours of his legs generously, and groaned tremblingly from time to time, "So I like Alpha, they can't help being tempted—very easy to fall. "

"What about me?" His throat visibly moved, "Promise, why did you tell me?"

"Because I bet everything on you. Ah Yue, among us, there is no turning back." Wei Chen looked into his eyes firmly, "You just want to hear a word, right?"

"Ah."

"I love you."

"Yeah!" He threw himself into Wei Chen's arms, hid his nose on his chest and took a deep breath, "More."

Wei Chen pushed him dumbfounded.

"...What happened all of a sudden?"

"Not enough."

"greedy."

"Just to be greedy." He rubbed his hands up through the vest, and when he reached a raised ring, he rubbed, scratched, and fiddled, "I still want to listen."

"Hmm..." He was a little out of breath, his chest kicked upwards, and his thighs twitched several times.The abstinence extending from the neckline is gone, only a cloud-like beauty is tie-dyeed at this moment.He looked at him from the corner of his eyes, his eyebrows and eyes were all coquettish, "Are you threatening me?"

"Otherwise, I will, eat it here." He leaned over to nibble along the line of the collarbone, and bit the ring threateningly.

"...I love you." Wei Chen knew he had no guts, and wanted to laugh even more.

"More."

"Haven't I already said that?"

"I want more, I want more." He bit up again, "I want more."

"You are too endless."

"Because I like you so much. I love you so much." He didn't even choke, but he sounded like he was about to cry, "So, your like, your love. I can't hear enough."

"I love you." Wei Chen smiled wryly, and patted him on the back as if dusting off, "Really—A Yue, I like you too."

"Then, why did you leave just now?"

"I'm just going to smoke a cigarette. You're nervous."

"...You can also smoke here."

"It seems that some patients don't fully understand themselves." He shook his head lamentingly, "If I stay here all night, do you know what will happen?"

"what happened?"

"You're going to be asking me for milk all the time," he said, "because the burns won't make it so easy for you. Patel just gave you a little painkiller, and you're still waking up in the middle of the night in pain."

"I... won't disturb you."

"It's not a matter of arguing or not." Wei Chen folded his hands, wrapped his ring-wearing hands around the hair on his temples, and played with it, "Every time I come, you will try your best to spend a little time with me." At night, I can't get out of my body."

He didn't know when he changed his mind and sat up, nose to nose, the soft mattress collapsed.

Wei Chen smiled slightly, his ring finger outlined the boy's red ears, and flicked the earring that was paired with him as if nothing.

Moved again.

From the corner of Yue Chuan's subconsciously closed eyes, the index finger stroked all the way to the side of the neck.The hand paused in front of his collarbone, and the two fingers hooked from the right lifted his loose tie.

Wei Chen looked at him, still smiling narrowly, and then yanked him in his direction.

Supporting the overturned chest with one hand, to avoid being pressed back on the bed by Alpha again.While caressing the skin, Wei Chen turned his head maliciously, only letting his lips brush against his pulsating neck artery, and Yue Chuan maintained a one-sided cuddle like this.

"I have to go, don't miss me too much." The hand on Alpha's chest moved.

"don't want……"

"Then get better soon." Wei Chen stroked his chin and whispered, "Now, get off me. My dear. I don't like repeating an order too many times."

***

Back in the living room, after smoking a cigarette copiously, Wei Chen was a little exhausted.

He lay down on the leather sofa, counting the concerned text messages from Vera.At eight o'clock in the evening, Favna also sent a message.She wasn't worried about Yue Chuan's situation, but asked if she needed to take a few days off.

Wei Chen didn't reply to anyone. He put his phone on the table and got up irritably to take a bath.As he turned his head, he caught another glimpse of the paper bag swept into the corner.

The paper bag didn't even have the sender's name and address on it, and maybe it didn't go through the mailing process at all.What could it be?He picked it up and looked around.

During the period from flying away from the West Coast to rushing about big and small matters, the paper bag stayed at his house for at most a month.Even if it was sent by mistake, someone should have come to ask about the situation.

—maybe something against RA.

To be suspicious to this point, I'm afraid, I really need a vacation for a while.If it contained some physical evidence that could threaten the group, then when he was still living in a wasteland on the island, negative news would probably be flying all over the sky.

Wei Chen opened the drawer and found a paper cutter.Push the blade out a little, aim at the crease and slowly push it up, tilt it, and pull a hole.

Inside was a pair of dark gloves wrapped several times in shockproof foam paper.He managed to salvage the ball of woolen fabric by cutting the strips of glue.

It's not very well made, and the corners come loose when touched lightly.I don't know if it's the back of the hand or the palm of the hand, and a strange-shaped thing is woven with light yellow silk thread.Not even a circle.

When the last strip of glue was completely cut with curiosity, the torn paper from an exercise book shook to my knees.

He opened it and looked.

It was a childish, unstyled letter, but it could be seen that it was written with great care.Even the punctuation marks are darkened several times.

【Brother—Happy Birthday!Didn't expect me to send you a handmade gift? 】

[It's a pity that I can't go out now, and my mobile phone is about to be confiscated. I asked a friend to secretly send this to you.Don't tell mom.I met that person in a bar, and when she found out, she was going to attack me for being ignorant, and I was quite afraid of her...]

[The gloves are made by myself, and I have been learning from the Internet for a long time.Aren't your hands always cold?I found a woolen yarn that was about the same color as your suit and knitted it.My hands are bleeding woohoo.Do you like it?You must like it, right? 】

[Also, the one on the back of the hand is a little golden retriever.I remember when I was taken out to play by you before, you always had to pay more attention to other people's dogs.I will buy a puppy for my brother when I graduate!Happy birthday happy birthday happy birthday - my favorite brother! 】

He read every modal particle word by word, smoothing out the creases of the paper unconsciously with his fingers.At this time, the phone buzzed and a text message popped up.He nodded casually, but swallowed.

——【Brother, do you have time? 】

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3.23 is International Puppy Day, so Boss Wei posted a picture of Ayue on Little Blue Bird www

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