why continue

The experience of life should be just for a while, instead of suffering for a lifetime for a certain experience.

No matter what you encounter in the course of your life, it is a past experience, and in this life, the past should be the prologue, instead of remembering those pains or regrets in your whole life.

Chu Quan seldom enlightens people, so he is one of the few.

"If it's not your fault, you don't have to say sorry to anyone." All the faults are not because of him, why should he say sorry?

Mo Zhen thought for a while, then said slowly, "My birth is the greatest sin."

None of this would have happened if he hadn't been born.

Just like what Mr. Huo said, if it wasn't for his birth, if it wasn't for his accident, his mother wouldn't have been driven into a desperate situation, if it wasn't for his appearance, his mother would have had other endings, she wouldn't She will be reduced to a laughing stock, and she will not raise him alone, maybe she will not leave the Huo family, she will be taken care of properly, and she will not die of illness early.

Since he was sensible, everyone except his mother reminded him that his birth was a mistake and his existence was a disgrace, except his mother blamed him for bringing him to this time to suffer such suffering, everyone was blaming him, he He shouldn't have been born, he shouldn't have come to this world, and caused so much trouble and ridicule for them...

He never wanted to admit it, but those past experiences kept reminding him that he had to admit that this was the truth.

"Your birth is not a sin." Chu Xuan said seriously.

Mo Zhen shook his head indifferently, "It's okay, I'm used to it."

Chu Ting touched his head, "The birth of a person is not something one can choose. If the birth of a child is a sin, then it is also the sin of his parents. Since you choose to bring your child into this world, what qualifications do you have?" Is it a sin to blame the birth of a child?" The right to choose has never been with the child, so why blame a child who doesn't know anything?

"Is that so?" Mo Zhen was a little puzzled, "But my birth was an accident."

His biological father never thought of having him, and never thought of letting him be born. I heard that when the Zhuo family knew of his existence, they tried their best to make him disappear, and the Huo family never thought of it. But to let him be born, no matter Mr. Huo or Mr. Huo, they are unwilling to let him, an existence that represents shame, be born. It is the mother who insists on giving birth to him. In order to keep him, the mother was kicked out by the Huo family When she came out to live on the street and was pregnant with him, her mother, who had nowhere to stay, spent her pregnancy in a cage house, and then moved back to the inland city, where her condition gradually improved.

Chu Ting said, "Accidents should also bear corresponding responsibilities."

"...So, when you accepted Nao Nao, you also assumed corresponding responsibilities, right?"

The child's life experience is very similar to his, but the people his mother met back then were completely different from the people he met.

This time Chu Xuan took a moment to reply, "He is my child, so it is naturally my responsibility."

Hearing Chu Ting's words, he couldn't help but smile a bit, but the smile was a little sad.

You see, for so many years, what everyone has been worrying about is completely a matter of course in the eyes of different people!

They made such an ugly scene, even tearing their faces apart, causing the entire Hong Kong city to stir up an uproar, shifting responsibility from each other, everyone wanted to pick themselves out, everyone wanted to stand on the commanding heights of morality, and wanted to feel that this matter was not theirs In the end, everyone successfully picked themselves out, and then pushed all the faults and responsibilities on him and his mother. They condescendingly accused her, laughed at her, and trampled on her, because she insisted on giving birth to this child. The illegitimate child accidentally conceived in the whirlpool of scandal.

Said that she is Mrs. Huo, but she wants to give birth to the Zhuo family's child, eats what is in the pot, and looks at what is in the bowl. She is said to be so lowly, and she wants to seduce the second son of the Huo family...

"Don't dislike..."

"Don't worry, I'm not sad because of this..."

He is not so glass-hearted, and it's not because of this hypocrisy. He and his children were lucky enough to meet Mr. Chu, and he didn't know if it was luck in exchange for half a lifetime of suffering.But his mother was not so lucky back then. The people she met did not have Mr. Chu's sense of responsibility, so no one was responsible for his birth, and some were just disgusted and rejected.

The past was not a pleasant thing to talk about, it is not too much to mention, my mother has passed away, and to mention these old things is just to expose my own scars.

"...I want to say goodbye to the past." He said suddenly.

He has always been brooding about his life experience, but because he lived narrowly in the words of those people, he couldn't see Mount Tai, and jumped out of the narrow world of verbal criticism. It turned out that this was nothing more than a simple matter.

Chu Ting asked in a low voice, "Well, do you need any ceremony?"

Don't think he was suddenly amused by this sentence.

Isn't it a serious thing to say goodbye to a sad past?

Why would such a serious person like Mr. Chu be funny?

Don't hate to smile and rub against his arms, like a coquettish gesture, "I don't need anything."

He always thought that saying goodbye to the past was a matter of peeling the skin and tearing apart the bones. He needed to reopen those wounds, cut off the rotten flesh bit by bit, and then let the wounds dry. After a long period of time, those wounds The scars will slowly form, and then occasionally when it is windy and rainy, the old wound will be aching, and when the weather is fine, there will be only one eye-catching scar, which will gradually fade away over time, but now he finds that there seems to be no scar. So much trouble, uncover, wash, apply medicine, and it's over.

It was really over, it wasn't such a long process, it was a hundred times easier than he thought.

Those pasts that he couldn't let go of, those unacknowledged sorrows, those cocoon-bound thorn bushes, in this sultry afternoon, because of this person's light words, it seemed that they were not so important.

"Shall we celebrate together tonight?"

Wei Yuanzheng, who was sitting in front, interrupted suddenly.

Don't be too dumb, "Ah Zheng, I still have a fever." How can someone be an elder like this?

"What a big deal. Children will have a fever when they grow up. It's rare for you to figure it out. How can you get over it without celebrating." Wei Yuanzheng shrugged, holding the child in his arms, trying to get his approval, But Chu Naonao turned his head and looked at the two fathers behind him all the way. He didn't understand why his father and father ignored him and threw him into the arms of this strange "grandpa" after so long. Let him torment himself.

"dad……"

"Your father doesn't have time to talk to you."

The little guy stared and continued to look for his father and dad in the back seat.

As the car was moving, it was already unsafe for Wei Yuanzheng to be the co-pilot with the child in his arms. He couldn't stand with the child on his lap for a long time. After standing for a while, Wei Yuanzheng put him down, "You Dad has just learned about life, so let's not bother him, you have to know, it's really not easy for your dad to figure out such a big thing with his single-minded character."

People can't be persuaded in a dead end. Wei Yuanzheng has a deep feeling for this matter, so for so many years, he has always known where the child's heart knot is, and he has never persuaded him.

People are trapped in their own inner hopelessness, unless they save themselves, no one else can save them, no matter how close they are, they cannot do it.

These years, they have depended on each other for life, and they both know each other's heartbreak and knots, but they can't save each other.

When they went home, Ye Xiangdong had already arrived. He checked the situation and asked Mo Zhen to take the antipyretic medicine first, and asked to observe the situation. Said that he wanted to sleep, Wei Yuanzheng immediately wanted to stop him, it was the same as last time, he still has lingering fears, "Don't sleep, it's almost dinner time, how inappropriate is it for you to sleep now "The last time he had a fever and slept for two or three days, he was terrified of death, did it happen again this time?

Don't think that the whole person was paralyzed by the fever, and was arrested and not allowed to sleep. He was very helpless, "Just for a while."

"I don't believe it, when you have a fever, sleep can solve the problem for a while?" Wei Yuanzheng pulled him onto the sofa, "Come on, don't sleep, just sit back and let's talk about life. "

Don't think so, "...Ah Zheng, are you sure?"

Wei Yuanzheng looked at the sickly face, and felt that he was not a thing. When people are sick, they have no energy. It is normal to want to go to sleep. Why does he not allow people to go to sleep?

"Not very sure..."

Don't think he couldn't explain clearly to this elder, the one who asked for help turned to look at Chu Xuan, "Be careful..."

As a result, before Chu Xuan could speak, Wei Yuanzheng couldn't take it anymore. He jumped up from the sofa, pointed at Mo Dan and stared at him and shouted, "Hey, can we stop being coquettish? Such a foul! Also, who is Shen Xing?"

Don't think it's too weak to lie on the armrest of the sofa, complaining innocently, "I didn't..." He was in so much pain, how could he have the energy to act like a baby?And who is he acting like a baby to?

Wei Yuanzheng still wanted to work hard, "You said you didn't act like a baby, who did you call just now?"

Don't feel a little puzzled, "My name is Mr. Chu."

Wei Yuanzheng looked at Chu Ting aside with a paralyzed face, so was this brat showing affection to him just now?

Ignoring the bickering between the two, Chu Ting leaned over and squatted down in front of Mo Gan, "Still uncomfortable?"

Don't hesitate to nod, "Dizziness,"

"Does your head still hurt?"

"A little more."

Chu Xuan looked at the time, "Then go to sleep for a while, I will call you later, if the symptoms are still not relieved after sleeping for a while, you can only hang up the needle."

Mo Zhen nodded, sat up straight and wanted to stand up, but was held by Chu Xuan's hand, "Don't move."

Seeing Chu Ting holding his hand to keep him still, standing up and leaning over to hug him, he couldn't be too busy, "I can walk by myself."

"obedient."

Don't think so, so he obediently stayed still, Ren Chuxuan leaned over and picked him up from the sofa.

"..." Wei Yuanzheng watched helplessly, suspecting that the two were feeding him dog food, but he had no evidence.