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Chu Ting wiped off the liquid medicine dripping from his legs carefully and gently. After finishing, he raised his head and looked at the young man in the chair, "No need to apologize."

Mo Zhen's eyes carefully inspected the face that was close at hand, "You..."

"The old man is not tormented by illness. Although it was sudden, he was very peaceful." Chu Tang stretched out his clean hand and touched the top of his hair lightly, "So there is no need to apologize, I am not sad."

"Aren't you sad because it's a joy or a funeral?" After making sure he wasn't angry, he didn't blame himself so much.

Chu Ting, "Happiness and mourning?"

"Well, my mother said that when the elderly are old, they are afraid of getting sick, and they are even more afraid of lingering on the sick bed before they die. If they suffer, their children will also be sad. If there is no illness or accident, it is a happy funeral if they leave peacefully."

After listening to his explanation, Chu Xuan nodded, "That's true. In this life, no one can escape the law of birth, old age, sickness and death. Sickness and death are the most difficult hurdles. If you can leave peacefully without being tortured by illness, why not Isn't it a happy event?"

Seeing Chu Ting's slightly lonely expression, he put his hand on his shoulder and comforted him, "Then don't be sad."

"It's not sad." The hand on the shoulder made Chu Xuan turn his head to look at it meaningfully. Because of his actions, Mo Fan realized that he was a little too far away. He wanted to take it back, but Chu Xuan reached out and held it first. It didn't loosen after staying.

"It's just that I'm a little disappointed. I've made him worry about me for half my life, but I couldn't even say goodbye."

Mr. Chu's hand was bigger than his own, and he was held in a daze. He subconsciously wanted to break free, but the wide palm wrapped around him tried hard to make him break free. He didn't even hear what Chu said just now. What did the sir say.

"Don't worry, can I hug you?"

Don't be too surprised to look at Chu Ting, "...what..."

As soon as he spoke, Chu Ting stretched out his hand and hugged him into his arms. He was sitting on a chair slightly higher than Chu Ting who was squatting in front of him. When he was hugged, he was forced to bend down a little, almost He fell into Mr. Chu's arms in a fluttering posture, half of his face hit the broad chest, and the faint and familiar woody fragrance poured into his nostrils, his heart was beating like thunder, and he couldn't stop for a moment.

The generous and warm embrace completely enveloped him, and the hand that was held just now has been let go, but this hug gesture is more than ten times more intimate than the handshake just now, and he just felt that the hot hand had been burned by the body The senses are replaced.

……What's happening here? !

What were they talking about?Why did it suddenly become like this?

"Before he left, Grandpa said that in this world, there must be someone or something that you care about and miss. Being unencumbered makes people feel desolate. Everyone has their own way of life, or make a fuss for a lifetime, or Quiet and quiet for a lifetime, everyone has someone who cares about something that everyone cares about, everyone should have something to care about, and only in this life can we find the meaning of existence. I have never cared about something. The person who cares about it, he asked me to find it, and now I have it I miss Nao Nao, but I still want to find someone to miss."

Mo Gan's head was on the verge of boiling, and he was completely confused. The voice in his ear kept saying, but he didn't hear a word clearly. What resounded like thunder was his heartbeat, louder than louder. Almost shattered his eardrums.

"...Can I miss you?"

After Chu Quan finished asking, the person in his arms didn't respond at all. He waited for a while, but the person in his arms didn't even hug him back. Chu Quan sighed silently. They have no desires or desires, but they just have thoughts about such a child, but the child obviously doesn't have such thoughts for him, so is this really retribution?

The person in his arms didn't respond or make any movement. Does this count as a stalker?

Chu Xuan was a little helpless, and it was no longer a sense of frustration.Apart from the accident, there is really no intersection between them. The fate of the young man is ill-fated. He was forced to be helpless with that Mr. Huo, and he was also forced to. It is not clear what his sexual orientation is. It is indeed too hasty to speak rashly and let the young man live with him.

Thinking of this, Chu Xuan patted the young man on the shoulder, "I'm sorry, I was too rash, you can pretend that I didn't say that." After patting twice, he let go of the stiff body in his arms. Young people, "I won't mention this matter in the future, don't have any psychological burden, go to school well, and we will go on as usual." Raising children together, he has no constraints or conditions.

Don't be too dumb to stare blankly at Mr. Chu, who is so unattainable in his eyes that he is like a god. He still hasn't heard what he said just now, "...you, what did you say? What did you just... say?"

"Huh?" Chu Ting was slightly surprised.

The child looked at him timidly, "You...what did you just say? I didn't hear you clearly..."

Chu Xuan asked uncertainly, "Which sentence didn't you hear clearly?"

Don't think he blushed, "... nothing at all." He lost his head because of the sudden hug just now, and he didn't hear a word Mr. Chu said afterwards.

"...Can I miss you?" Chu Xuan said tentatively.

Don't mind blinking, a little confused, "Ah?" What does this mean?

Looking at the bewildered young man, Chu Ting was sure that the kid really didn't hear what he said before. He looked at him and suddenly couldn't help laughing, "Don't worry, are you awake now?"

Don't hesitate to nod and shake your head.

"So, are you awake or not?"

Don't think he stepped back, leaning his back against the back of the chair, and put a little distance away from the man in front of him, "...so, you say." Being too close, he really couldn't concentrate on what Mr. Chu said What, the sound of his heartbeat has flooded his ears.

Looking at the young man who backed away and distanced himself, Chu Tang smiled, "Do you want me to back off a little more?"

Hearing his words, the young man actually thought about it seriously, and then nodded seriously, indicating that he could step back a little more.

Chu Xuan raised his eyebrows slightly, stretched out his hand to support the armrest of the chair, and squatted for a long time. His feet were a little numb, so he simply touched the ground on one knee, "I said that I want to find some meaning and fulcrum for my life. I haven’t found this fulcrum and meaning for half my life. My grandfather said that if I want to build this fulcrum, I need to find someone who I can miss. Now that I have trouble, can I add another one to the list of my miss.”

Don't dislike looking at Mr. Chu in front of him, the short-circuited head was finally connected, he blinked and then blinked, and then his eyes slowly opened wide, this is——

Seeing the young man's reaction, Chu Ting knew that he should have heard and understood this time.

"It seems that I don't need to explain more clearly, do I?" Very well, he doesn't have to bother to explain, or to speak more straightforwardly, which also saves him from bothering to figure out how to make up the words It should be more tactful or more direct, although he can say it more directly, but he is afraid of scaring the child.

Don't think his pupils widened bit by bit, he looked at Chu Ting in front of him, and couldn't believe what he just heard.

"you--"

"Ok?"

Don't dislike swallowing your saliva, "You..."

"Would you like to?"

Don't think he dared to shake his head or nod, he looked at the person in front of him stupidly, if he said that the previous time was a joke, then is it official today?

Mr. Chu is giving him——

"Don't worry, are you willing to be the one who makes me miss you?"

So, Mr. Chu is really giving him——

Don't be too confused, my mind is in chaos, they?He and Mr. Chu? !

Is he dreaming? !

How could Mr. Chu treat him——

"——how could you..." Like me?

I don't mind looking at him, wondering why a person like Mr. Chu would fall in love with him?There is a difference between them. He is a grass in the mud, or a grass covered in mud after being trampled wantonly, but Mr. Chu is a cloud in the sky, far away and unattainable. The intersection is a mistake, and it is also the opposite after the intertwining. He struggled desperately just to climb out of the mud bit by bit, so that he could get a little rain and dew to wash off the mud on his body, and it would be good to get a little light from the gaps in the clouds. I never expected to be favored by the white clouds in the sky...

Chu Ting understood his unfinished words, and he thought for a moment, "I don't know, people's emotions can't be explained clearly." He has never been in such close contact with normal people's emotions, so why would he treat this child? Tempted, he couldn't tell.

But the specialness of one person to another seems to be doomed from the first sight.

He didn't know how he could remember him just by looking at him inadvertently, and he didn't know why his heart had never been touched. He could be moved when he saw a crying helpless child, even when there was no intersection. The third time they met, he agreed to his request by accident...

Don't be too anxious, "You..."

"Don't worry about answering me. You can answer after thinking it over. Whether you like it or not, I hope it's the result of your careful consideration. If you nod, we will spend our lives together, so you want Be clear, put aside the noise, put aside all external factors, don't think about other things, just think about this one thing, and don't use everything else as a reference." There are too many external factors between them, he is afraid that he will think The longer the time, the more complicated the thoughts.

Mo Zhen looked at him gratefully, Mr. Chu seemed to be able to predict all his thoughts.

"Hey, think hard."

Chu Xuan reached out and rubbed his head, looked at his knees, and told him before leaving, "Nao Nao fell asleep and you leave him alone for the time being, you sit here for a while, and come east later to show you the knees. Is there anything wrong, I'm going to the study now, just stay still."

Don't hesitate to nod obediently, "Yes."