why continue

Wei Yuanzheng resumed training earlier than the start of school. The day before he officially accepted his leave, he sent Mo Suan directly to Chu Ting’s apartment. The reason was to let Mo Suan spend time with his children before school started, and the time for studying was tight after school started. Do not have time.

Don't think he was forced to live in Mr. Chu's apartment without even having the right to speak.

"Ah Zheng... this is not good, I can live at home, I can take care of myself, don't worry."

"What's wrong? You live in the school as soon as you go to school, and you only have a holiday once every two weeks. You don't want your family to lose your temper? He is in the recognition period right now. You haven't seen him for more than ten days. You want him to forget you?"

Never mind, "..."

Chu Quan's vacation also just ended, and he had to work during the day, and he took care of the child for a long time during this period, and he was a bit clingy, and it was not smooth going out in the morning on the first day of work. No comments here.

So the child's father settled down logically before school started.

The temperature in City B hasn't warmed up yet, so it's not suitable for outdoor activities. The house has a lot of space, so staying indoors every day will not be depressing.

He doesn’t need to go out, so he is happy to spend time with his children at home. In his spare time, he starts to review textbooks. His original learning foundation is not bad. Although he came back to pick up books after two or three years, it went well.

His fever a few years ago caused the doctor to come back for two visits. After consulting Chu Ting’s opinion, the doctor had a communication with Mo Zhen. The doctor meant that his body had not fully recovered after giving birth. , I hope he can agree to the doctor to continue to follow up his body for a follow-up diagnosis and treatment, and the doctor has repeatedly assured him that he has no other intentions, nor does he want to use him as a research object to do a series of studies.

Knowing that he is a friend of Mr. Chu, Mo Zhen did not refuse his kindness, and quickly agreed to his request.

As for the doctor's previous suggestion, after thinking about it, Chu Xuan consulted Mo Zhen for his own opinion, and asked him if he would accept another psychological treatment, which was different from the treatment in Switzerland last time.

Chu Xuan handed over some relevant details to Mo Zhen, and he still hoped that Mo Zhen could make up his own mind, "Dr. The time frame is relatively longer.”

Mo Zhen didn't rush to open it after receiving it, he lowered his eyes a little uncomfortably, "...I," he wanted to say that he had already received treatment and he had no mental problems, but when facing Chu Ting, he didn't The method is full of confidence to refuse.

"This is just my personal opinion. It doesn't matter if you don't want to." Seeing his embarrassment, Chu Ting did not show the toughness to suppress his acceptance.

"This is just my opinion, the specific decision is up to you, don't be too reluctant."

"...Does it also include the troubles that happened to me?"

"It should be." Chu Wei thought for a while, "The candidate for the psychiatrist was recommended by Dr. Ye, and he is his junior. I have asked someone to check it out, so don't worry."

Don't think he pressed his lower lip hard, feeling that heaven and man were at war in his heart.

"You can think about it first, don't worry."

Hearing what he said, I couldn't hold back the paper documents in my hand, and nodded gratefully to Chu Xuan, "...Thank you, Mr. Chu." They don't have much relationship. Mr. Chu did this for him. There is no other way to express gratitude.

"It doesn't matter," Chu Ting paused for a while, but still put forward a relatively subjective opinion, "Don't worry, although I don't force you to follow the doctor's advice, if possible, I still hope that you can receive treatment. You are still young. Life has just begun, you should not drag Shen Ke from the past to live in the future, people will encounter countless setbacks and ups and downs in this life, the past can only represent your past experience, the past should be let go, and You don’t carry the weight of every experience in your life, so that you will be overwhelmed. You choose to give birth to Nao Nao, even if you give him to me to raise him, but he is your child and this will never change in this lifetime In fact, although I don’t agree with putting the child as the top priority in every plan of your life because of having a child, he should also appear in a part of your life plan. You should try to let go of the burden of the past, I heard that you are going to go to school, and since you have decided to rearrange before setting off, tidying up Shen Ke should also be part of your reorganization before departure."

Don't mind listening to this rare long speech, nodding silently.

Chu Ting reached out and patted his heart gently, "Be brave, don't be afraid."

I don't know if it was this sentence or Mr. Chu's action, but Mo Gan's eyes suddenly became so sore that he couldn't bear the weight in his lower eye sockets, and his tears fell uncontrollably.

He didn't dare to touch those pasts, Ah Zheng didn't dare to say, every time he met Xu, it was like a mountain torrent, he would be buried if he couldn't dodge, and he would be pulled out before being completely obliterated, he sometimes thought, just bury it completely like this Well, don't pull him out, bury him, then everything will be over, other people shouldn't follow him to avoid, dig and steal the peace as if nothing happened, all of this is meaningless.

Ah Zheng avoided it carefully, afraid of touching the past and getting hurt, but Mr. Chu told him to be brave, don't be afraid...

Mr. Chu said that since it is the past, it has already passed, and the past is experience. Everyone's life is composed of countless experiences, which can be stored and placed instead of carrying them all the time.

"I……"

The warm and wide embrace suddenly opened to take him into it, and the warm palm pressed against the back of his neck and held his head and face into the embrace, "The wound needs debridement and medicine before it can grow well, you have been covering it up, The wound will always fester. Maybe it was just a small wound when you were injured, but you keep covering it tightly, bacteria and germs continue to grow and eat away the good cells, and the wound will become a big wound. Now that you know that the wound is always growing, Then why not bear the pain of debridement and medicine, and let him have a chance to grow up?"

Clinging to this strange yet indescribably familiar arms, he was completely stupid. He stood stiffly, stupidly, and he didn't have a single word of the words that sounded in his ears. Hearing it clearly, his whole ears were buzzing, and he even felt that he heard his own thunderous heartbeat!

He, he... Was he hugged by Mr. Chu? !

This big and warm embrace is like the one in his dream, the one that saved him when he was almost dying of cold... But, isn't that a dream? !

So... is he dreaming now? !

The child in his arms was so stiff that he didn't respond, Chu Ting couldn't help laughing, it seemed that his behavior was too abrupt and frightened the child.

He let go of his hand and was about to take a step back, but found that two hands were carefully grabbing the clothes a few inches under his armpits, and the child was still standing stiffly against his arms, "Last time...was it you? "

"what?"

"..." Obviously the child didn't have the courage to ask again, he stood stiffly, except for that one small movement that he didn't realize, it was like being stupid.

Chu Ting even suspected that this little guy had already petrified.

He patted the back of his head, took a step back, and the hand holding his clothes was moved and followed by the movement of his body, and as the bodies of the two were pulled apart, the child seemed to find himself With the movement of his hands, his eyes widened, like a frightened kitten. If he had ears, his ear bones would probably be twitching.

The sense of touch feels a little unbearable and interesting. This little guy has always been afraid of him. After getting along for half a year, he can barely speak without trembling or stuttering. Now because of this comforting hug, he has instantly returned to his original state.

Before the child turned around and ran away in fright, he reached out and hugged the child in his arms again. This time the child obviously reacted. He was at a loss and wanted to put his hands away, but found that he was still holding on to Chu Ting's clothes. , quickly let go, stiff neck and dare not touch his body, "...Chu, Chu, Mr. Chu..."

"My surname is Chu, not Chu Chu Chu." Afraid that the child wasn't nervous enough, Chu Ting even made fun of him.

Never mind, "..."

Is he dreaming? !

The child in his arms was silent, so Chu Ting asked him, "What did you ask last time?"

Not too afraid to make a sound, the hand holding Chu Xuan's clothes just now maintained the same movement because of Chu Xuan's back and forth, but his hand was already stiff when he let go of Chu Xuan's clothes.

Holding the child in his arms, Chu Ting thought of his grandfather's mockery. He said that this child should not want to live with him. His grandfather mocked him and said that people looked down on him. In fact, he also wanted to know if this child Really despise him?

"Naonao Dad, would you like to live with me?"

Don't mind blinking, what is Mr. Chu talking about?

As expected, he didn't hear the answer. Even though he knew it was the result, Chu Ting still felt a little frustrated, so he was really confirmed by the old man?

He has never had any plans or intentions in this regard, and he has never encountered such a person who made him have the urge to live together. When he saw this child, he didn't know why he would agree to such an incredible request. , He didn't want to delve into the state of mind at that time, what he was considering now was the opinions put forward by the old man and the others.

The child lives with him and is a single parent. He doesn't know if he plans to get married in the future. If the child wants to grow up in a complete family, then living with his biological "mother" must be the best solution. This child has no other choice. The only concern is this child. If they can live together, then Nao Nao is not considered a single-parent family.

It's just that he hasn't figured out how to live together for the time being. Wei Yuanzheng sent him to the apartment to seek asylum, which made him suddenly have this idea.