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This autumn is as rainy as ever, and there is not much time to see the sun. Once in a while, it makes people feel happy.

The rare sunny weather, ava invited Mo Zhen to go out together.

Don't think he was very pleasantly surprised, but he also had some concerns, "Would it be inconvenient?" He has been here for so long, at most he just walked around the courtyard, as for going out?He doesn't like to cause trouble to those around him.

Ava said, "Of course not, the weather is fine today, and the baby can go together."

"Thank you so much." Hearing that he could go out with the child, Mo Dan's last worry was also dispelled.

Ava carefully selected a set of clothes and shoes for him to go out, closed the door for him, and told him to wait for him at the door.

After changing his clothes and shoes, he touched the blind stick prepared by the butler beside the bed. He is not used to using it, but when he leaves the room, he has it in his hand to reduce collisions and wrestling, so even if he is not used to it, he will still wear it .

Ava was already waiting for him at the door, and the baby was babbling to him while lying in the stroller.

Ava has already greeted the housekeeper, "Let's go."

"Okay, okay." Like a bird that has been locked in a cage for too long, it is a little timid about being able to get out of the cage.

Ava comforted him, "Don't be nervous, we're just going out for a walk."

Mo Zhen took a deep breath, "Okay."

Walking out of the room, the sun is really good today, and the light falling on the body is warm. Ava asked him to hold the blind cane in one hand and the armrest of the baby stroller in the other, slowing down his pace to match his walking speed.

"Is it the smell of sunshine?"

Mo Zhen shook his head, "It smells like green grass. Has anyone mowed the lawn around here?"

Ava looked around and found that someone was mowing the lawn in the distance, "Yes, it's autumn, and it will be winter after a while after pruning."

"Are the leaves all yellow?"

"It's just the beginning, and it will become apparent after a while."

Walking out of the path in the courtyard, the flat asphalt road under his feet did not hinder his walking. He was a little hesitant at the first step. He hadn't walked outside like this for a long time. The feeling was a little hard to describe, obviously because the temperature was suitable In autumn, his palms were covered with sweat, and he hesitated even more when he took the second step. He was obviously looking forward to going out...but now that he was going out, he felt indescribably nervous.

Ava saw his nervousness, stood on the spot and pointed to the distance and talked to him about the surrounding environment, "The houses here are all built around the lake according to the mountains. The houses in this area are not densely packed. On the mountainside, opposite the lake is the urban area, it looks not far away, but the road is a bit far, Mr. Chu has to go around the mountain road on the right every day to go to work in the urban area, and the drive takes about four to ten minutes.”

"In front of us is a landscape road. There are big trees planted on both sides of the road. The canopy is very lush, which can shade the light in summer. After a while, the leaves will fall down the whole road when they turn yellow. When driving by, the fallen leaves will be picked up. Like the scenery in those photographers' pictures."

Don't think he listened to her carefully, his feet didn't move, his attention was distracted, and his tension eased a lot.

When Ava tried to move forward, he was much better. He held on to the handrail of the car and walked forward slowly while listening to Ava talking. He didn't appear nervous about the sound he made or the host's greeting.

They continued to walk forward, talking about some relaxed and pleasant topics along the way. When someone passed by not far away, he would subconsciously clenched the hand holding the cart, and when someone passed by far away, he would slow down. Slow down and relax.

Ava didn't dare to take him too far, and when they could still see the houses on the mountainside, they chose to sit together on the chairs by the roadside to take a rest and bask in the sun.

"Is the light white today?" Mo Zhen stretched out his hand and shook it in front of his eyes. His eyes only have a sense of light now, and he can also feel his hand shaking in front of his eyes at close range, but he doesn't know whether this feeling is a psychological factor or whether it is really possible." see".

"Well, the sun is shining today and it's white."

Ava checked the child in the stroller. The little one who was still in high spirits just before going out had already fallen asleep. The sun was just right but there was wind. She covered the little one with a thin quilt.

"Is there a mountain behind us?"

"Yes, but it's not too high. There are vegetation on the top of the mountain. I heard that it will be covered with heavy snow in winter."

"That should be pretty."

"Maybe, I haven't seen either."

Don’t be too yearning, “I used to live in a city without snow, and I have never seen what it looks like under heavy snow.” He has never been to a city where it snows, but Ah Zheng grew up in a city where it snowed. They said many times that they would go to see the snow together in winter, but they never made it.

It was the first time Ava heard him mention his past, "Didn't you see him once?"

"Um,"

"Did you live in country Z before?" She thought he lived in York City at first, because he spoke Zulu so well, he didn't look like someone who just lived there for a few months .

"Yes, I have always been there, my hometown..." He paused for a moment and changed his rhetoric, "The place where I live is a southern city, and the southern cities of country Z rarely snow. It never snows in that place. I have never seen it since I was a child. My mother said she has never seen it either. One year it was very cold. The cold wind blew all night, and the stray cats and dogs on the street froze to death. , but still no snow. People in the south have a kind of obsession with snow, but even if they are obsessions, they can only be seen in places where it snows."

"It's a bit like Yuecheng. It doesn't snow in Yuecheng. I have lived there for many years, and I only saw it once this year. It was just a little snow, and it melted when it landed."

"Has it snowed in Yuecheng this year?" Don't be surprised.

Ava nodded, "On the day I just worked for Mr. Chu, it was just Xiaoxue."

...It turned out to be that day.

Don't think the memory of that day of war was a bit distorted. His stomach started to hurt amidst the noise at night. He didn't dare to make a sound and endured it until the dead of night. The room was very cold, and the quilt on the bed became colder and colder. I thought it was pain, but it turned out that it was snowing and the quilt couldn't resist the cold.

At the beginning, the pain came and went, and he slept with the pain. The granddaughter of the grandma who took care of him was sick and didn't come to bring him food all day. The grandma left him food, but he hurt a little Nausea, he vomited after eating a little bit, he didn’t have the strength to clean up, so he didn’t dare to eat anymore, he slept for a while if he didn’t feel pain, curled up to endure the pain when he woke up, there lived a black drunk man nearby, he would get drunk every night, When he was drunk, he would curse at people whenever there was a sound nearby, and would often rush into other people's houses to beat them. Grandma told him to be careful, and he must not be provoked by such a special situation.

He was so dazed that he didn't know how long it had passed. When he realized that he was about to give birth, he could already touch the hair on the top of the child's skull when he was exerting his strength, but this little naughty boy refused to come out. With all his physical strength, he was so desperate that he thought he would never be able to bring him into this world again. At that time, the appearance of Mr. Chu was like a miracle. Someone he had never expected came to save him at such a desperate moment.

Later memories were a bit fuzzy. He seemed to hear Mr. Chu on the phone, and then when he was so painful that he fainted, he yelled loudly again and again, telling him not to sleep, and telling him to work hard, hard, until the tortured ball When his exhausted warmth left his body, he felt that his whole body was floating lightly into the air. He wanted to fall down and touch the little ball, but he couldn't fall down, just swaying like that. conscious...

Ava watched him lose his mind facing the light, and didn't bother him, just quietly sat with him facing the light.

Today happened to be the weekend, and there were groups of children living nearby on the nearby roads, making friends and friends along the way, with high spirits.

"When I was young, I was always so carefree." Looking at the group of happy children, Ava said casually.

Don't think it's just a slight smile, and doesn't agree with Ava's emotion. For some people, the time of youth is carefree, but there are also some people, they have no childhood, and they don't have carefree When I was young, I thought I was the happiest person in the world when I occasionally stole a little happy time.

Ava touched the scene and talked about her youth, "I still remember when I was learning bicycles in school, my body was not well coordinated, and I fell many times. My father helped me to support the bike and fell several times. He always felt I'm not smart enough, but I always helped me with the car no matter what I thought, until I learned how to find out that he secretly let go many times, and came in a hurry after I fell, but I always didn't find out. "

Don't think it's a topic this time, "How many times did you fall to learn it?"

"I can't remember. I just remember studying for a whole vacation. My father came to accompany me to study after get off work. My mother has no such patience. She is always unwilling to accompany me to do what I like. She thinks I am too stupid. It was a waste of her time."

Don't be too yearning, "Does it mean that every time my father learns to drive with me, my mother greets me at the window when she cooks?"

"Is such that."

"You have a very happy family." This time his tone was envious.

"What about your experience learning to bike as a child?"

Mo Zhen shook his head, "I don't know how to ride a bicycle."

He doesn't have a father who can patiently accompany him throughout the vacation. His mother is very patient and never feels like it's a waste of time to accompany him, but his mother can't accompany him to do what he likes, because his mother is often sick. bed.

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