I got four guys to take the initiative

For a long time, Ito Chimura was the "most honest" child in the mouth of teachers and parents.He is not playful, does not cause trouble, and does not cause trouble to anyone.

There is no sense of existence.

Students who make an appointment to go out together will not call him, the teacher will not call him when he picks someone to recite the text in class, and even the class chairman will forget his name when writing the duty column.He is probably the most non-existent man in the comics, and even appears in the screen as a passer-by who doesn't need to draw facial features.

Ito Chimura never complained about this.Because this is the education I received since I was a child, as a Japanese, I must not cause trouble for others.What's more, he is mediocre enough, his family, his appearance, and even everything worth writing into his life file is so mediocre.

He is probably the type of person who exists to set off those "present charges".

He is just like an ordinary nerd, turning on the TV, reading comics, staying up late, eating instant noodles, never going out unless he can, shutting the complaints from his parents, until he has to step into the society.

Although there is not much difference after becoming a social animal, it is just that I have some spare money to buy inflatable dolls, chase underground idols, and buy hand-made figures.He was poor and rich.Facing the computer late at night, he would scratch his hair that hadn't been washed for three days and quickly tap the keyboard to help his teammates accurately pull the hatred of the boss, and unconsciously smirked under the praise of the elf priest girl.

Sooner or later, he will become the kind of middle-aged uncle who can watch Dahe dramas.But before that, he would meet the girl introduced by his parents in a mediocre way, be scolded by the boss in a mediocre way, work overtime in a mediocre way, be mediocre...until he gets old in mediocrity.In my hometown, which is a bit barren, a bit backward, and even trams don’t pass by.

You have to ask if Qiancun will not be reconciled?

Ah, the answer is of course yes.Just like Yingmu Huadao was able to catch up with Akagi Haruko in the end instead of choosing Rukawa Kaede, he also had delusions, hoping that the ordinary self would finally usher in an extraordinary ending.Of course, you have to work hard for it, right?So he also tried a little bit, should he change the color of the tie, or go to a beauty salon he has never been to for a haircut?

But in the end, I would still hear female colleagues talking about him behind their backs in the corridor.

"gross."

Sure enough, forget it.

Chimura didn't feel sad.More numb than sad.He is a man with nothing but delusions.He has no skills, and being able to work overtime every day in a small company is luckier than many old-fashioned people.But still longing for a sense of happiness.

So I still can't help but keep reading those comics that are pinned on delusions, and I can't stop fantasizing, if only I can travel to another world.If he is really selected, he will definitely live a new life with those protagonists.

He didn't understand why the world was willing to show him so many magnificences, but didn't give him the slightest chance to get them.Every year when he went to the shrine, he would make some unseemly wishes, "Please let me travel to another world, Lord God", "It would be better if I could have a cat-eared lady as a companion" and so on.

Since when did he stop looking up at the falling cherry blossoms?

"Qiancun, you are being naughty again."

In my memory, my mother used a wooden scoop to dig water from a wooden bucket and poured it on the floor, calling him.

"Mom, I'll come."

As he replied, his gaze passed through the courtyard and hovered over the blooming flower tree by the street for a long time.Petals like powder snow were gently blown by the wind and fell on the cyclists.

"Mom, there are so many cherry blossoms."

He said.

"Like a sigh blown by the wind."

"Qiancun, what are you talking about, hurry up and help."

His mother interrupted him impatiently, so he had no choice but to stop looking at the tree.

In the following 30 years, he never looked at any cherry blossom tree properly and carefully.

But at the moment when he was hit by a car and lay on the ground, he looked at the petals falling from his head, and suddenly realized that the cherry blossoms were really beautiful.Maybe I will look at it for a lifetime, and I won't feel disgusted.

Opening his eyes again, he found that he had really come to another world and turned into a crying baby.He should have been ecstatic, but after the miracle happened, he was not as happy as he imagined.

Forget it, let's work hard this time.

After learning that he could learn magic, Chimura was indeed pleasantly surprised, but it was as if the heavens were teasing him—if a pot of cold water was poured on him, he would not have the talent for magic, and would continue to miss his dream.He was not reconciled, so he sought magic power by all means.Turning into a monster with neither male nor female, giving up his life, becoming crazy... He told himself that it was worth it.

He gradually began to forget his former name.By the time he realized that the magic didn't seem to be doing him any good, there was no turning back.Yes, he finally had magic power, learned magic, and became powerful, but then what?

There is no devil in this world that he wants to defeat, and it doesn't mean that he has everything if he has magic power.Instead, he has to pay the price for what he did, had to go it alone, endured the side effects of the drug... In the end, he still didn't "succeed".The so-called obsession has become a joke.

He has the memories of his previous life, and he can even clearly remember the things he only saw once in his previous life. He should have been able to live a happy life with this.

In order not to let themselves suffer from the realization of mistakes, people often only make mistakes again and again.

He received a mission to kill a person.

The young master of the Duke's Mansion, Redrian.

Chimura met Professor Aoki for the first time in his class from a distance.

"The so-called choice is actually one's own opinion, and others cannot control it."

When asked about astrological magic, the man said these words slowly.

Qiancun knew that this had nothing to do with him, but it was as if he had been slapped across the face - making him angry from embarrassment.He blindly convinced himself that the environment made his choice.But in fact, what he understood was that it was just a despicable excuse for him not to admit his mistakes.

When killing people, Qian Cun was actually moved with compassion.There was no other reason, the number of reincarnations he had killed was no less than three digits, and Ridrian wasn't good enough for him to sympathize with, but his face was so beautiful that he couldn't help feeling sorry for the wrong gender in this life.But after getting in touch with it a few times, he began to feel that maybe for this face that could satisfy him, he could give it a go, anyway, he didn't have a few days to live.

Who would have thought that the consequence of passive sabotage would be to be disturbed by him.

never mind.It's time for the curtain call.Before he died, it was not a loss for him to use this face to satisfy his own interests.He had originally planned to do so.

But damn it, why are you saying those useless things.He hasn't been in secondary school for many years, do you think you are the male protagonist of a comic?

"My sister said that as long as you don't settle for ordinary, you are extraordinary."

Just like a flood bursting a bank, this sentence that inspired him to fight in his previous life finally defeated him.

At the award ceremony, Qiancun was just there to join in the fun, but he heard the manga award winner speaking English, curiously asked the person who was seated, and finally heard this sentence.

He no longer cared where Raedlian heard the words from.He just couldn't be more grateful.

Finally remembered, those mediocre and boring years... But it was also his most real life.Although unsuccessful, although full of low self-esteem, but still mixed with good memories.

"Qiancun, you are doing really well. Mom will make you cherry blossom pancakes."

After wiping the floor, my mother smiled and touched his head and said.

Mom... how could he forget?All his life he hadn't had time to tell her that he loved her.

"Rayleigh, I really want you to see my hometown. I don't think it's a beautiful place, the people are not very friendly, there are only countless cherry blossom petals, like sighs blowing in the wind... But I I want you to meet me."

He said, feeling like he was being born again.

The pain in the body is not as good as the warmth in the heart.

"お名前を教えていたけますか?"

"Ito Chimura and Shen Shimasu. よろしくお望いします."

The author says:

Chimura Ito didn't like Rayleigh, he was straight.Regarding the wrong parts in Japanese, I will go to Baidu to translate it for everyone.Do you want some free chapters for Starfish Zici? [Woo