I got four guys to take the initiative

The summer air is always tired and sedimented.

Wind always thought so.

Because whenever he smelled the damp, earthy smell mixed with dead insects in the air, he felt that he was still the boy locked in a cage.The welts on his back were painful and itchy, but they were the only proof that he was still alive.

Sometimes he didn't even understand what he was insisting on.

Is it for that woman?

he does not know.In her memory, she always bought wine with a few copper coins from prostitution or stolen money, then got herself drunk and lay on the broken mat, woke up from hunger, dragged him to beg along the street, and asked those When a lady asked for money, she would twist her arm so hard that he would cry for sympathy.

She always beat and scolded him, saying that he was a mourner, and it was because of him that she didn't become the official's concubine and fell to this point.Wende, who was only a few years old at the time, couldn't understand these words. He only knew that as long as he could remember, he was dragged by her through the long street, stepping on the smelly gutter with bare feet to find the garbage dump near the restaurant, calling The woman said "Mom".

Except for this woman, no one else even wanted to approach him.Because of the triangular scar under his face.

They laughed and called him "slave" and threw the peel at him.Those peels were sweet and he would pick them up and lick them.

Occasionally a woman is also in a good mood.She would sit by the side of the street, touch his hair and laugh, give him half a piece of hard bread, and tell him about her past, saying that she used to be a famous dancer, and many, many people loved her madly .If he followed up with a few words, she would still hug him and praise him for being a good boy...that was his only remaining, one of the few good memories about women.

So when the woman was escorted away by a group of vicious men, he did feel very sad and cried out of breath.

Because he has nothing else left.In the whole world, nothing else seemed to belong to him.

So, when the woman shouted hoarsely for him to save herself, he did as obediently as before.

Then he was locked up. Many people cut him with all kinds of knives, took his blood, and even asked a black-haired woman who smuggled in from nowhere to touch his privacy. Angrily, she fed him medicine.

The long imprisonment and abuse made him almost forget his original intention to bear all this.Occasionally those people would tell him to go see the woman in a merciful tone, but in fact he didn't want to go.He was so tired and in so much pain that he didn't want to walk with his feet shackled.It's just that he didn't know how to resist, so he went.

When we met, we couldn't speak at all.The woman was different from the memory, she was very gentle, and advised him to endure it for his own sake.

he does not know.He didn't know what he could do.Why cry to him, obviously he can't do anything.

It wasn't until one day, when prostitutes who came to grope him on a regular basis, squeezed milky fluid out of him - that everything started to change.The wounds on his body began to heal faster and faster, and there seemed to be a hotness in his body for no reason, making him want to vent it out by all means.

So those who held him took him out of the cage and gave him a knife to kill him.

Before he had time to realize how much blood was stained under his hands, he became a killer.They started calling him "The Crow" and stopped torturing him and made him kill.

Occasionally the woman would appear several times.He just listened to her in silence, hoping to see some of his past self in her eyes.

But it was all in vain.

So when he learned that the woman had died a long time ago, he was not very sad.

It's just that the girl who told him everything and gave him a name cried very sadly, so he let her hold him and listened to her mentioning the name "Hagewig" over and over again. It was they who secretly traded slaves that caused women to caught.

He didn't think about revenge.But killing was just a matter of moving his fingers for him, so after accidentally bumping into the carriage of the Duke's mansion, he raised his sword and split the carriage, intending to kill the blond girl in the carriage.

"Please, let my sister go."

Unexpectedly, the young man beside her suddenly stood in front of her, with painful lake blue eyes.

"She was wrong, but she didn't understand anything at that time. You kill me, and I will apologize to your mother."

very funny.

He had killed so many people and never felt compassion, but the calmness under those eyes made him feel an unprecedented emotion—jealousy.

"I won't kill you."

Wind put down his sword.

"But you're going to be my dog."

it's very funny.

What is a slave's slave?

At first, he just wanted to see why he felt jealous of a noble boy for no reason.But after getting in touch with him a lot, his embarrassing appearance of always enduring but having to obey himself really pleased him greatly.

So he started trying to humiliate him even harder.It's a pity that simply beating and scolding doesn't seem to be very effective. Even if he broke a leg, he still didn't say a word.

Thinking of the method that the prostitute used on him back then, Wende didn't hesitate much, and used it on the young man in the same way.He finally got his wish and saw the terrified eyes of the young man, and claimed his body in these eyes.The walls of the dungeon are cold, but the young man's body is warm.

"What's the matter? It's just an apology, can't bear this level?"

Wende grabbed his chin and licked the blood from his lips.

"You still kill me."

said the youth.

It's not that Wen De has never seen a righteous person before he died, but he felt a sting in his ears when he heard this young man's words.

"Don't even think about it."

But in the end, the young man did die under his sword.

On the eve of the war between the human race and the elves, he finally realized his intentions and decided to confess his love to the young man, but when he opened the bedroom door, he saw the young man being forcibly held in his arms by the long-haired man.

At that moment, he felt a strong anger that he had never felt in his life.It was his stuff, how could someone snatch it away?But the opponent is the Lord of the Demon Realm, so he is indeed not an opponent.

So his sword stabbed at the young man who had no ability to resist.

Probably the Lord of the Demon Realm didn't expect that his target would be him, so he was caught off guard.

"madman……"

The angry voice of the Lord of the Demon Realm didn't affect him, he just stared blankly at the bloody young man, feeling as if he had returned to his childhood, the one who was at a loss, flustered, but somewhat looking forward to being forgiven.

It's just that the young man didn't look at him.

He regretted it the second he drew his sword.But what's the use of regretting?

His existence seemed like a mistake from the beginning.

But at least... at least let him see him again!

If he could see him again, he would give anything.He didn't dare to ask for anything else at all, he only hoped that he could cry himself in front of him and apologize, and say "I love you" before he died.

It seems that only the evil god can realize such a wish.The gods will not listen to his prayers.So he sacrificed the entire city, as well as himself, to the evil god.The moment he closed his eyes in the fire, he felt very peaceful. Regardless of whether his wish could be fulfilled or not, he seemed to have finally been liberated.

Unexpectedly, he really woke up again.

After opening his eyes, he found that he had become a ghost.Looking around, surrounded by gloomy jungle.Because he has no body, he can't go far, so he can only look for living creatures to possess.While doing all this, he was full of apprehension, would he really be able to see him again?

His Ridrian.

He wants to apologize to him, and he wants to repay him a thousand times for everything he has done to him.

He'll be his lowly dog ​​until he dies.

Fortunately, he really found a black-haired fox that had just died, so he possessed it.After only one reincarnation, there was no other power in him, only the breath of the dead, so when he was walking in the dense forest, countless fierce beasts started chasing him, and he almost died.Fortunately, the power of wanting to see his sweetheart has always supported him, allowing him to drag the body of the beast to sneak in the dark.

In this way, it was difficult all the way, and finally came to a place where there are people.

Although he couldn't speak, Wende didn't feel discouraged at all, just thinking about seeing Raedlian again one day, he was so excited that he wanted to shed tears.

So he tried to use the body of the beast to accumulate magic power.Although he can only accumulate a little bit each time, but luckily his magical attribute is still the same as before, and he can cast a curse to make some hunters who harbor ill intentions suffer for him; but even though he has been extremely careful, his ability is still blocked by a magician. The tutor found out.

The magister captured him and took him to the market, trying to sell him for a good price through an auction.

When he was locked in the cage, Wende was so angry that he screamed, tears wet most of the hair on his tail.But he would not give up lightly—so he took advantage of the moment when he opened the cage door to hand over, cast a death curse on the person who opened the cage, and rushed out directly.

In the process of escaping, he was very flustered, unprecedented panic.He is not afraid of death, but he is afraid that he will not see him before he dies... He hasn't been able to atone for his sin.

Unexpectedly, when he was exhausted, a sharp sword struck him head-on.

Wende's mind went blank.

He finally understood what it was like to be weak.

It's just that he fell into a warm embrace before he finished reviewing the painful and sweet memories of his previous life.

"Yeah, it's a little fox."

Then he met a pair of lake blue eyes again.

The author says:

Wende, who came from the IF line, has already done a good job of self-cultivation for licking dogs. In order to lick it at all costs, he is already a wing reserve.

The if line refers to a special story line that is based on the world view and part of the content of the main story, and is very different from the main story in terms of plot development. It is often found in light novels. [Excerpt from Baidu Encyclopedia

[The time for small and medium-sized Lei to pass through the book on the if line will be delayed by many years. 】【In addition, daily ball starfish】