I got four guys to take the initiative

When Raidlian opened his eyes again, he found himself lying in the cave.

The darkness surrounded him, but he still saw a faint light coming from ahead. He got up without hesitation, walked towards the light source, and then stopped.

Because he found that those lights were all reflections of snow, and outside the cave, a blizzard was raging on the ground.

"Theodore..." He held his head and thought for a while, and finally remembered what happened before he fell into a coma, and called out the name involuntarily.

He came to him, to get him out of the dream.At least so far, he thinks so.But when he looked around, he didn't see the shadow of the dragon again.

Redlian felt a little annoyed, he squatted down, rubbed his hands that were red with cold, and sighed softly, "I'm such a person who can accomplish nothing."

He feels a little tired.

In fact, he didn't think so suddenly. From a certain moment, his nerves began to be tense, and then never relaxed again, so that he no longer felt that he was tense.

He looked at the wind and snow, his mind was filled with incoherent thoughts from time to time, the last time it was so cold was the last time, damn it, I’m such a crap king, a spitting machine... He apologized to himself, and then became very pessimistic—— In fact, the reason why he was tense was very simple, he had been doubting himself.

I do this, right?

When the face of the whole world gradually became clear before him, he felt that he had become blurred.

He is Lin An, and he is also Redrian.A long time ago, he didn't take time travel and rebirth as important because he didn't think he belonged here.But at the same time, his mind is fragile, vacillating, afraid of really ushering in death...

He didn't want to admit it, but in fact, he knew clearly that it was his own contradictions and dullness that eventually made things worse step by step.If he had a strong mind, if he knew a lot, he might have noticed something wrong with the world early on and rise up against it.

Now, it seems a bit late.

If time travel is a math problem, he's probably been dancing on the worst solution, not necessarily right.

So he wanted to escape more and more, no matter how nice he said, no matter how many times he cheered up, he would still be frustrated.

Like now.

"If you die, it would be great if you can go back, even if you dress up as a cat or a parrot again..." Ridrian, or Lin An, hugged his knees and muttered to himself.

Counting the age he lived in this life, he is already in his third year.But after so long, he still couldn't understand.

In fact, it is not easy to live clearly.He may still be living too comfortably.He thought, for example, the saint, although he still doesn't know the girl's name, but her goal is very clear, she must survive no matter what, the environment after she transmigrated is much worse than his own. Dear, and Chimura...that Japanese boy that he didn't know anything about.

And those male protagonists, they are all better than him.

When you think about it, he seems to have nothing.All power is not his own.

He suddenly remembered the question World Tree asked him at that time - destruction, or rebirth?This was a bit of a second-year question at the time, but now he feels that he can unswervingly answer "I choose the dog leash".

He sent a soul question to the whole world—why me?

He's not the type to put all his eggs in one basket.

If he wanted to, he could just have a back and forth with Qiangwei long before entering this tattered dreamland, but his courage is like a bubble, without being poked.

"Forget it, let's try again..." Lin An sighed, stood up, felt that he was almost emo, twisted his thigh, and started to turn his head and walk deep into the cave.

But Qiangwei, who was watching all this outside the dream, became increasingly ugly.

"Is that why you chose him?" Standing opposite the World Tree, she raised her hand viciously, and another black lightning struck the already scarred branch of the World Tree, "This kind of idiot, coward, Is it any different from the container you wore before?"

She stared angrily at the World Tree.

The world tree is an extremely special existence in countless reincarnations.Its "memory" will also be cleared, but every time it restarts, it will innately know that this world has already experienced reincarnation.Compared with other supporting roles, Qiangwei tried various means to find out the power of World Tree, but she never succeeded.

"Qiangwei, your eyes have been blinded." World Tree's voice was weak, but he was not in a hurry, "For this kind of world that has been reincarnated and destroyed thousands of times, solitude is good, but But not the best."

"Then you're saying, what's so good about him? You've tried your best to create illusions just to help him!" Qiangwei was furious.The words that all the male protagonists fall into dreams are actually half-truths and half-false. If she followed her original intention, she would not want to deal with that stupid container, but she actually couldn't kill him.

Because the world tree planted the only seed in him.

As long as the world tree does not die, Lin An will not die.And she still wanted to keep the World Tree for questioning, so she had to give up.

"The gears are so sharp and they work perfectly. Any insertion of a sharp object will only break the law, but he is not." World Tree patiently taught a child who lost his temper, "He is rain, soil, and dust , may be inconspicuous, but it can accommodate everything, he will be frustrated and sad, but he will never give up."

Rose suddenly froze.

She killed too many people and reincarnated too many times, and she couldn't remember the past for a while.But soon she stabbed her arm with a knife, forcibly opened her memory with magic, and the past emerged one by one - countless traversers, countless "containers", men, women, old and young, everyone, they have Too smart, it didn't take long to discover her existence, and some have high emotional intelligence, and live smoothly... But it's useless, no matter how beautiful the day is, it will come back again when the time comes.

No, there was something else she missed.

"Give up what? You should make it clear!" Qiangwei suddenly had a thought that had never occurred before—maybe, her memory was not complete either.

This thought was just a flash, but it made her feel cold all over in an instant!

Impossible, if her memory also has problems, then she... did she make many wrong choices?

No, it's impossible.

Qiangwei didn't dare to think about it, and continued to torture the World Tree.

"Say, tell me, tell me how to end reincarnation!"

At the same time, deep in the dream.

"Damn it, it turns out that you... hid...here..." Lin Anlei lay on the ground and pointed his middle finger at a certain dragon curled up on the frozen lake.

He almost thought he would never find Theodore again!After walking into the cave for almost half an hour, just when he was about to give up, his vision suddenly opened up. A frozen lake appeared in the cave, and the dragon he was looking for lay there.

Lin An was so angry that he lost his temper.He is a gentle person, but whenever he gets angry and loses his temper, he will be very brave, commonly known as being addicted to food.

"Get up the fuck!" Lin An sat on the ground and scolded, "It's time for treatment, if there is anything you can't think of, hurry up and give me two yells."

Theodore remained motionless, as if dead.

The faint cold light reflected the dragon's scales, making people shiver just by looking at it.Lin An, on the other hand, walked towards the silver dragon with one deep foot and one shallow foot. He almost fell down halfway, but his steps were still confident and unrestrained.

"You have to kick you to move, don't you?" Lin An walked up to Dalong, gestured, and found that he was only as tall as his tail, and walked around dozens of steps, but he still didn't see this guy, so he swallowed slightly.

"Comrade, I am very sad to see you like this. You are already a mature dragon, so you shouldn't get angry. When I was your age, even if I quarreled with my sister, I wouldn't take my ass to her." Lin An After finishing speaking, he stared at the dragon and waited for a while, but found that the other party didn't respond, he kept scratching his hair, and the broken hair on his forehead curled up, "Ahhh! I don't want to say bad words, but what do you want me to do?"

Yinlong still pointed his dragon butt at him.

Ten refused.

Lin An was silent for a moment, and decided to use his trump card.

"Yuli."

he called.

"You really don't want to talk to me? Why?"

This call seemed to break the spell of the seal. The giant dragon like an ice sculpture suddenly moved. He turned his long neck and smashed the dragon's head in front of Lin An. With eyes almost half the size of Lin An, Stare at him.

"You lied to me."

The dragon's mouth did not move, exhaled a white breath, but Lin An heard the man's hoarse panting.

"Expand and talk." Lin An was stunned for a moment, but he was not intimidated by the huge monster, and even reached out to touch the tip of his nose, but Yinlong flinched suddenly.

"You know my eyes are not poisonous, so I won't curse you, right? You already knew." There was no expression on Yinlong's face, but his voice was full of grievances.

"Who told you that?" Lin An was also taken aback for a moment, and then felt that he had probably guessed who it was, and pinched the person, "This heroine...Damn!"

"You don't love me at all, I disappeared, and you didn't come to find me!" Yinlong continued to complain.

Lin An listened, but began to feel that he and Theodore's style of painting didn't seem quite right—how could this be like complaining about a young daughter-in-law complaining about her husband who didn't come home at night?

The question is whose wife's weight is counted in tons? !

Seeing that Yinlong was so wronged, tears started to swirl in his eyes, fist-sized teardrops began to crackle and fall to the ground, and when they fell to the ground, there were icicles, which splashed Lin An's face, and managed to avoid scratching him.

Lin An: ...I'm going to call the police.

"Oh, why did I think that was the case, that's all?" Lin An pointed to himself expressionlessly, and then to Theodore.

"Theodore, I really like Yuli very much, but I was only a little old at that time, and I just regarded you as a good friend. Yes, I know you are harmless, so I am willing to approach you and praise you for your beauty... But I I never thought of using you."

As Lin An said, he raised his hand and gently stroked the silver dragon's scales.

"Sorry to make you sad."

Lin An's straightforward apology stopped Yinlong's tears abruptly.

He opened his eyes wide, and his red pupils were like a mirror, reflecting the slightly frail figure of the young man.

"But I only say this to Yuli." Lin An didn't change his face, "Theodore, I don't know what you have gone through, but after I left you, I lived my own life, and I often miss you. You, but seeing you again, you just gave me a hard bow...Why should I like you?"

Yinlong was shaken all over, and his big tail slapped on the ice, creating a crack.

Lin An watched silently, rolling his eyes inwardly.Why did he have a sudden realization of such a simple truth? !

"I don't know much about you... and I lost my memory for a while in the middle. In short, too many things happened, and I am no longer who I used to be." Lin An shook his head, and said with some difficulty, "You You don’t even know me, what you like is just me in your fantasy.”

"But I only have you, Lei Li." Yinlong's voice was low and dull, echoing in the cave.

"I haven't had a good few days, even if it's just a little... I can only think about it over and over again, I only have you as a friend, I..." Theodore said in a very flat tone.

Lin An took a step back.

"wait."

Because he suddenly felt a strong pain, not for others, but for Theodore.

His head hurts, and he always feels like he's forgetting something, about Theodore - it's not the first time he's had this emotion.But last time, why?

"Rayleigh, I have died many times. I have always wanted to come to you. It's not that I haven't looked for you, but I'm afraid you've forgotten me..." Theodore murmured to himself, and the whole dragon lay on the ground. There was a loud noise on the ground, but he wanted to look at Lin An as much as possible, "Actually, I'm not angry with you, I'm just afraid, I ignored you, and you ignored me, I feel even more sad."

Lin An suddenly looked at him blankly.

He remembered it, he remembered it all.Under the ground of the Silver Dragon Clan castle, he saw the tombstones with Theodore's name written all over them.

Qiangwei deliberately poached away this most important memory.

At that time, he cried and asked Wuyin to save Theodore, because he finally knew that Theodore gave him all his love with his incomplete personality.

He shouldn't have responded to this love, so how can it be considered love? Shouldn't love be two people who know each other forever?

But he couldn't destroy and trample on this feeling with his own hands.He was so sad, what had Theodore done wrong?

He has turned into a stupid young dragon, and his eyes are still full of him; he obviously blamed him for lying to him just now, but after a few words, he began to dismiss it in a hurry, begging him humbly to stay.

Theodore was too afraid of losing.

Just like a stray cat that has been abandoned, it is always more obedient than a domestic cat.

Lin An touched the dragon's head.

"Hey, I'm not leaving. I...will fall in love with you." He said softly.

He didn't know if he could keep his promise.What he was facing was a monster who took death for granted, so it was brutal without knowing it, but it was a lonely monster.

He and his twisted love need him to complete.

How good would it be if he met Qiangwei?

But the reality is gone.

"I only have you".This is Theodore's confession.

"Really?" Theodore's eyes lit up, his tone trembling, "You will never leave me again?"

"Really, I will accept everything from you." Lin An took a deep breath, only he knew what a difficult decision it was.Is this love?He doesn't know, but he has to.

He softened.

"But you have to promise me that you won't, uh, because I'm going to be jealous, and other people are chasing me, so you stay well, okay?"

After Lin An finished speaking, he remembered that there seemed to be some hidden dangers, so he quickly added.

"No problem!" After Theodore answered, he exhaled wildly, "You are riding on me, I haven't been ridden by you for a long time!"

Longsheng's hobbies: Wife stickers.

Lin An glanced at the dragon's back that was as tall as a hill: "...you turn into a human for me, and I will ride again."

"Since you asked me to do this, okay." Theodore was a little reluctant, but he changed obediently.

Lin An suddenly felt a light flash before his eyes, and then, a man with silver hair and red eyes appeared naked in front of him.

Lin An focused on a certain place: "...you can't wait, can you?"

"Could it be that I can't enjoy your mating rights?" Theodore said as tears piled up again, "I don't ask for anything else, I just ask you to use your hands when I feel uncomfortable, but can you use both hands?" Switch hands?"

What a lot to ask for!Super confidently put forward!

Lin An complained in his heart expressionlessly.

"This time, I will come in person." Lin An sternly said, "But, you are not allowed to mess around, listen to me."

The author says:

Xiaolei, I feel that the tutor has the "big empty" attribute [nonsense words]

Theodore, it's not Bingjiao, it's sick and delicate [