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Silverless perspective:

What does being human mean to me?

I think the word has haunted me since my earliest days.I don't know why I was born, I don't know why I look like this, I just woke up from the darkness, and then walked aimlessly step by step, out of the forest, across the river, and saw the village——

Then, I saw "human beings" for the first time.They have similar appearance and signs to me, they live in groups, talk, produce, and multiply.At the beginning of my memory, I tried to fit in with them, and they accepted me.

They named me, they took me hunting, I learned their language, and I became very much like a human being.

It's just that I am different from them after all, I will not age or die.Any attack is useless to me.

No.30 Five years of living with humans, monsters attacked the village, I protected the villagers, no matter how those monsters bit me, my body could easily recover, the black sharp blade burst out from my wound, Instead, wipe out all those monsters.

It's just that when I turned around, I couldn't see any smiling faces.It was all pairs of fearful eyes.

In the end I chose to leave the village, because the son of the village chief wanted to sell me to the nobles. I gently raised my hand to resist, and their family turned into dust in front of me.

I found that the black matter in my body was getting stronger every time I was injured.I can't die, getting hurt can make me stronger.I don't know why, but in short, I wandered in Tewati continent and became stronger and stronger until one day, all the monsters bowed their heads to me and served me as their master.

I began to learn how human lords built city-states, settled down, and suppressed territories.

Actually those things mean nothing to me.I just don't understand why I live.

Yes, this question was just a vague concept from the beginning.When I was accepted by those villagers, I was just learning and imitating.

It was only later that I realized the difference.They—human beings—choose to live because their lifespan is too limited.Every time the sun rises and sets [-] times, many people die.

But for me, the concept of "death" is really incomprehensible.

What is death?I have killed many people, many monsters, and I know that death is the moment when the heart stops beating.But I still don't understand.

"Your Majesty Wuyin, in life, one can only seek and find nothing." The subjugated princess once said this to me when she left my palace.

And I have nothing to ask for.I can get everything I want.I have the most beautiful face that human beings pursue, and the power to destroy everything.But only death, I can not get.

I think I'm damned.I've lived too long and I can't be interested in everything.

No human can understand how cruel the eternal life they are looking for is.

Watching the sunrise and sunset, doing all the good, bad, and possible things, and still having nothing to do in the end.

I was thinking, how the hell am I going to die?

For this, I tried to destroy everything.I just wanted to see if I could do it, and I did.

It's just that when the world tree died in front of me, she was smiling.

"Wuyin, this is your fate, you should not bow to your fate."

"I don't know what it is that I can't ask for. So, I want to die gorgeously." I asked the World Tree, even if the world is destroyed, I still can't die?Why?

"This world has no ending. Yes, it's just endless reincarnation."

This is World Tree's answer.

Then I woke up in the dark again and walked out of the forest.Every time I can't recall what I experienced last time, I can only remember it after destroying the World Tree—oh, it turns out that I have done things like destroying the world thousands of times.

I began to despair.More and more desperate.

Every me who is born again will repeat the same mistakes.And every time I restore my memory, I will only remember that I destroyed the world one more time.

Who can stop me?

In fact, I don't care about the world, I don't care about any living things, I just want to die completely, that's all.

until he shows up.

I finally understood that apart from death, there is actually one more thing that I can't do anyway, and that is to obtain a human heart.

After being stabbed by him, this time, I finally remembered all my past before destroying the world tree.

Although only a little bit, although the memory is lost every day.But thanks to him, I finally have the chance to resist fate——

Kill me, you are the only one who can kill me.

I don't know what human love is. They say that it is also a kind of fateful encounter, it's a heartbeat, and it's up to you.

For me, all of these are fulfilled in him, that is love!

It's not the first time I've seen him in reincarnation.

In fact, every time in the past, I met him in a different way.He is a beautiful beast that needs to be tamed by me.

"Redlian..." I was floating in the dream, and the infinite retrospective finally fixed on that first encounter, I bought him, and then took possession of him.

"You are already human, Mr. Wuyin."

Accompanied by the dense water vapor, the scene was repeated again, and I finally remembered these past memories.

I put away those disobedient "shadows" and took him into my arms little by little.

The emotion in the eyes of the blond-haired and blue-eyed boy is not so much charm as it is provocative.

He wants me to be with him.

I'm bleeding.Because he is biting me, his teeth are biting my shoulder out of the wound, and only he can hurt me.

Roses are stuck in the barrel, like a bleak oil painting in late autumn.I draw my fingers along the brushstrokes of the oil painting one by one, creating my artwork.

"Let go of me... Don't you like being stabbed by a knife? Why can't you bear the pain?!" Redrian couldn't tell whether it was mist or tears in his blue eyes.

The waves crushed me, and I felt like a sponge, infinitely closer to death.

I don't know, but it doesn't matter.

Yes, it hurts, and I love it.

"Ah..." I moaned with enjoyment, licked my own blood, and tasted the love he bestowed on me, "Even in a dream, can't I get what I want?"

"You're so perverted!" Redrian scolded.

"You have won the prize." I laughed.

……

While I'm thinking and reminiscing, I've synced my memories to Redrian.

"Wuyin, even if you told me this... I still don't think you love me." Redrian said tremblingly, "This, this is simply, why me?"

"This is love, my most sincere love." I kissed his earlobe, "My dear."

Once the person in the illusion is stimulated directly to the soul, the illusion will begin to shatter.I didn't expect that he just broke in and easily woke me up.

"If it was someone else, wouldn't you still love her?" Raedrian asked sullenly while lying in my arms.

"No one else." I lifted his chin and licked his cheek, "You are my destiny."

"Maybe, maybe I actually know why it's me, but, maybe the truth is even more sad, do you want to know?"

He was silent for a moment in my arms and asked.

"If you don't want to tell me, I won't ask." I lowered my eyes, "But, my dear, please... definitely, kill me gorgeously."

For me, being able to completely dominate this fate is enough.Really, enough is enough.

I kissed him deeply, before the dream ended.

"I don't know." He shook his head while panting, which made me feel so distressed that I didn't know what to do. "Wu Yin, there are others who say the same thing as you, what should I do?"

"I just want a place in your heart." I closed my eyes and hugged him.

A rose doesn't care how many bees come for it.It just needs to bloom, bloom beautifully.

The author says:

Since there is a comment that Wuyin likes to be abused so much, he must like to be pinched

Linkage Chapter 62 should be able to understand

After a period of tempering, the usage of land has finally stood up accurately...

I really don’t understand, maybe, I can explain in the comment area [cry bitterly