Mr. Chu, don't you hate me?

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What was your biggest wish as a teenager?

I was hoping for a good night's sleep one night.

I was born in a dilapidated Tongzilou. I have a mother who has never read any books but loves to talk about words, and a father who is addicted to gambling and domestic violence.

Such a family structure robbed me of all my happiness early on. The sounds of crying, yelling, debt collection, and quarreling always lingered around me, making me never have a peaceful night of sleep.

My dad works in a construction factory, and his salary ranges from 18 to [-] a month. The first time he gets his salary is to go to the "teahouse" on the street to play cards.If he wins, he will happily bring me and my mother a shredded duck from Uncle Wang’s house for [-] yuan each; if he loses, he will beat someone.

Hit me, hit my mother.

My mother never resisted, and never let me resist. When my father finished venting his anger and left, she silently brought a basin of warm water, wiped off the blood on my body with a washed and faded towel, and then cried. all night.Long-term insomnia made me extremely irritable and gloomy, and almost no one in the school class wanted to stay with me.

But Shen Jiani is an exception.

Her family situation is similar to mine. We share the same ailments, and we often talk to each other to resolve the depression in our hearts. She understands me and I understand her.

We have a secret base in the woods behind Tongzilou, that's where we meet every day.

One day a few years later, I waited for her there as usual, and I didn't see her shadow until it got dark.

I knew she was not the one to let me go, so I looked for her everywhere, and finally found her crying in a small tree hole.

Her forehead was covered with blood, her clothes were torn, her trousers were torn, her thin thighs were covered with scratches, and her breasts were exposed.

With a buzzing sound in my head, I froze for a few seconds before taking off my coat and covering her body.

She told me in a daze that her father was crazy and wanted to sleep with his own daughter.

My whole body was trembling with anger, and I decided to avenge her and free myself.

do you know?

Taking alcohol and cephalosporin antibiotics at the same time will produce a disulfiram-like reaction in the human body. As long as the dosage is mastered, it can easily kill a person.

I bought wine and cephalosporin with the money from part-time jobs, crushed the cephalosporin and mixed it with the wine, and watched her dad and my dad drink it.

During the whole process, the blood in my whole body was boiling, every cell and every pore was screaming excitedly, I have never been so happy, so happy, their painful and distorted expressions are my delicacy.

To me at that time, murder was not a crime, it was justice.

Everything is as I expected.

They are dead.

No one called the police, no one held a funeral, and it was rolled up in a mat and buried casually in the woods where Shen Jiani and I often went.

Without the source of pain, my life and her life have also undergone tremendous changes.

Because of our good grades, we were admitted to Nancheng University together, and a bright future is beckoning to us.

I am determined to get rid of the past life and make a clean break with the Tongzilou surrounded by trivialities and worldliness.

When she was a sophomore, Shen Jiani had an exchange student quota and went abroad. I joined the student union, became a deputy department, and met the school beauty Chu Xiya.

She is so beautiful, the cleanest, purest beauty I have ever seen.

Just one side, I understand what is meant by "whatever you want, what you want, and what you want."

But she is the daughter of the Chu family, and there is an Alpha like Wan Qianyi who has excellent appearance and grades by her side.And I'm just a dirty, mean, murdered poor boy, and I understand that there's an unbridgeable gulf between us, and that I'm not good enough for her.

I thought, since I'm not good enough for her, it's better to look at her from afar.

During that time, I learned that her favorite dish is the cola chicken wings at the third window on the second floor of the school’s Xingyue Building; It's a puppy; I'm used to using my left hand when I draw, and I hate glass cups...

When she is happy, I am happy, when she is sad, I am sad, every move of her pulls my mind.

I became a puppet on a string.

A marionette that belongs only to Chu Xiya.

I originally thought that I would graduate from university like this, but I didn't expect God's will to arrange it.

I accidentally saved her who was being blocked by the little gangsters at the corner of the alley. Those little gangsters were so ruthless that I almost became disabled.

But it was a blessing in disguise, and I was taken care of by Chu Xiya as a matter of course.

I was so happy that I couldn't sleep all night, but because I was afraid that she would think I was frivolous, I always pretended to be indifferent.

I just hope that the injury on my body will heal a little slower, and a little slower.

I am numb to pain, I am never afraid of pain, I am afraid that after my health improves, we will have nothing to do with each other and become familiar strangers.

But God still takes care of me and takes pity on me. I was surprised to find that she also likes me.

When she saw me, she would blush and show the shyness of a little girl.

I was ecstatic and confessed my love to her.

She said yes, and it was like a dream to me.

We have been in love for two years and spent every day in a honey jar. My personality has also become outgoing and cheerful.

She is a ray of light that illuminates my darkness and barrenness.

After graduating from university, I proposed to her. On a green lawn, she wore a simple wedding dress and became my own princess.

I joined the Chu family and started managing the company for Mr. Chu, living a busy and fulfilling life.

Soon Xi Ya gave birth to an Alpha for me, and we named him Liang Ze.The word Liang is taken from my name, and the word Ze is because Xiya likes it very much.

I worked in the company during the day and went home to take care of their mother and child at night, and lived in peace for eight years.

I lived so happily that I didn't dare to imagine the happiness when I was a child.

But this happiness was broken by Shen Jiani.

We met at a reception. At that time, she came back from her studies with a confident brilliance in her eyes, and she was no longer timid and cowardly as a child.

I am very happy for her.

The company she works for has business dealings with the Chu Group, so we meet a lot.

I treat her like a younger sister, but she took advantage of the drunkenness to say that she likes me in front of all the partners.

I was angry and terrified.

Our business circle looks big, but in fact there are only a few people coming and going, any gossip can quickly reach the ears of Mr. Chu and Xi Ya.

In order not to cause misunderstanding, I rejected her in front of everyone.

I was relieved that Shen Jiani didn't come to see me again.

Life seemed to be back on track again, but one night, she suddenly sent me a text message, saying that she was leaving, and hoped that I could see her off for the last time.

Thinking of the old friendship, I went to the appointment.

Because of going to the appointment, I made a mistake that I regret all my life.

[The author has something to say: cephalosporins are all about drinking, and you can leave as soon as you say.

Children, don't imitate! 】