romantic lover

When Jiang Jiahao went through what Yu GUI said over and over in his mind, he got more information from it.

Yu Miao was not what he seemed on the surface, even though he had guesses in his heart, when everything was implemented, there was still a big gap with Yu Miao in his heart.

Looking back on my long time with Yu Miao, in fact, many of his behaviors belong to those that do not occur in normal friendships. The behaviors that exceed the boundaries or blur the boundaries are simply too numerous to count. In fact, dull people can feel it, but Yu Yu Miao repeatedly connives at his behavior and acquiesces in his approaching.

Yu Miao denied it verbally, but many details in getting along with him revealed the fact of his orientation, but she always chose to turn a blind eye.

Perhaps it is also because of the lack of emotional experience. In the past, it was always a lightning encounter. At dawn, everything disappeared. Everyone had a clear purpose and a consensus that did not need to be stated.

It was the first time for him to get along with Yu Miao like this. He was inexperienced, and many behaviors that were difficult to explain were forcibly rationalized by himself.

Jiang Jiahao couldn't figure out whether he was angry because Yu Miao hid it from him, or because he failed to discover Yu Miao's unreasonable behavior.

I always thought that I was in control of the initiative, but as I learned about Yu Miao's past and looked back at the many times he and Yu Miao got along with each other, did I really have the upper hand and control the overall situation?

It was more like Yu Miao had set a fishing trap, and he had fallen into the trap that Yu Miao had set for him unprepared, and was being dragged by Yu Miao to follow him, completely ignoring all the surrounding factors.

The ocean I thought I was going to turned out to be a small puddle.

And his original purpose of getting close to Yu Miao was to trap him in his puddle, but now when he suddenly woke up, he found himself plunged into Yu Miao's puddle.

He thought he was hanging on Yu Miao, but on the other hand, it seemed that everything was just what he thought, and Yu Miao was actually catching him.

So now he couldn't tell whether he was angry because he failed in this game, or because Yu Miao was lying to him.

Yu Miao also thought a lot.

Jiang Jiahao didn't confess his orientation to him from the beginning, he chose to confess only after being exposed by Qu Jiayin.

Fundamentally speaking, the two of them are deceiving each other.

It's just that Jiang Jiahao blew himself up early, but he didn't blew himself up with him in time.

From the initial point of view, Yu Miao's set of logic can be self-consistent.

But from an emotional point of view, he still felt sorry for Jiang Jiahao.

The next thing is to see if Jiang Jiahao is willing to listen to his explanation.

In fact, there is nothing to explain, what Jiang Jiahao knows is the truth.

In the final analysis, it still depends on whether Jiang Jiahao is willing to continue to develop with him.

So how will the two of them develop?

friend?lover?

This is what Yu Miao is focusing on now.

I had no intention of falling in love and getting married before, and I still don't have it now.

It is definitely impossible to continue to remain friends with Jiang Jiahao.

Jiang Jiahao already knew his orientation, and it was not difficult for him to figure out his attitude towards him.

What the direction of their relationship should be, Yu Miao can't think of it now.

Waiting is a very long time. Even though she knew that Jiang Jiahao would not make any statement in a short period of time, Yu Miao was still thinking about it. She would pay attention to Jiang Jiahao's circle of friends and see if he sent her a WeChat message. .

Yu Miao originally wanted to explain the cause and effect of the matter clearly, but when he wanted to type, he gave up this idea.

Any explanation is an excuse.

The thing has already happened, this thing is not a black and white thing, any pull, to investigate the various reasons, what caused it, the cause passes through the result, it is completely unnecessary.

Even if they sit down to talk now, what can they talk about, why they lied to him?Why don't you explain your orientation?

The ability of this matter is not a deception for the sake of deception, it is caused by many factors.

Only when Jiang Jiahao wants to know the reason, all this will become meaningful, otherwise it is a meaningless excuse

Therefore, Yu Miao did not send a message to Jiang Jiahao in the end.

Jiang Jiahao needs time, and so does he.

Jiang Jiahao stayed in the parking lot of the hospital for a long time, trying to calm down his complicated mood before getting out of the car and heading to the ward where Chen Zhangchi was.

After Chen Zhangchi wakes up, he still needs to stay in the ICU ward for a period of time. Chen Zhangchi is awake, but he has only escaped from danger initially, with multiple fractures on his body and trauma to his brain.

At present, the family members can't see him, they can only take a look at him from a distance through the window on the door. Although the ICU does not need family members to accompany you, when your close ones live in the ICU, accidents may happen at any time , the vast majority of people will choose to accompany him outside, it is hard to say that he can be put in the ICU and completely handed over to the hospital.

Chen Zhangchi's parents and younger brother basically took turns staying outside the ICU in order to keep abreast of Chen Zhangchi's latest situation.

Outside the ICU, Chen Zhangchi's younger brother Chen Zhangyue was with him.

Seeing Jiang Jiahao's poor condition, Chen Zhangyue was a little worried: "Brother, are you okay?"

Jiang Jiahao shook his head: "How is your brother?"

Chen Zhangyue glanced in Chen Zhangchi's direction, and when he mentioned Chen Zhangchi, Chen Zhangyue, who has always been informal, also felt sad: "The doctor just saw him and said that he didn't suffer any serious brain injuries, but there were many shattered wounds on his body. Fracture, postoperative recovery may take a long time, depending on his own self-healing ability, if it is fast, it will take half a year or a year, if it is slow, it may be three to five years."

Jiang Jiahao patted him on the shoulder: "This is also an inevitable thing. Fortunately, it is only a fracture, and there is a high probability that he can return to normal life. If it is an irreparable injury in other aspects, for a person who is so proud of your brother, How should he face it?"

"That's right." Chen Zhangyue sighed.

For a person as proud as his brother, if he really caused irreparable damage, he would most likely give up on himself. The current situation is already a blessing in misfortune.

Jiang Jiahao said: "I'll go to the doctor to find out the specific situation."

Chen Zhangyue nodded.

Jiang Jiahao found Chen Zhangchi's attending doctor: "Doctor Zhou, I want to know the details of my cousin with you."

Doctor Zhou's full name is Zhou Du, and he is the chief surgeon for Chen Zhangchi's surgery.

He is not very old, but Jiang Jiahao also knows a little bit about it, and his ability is still very good.

Because Chen Zhangchi is the son of a local tycoon, and he is also the object of their hospital investors' request for them to focus on, so although Zhou Du has told many of his family members about Chen Zhangchi's condition, he is still very patient. Take out the materials and tell Jiang Jiahao again.

Zhou Du showed the pictures taken by Chen Zhangchi one by one: "To be honest, I have been studying medicine for more than ten years, and this is the first time I have seen a person who survived such a fracture. The difference between his fractures In some places, we fixed them with steel nails, and in other places with steel plates. There are too many fractures on his body, and the severity varies. It must be difficult to recover, but he is still very young. Maintenance can achieve the same action, but it is definitely impossible to restore to the state before the car accident. These steel plates and nails will be taken out according to the extent of his subsequent bone growth and the specific situation of his recovery. In the short term, it will definitely be necessary. Keeping them in his body to help him recover, taking out the steel and steel nails is a test for him and us. After all, there are too many steel nails and steel pipes in his body, but don't worry, these will not threaten his life. It’s just that he will suffer a lot in the follow-up rehabilitation recovery.”

Jiang Jiahao's heart was heavy after hearing this, just looking at the fractured places on these films of Chen Zhangchi was enough to make him worry, and he could fully imagine what kind of crime Chen Zhangchi would commit in the future.

But just like what Zhou Du said, being able to survive is already a fate, and it is a blessing in misfortune not to have amputation and hemiplegia.

In the follow-up, they took the best treatment and hired a professional nursing team to help Chen Zhangchi recover as much as possible.

After returning home from the hospital, Jiang Jiahao sat alone in the small garden on the roof for a long time.

As long as he has nothing to do now, he will automatically think of Yu Miao in his mind.

After the two separated from Yu Miao's downstairs, Yu Miao didn't send him a message.

It was also difficult for Jiang Jiahao.

With the current situation, the relationship between him and Yu Miao was hard to restore.

It was 100% confirmed that he liked Yu Miao.

But what about Yu Miao to him?Whether it's pure deception or a little liking, Jiang Jiahao is not sure.

Coupled with what Yu Gui said to him, Yu Miao has an emotional barrier, unable to like others, unable to open her heart to others.

So, is the relationship between him and Yu Miao just his wishful thinking? Yu Miao is just lying to him, playing with him instead of falling in love with him. Should he continue to like such a Yu Miao?

The time with Yu Miao, Yu Miao's smile, Yu Miao's teasing with him, could everything be fake?

These things are very good for Jiang Jiahao.

There was a serious conflict in his mind, Yu Miao's kindness on the one hand, and Yu Miao's deception on the other.

The two sides pulled, making his thoughts entangled, and he couldn't maintain a rational judgment and a clear mind at all.

After going downstairs, Jiang Jiahao didn't stop, went directly out of the garage, and drove out.

Stop at the intersection and wait for the red light, turn left to Bar Street, and turn right to Yu Miao's house.

He hasn't turned left for a long time, and it has almost become his habit to automatically turn right to find Yu Miao when he goes out.

When the red light flickered and turned into a green light, Jiang Jiahao turned directly to the right.

Even though his original destination was to the left, even though he clearly knew that he should go to the left, his habit still made him turn to the right.

Many things about Yu Miao have become his habits.

The focus on Yu Miao during this period was too high, which made Jiang Jiahao shaken.

Thinking back carefully, since he met Yu Miao, he seemed to have automatically cut off contact with those people.

I haven't been to a gay bar, and I haven't dated anyone.

He also had to admit that Yu Miao was fatally attracted to him.

Ever since Yu Miao appeared, his world has only revolved around Yu Miao in a single direction.

Everything in the past seemed to be far away from him.

It was a terrible thing for him to realize all this.

Could it be that he can no longer accept anyone except Yu Miao?