romantic lover

After dinner, Yu Miao was going to find a place to sit down with Yu Gui, drink tea, and have a good talk by the way.

Jiang Jiahao thought they were going back to the hospital and offered to send them.

Yu Miao rejected Jiang Jiahao's proposal: "You should go home and rest, you are already very tired."

Jiang Jiahao was indeed very tired, so he stopped insisting: "Then I'll go home and rest, and you can contact me anytime if you need anything."

After sending Jiang Jiahao away, Yu Miao and Yu Gui chose a secluded place in a nearby coffee shop.

Facing Yu Miao, Yu Gui felt a lot of guilt.

But she really didn't know who to go to, her mind went blank when it happened.

Yu Miao called the waiter to order a cup of milk and a cup of coffee.

The two of them usually communicate very little, so they don't have much to say when they sit together.

Waiting for the waiter to deliver the drink, there was a blank space in the middle, and neither of them had any communication.

Yu Gui didn't know how to communicate with Yu Miao, it was more of a debt.

Yu Miao also made various calculations in his heart, and he didn't know how to communicate with his mother, after all, they had no communication in the past.

Yu Gui was absent from his entire growth period, and they were really not familiar with him.

He recognized Yu Gui's mother, but that was all, he couldn't be too close.

"Miaomiao."

Yu Miao raised her eyelids and looked over, waiting for Yu Gui's next words.

Yu Gui: "Sorry, I caused you trouble."

Yu Miao: "You are my mother, I will not ignore you."

Yu Miao took the initiative to break their weird atmosphere: "What's your plan next?"

Yu Gui shook her head: "I don't know."

After a night of adjustment, Yu Miao's emotions have calmed down, and now his rationality and thinking ability are back, and he thinks about more things.

"You are 51 years old this year. If you want this child, you will be 52 when he is born. It is very dangerous for older women to give birth."

"This is one, and the second is that you have the ability to give birth, are you capable of giving him a home?" Speaking of this, Yu Miao's mood changed significantly, and he felt very depressed: "I already have a family." Incomplete childhood, I don't want him to be like me, incomplete childhood."

Yu GUI only felt that she was even more sorry for Yu Miao.

Yu Miao took a deep breath, and decided to speak out what was in her heart: "I don't know if I grew up in a single-parent family or as a left-behind child. I didn't have a father since I was a child, and you, as a mother, were in my whole childhood. It's just that you have met me a few times. You really didn't treat me financially, and even gave me the best financial life, but in other people's childhood, they were accompanied by their parents, but I didn't. Other children became left-behind Children are forced to, because the family conditions are not good, and parents need to keep them at home for their livelihood and for their children to receive better education, but I am different, you have good financial strength, you just don’t want to spend your time Leave it to me."

"I once asked my grandpa why my mother didn't love me and why she gave birth to me. Grandpa couldn't answer. I used to want to know why. When I was young, my mother would pick me up after school, and I would be picked up by my grandpa. I was very envious Those children can jump into the arms of their mothers, but I have forgotten what my mother looks like. Not to mention my father, the teacher assigned the composition to write about my father, I don’t even know who my father is, is it born? It is death. I am a child without father and mother in the eyes of my classmates. I was bullied, called an orphan, and when I was bullied on campus, no one helped me. I was the one who was hurt all over, and the one who helped me out Grandpa."

"When my father found me, I was an adult. I didn't feel anything about this father. He wanted to give me money, and I took it. He wanted to give me a job, and I took it, because he owed me."

Yu Miao raised her eyes to the ceiling, with tears in her eyes: "I hate you, and I also blame you. Later, I found an outlet to reconcile with myself and the past. I have had difficulties in this journey, and I Clear. You gave birth to me, I thank you, but I don't want that in your belly to repeat what happened to me."

"I said this not to ask you to repent, not to ask you to sympathize, I don't need it. I want to tell you that if you can't guarantee to give him a complete family, and can't fulfill the responsibilities of a mother to him, then don't let him He came into this world."

As an older brother, Yu Miao can only do so much.

Yu GUI had been weeping for a long time.

After Yu Miao adjusted her emotions, she said softly, "Pregnant women should not cry, too much mood swings are not good for the fetus."

When Yu Gui's mood eased, Yu Miao went to the hospital with him.

All the inspection reports have been released, and the doctor told them that Yu Gui's physical condition is not bad, if they want to keep this child, it's not impossible, but they need to be more careful.

Including what kind of dangers might there be during pregnancy, what kind of dangers might be in childbirth, and related matters after pregnancy, the doctor patiently analyzed them.

After walking out of the hospital, Yu Miao took a taxi to take Yu Gui back to the hotel.

As for whether to want the child or not, he has already said what he should say, and it is up to Yu Gui to make his own decision, and he has no right to interfere.

Back at the hotel, Yu Miao did not leave immediately.

He said to Yu Gui: "The child is not yours alone. I think you need to communicate with your boyfriend. In any case, he is the father of the child. Even if you decide not to want the child, he should have the right to know." .”

Yu GUI nodded: "I will contact him."

Yu Miao asked, "What's your plan next, go back to City C or stay in City S?"

Yu Gui: "I don't want to go back to City C yet."

Yu Miao: "Then if you have any questions, please feel free to contact me."

Yu GUI didn't know how to get her back either, she hoped that Yu Miao could stay with her.

But she had never been with Yu Miao before, so how could she ask Yu Miao to accompany her?

She is not qualified for this.

Yu Miao returned home and lay down on the bed exhausted.

He also didn't see the message Jiang Jiahao sent him.

It was only at night that I was woken up by the phone call.

Yu Miao picked up her phone and looked at it. It was Jiang Jiahao. She looked at the time, and it was already past eight o'clock in the evening.

He got on the phone.

"Yu Miao, how are you doing now?"

Yu Miao: "Not good, not too bad."

Jiang Jiahao said: "Then it's not convenient for you, can you open the door for me?"

Yu Miao rolled up from the bed: "Are you outside the door?"

Jiang Jiahao: "Downstairs, I'm going up now."

Yu Miao quickly walked to the window and looked down. Jiang Jiahao's car was indeed parked downstairs.

Yu Miao turned on the light in the living room, went to wash her face, and when she came out, she heard the doorbell rang.

He went to open the door for Jiang Jiahao.

Jiang Jiahao looked better than in the morning.

Yu Miao turned sideways to let him into the room.

Jiang Jiahao also brought something with him, he put the things on the coffee table and asked, "Didn't you have dinner?"

Yu Miao said sincerely, "No."

Jiang Jiahao took off his coat, rolled up his sleeves, and opened Yu Miao's refrigerator to see what dishes he had.

"Noodles?" Jiang Jiahao asked Yu Miao.

Yu Miao: "Anything is fine, I'm not hungry."

"Eat even if you are not hungry. If you don't eat now, you will be hungry at night."

Yu Miao leaned aside and watched Jiang Jiahao boil water, beat eggs, and cut tomatoes.

Jiang Jiahao asked: "How was the chat with your mother? Auntie is so decisive?"

With her back against the wall, Yu Miao sighed, "I don't know, the conversation is just like that. I said everything I should and can say, and I can't influence her decision."

"The relationship between your mother and child doesn't seem to be very good?"

Yu Miao didn't hide it either: "You can't say it's bad, but it doesn't matter. You can't make a few calls a year, she has her life, and I have mine."

Jiang Jiahao's family relationship is very harmonious, it is difficult for him to understand Yu Miao's family environment: "How could this be?"

Yu Miao shrugged: "That's the truth. I'm also quite surprised that she came to find me this time, which shows that she is really desperate."

Jiang Jiahao: "It's hard."

Yu Miao: "What can I do if I feel uncomfortable? The thing has already happened, so I can only help her solve the trouble as much as possible."

Jiang Jiahao put Slim into the pot, stirred it with chopsticks, and then leaned against the sink opposite Yu Miao: "If your mother decides to have this child, what will you do?"

Yu Miao smiled wryly: "What can I do? If she wants to have a baby, it's her business if she wants to have a baby, but if something happens to her in the future, I won't help her take care of the baby."

If he had to take care of the child, Yu Miao would rather the child not be born.

No one took care of him before, but now it is impossible for him to take care of others.

Jiang Jiahao saw that the noodles were almost ready, he put the noodles into a bowl and brought them to Yu Miao on the dining table outside.

The two sat facing each other.

Yu Miao asked, "How do you know I'm at home?"

Jiang Jiahao: "I don't know. I just went to the hospital to see Chen Zhangchi. When I came back, I passed by and called you to ask how you are doing. I think you may need someone to accompany you, to talk or to let you vent."

Yu Miao ate the noodles, feeling very warm in her heart.

After eating, Jiang Jiahao washed the dishes.

Yu Miao was standing on the balcony. On the opposite floor on the same floor, a family of three were having dinner, looking happy.

Jiang Jiahao appeared behind Yu Miao, covered his eyes, and led him to turn around: "Don't look."

Yu Miao: "It's not that serious."

Jiang Jiahao: "I don't want you to watch it."

Jiang Jiahao drew the curtain between the balcony and the living room, and turned on the TV.

"Let's watch a movie." Jiang Jiahao said, "Recently there is a good sci-fi TV series. I don't have time to watch it. You watch it with me."

Yu Miao: "OK, let's see."

He hasn't watched TV for a long time.

In fact, people nowadays have TV at home, but they seldom watch it. Now it is different from before. Now they have mobile phones, and it is more comfortable to watch in bed.

Yu Miao's heart was not on the TV series, Jiang Jiahao's mind was on Yu Miao, the two of them watched this TV series, not to mention how boring it was.

Jiang Jiahao: "How about I drink with you."

Yu Miao: "Aren't you going home tonight?"

Jiang Jiahao looked at the time, just after nine o'clock, he shook his head: "Come back later."

"I mean, how do you drive when you're drunk?"

Jiang Jiahao: "Then I'll sleep with you, it's convenient to see Chen Zhangchi tomorrow."

Yu Miao has nothing to say: "Then have a drink."

Jiang Jiahao came over with five or six bottles of beer: "How does it feel to drink a little bit? Get drunk and sleep, don't think about anything, let yourself go."

Yu Miao: "I'm going to work tomorrow."

"skip class."

Yu Miao downed half a bottle of beer and leaned on the sofa.

Jiang Jiahao: "Lend me your shoulder for a while."

Yu Miao took advantage of the situation and leaned on Jiang Jiahao's shoulder.

Jiang Jiahao: "It's been hard for you to live alone these years."

Yu Miao hummed: "When I was young, my classmates laughed at me for not having parents. I always fought with them, and I was injured all over my body. When other children's parents came, it was my grandfather who went. Grandpa never scolded me, no matter He doesn't get angry with me no matter how much I break into."

"Later, my grandfather passed away. I thought my mother would take me with me, but she entrusted me to my aunt. I was a bit rebellious at that time. I tried to attract my mother's attention through my rebellion, but it didn't work. On the contrary, I caused a lot of trouble for my aunt. When I got into a fight with someone, my aunt went to apologize and lose money. Another time I got into a fight with someone, and the school said that I would be expelled. My aunt took me to apologize to the other party. The other party’s parents saw it. When I was about to hit me, my aunt blocked me. My aunt didn't blame me, neither my uncle nor my cousin blamed me. After that, I stopped fighting. I was injured, and my aunt said that I could treat him as my own mother, so my relationship with my aunt is very good."

"Auntie is a good person." Jiang Jiahao said.

Yu Miao sobbed, "Yes, Auntie is very good, many times better than my mother."

Jiang Jiahao patted Yu Miao's leg lightly.

The two drank all the wine in the refrigerator.

Yu Miao lay on the table and didn't want to move anymore, Jiang Jiahao helped him up: "Go back to bed."

"Jiang Jiahao."

Jiang Jiahao responded, "I'm here."

Yu Miao said, "Thank you."

Jiang Jiahao helped Yu Miao to go to the bedroom: "You are drunk."

Yu Miao: "I feel so uncomfortable, no one knows."

"I know."

Jiang Jiahao put Yu Miao down on the bed: "Take off your coat and sleep."

Yu Miao wrapped herself in the quilt, and then there was a cry from inside the quilt.

Jiang Jiahao panicked, squatted down beside the bed, and gently patted Yu Miao's back through the quilt.

Yu Miao's crying became louder and louder, but Jiang Jiahao didn't intervene, and let him cry a lot to let off steam.

He couldn't imagine what Yu Miao told him about the past. Yu Miao was wounded all over from fighting with others. After hope and disappointment again and again, would she also bury her head in such a dark night? Cry happily in the quilt.

When Yu Miao's crying subsided, Jiang Jiahao pulled back the quilt a little, allowing Yu Miao to expose her face.

Yu Miao's face was full of tears, Jiang Jiahao wiped away the tears on his face, and comforted him softly: "There is still me."

Yu Miao hummed, propping herself up on the bed to sit up.

Jiang Jiahao quickly reached out to help, and asked Yu Miao, "What are you going to do?"

Yu Miao: "Take a bath."

Yu Miao took the clothes into the bathroom, sat on the edge of the bathtub, put the water in, and buried herself in the water.

He said he didn't care whether Yu Gui would give birth to the child, but he still cared.

Jiang Jiahao waited for half an hour but did not wait for Yu Miao to come out, nor did he hear the sound of water inside, thinking that Yu Miao was drunk and afraid of accidents, he opened the door and went into the bathroom.

Yu Miao curled up in the bathtub, she seemed to be asleep, the water in the bathtub was cold.

Jiang Jiahao shook Yu Miao trying to wake him up.

Yu Miao opened her eyes, only to feel dizzy, and there was a double image of Jiang Jiahao in front of her.

"Yu Miao, I'll help you up, you'll catch a cold if the water gets cold for a while."

At this moment, Yu Miao was dizzy and basically lost her balance. She wanted to use her strength to get out of the bathtub, but he couldn't maintain his balance. Not only did he not get out, but he also dragged Jiang Jiahao into the bathtub.

The splashed water landed on the faces of both of them.

The distance between Jiang Jiahao and Yu Miao is less than a fist, as long as he lowers his head, he can kiss Yu Miao.

Yu Miao's heartbeat is also speeding up, if Jiang Jiahao kisses him...

It's a pity that Jiang Jiahao's reason prevailed, he would not take advantage of others, especially Yu Miao, he didn't want the matter to develop to an irreversible point, and he would not know how to face Yu Miao at that time.

She would rather let Yu Miao accept herself bit by bit than rush it.

Jiang Jiahao came out of the bathtub by himself, and put Yu Miao's hand on his neck: "Hold me, and I will pull you out."

Yu Miao knew that she couldn't cause Jiang Jiahao any more trouble, the most effective way was to follow Jiang Jiahao's request.

Jiang Jiahao put his arms around Yu Miao's waist and lifted him out of the bathtub.

Picked up the towel beside him and wiped the water off his body: "Put on your clothes and go to sleep."

Jiang Jiahao turned his back: "You change yours, I won't look at it."

Yu Miao changed her clothes, staggered out of the bathroom, and went to bed.

Jiang Jiahao went out to find Yu Miao's sportswear and changed into it, and when he went out of the bathroom, Yu Miao was already asleep.

When Yu Miao woke up, she felt her head was going to explode. He couldn't remember how much he drank last night, but now he woke up feeling very uncomfortable.

I glanced at the time, 07:30.

Jiang Jiahao is still asleep, he still has a vague memory of what happened last night.

Jiang Jiahao didn't kiss him in the end, and he remembered it very clearly.

When getting out of bed, he moved lightly, for fear of waking up Jiang Jiahao.

After washing up, Yu Miao went to the kitchen to make breakfast. After breakfast, he had to go to work. He didn't know when Jiang Jiahao would wake up.

After he finished frying the eggs, Jiang Jiahao appeared at the kitchen door.

"You're awake."

Jiang Jiahao yawned: "I have a headache."

Yu Miao, who also had a headache, was quite helpless: "Drink some honey water, have breakfast, and then go back and lie down for a while."

Jiang Jiahao shook his head: "Don't lie down, I'll wait to see Chen Zhangchi, drop you off to work, and then go back to the company to work. Because of Chen Zhangchi, a lot of work has been backlogged in the past two days."

Yu Miao forgot that Chen Zhangchi was injured.

He asked: "How is Mr. Chen now? Are you awake?"

Jiang Jiahao shook his head: "I haven't woken up yet."

Yu Miao said: "Be careful when you go out."

Jiang Jiahao smiled: "It would be great if everyone thought the same as you."

Yu Miao: "You should also pay attention to safety."

Jiang Jiahao: "Yes."

Jiang Jiahao went to wash the dishes, and Yu Miao went back to her room to change clothes.

After changing, he was about to put his clothes in the washing machine. When he saw Jiang Jiahao's clothes, he came out and asked, "Do you want to wash your clothes together? Take them back when you come."

Jiang Jiahao said yes: "Then I will wear your clothes."

Yu Miao: "Wear it, I don't lack clothes."

Packed up, the two of them are ready to go out together.

After Yu Miao changed her shoes and looked up, Jiang Jiahao was right behind him.

Jiang Jiahao said to him: "Stand still, let me tidy up your clothes for you.

Yu Miao's collar was folded, Jiang Jiahao helped him tidy it up, and then rearranged his tie.

"Okay." Jiang Jiahao patted Yu Miao on the shoulder.

After sending Yu Miao downstairs to the company and watching him into the elevator, Jiang Jiahao went to his hospital to see Chen Zhangchi.