In the old days of sucking bears

"Xiao Liu...Xiao Liu is getting up soon, the sun is going to dry his butt..."

The old and kind voice seemed to ring in my ears, as if in memory.

Shen Shuliu's heart felt hot, and he suddenly opened his eyes. When his eyes touched something, he suddenly stopped, and his whole body froze.

It was a very energetic old woman, her silver hair was neatly combed, tied into a small bun behind her head, and a wooden hairpin was inserted obliquely.

She babbled, her tone was reproachful, but she clearly showed the elder's love for the younger: "Why did you wake up so late today? It's not good for children to sleep too much... Grandma made your favorite millet porridge and small meat buns." , Grandpa just made you a new straw weaving dragon, didn't you shout about it yesterday or..."

His appearance, tone of voice, and nagging habits are all exactly the same as in his memory.

Shen Shuliu was stunned for a moment, unable to tell whether this was in a dream or if he really went back to the past.

He lowered his head to look at his hands, which belonged to a six or seven-year-old child, small and tender, with only a thin layer of calluses on the palm, which was left by him learning how to weave with his grandfather.

Shen Shuliu closed his eyes, looked at the person in front of him, suddenly his eyes became hot, and he murmured in a low voice: "Grandma..."

"What's going on? Why are you crying..." The old woman hugged him funny, and patted his back, "Okay, such a big child, and he's not two or three years old, he just cried after a few words ..."

"I had a nightmare last night. I dreamed that I fell asleep during the exam, but I failed the exam and was invited by the teacher to be a parent..." Xiao Shuliu nestled in her grandma's arms, sobbing, her tender, tender face was covered with tears.

"Oh, dreams are always reversed... how can you believe it, my little darling..." Grandma laughed, hugged Xiao Shuliu for a while and coaxed Xiao Shen Shuliu to break into a smile, with a pair of round cat eyes sparkling, sorry to make excuses I want to change clothes, so I send grandma away.

Grandma didn't expose him, she just laughed and went out the door as he wanted.

While crying, Shen Shuliu came to his senses. This was a dream, not reality.

In his six or seven-year-old body, he looked on coldly through the eyes of "myself", watching himself rolling around in embarrassment on the bed like a little monkey, the corners of his mouth curled up involuntarily, but he was very careful in his heart. Pain, great sadness seemed to overwhelm him.

This was the first day of his summer vacation in the first grade of elementary school. He had a nightmare that night just after the exam, which frightened him so much that he fell asleep thinking that he really took the exam. When he woke up, he cried when he saw his grandma.

Didn't expect that?Shen Shuliu was actually a crybaby when he was a child, and he was also very mischievous. He drove dogs and chickens up trees and down rivers every day, picking other people's tomatoes or neighbors' fruits.

His heart has been so cold for a long time that even Shen Shuliu himself almost forgot that he still had such a lively and happy time.

If not...

Shen Shuliu clenched his hands unconsciously, his knuckles turned white, and his veins burst out.

In fact, Shen Shuliu came from a wealthy family in his previous life. His father was Gu Zhe, the son of the richest man in M ​​City. He was young, with first-class skills, and a sought-after golden bachelor.Gu Zhe once went on a business trip, passed by a small water town, and then met his mother, Shen Sumu.

The town is simple and unsophisticated, but Shen Sumu is glamorous, young, and has a good figure, with a kind of elegance like a lotus.Gu Zhe fell in love with her at a glance, with roses and diamonds, luxurious and famous brands, Shen Sumu soon fell into the fairytale love of a prince and princess.

It's a pity that Gu Zhe has a flirtatious nature, he just wants to have a good time, leave a lot of money for Shen Sumu, and disappear after breaking up the relationship.

After Gu Zhe left, Shen Sumu found out that she was pregnant with a child. She wanted to abort it, but she was weak since she was a child, and it was not easy to conceive. After she had aborted this child, she might never get pregnant again in this life. The two elders of the Shen family couldn't bear their daughter getting old If there is no future, I persuade you to come down.

But Shen Sumu was fascinated by money, gave birth to a child and gave it up to his parents, threw a sum of money and left it alone, went to a big city to be a rich man, and never came back once in a few years.

Later, when he was ten years old, Shen Sumu suddenly appeared and said that he would take him away from this remote village to enjoy the blessings. Although the two elders of the Shen family were reluctant, they couldn't bear the estrangement between their mother and son, so they let her take him away.

Thinking of this, Shen Shuliu sneered, becoming more and more worthless for grandpa and grandma.

Who would have thought that the so-called enjoyment of blessings was just a lie used by Shen Sumu to fight for favor?Mrs. Gu's family is very rich, and what flows out of her fingers is enough for an ordinary family's annual expenses. How could Shen Sumu not be envious?

Although Gu Zhe is a romantic, he pays attention to it. He hasn't had an illegitimate child for so many years. However, the two daughters of the wife of the Gu family are both daughters. Therefore, Shen Sumu got a wrong idea, relying on his son, and entered the Gu family as he wished. door.

Shen Shuliu was young at that time, so naturally he was very fond of Ruru. According to Shen Sumu's meaning, the piano, foreign languages, etiquette, etc. were busy with intense schoolwork, trying hard to please Gu Zhe and Mr. Gu. Unfortunately, Gu Zhe was not cool, Mr. Gu was feudal. No matter how hot your face sticks to your cold butt, you won't even know how to cover it!

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After Xiao Shuliu finished washing, he ran to the living room happily, and Shen Shuliu naturally followed his gaze.

He saw his little self plunge into grandpa's arms, rubbing his little head wildly, which made grandpa laugh out loud.

"Come on, Xiaoliu," the still tough old man took out a piece of green grass from behind, deliberately exaggerating to tease the little grandson, "Look! The big dinosaur that grandpa made for you, oh!"

"Hahahahaha..." Xiao Shuliu burst out laughing, causing grandma to say a few words: "Okay, okay, grandpa and grandson stop fighting, it's time to eat—"

The delicious millet porridge, small meat buns, and several other side dishes were served on the table, and Shen Shuliu's eyes became hot again as he watched.

These dishes... are all the same as in memory, they haven't changed at all.

But since he came to Gu's house, he has never eaten again...

If it wasn't for Shen Sumu... If it wasn't for Shen Sumu, when he was 15 years old, in order to let him get in touch with some high-class young men, when he was changing clothes, he deliberately cut off his grandmother's phone call and turned off his mobile phone How could he miss the last side of his grandfather abruptly? !

The banquet for networking lasted all night, but his grandmother's phone call was from dying.

Later, I heard from my grandma that my grandpa waited for him in the hospital all night with his last breath in his hands. At last, it was dawn, but he did not come...

Grandpa died of illness with hatred, and grandma also aged ten years in an instant, depressed at home, and went away within two years.

Shen Sumu, who gave birth to him, never fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother. At the funeral of her biological parents, she didn't even owe a single tear!But he turned his head into Gu Zhe's arms, lowered his eyebrows and cried, what a pear blossom with rain!

Shen Sumu!

Shen Shuliu clenched his hands tightly, his veins bulging, looking at the harmonious family of three in front of him, he opened his eyes wide and didn't dare to close them, for fear that he would wake up from the dream in the next second.

But in the end Huangliang Yimeng suddenly flickered before his eyes and turned into a rough stone cave.

Shen Shuliu opened his eyes, lost focus and stared blankly. Suddenly, the corners of his eyes became wet, and a tear rolled down his face.

——He was originally a child who was coaxed, hurt, and wiped away.