[Rebirth] Mr. Qin's cutie has too much sugar

After returning to Qin's house, Shen Guan locked himself in the dance practice room, played very rhythmic music, and danced difficult dances over and over again.

It seemed that only in this way could he draw out the fire burning in his heart and extinguish it with Dou Da's sweat.Mom didn't have psychological problems because she disliked him. :8cg05c

Mom didn't die because of him!

In order to protect herself, she even resisted all criticisms, saying that she would not agree with the Shen family's throwing him into the orphanage.

At that time, his mother was the only person in the world who loved him.

but what about him

For so many years, living under the shadow of his own body, he tacitly accepted that his mother could not accept the fact that a monster had been born, so depressed, she finally chose to abandon him and let him face the dangers of the world alone.

As everyone knows, my mother should have a brilliant life.

But because of the Shen family, because of him, he died in a dark corner.Shen Guan jumped out of breath, his mother's dying smile echoed over and over again in his mind.

That is the smile of the depressed patient who is finally redeemed.But this smile has to pay the price of life, it is not understood by the world, and misunderstood by the only son.

Thinking of how he had misunderstood his mother for so many years, watched Li Biyu occupy the position of the ant woman with peace of mind, and made a show of power in the Shen family for so many years, but did nothing, he wanted to give himself two slaps.

It turned out that Qin Hanyuan was not the only one who was his in the last life.

He came to this world with his mother's love and expectation, but what he gave back to her was hurt and pain.

Qin Hanyuan can make it up to him, but mother's tears are like a river breaking a bank, out of control.remorse.

sad.pain.

All kinds of emotions were mixed, like waves hitting his heart one after another, attacking him until he retreated steadily, completely paralyzed on the ground, staring blankly at his incompetent self in the mirror

Qin Han stood far away at the door of the dance practice room, daring to open it for a long time.

For some scabbed wounds, Shen Guan had to tear them apart to reveal the bloody flesh and feel the pain and despair, so that he could take the opportunity to give him medicine to heal the wound.

No more traces are left.

After thinking about it, he turned and walked towards Qin Songyang's room.

Qin Songyang fiddled with the chessboard by himself, and he didn't seem surprised to see Qin Hanyuan coming.

"Grandpa, how much do you know about Chen's mother's affairs?" Qin Hanyuan cut straight to the point.

At that time, he was still young and didn't know Shen Guan, so he had heard some rumors, but he didn't take it to heart at all.

"The Yang family was quite powerful back then, but it's a pity that there was only one daughter, and she was devoted to dancing and had no intention of doing business." Qin Songyang recalled that after Shen and Yang got married, the Yang family was gradually taken over by Shen Zhihong. Things got worse, Shen Guan died not long after he was born. "

Qin Hanyuan frowned, always feeling that something was wrong, but couldn't tell.

"Later, Shen Guan's mother was exposed to a scandal and left the stage. There was no news until I heard that she committed suicide due to depression." Qin Songyang sighed, "Shen Guan's child is unlucky. Anyone who has anything to do with him will have all consequences." Not so good. This is also one of the reasons why grandpa and grandpa are against you.

"You are superstitious." Qin Hanyuan ruthlessly exposed, his small view, how beautiful, how could it be unlucky.

Qin Songyang gouged him out, and made a move: We outsiders only know so much, you let Shen Guan feel relieved, the past is over, people have to look forward. "

"Thank you grandpa."

Qin Songyang looked at Qin Hanyuan's walking figure, rubbed his temples, and shook his head.

This Shen Guan is actually a poor child.Shen Guan was lying on the cold ground, his hands and feet were stiff, a burst of sour water was churning in his stomach, he was so uncomfortable that he sat up immediately, retching for a while, his head was dizzy, and he really wanted to fall asleep.

Qin Han went back and forth, and finally opened the door of the dance practice room. Seeing the little guy sitting on the ground with a pale face, he hurried over, squatted in front of him, and took out a tissue to help him wipe his sweat.

"Xiao Guan." Shen Guan came back to his senses, blinked, looked at him, like a kitten that found its owner, and jumped into his arms.

Qin Hanyuan didn't dislike his sweat. He caught him, picked him up, went directly to the bathroom in the bedroom, washed him, changed into pajamas, put him on the bed, and gently brushed his hair.

"Qin Hanyuan." Shen Guan hugged Qin Hanyuan's arm tightly,

Qin Hanyuan turned off the hair dryer, hugged him on his lap, patted his back like a child, and comforted him: Satisfied. Shen Guan rolled his eyes and thought: "But I hurt her, but she protected me." "

"As a mother, you are strong. For you, my mother became a superman, but a superman is also tired sometimes." Qin Hanyuan patiently enlightened, made the choice, lived well, and took her share. "

"Then will you be tired?" Shen Guan suddenly panicked.

Mom was tired and chose to end her life.In case Qin Hanyuan was tired one day, would he abandon him?

"For you, I'm willing to do it." Qin Hanyuan kissed him.An absurd thought came to Shen Guan, he looked at Qin Hanyuan seriously, as if muttering to himself: If only I could give birth to a child, I would like to give birth to you. "757350405

With a child, he can understand his mother's mood, and he can have a reason to be with Qin Hanyuan forever.

Unfortunately, he doesn't have the ability

Qin Hanyuan was worried that he was thinking wrong, so his eyes dimmed, and he asked him to sit up straight, and talked to him seriously again.

"Xiao Guan, listen up."

It was rare for Shen Guan to see him so serious, he sniffed, blinked, and looked at him with a puffy face.

"I don't like children." Qin Hanyuan pinched his cheek, I'm already worried about you, I don't want another crying kid. "

"The child is obviously cute! I don't need you to worry about it!" Shen Guan shook his head and retorted, a little disappointed, "It's a pity that I won't give birth."

"Don't think about these things." Qin Hanyuan rubbed his head and stuffed him under the quilt, "At this age, he is still talking nonsense like when he was a child, and he said that I don't need to worry about it." 912

"Yeah." Shen Guan looked at him suspiciously,

Qin Hanyuan thought of the small iron box with candies, and smiled: "I've seen it, it's very cute."

"Really?" Shen Guan muttered,

Qin Hanyuan was so teased that he laughed out loud, stuffed him under the quilt, and scratched the tip of his nose: "That's right, why didn't we abduct you back then?"

Abducted back, he will not have to suffer so many years.

"That's your loss!" After being coaxed, Shen Guan put the negative emotions behind him, raised his chin, and looked arrogant.

"Well, it's still a big loss." Qin Hanyuan had deep meaning, looking at him with gentle eyes like water, as if he was going to drown him.

Almost lost him!

If such a loss is really caused, he will regret it for the rest of his life.

"Sleep, everything will be fine when you wake up." Qin Hanyuan patted him on the back, "From now on, Li Biyu's mother and daughter will only be like street rats, living in filth and darkness. What mother suffers, They will repay it ten times and a hundred times." Shen Guan curled his lips in Qin Hanyuan's gentle voice, his eyes were slightly hot.

Qin Hanyuan, thank you.

Thanks to you.

You are my salvation.

Seeing the person in his arms breathe gradually longer, Qin Han finally breathed a sigh of relief, sat up, took out the small iron box from the closet, took out one of the purple candy wrappers, looked down for a moment, and smiled.On the candy paper, it was written in crooked characters: Brother Yuan, I want to give birth to you.

Qin Hanyuan's childish handwriting seemed to see Xiao Shen Guan who was sitting on the steps of the garden of the nursing home more than ten years ago.

He raised his head, his baby-fat cheeks trembled, his big round eyes were shimmering, bright and clear, he smiled at him, tugged at the corner of his clothes, and patted the place beside him with his chubby little hands: "Far away Brother, sit down."

Qin Hanyuan sat down obediently, and Shen Guan came over and whispered in his ear: "Brother Yuan, I will tell you a secret, you are not allowed to tell others."

Qin Hanyuan nodded.Shen Guan smiled happily and continued:

Qin Hanyuan frowned and widened his eyes.

"Brother Yuan, do you dislike me too?" Shen Guan lowered his head and grabbed his fingers, looking very hurt, "They said that my mother just disliked me and didn't want me, so she left.

"I don't dislike you." Qin Hanyuan said seriously. 1292621

Shen Guan raised his head and looked at him seriously for a moment,

"Don't talk nonsense." Qin Hanyuan lowered the corner of his mouth,

"Uh-huh!"

"You can't talk about having a baby anymore!"

"But mother said it can be born." Unconvinced, Shen Xiaoguan hummed twice, took out a pencil from his small bag, lay down on the steps, opened today's candy, ate the candy in one gulp, unfolded the paper, and wrote on it. After rubbing, rubbing and writing, after tossing for a long time, I handed the wrapping paper to Qin Hanyuan.

Qin Hanyuan looked down at the above words, showed a long-lost smile, and put away the wrapping paper with great care.

Memories are like sunshine after rain, warm and earthy, refreshing.

The smile on the corner of his mouth grew bigger and bigger, and the orange light from the night light fell on him, making his gaze and smile extremely gentle.

Those who were immersed in the memories did not know that Shen Guan left his arms, slept restlessly, opened his eyes to look for him, but happened to see this scene.

He froze for a moment, opened his mouth, and finally said nothing.

Qin Hanyuan was clearly still hugging and coaxing him just now, but he was reading the message in the iron box again in a blink of an eye.

Is he always like this every night? After hugging him, kissing him, stroking him, and having intimate contact with him, is he still thinking about someone else's words? Shen Guan was finally calmed down and rushed up again.

He had a sore nose, covered his mouth, let the tears swirl in his eyes, and dared not make any sound.

What is he to Qin Hanyuan?

Substitute?

Qin Hanyuan closed the iron box, touched it, and still hid it in the corner of the closet, then returned to the bed, and fell asleep with Shen Guan in his arms.Shen Guan closed his eyes nervously, in the darkness, leaning on the most reassuring embrace, but felt extremely flustered.