lonely patient

I stayed with Jiang Han, no matter what, having someone in the house is better than staying in a hotel.

But I still slept with him in a separate room without any relationship. He also saw that I didn't want to, so he kept a sensible distance and gave me enough space to relax.

I know that I am very cowardly now. I try my best to find things to do during the day, and at night I either find reasons to stay at the company, or linger in various night shows.

I don't give myself free time, so that I can deceive myself not to think about Wen Luming.But my body couldn't take it anymore. I was busy for half a month, and I caught a cold in the early spring, which was hot and cold.

I just had a headache and stuffy nose when I went out in the morning, and it turned into a low-grade fever during the lunch break. I had an important dinner in the evening. I weighed it and decided not to go back to rest. I just asked my assistant to buy medicine and slept in the office after eating.

I felt a little better after waking up, so I didn't take it seriously, finished some work according to the arrangement in the afternoon, and then went to the reserved restaurant.

Unexpectedly, after drinking a little wine at the dinner, I suddenly felt very uncomfortable, and I tried to finish talking. When the show ended, I was dizzy and drunk, and I almost couldn't stand still.

The restaurant is on a quiet embassy street with few vehicles, only the parasol trees beside the road dimly illuminated by the dim street lights.

Luna didn't follow me today, and the driver was waiting outside. I was dizzy because of the dull aroma in the box, and I didn't want to take the car, so I told him to leave first and leave me alone.

After the driver left, I walked crookedly along the road for a few steps. Not long after, I fell down on a bench by the side of the road due to dizziness. I looked up at the moon in the sky, and my eyes became more and more blurred.

There are no stars in the night sky of the city, and the moon is also foggy. Unlike what Wen Luming and I saw in the northern town, the night sky is like a piece of indigo satin spread out, covered with stars brighter than diamonds.

That night, Wen Luming kissed me under the starry sky and said that my eyes were more beautiful than the stars.

Maybe because of his introverted personality, he seldom praises my appearance outright, so when he said the word beautiful, my blood boiled with sympathy and desire uncontrollably, as if I had become a peacock in heat , couldn't wait to spread his tail feathers and asked him: "Really?"

"Really. You are the most beautiful in the whole world." Wen Luming said at that time.

Only now...

There was a fog in front of my eyes, and the moon turned into a ball of gray light, which shone down coldly, making my cheeks cold.

I seem to have become very dull, I don't know where I am, I don't know what I'm doing, and I don't know when I dialed Wen Luming's call.

A familiar voice came from the earpiece, I thought, I probably had a fever and hallucinations.

"Teacher Wen..." I smiled silly, "What do you think I'm doing?"

There was no conversation over there, and I didn't care.

"I'm looking at the moon...but today's moon is very dark, not round, not very nice..."

"Yan Qiao," I seemed to hear Wen Luming's voice again, "Did you drink too much? Where are you?"

"I didn't drink too much, I was watching the moon outside." I unconsciously answered his question obediently.

"Only you, where's the driver?"

"The driver...seems to be home..."

The night in early spring was still very cold, I wrapped my coat tightly, and still accidentally sneezed.

"It's so cold," I muttered unconsciously, "My head hurts..."

The voice on the other side of the phone became serious: "Ask the driver to pick you up and stop messing around."

Why does this person refuse to be gentle with me in my hallucinations?I was wronged for no reason, and deliberately lost my temper and said, "I don't want a driver, I want you to pick me up, come now."

There was no conversation over there. I noticed that he was angry, and he became nervous unconsciously, and his voice weakened: "Teacher Wen, I seem to have a fever...do you really ignore me..."

After a long time, Wen Luming finally said, "Send me the address."

I turned on the location sharing in a daze, and turned off the phone regardless of whether he saw it or not, thinking that he would not come anyway.

Sit for another 10 minutes and go home.I told myself.

Of course, it is impossible for a drunk person to know how long 10 minutes are. I leaned on the bench and looked at the budding sycamore trees above my head. I counted the newly grown leaves one by one, and counted them from the beginning when I couldn’t remember them. Gradually, I became sleepy. .

Until the headlights illuminated the road ahead, my eyes narrowed slightly because of the dazzling lights, and I turned my head to see a familiar black car.

Wen Luming got off the car with a gloomy expression.

I was so drunk that I was so dizzy that I couldn't think. I watched him approaching step by step, but I couldn't respond.

He didn't seem very happy, he picked me up without saying a word and prepared to throw me into the back seat, but I suddenly tightened the door frame and murmured: "No."

"I'm going to sit in the front..." I said.

Wen Luming didn't ask me why, maybe he didn't care, he opened the passenger door again, put me in and fastened my seat belt, and then got into the car by himself.

"You have a fever, I'll take you to the hospital." He said.

"No," I shook my head subconsciously, "I want to go home."

"obedient."

"I said no!" I didn't know where my temper came from, I yelled at him loudly, I was discouraged after the yelling, leaned back on the seat and whispered: "I don't want to go to the hospital, you know I don't like hospitals , I'm fine, I just have a cold, I'll be fine when I go back and take some medicine..."

This time Wen Luming didn't force me anymore, after a while, he slowly started the car and asked, "Where do you live?"

I froze for a moment, then realized that he wasn't going to take me home.

The inexplicable loss was like a big hand grasping my heart. Wen Luming waited for my answer without saying a word. After a long time, I said the address of the tea palace, and then leaned against the car window, looking at the night outside the window daze.

"Why did it suddenly become like this..."

I don't know whether I'm asking him or talking to myself, "You always know what kind of person I am, why can you be with me before, but not now?"

"You don't give me any preparations, if you say you don't want me, you don't want me."

"Where did I go wrong..."

When I was tired, I gradually closed my eyes. Wen Luming never answered me. When I was about to get home, I heard him say: "There is nothing wrong with you. I can't hold on anymore."

Do you need to persevere to be with me?

It was my fault that I thought he was happy too.

I wanted to go upstairs by myself, but my legs gave way as soon as I got out of the car, and I almost fell on the flat ground.Wen Luming quickly supported me and led me into the elevator. I felt cold and leaned against him deliriously, whispering that I felt uncomfortable.

He seemed to hesitate for a long time before he put his hand on my back and patted me reassuringly.

I was so dizzy, I forgot the password of the house, and I forgot that I could use my fingerprint to open the lock. Finally, I found the doorbell and pressed it, and heard Wen Luming ask, "Is there anyone at home?"

I looked at him in confusion, and was about to say I didn't know, when the door opened from the inside, and Jiang Han was wearing a soft baby blue pajamas, and he was slightly taken aback when he saw me: "Brother Yan?"

As he spoke, he was about to take me over from Wen Luming's hand. I don't know if it was an illusion, but I felt the hand holding me tighten suddenly, and then let go quietly.

"Are you... Brother Yan's friend? Please come in." Jiang Han said.

I didn't have the time to look at the expressions of the two of them, so I was helped to lie down on the sofa, and I suddenly remembered the embarrassment and embarrassment I felt when I went to Wen Lu Ming's house that day and saw Xia Yi when I entered the door.

Now Wen Luming, will he also care about the same...

Thinking of this, I felt a sense of revenge, hooked Jiang Han, and said drunkenly: "Baby... help Teacher Wen pour a glass of water."

"No need," Wen Luming said indifferently, "Is there a medicine box?"

"Ah? Yes." Jiang Han trotted to get the medicine box and put it on the coffee table, seeming a little nervous: "Here."

"Thank you." Wen Luming took out the thermometer from inside, looked at me indifferently: "Open your mouth."

I saw the hidden anger in his eyes. I should feel happy, but I couldn't be happy anyway. I obediently opened my mouth and bit the thermometer, without saying a word.

"37.7." Seeing the number on the thermometer, Wen Luming became even more angry, "Going out to drink after being so sick, Yan Qiao, do you have to do this to yourself?"

"I……"

I opened my mouth and wanted to tell him that I went out to socialize for work. I met a very important person today and talked about very important things. I must go in person... But would he still care?

In his eyes, I'm afraid I'm ignorant, I only know how to spend time and drink, and play around when I don't get what I want. I don't have the wisdom and calmness that an adult should have.

Thinking of this, I looked away angrily and said, "Don't worry about it."

Wen Lu's bright eyes dimmed, and he didn't say anything.

"Mr. Wen," Jiang Han saw that the atmosphere was not right, so he boldly came over and said, "I'm here, or..."

Wen Luming looked up, Jiang Han immediately fell silent, and glanced at me unconsciously, as if he was not sure what to do.Fortunately, there was only one glance. Wen Luming withdrew his gaze, put the thermometer back into the medicine box, found some medicines from it, and said, "This is three times a day, one pill at a time, and these two are taken before going to bed, two pills at a time." , if the fever does not subside at night, remember to go to the hospital."

After a pause, he added: "It's okay not to go. It has nothing to do with me."

Jiang Han wrote it down carefully, took the medicine and said, "Thank you."

"I'll go first." Wen Luming stood up.

Jiang Han immediately said, "I'll see you off."

"No need." Wen Luming looked at him, this time there was an even more unignorable chill in his eyes, which even felt strange to me.

Immediately afterwards, he turned his eyes to me again, frowned, and said coldly: "Since I don't care, next time you encounter such a thing, don't look for me again."

The door slammed shut, and it was the first time I faced the angry Wen Luming. I wasn't sure if he was angry because I didn't cherish my body, or because of what I said, or because of Jiang Han...

With a headache and a sore throat, I sniffled and hugged the pillow in my arms, belatedly realizing that I had done something wrong again.

He said that there is nothing wrong with me, he must have lied to me... I obviously make mistakes all the time.By /public/public/number/wind/blowing/skin/skin/cool/share/share