lonely patient

Lying on the big bed in the room, I was still thinking about what Yan Song said just now.

Marriage...or marriage, came suddenly and expectedly.It's just that they left me alone for so long that I almost forgot that I was also a member of this besieged city.

As long as I can remember, my parents have been abroad, and the domestic business has been handed over to Yan Song early on. I am like a transparent person in this family. The few times I ate at the same table, I was isolated from their topics.The decisions they made never required me to participate. My parents were alienated to the point of indifference. I didn’t understand it when I was a child. Later, I realized that the probability of alpha and omega giving birth to beta is extremely small. My arrival is a failure that no one is willing to admit.

I'm beta, the majority of the crowd, an ordinary person who can't speak for Xia Chong.

The servant knocked on the door and said dinner was ready.I got up slowly and tidied myself up in the mirror, and went downstairs to see that they were already seated in the dining room.The two alphas were talking about the recent industry situation, and what they said was things that I didn't understand. This reminded me of Wen Luming's lectures to students.

"Dad, Mom." I walked over and pulled out the chair and sat down.

In the past, I just had to keep my head down and eat, but today the topic quickly shifted to me.

"Yan Qiao, make time tomorrow night." The father's tone was very calm but he could not deny it. "Mr. Cheng's granddaughter has just returned from studying abroad, so you two can meet."

Even though I was vaccinated by Yan Song, I still couldn't hide my displeasure.

"Why?" I asked boldly.

My father looked up at me and said, "Ms. Cheng's family background and appearance match you very well, and you don't have to choose your character. You are 28 years old, and it's time to consider starting a family."

"But I don't want to get married." Knowing that it's useless to refuse, I still bite the bullet and say, "I have a stable relationship now, so I don't plan to get married for the time being."

"Yan Qiao." Yan Song reminded me in a low voice.

"Stable..." Father snorted lukewarmly, "We don't care about you abroad, but it doesn't mean we don't know what you do every day. Even if you want to continue your dubious relationship, wait until it's over." Let's talk about marriage."

"What's a non-communicative relationship?" It's okay to say that I am, but why should I insinuate Wen Luming, "Anyway, I don't want to marry someone I don't know."

"Yan Qiao," the mother who had been quiet all this time also said, "marriage is not as important as you think, nor is it as sacred as you think, even if it is not Miss Cheng, it will be someone else. Your father and I made a special trip When you go back to your country, don't be too willful."

"It's just a meeting, we don't necessarily have to get married after meeting." Yan Song also came out to act as a peacemaker, and gave me winks while talking, "Dad, Mom, don't be angry either."

The sullen expression on the father's face faded a little, and he said, "Your brother is still speaking for you at this time, you can learn to be more sensible at any time."

I knew in my heart that it wouldn't do me any good to annoy the old man in front of me, and it wouldn't change the outcome.Over the years, I have watched my friends get married one after another, and most of them obeyed the arrangements of their families. In fact, I had already prepared for it in my heart.

After Xu Yang left, I was no longer obsessed with marrying the one I love, and I also thought that one day I would succumb to reality and marry an omega that my parents thought was suitable.At that time, I was calm and thought that I could completely accept such a result, but now I suddenly had an objection, and for the first time, a name other than Xu Yang appeared in my mind.

——Only for a moment, I denied myself.

How could he be like Xu Yang.

No one will love me with all the bad things, and I will never love anyone again.So to me, it doesn't seem to make a difference who you marry.

"That's the deal." Father finally made a decision, "I'll send someone to pick you up tomorrow night."

Three pairs of eyes looked at me, so I had to bow my head, "Got it."

I originally planned to stay at home tonight. It’s too far away from the city, and it takes more than an hour to drive back, but now I don’t want to stay any longer, I just want to escape quickly.

After dinner, my parents went upstairs to rest, and I told Yan Song that I was going home.

He didn't ask me which home, but glanced at my trouser legs and said, "Do you have a cat? I remember you don't like small animals."

I was taken aback for a moment, and looked down at the bottom of my trousers, only to find that there were two imperceptible cat hairs on it.

"It's not that I don't like it..." I was inexplicably guilty, "It's just that I'm impatient and I'm afraid I won't be able to take good care of it."

"Now are you patient again?" Yan Song continued to ask.

I wasn't sure what he meant, so I simply asked, "What exactly are you trying to say?"

"I want to remind you," Yan Song remained calm, "it's fine to play around, alpha is not a wise choice."

This time I understood, I stood up and asked: "Are you checking me?!" Obviously this is what Yan Song would do, and I even suspected that I was under his surveillance every day during this period.

Yan Song ignored my questioning, but gave me a "so what" look.

I clenched my fist, resisting the urge to get angry at him, and said, "I'm leaving."

"I'll ask the driver to take you," he said.

"No need!" I didn't control my volume, and my voice exploded in the air, "I can drive myself!"

Yan Song didn't force it: "Be careful on the road."

I drove the car very fast along the way, the road was sparsely populated, and street lights shot past me like meteors, and I had to slow down until I entered the urban area.

I don't know why there is such a traffic jam in the middle of the night. The traffic jam on the South Road in the city center made me upset and irritable. When I got home, the ashtray in the car was full of cigarette butts.

I smelled badly of Lu Ming and cats all over my body. I opened the window to dry in the cold underground garage for more than half an hour before I dared to go upstairs.Originally thinking that Wen Luming was already asleep, he opened the door lightly and found that the light was still on in the study.

Working overtime again.

I wanted to take a shower quietly first, but Wen Luming had already heard the movement and came out.

"Yan Qiao?" He was surprised when he saw me, "Why are you back?"

I pulled the corners of my mouth and tried to make myself smile easily: "Family is boring, I miss you."

Wen Luming walked up to me, frowned slightly and asked, "Did you walk back, your face turned red from the cold."

"Teacher Wen, I'm a rich second generation, why don't you think I came back with a convertible?" I joked heartlessly.

"It's seven or eight degrees below zero with the hood open, how can you be so stupid."

The words are ruthless, but the actions are very gentle.Wen Luming covered my ears with both hands and rubbed them, then put my hands together and hugged me in his arms, using his body temperature to keep me warm.

Through a thin layer of pajamas, I could feel Wen Luming's solid heartbeat under his chest, and the pulsation like a river.His body was like a furnace, emitting a steady stream of hot temperature.

Home should be this temperature.

I unconsciously hugged Wen Luming's waist tightly, and buried my face in his shoulder, "Teacher Wen..."

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