Rebirth: The Gold Master Cultivation Program

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Chen Nan didn't care, he ate his mouth full of oil, and finally kicked Fang Cheng under the table, winking him to take a step to speak.

Fang Cheng looked at He Yan's fragile face, feeling a little embarrassed.

But He Yan said hoarsely: "Go."

Fang Cheng had no choice but to follow Chen Nan out. The two of them leaned against the railing at the restaurant's entrance, watching the people coming and going in front of them, "What's the matter?"

Chen Nan changed his laughing and joking just now, and lowered his eyebrows: "My dad cheated."

"..." Fang Cheng was shocked, "Isn't your father clinging to your mother every day? How could he cheat?"

Chen's father clings to his wife even more than Fang Zhiming. Because he is the big boss, he doesn't go to work every day, and goes to Chen's mother's unit to wait every day. He even found a job in her unit, and he is almost becoming the general manager. How could he cheat?

"Not recently, it was more than ten years ago. Before I was born."

"Before you were born? How do you know?"

"I went back to my hometown two days ago, and saw a letter from my father and that woman in the house of my hometown, as well as a picture of a baby in swaddling clothes." Chen Nan sneered, "A little more than one year older than me I remember my mother said that she was pregnant with me as soon as she got married, that is, the child was just two or three months old, and my father abandoned their mother and child."

Fang Cheng couldn't believe it.Although Uncle Chen's tax evasion escaped the country in the end, it was dishonesty in his career. In terms of family, he has always been a model among neighbors in the neighborhood. Even when Zhao Jinghua quarreled with Fang Zhiming, he would say that Uncle Chen The wife is obedient...

Such a person would actually abandon his young son?

"Is there a misunderstanding? Maybe it wasn't a letter from your father..."

Chen Nan shook his head, "Impossible, how can I not know my dad's calligraphy? He took us to practice calligraphy together when we were young."

"Are they still in touch now?"

"No." He clenched his fists, "I stole through his mobile phones, including those for work, but found nothing."

Fang Cheng patted him on the shoulder, and said in relief: "That's fine, if you don't contact him, it won't affect you at all."

"It's not the same. I always thought my dad was a rare good man with 24 filial piety. After so many years, the impression has been disillusioned. Can you understand my collapse?" On the contrary, it became more prosperous, Chen Nan's eyes were red: "And when I think that I have a half-brother living somewhere, I can't sleep all night."

"You want to find your brother?" Fang Cheng was a little puzzled, "Maybe they are living a good life."

"I didn't want to look for it." Chen Nan squatted down with his head in his arms. "It's annoying anyway, and I can't calm down. I don't dare to tell my mother. If I didn't meet you today, I guess I would have to hide it for the rest of my life."

Fang Cheng squatted down beside him, tilted his head to look at him, "Cry for a while?"

"A real man bleeds and doesn't shed tears, so cry your head."

"Cry if you want to cry, which one of us is with whom, you didn't often lie in my arms when you were young and shed your nose and tears together, otherwise how did Chen Nannan get her nickname."

Chen Nan: "Oh, goodbye." He got up and went back to the restaurant.

Fang Chengqi stood up and stared at his back for two seconds.They knew each other very well, and he knew that what Chen Nan needed was not his own poor comfort, but because he suddenly found that the dirt in a good life was unacceptable for a while, he simply wanted to find someone to talk to.

Fang Cheng went to the front desk to pay the bill, and when he returned, He Yan still had his head down and couldn't see his expression clearly. He was worried that He Yang had committed some weird mistakes, so he dragged him up and said to Chen Nan: "Let's go. , contact us on WeChat if you need anything."

Chen Nan waved his hand, "Okay, let's talk back."

The two of them took the subway back to Shuyun District. It was an hour's drive. He Yan only said one word, and when Fang Cheng pestered him to ask him what was wrong, he said in a muffled voice: "I want to be quiet for a while."

Fang Cheng had no choice but to shut up resentfully, but still looked at the bulging veins on his arm from time to time, secretly worried.

He Yan is not an overly pushy person. He used to not accept help from others just because he closed himself up, but now he has opened up his heart to Fang Cheng, so why is he unwilling to tell him what is uncomfortable? .

Fang Cheng pinched his fingers to reflect, and after a long while, shining starlight burst out from his eyes, like a dark night full of dark clouds and a sudden breeze passing through, revealing the more ancient shining stars in the night sky: "Are you jealous?"

In his imagination, He Yan's reaction should have been startled, and then he turned his head awkwardly and refused to admit it.

However, in fact, the gully between his brows deepened, and he even moved his body to the side, putting some distance away from Fang Cheng. He didn't say anything, but he was inconceivably indifferent.

It wasn't until he returned to the small rental house that He Yan sat down at the desk where he had been writing for a long time, and said softly: "For a while, you should go home and paint."

Fang Cheng froze: "What do you mean?"

"Before school starts, I want to be alone."

"What's wrong? Think I'm too noisy?"

Maybe it was because of the indifference towards him just now, He Yan felt a little bit impatient, and softened his tone, "No, I just want to prepare more for the competition."

Of course Fang Cheng knew it was an excuse, but he couldn't refute it.

"Understood." Using his mobile phone to transfer some money to He Yan, he was like a wilted cabbage, and asked in a daze: "Then if you are hungry, I will order takeaway, and I will order some convenient food for you, and I will deliver it later." Remember to put it in the refrigerator. When you take a bath, you need to turn on the water heater half an hour in advance. You don’t need to save electricity, and you can turn on the air conditioner when it’s hot. But remember to set the time before going to bed, otherwise you will feel uncomfortable when you wake up in the morning..."

He Yan raised his eyes and stared straight into the depths of his eyes. When he choked, his shoulders shrugged, and he resigned himself to packing up the equipment.

Fang Cheng left with heavy steps, and He Yang didn't go anywhere easily.

The building faced east, and the balcony windows faced the river, looking out, they could just see the bridge they passed by every day to school.

As soon as Fang Cheng left, He Yan stood by the window, standing still like a stone statue, but his mind was imagining Fang Cheng going downstairs step by step, leaving the community, passing by the supermarket he frequented, crossing the road, Walk in the shadow of the lush trees by the river, and then board the romantic Qianyun Bridge.

"Tick tock, tick tock..." The second hand on the wall sounded crisply and evenly, exactly as the estimated time, and that little ant-like figure appeared at one end of the bridge.

The little ant was slow, as if its head was lowered. The pedestrians behind him passed him one by one and did not respond. It was after being bumped by someone that it turned around and looked here, then quickened its pace and disappeared in a certain building. In the shadow of the building—appeared on He Yan's heart.

The sunlight outside the window was a bit strong, and the golden light on the river made his eyes sour. He Yan closed his eyes, gritted his teeth, and competed with himself, and finally couldn't help it, and punched the glass window in front of him.

Although the window is made of tempered glass, it has been used for many years and is not strong. When I punched it with all my strength, the glass cracked, and spider patterns spread across half of the window along the point of impact.The glass shards sank into the flesh, like living worms, drilled into the depths of He Yan's heart along the nerves and blood vessels, and began to gnaw densely.

ugly.

For the first time, he knew that he could be so ugly.It's disgusting.