Lin Road

Lu Jinghua looked at Lin Jingxian and Yan Jin from afar, with a wry smile on the corner of his mouth, he still felt so badly distressed, he wished he could rush over to wipe away all the tears for Lin Jingxian, and wipe away his sorrow.

It's just that he doesn't have the qualifications anymore.I can no longer let those dark eyes look at me intently, and I can no longer kiss his forehead lightly and embrace him to sleep.He loves Lin Jingxian, but every inch of Lin Jingxian's heart is filled with another person.

He should thank Zhao Yu, otherwise he would not be able to meet the person he loves with all his heart,

He is also jealous of Zhao Yu because he will never get the one he loves.

Lu Jinghua once again stared deeply at Lin Jingxian, let's end like this.Even if it hurts, even if it's sad, time will slowly heal these deep scars.

"Did you see it?" Jiang Shaofeng laughed at himself beside him, "In his eyes, he will always only see Zhao Yu."

Lu Jinghua turned his head, and Jiang Shaofeng's calm face was betrayed by his trembling hands holding the cigarette. At this moment, Lu Jinghua suddenly believed that Jiang Shaofeng really liked Lin Jingxian.

Lu Jinghua patted him on the shoulder, "Let's go."

Perhaps heartbreak is the most beautiful form of love.

"Don't you want to eat something?" Yan Jin looked at the untouched porridge on the table and said to Lin Jingxian, "You want to torture yourself like this."

"I really don't have much appetite today." Lin Jingxian curled up on the sofa in the suite, "It's okay if you don't eat a meal."

After returning from the cemetery, Lin Jingxian remained in this posture without moving.Yan Jin sighed, picked up the porridge in front of Lin Jingxian, and drank it by himself.

"Jiaren called me just now and asked how you are." Yan Jin said while eating, "She wants to book a plane ticket to come here at night."

"No need." Lin Jingxian shook his head, "I'm fine, don't tell her not to come here. I'll go back in a few days. If you have something to do, you can do it yourself, don't worry about me."

"If you're like this, I'm even more worried." Yan Jin looked at him worriedly.

"I'm really fine." Lin Jingxian looked directly at Yan Jin and said, "I want to be alone."

"What are your plans for the future?" Yan Jin asked.

"I...don't know." Lin Jingxian leaned his chin on his knee, "Let's talk about it."

"Xiaoxian, we are all worried about you." Yan Jin stretched out his hand and rubbed his hair, "Don't let us down, okay?"

Lin Jingxian smiled, "I promise you."

Although he said so, at night, Lin Jingxian stared at the ceiling with wide eyes, unable to sleep no matter what, and felt empty in his heart.

Can't see it, can't hear it, can't touch it.Under the icy soil, who would know the loneliness?

Otherwise, go and accompany him, Lin Jingxian thought vaguely, anyway, he was alone, floating in the prosperity of others.

But if this ends in a hurry, he will definitely be angry and feel distressed when he sees Zhao Yu again.Forget it, let's think of it as a waste of time for Zhao Yu, Yan Jin and Jiaren.

Anyway, apart from them, no one cares about me, and gradually alienated, the sadness probably won't be so strong.Lin Jingxian closed his eyes, planning the countdown of his life.

There is one more person.A voice in Lin Jingxian's heart said stubbornly, Lu Jinghua.

Lin Jingxian turned sideways, buried his face in the pillow, and must apologize to him before leaving.

The meeting again came so unexpectedly that Lu Jinghua and Lin Jingxian both froze in place.

Lin Jingxian left the hotel in the morning before Yan Jin woke up, and walked alone through several places he and Zhao Yu used to frequent.

Lu Jinghua didn't want to stay in the hotel, so he came out casually.

Unexpectedly, the two met on the street like this.

"You... are here." Lin Jingxian looked at Lu Jinghua, with a feeling of a world away.The two had a candlelight dinner together a few days ago, but now they feel awkward even meeting each other.

"Well," Lu Jinghua looked around, pointing to the coffee shop across the street, "Go in and sit for a while?"

Lin Jingxian nodded, he had originally planned to go there.I used to sit there with Zhao Yu for an afternoon on weekends.

"welcome."

Familiar rattan chairs, familiar fragrances, familiar street scenes.The only difference is the person in front of you.

Looking at Lin Jingxian's haggard face, Lu Jinghua's heart was stung hard, his heart ached and his heart was blocked.

"I'm sorry." Lin Jingxian spoke first, "I..."

"I know everything." Lu Jinghua didn't want to hear those hurtful facts from him.

"Let's break up." Lu Jinghua said in a deep voice.

Hearing this, Lin Jingxian lowered his head, "I am very grateful to you for being by my side during my saddest days."

For me, those were the happiest days.Lu Jinghua said in his heart.

"I've always thought that maybe A Yu is not dead." Lin Jingxian looked at the crowd passing by outside the window and said calmly, "You two are so alike."

"If I was just me, would you still be with me?" Lu Jinghua finally asked this question unwillingly.

Lin Jingxian thought for a while, looked at Lu Jinghua and said, "I don't know."

Before he knew Lu Jinghua, he had preconceived him as Zhao Yu.Lin Jingxian wondered if he would have been attracted to Lu Jinghua if he had known Lu Jinghua before meeting Zhao Yu, and would not have had so many partings.

This is his love that is as brilliant as fireworks, inexplicably becoming a substitute in other people's stories.Lu Jinghua thought, the strange thing is that he couldn't hate Lin Jingxian, he was too involved in the drama.He dressed up and went to a feast of love, but unfortunately, he didn't get an admission ticket.

"The key to the apartment is still with you, so go there if you have time." Lu Jinghua straightened his clothes and was about to get up and leave.

"Jinghua," Lin Jingxian called to stop him, "you will meet better people."

No, I will never love another person the way I love you.Lu Jinghua smiled at him politely: "Goodbye, Lin Jingxian."

Lu Jinghua opened the door and went out, and his figure quickly disappeared into the crowd.Lin Jingxian's heart ached for no reason, those sweet and happy moments with Lu Jinghua had really existed before, and finally, he also left forever.Sure enough, I didn't have that kind of luck. After all the hardships, I still couldn't get happiness.

At the beginning, I firmly believed that Lu Jinghua was Zhao Yu's own, too inferior and conceited.Tell Lu Jinhua all about Zhao Yu immediately, maybe Lu Jinghua won't have so much trouble now.But the yearning for Zhao Yu was too strong. He fulfilled his dream, but failed Lu Jinghua.

A selfish person like me will probably be punished.Lin Jingxian thought silently, even gloating a little, that's good, he can be relieved sooner.

Lin Jingxian stayed in Q City for a few days, and finally decided to travel, to the places he and Zhao Yu had said they would go together.But he still has a porridge shop in S City, so this journey can't just go away.

After getting off the plane, Lin Jingxian was thrown into his arms by Lin Jiaren.

"Brother." Lin Jiaren's voice was muffled, "You have to be good."

"I'm fine, beauty." Lin Jingxian stroked her hair.

"Are you really determined to leave here?" Lin Jiaren was sullen, and she always felt uneasy without Lin Jingxian by her side.

"Well, go and see more, and go with Ayu." Lin Jingxian said, "Let's go after dealing with some affairs here."

"Then Lu..." Before Lin Jiaren could finish her sentence, she was pulled by Mu Si who was standing aside, "Brother Lin just got off the plane, let's go back and rest first."

"Yeah, that's right." Lin Jiaren pulled Lin Jingxian out, "I've made chicken soup early in the morning, and I'll make it up for you when I get back."

"No need," Lin Jingxian quickly refused, "take me to the hotel."

"What are you kidding!" Lin Jiaren said dissatisfiedly, "What do you think about our guest room! Close the door and drive, my dear!"

Lin Jingxian couldn't laugh or cry because Lin Jiaren held his arms tightly and couldn't move.

"Brother Lin, let's stay at home first." Mousse also said, "Home is more comfortable than a hotel. The beauty cleaned up the room yesterday."

"Okay, I'll forgive you." Lin Jingxian couldn't hold back Lin Jiaren, and responded slightly apologetically.

"Family, why are you polite?" Mousse replied while starting the car.

Lin Jiaren quietly exchanged glances with Mousse and praised him.Yan Jin had already called her to tell her about Lin Jingxian's condition. They felt that now, Lin Jiaren and Yan Jin were Lin Jingxian's last contact with this world. If they want to stop him from doing stupid things, they must work together to hold Lin Jingxian back.The more entanglements there are, the more reluctant to leave naturally.

"By the way, I'm going to...to move out my things tomorrow." Lin Jingxian said after a while, "Can you contact the moving company for me?"

"Okay." Mousse replied.

Lin Jiaren wanted to say something, but she didn't dare to say it. She looked at Lin Jingxian and then at Mousse.

"We broke up." Lin Jingxian took the initiative to tell him, "He already knows."

"Ah, oh." Lin Jiaren nodded sharply, "Recently, the boss has been busy with work."

She glanced at Lin Jingxian's expression, and said cautiously: "I didn't eat well, and I slept in the office every day."

"Oh." Lin Jingxian responded lightly, then turned to look out the window.

Seeing his reaction like this, the Lin family couldn't help feeling a little frustrated, lowered their shoulders, and sat obediently aside.

She had boldly imagined that if her brother could really be with Mr. Lu, the ending would be very good, but it seemed impossible.

As soon as Lu Jinghua entered the house, he saw that many things were missing in the house.On the table were the notes and door keys left by Lin Jingxian.

"I bought this house with a loan. I hope your name can also appear on the real estate certificate."

"I eat less and earn more, and I get many free services including housekeeper, driver, bed warmer, heart-to-heart chat, amusing, morning calls, water and electricity repairs, and electronic upgrades, as long as I am well watered with love on a regular basis."

"All-weather, all-round 24-hour uninterrupted supply of love.

These memories are still as clear as yesterday, but Lin Jingxian has come and left.I didn't think this house was too big before, but now it looks scary empty.

Lu Jinghua casually opened his tie, went to the kitchen to get a bottle of beer, opened the refrigerator door, the beer instant noodles were gone, replaced by half-cooked food packed in crisper boxes, just a little heating can be eaten .

Lu Jinghua thought for a while, took out a box of fried noodles, and heated it with oil.For the first time in so many days, I had a hot dinner at night.There are stir-fries, dumplings, porridge, and steamed stuffed buns in the refrigerator, all of which he likes to eat.This familiar smell made him suddenly feel that Lin Jingxian hadn't left.

Why is this necessary.Lu Jinghua smiled wryly, and after dinner, he took his laptop and a few changes of clothes, and left the apartment as if fleeing.

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The author is also very upset. . .Could it be finished sooner. . .There are always too many accidents QAQ