Lin Road

For a while, no one in the room spoke, and it was so quiet that the breathing of the two could be heard.

Lu Jinghua glanced at the photos on the table, it was strange, just a glance, but the smiles of Lin Jingxian and the man beside him were deeply imprinted in his mind.

"It's not what you think." After a long time, Lin Jingxian finally spoke, his pale words were just like his expression.

"Who is he?" When Lu Jinghua asked out loud, he realized that his voice was unreasonably hoarse.

Why ask?So intimate, who else could it be?Lu Jinghua turned his face away, missing the struggle in Lin Jingxian's eyes.

"Lin Jingxian," Lu Jinghua's gaze was erratic, and he just refused to look him in the eye, "Why are you with me?"

Do you love me?have you ever liked me?Do you still like the person in the photo?All these questions could not be uttered, because Lu Jinghua found that he was still afraid, afraid of hearing a negative answer.

"Jinghua." Lin Jingxian called him in a low voice.

He wanted to say, I love you.I have always only loved you.It's you in the photo too.

But he couldn't say it.

No matter how much he believed in his heart that Lu Jinghua was Zhao Yu, even though he could say this to everyone, he couldn't say it to Lu Jinghua.It's all so incredible.

He has no evidence.

He won't believe it.

Sometimes love is like that.Worried about gains and losses, he hesitated, and couldn't say what was on his lips anyway.

Say it, just say anything.Lu Jinghua pricked up his ears, he was willing to believe whatever Lin Jingxian said, as long as it wasn't what he thought, as long as he was willing to give an explanation.

Lin Jingxian opened his mouth and closed it again.After a while, he repeated, "It's not what you think."

The silence made people lose the desire to speak.

Lu Jinghua's careless eyes suddenly stopped on the open box next to the sofa.

"The box." Jiang Shaofeng's seductive voice suddenly came to mind, "Go back and see what is in the box that Lin Jingxian sealed the most tightly. You will understand how ridiculous you are."

Lu Jinghua approached the box and squatted down slowly. There was a thick stack of photos, letters wrapped in plastic, and many old bits and pieces.The most eye-catching thing is a small book that is opened, and every line on it is densely written: Ayu, I miss you.

Lu Jinghua flipped through the book, carefully turning it from beginning to end.Every word is deeply recessed into the paper, like a deep lovesickness.

Lu Jinghua felt his heart ache.It was as if someone held it in his hand, and then squeezed it little by little until it turned into powder.

"Can you talk to me?" Lu Jinghua turned his head, just enough to look Lin Jingxian at the same level. "Why would you be with me?"

Lu Jinghua took Lin Jingxian's hand and slid his fingertips across his face, "Is it because of this face?"

Lin Jingxian's fingertips seemed to be scalded, and he suddenly withdrew his fingers.

"Don't do this." Lin Jingxian looked at him with tears in his eyes, "I love you."

"What about him?" Lu Jinghua's voice seemed to be saying something sweet, he picked up the notebook full of lovesickness, and pressed it on Lin Jingxian's chest.

Lin Jingxian's dark eyes were water-colored, and he looked straight at him.

Whenever Lin Jingxian showed such an expression, Lu Jinghua couldn't help but love him even more.

But now, Lu Jinghua avoided his gaze, stood up, took a deep breath, and said, "Let's calm down for a few days."

After finishing speaking, Lu Jinghua strode out the door.

Lin Jingxian opened his eyes and watched him leave, feeling like falling into an ice cave.

His eyes went black for a while, and his body seemed to be out of his control.

No, Lin Jingxian shouted silently, I can't let him leave like this.

When Lu Jinghua came out of the elevator, the bitter cold wind swept towards him with snowflakes.But he didn't feel cold at all.

Snowing.It's also down big.Tomorrow morning, it will probably be a vast expanse of whiteness.

Lu Jinghua stretched out his hand, and the snowflakes fell on his palm and melted quickly, leaving nothing but a little bit of wetness.

Flowers in the mirror, moon in the water, snow in the palm.

In the end, it was all in vain, leaving nothing but regret.

Lu Jinghua felt so tired that he couldn't take a step.It was completely different from the mood when he came in a hurry.

Touched and surprised, and even a small gift in the pocket, it turned out that the imaginary picture is really just an imagination.

"Jinghua! Lu Jinghua!"

Hearing the familiar voice behind him, Lu Jinghua just stood there, losing the strength to turn around.

"Jinghua." Panting, Lin Jingxian ran behind him, the silent back made him dare not move forward.

"Go back." Hearing Lin Jingxian's heavy exhalation, Lu Jinghua couldn't help but feel a throbbing pain in his heart.

"Where are you going?" Hearing his voice, Lin Jingxian couldn't help but move a little closer, so close that he could feel a little bit of warmth emanating from him that was different from the surrounding cold.

"I'll go home." Lu Jinghua restrained the desire to turn around. "Go back quickly, too."

Home, what about our home?Lin Jingxian covered his mouth, finally, tears could not help but fall.

"Let's all calm down." Lu Jinghua couldn't see Lin Jingxian's tears running down his face. He said this sentence weakly, and then walked forward slowly with heavy steps.

Lin Jingxian wanted to call out his name loudly, wanted to grab his retreating figure, wanted to hug him tightly desperately.

But he couldn't move.Breathing became difficult, the scenery in front of him began to blur, and the whistling wind could not be heard in his ears.

Don't, don't.Lin Jingxian staggered and wanted to catch up with the figure that was fading away,

"Oh!"

The dark night sky was suddenly lit up by a dazzling firework.Then, the distant bells sounded, and the new year arrived.

Looking at the fireworks blooming above his head, Lu Jinghua exhausted all his strength to perform a beautiful dance in the night, and then quickly passed away, as if he had never appeared before.

Beautiful things always seem so fragile and short-lived.The splendor of a moment is enough for people to miss for a lifetime.

So be it.

Lu Jinghua lowered his head, but felt unwilling.

There are still fireworks constantly blooming above the head, but they are not as shocking as the first one.

He took a few more steps forward, and finally, still sighed, turned around as if giving up and admitting defeat.

In three thousand worlds, there is only one person I love the most, and there will always be only one.

Looking back, he didn't see Lin Jingxian's thin figure immediately, standing there waiting for him to turn around.

Did you go back?There were all sorts of unspeakable feelings in his heart, but Lu Jinghua still walked back slowly.

It was so dark that he walked a few steps before he saw someone fell on the ground, in a place where street lamps, moonlight, and fireworks could not reach.

"Jing Xian!"

Lu Jinghua rushed over to help Lin Jingxian who fell on the ground.The thin home clothes can't block the cold wind at all, and with the cold body temperature and weak breathing, Lu Jinghua realized for the first time what it means to be afraid and the heart will stop beating.

With the pale ceiling and the pungent disinfectant, Lin Jingxian opened his eyes and saw the scene he was most familiar with.He suddenly felt that he was just having a dream, dreaming that Zhao Yu was back, but the reality was that he was still in the hospital, receiving useless treatment, barely sustaining his life.

"Jing Xian, are you awake?" Suddenly, the right hand that was not needled was tightly clenched.Lu Jinghua's anxious face appeared before his eyes.

It turned out that it was not a dream.

Lin Jingxian stared at the person in front of him obsessively, unknowingly tears fell from the corners of his eyes, leaving round marks on the snow-white pillow.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Lu Jinghua held Lin Jingxian's hand tightly, before Lin Jingxian woke up, the doctor scared him with a lot of professional terms, and the last sentence: "If you don't want him to die early, let him rest well. "

"Don't think about anything, take a good rest." Lu Jinghua was still in a cold sweat, if he had just left yesterday, would Lin Jingxian lie in the snow all night?

Lin Jingxian also grabbed Lu Jinghua's hand vigorously, as if holding on to the only hope.He showed a thin smile, and fell into a deep sleep under the influence of the medicine.

Seeing that he was fast asleep, Lu Jinghua quietly walked outside the door and called home, saying that a friend was sick and wanted to stay with him in the hospital.Lu's mother complained for a while, and Lu Jinghua comforted her for a long time before hanging up the phone.

Back in the ward, Lu Jinghua saw Lin Jingxian frowning and twisting his body slightly.He hurried over, held his hand, and kissed him lightly, after a while.Lin Jingxian gradually calmed down.Lu Jinghua didn't dare to walk away, and kept the same posture with him all the time.

The snow outside was still floating, and it was a vast expanse of whiteness, covering up many secrets.

"What did you say?" Yan Jin frowned, looking at the private detective in front of him.

"I found everything on the information." The man replied, "That's it."

"Are you sure?" Yan Jin asked repeatedly, "Your fee is the highest, and I hope your business level is also the best."

"If you don't believe me, you can go and see for yourself." The man nodded to the information on the table, "There will be nothing wrong."

"Where's the testimony from the hospital?" Yan Jin asked, "Aren't there still a few people missing?"

"They've already gone abroad, so it's hard to get in touch." The man said, "And, I think these are enough to explain the problem."

"No, you continue to investigate." Yan Jin pondered for a while, and then said, "I always feel that there is still something suspicious about this matter. You continue to look for the contact between the two of them."

The man shrugged, "Okay, you are the employer, you have the final say."

After sending the private detective away, Yan Jin fell into distress looking at the stack of documents on the table.

The hard-won vacation just went to waste.

If this is true, then Zhao Yu is now lying in a small box.

And Lu Jinghua, what is it?

Thinking of Lin Jingxian, not only did Yan Jin's eyes darken.This child has always been tortured like this, finally, there is a little hope, but it may be just a slim illusion.

Do you want to tell him—all the truth?

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