Gold Advertiser [Rebirth]

Did Xie Jin let go of Xia Qiuqin's body? Instead of letting her be buried abroad, Xie Jin turned her into ashes and kept her with her.

And since returning to China that day, he has locked himself in the house, no matter how Dou Chunliang called him, he refused to come out.Dou Chunliang kept knocking on the door at first, but Xie Jin didn't respond no matter what, until Dou Chunliang showed his crying and Xie Jin didn't respond a little.

"Go back, I want to be alone for a few days."

Why was Dou Chunliang willing to leave? Xie Jin refused to eat, so Dou Chunliang stayed with him and refused to eat. Xie Jin stayed in the room and refused to come out, and Dou Chunliang just sat by the door and didn't go anywhere.

Probably because of his love for Dou Chunliang, after all, it was better than others. Two days later, Xie Jin opened the door to let Dou Chunliang in.

But except for Dou Chunliang, others still refused to take a look.

Although it was daytime, the curtains were drawn inside the house, and the airtightness was as terrifying as the night.

There were cigarette butts and butts all over the table on the ground, and Xie Jin, who loves to be clean, made the house look like this.

After opening the door for Dou Chunliang, Xie Jin nestled back on the bed again, lying straight, neither talking nor eating, with his eyes open and unable to see what he was thinking, that appearance made Dou Chunliang powerless to the point of madness.

"Xie Jin, are you still a man, get up, get up, you didn't make me believe you, didn't you say you would prove it to me again, what's going on with you now. I know you're sad, I know you Yu Jie, I know all your resentment, but I will be very sad if you do this, and your mother definitely doesn't want to see you like this."

Dou Chunliang, with tears streaming down his sides, knelt on Xie Jin's bed, holding his face with his head bowed, but Xie Jin remained motionless as before, as if he didn't hear what Dou Chunliang said just now.

Dou Chunliang knew that no matter what he said now, he couldn't listen to it, so he simply gave up on himself and lay down beside Xie Jin, "As long as you want, I will lie down with you and not eat."

Dou Chunliang found that Xie Jin was not asleep, his mental state was very bad, he would even get up to take sleeping pills in the middle of the night, and when Dou Chunliang found out, he would forcefully grab him.

"Do you want to eat? If you want to eat, I will eat with you."

Xie Jin seemed to have gained some consciousness, and grabbed Dou Chunliang's mouth and hands desperately to prevent Dou Chunliang from eating.

Dou Chunliang was also angry, stubborn temper facing stubborn temper, the two were at a stalemate.

Dou Chunliang cried and threw the sleeping pills far away, hugged Xie Jin and sent his lips up, kissing Xie Jin's chapped lips firmly.

It was as if Xie Jin had grasped at straws. It wasn't like a kiss at all but like a mutual blog. No one would let anyone else go.

Such an intimate contact made Dou Chunliang sensitively feel the heat on Xie Jin's body, and the air he breathed from his mouth was hot.

Dou Chunliang hurriedly separated the distance between the two of them, and touched Xie Jin's forehead with his forehead, "You have a fever, why are you so hot, I'll get you medicine and I'll take you to the hospital."

Xie Jin hugged Dou Chunliang tightly, and refused to let him go no matter what, "Don't go."

"Ajin, let go, you have a fever, it won't work if you continue to burn like this, I'll get you medicine, I won't leave, I will always be with you."

Xie Jin still refused, and just hugged Dou Chunliang tightly, as if he would disappear if he let go.

Dou Chunliang gritted his teeth and pulled the quilt beside the bed to press it on his body. Xie Jin hugged his waist, leaned out of the bed and went to the bedside table to find if there were any medicines or the like.

Sure enough, I found a bottle of alcohol and cotton, "Shall we sit up, I won't leave, you don't have to let go, just sit up."

Xie Jin was very confused, but he followed Dou Chunliang obediently and sat up. Dou Chunliang was so tired that he took off Xie Jin's clothes and wiped his body with alcohol. I didn't know this was something I saw on him before. Is it useful.

Xie Jin has been shutting himself in the house for so long, and refuses to eat or drink. He must have been ill for a long time.Dou Chunliang was annoyed why he didn't find out earlier, and was very sad that Xie Jin would become like this.

When it touched the lower body, something restless popped out energetically. Although it was not the first time Dou Chunliang saw it, he was still a little apprehensive, so he didn't dare to look away.

Probably because the rubbing alcohol had some effect, Xie Jin got his hand into Dou Chunliang's clothes and moved restlessly, Dou Chunliang turned over cruelly and sat on Xie Jin's body.

"Be honest, if you really want to, I can help you with my hands, but now you have to listen to me obediently."

I don't know if Dou Chunliang's words had an effect. Xie Jin really stretched out his hand, but he still wrapped his arms around Dou Chunliang's waist, as if he was afraid that he would leave at any time.

After wiping Dou Chunliang was exhausted, he lay on Xie Jin's body and slipped his hands under the quilt. Immediately, both of their faces began to burn. The difference was that one was shy and the other was comfortable.

It must have been a long time, and Xie Jin persisted for a long time before releasing it. Dou Chunliang was a little exhausted, and fell into a deep sleep leaning against Xie Jin's side.

When he woke up the next day, Xie Jin had already woken up, but this time he was not the same as before, at least he had some expressions, at least he returned to his usual look when he looked at Dou Chunliang.

"You're awake." Dou Chunliang went to touch Xie Jin's forehead the first thing he did when he woke up, and found that the fever had really subsided, so Dou Chunliang was relieved.

And Xie Jin still maintained the same posture as before, looking at Dou Chunliang quietly, as if he wanted to imprint Dou Chunliang's appearance in his mind.

"Finally it's gone. What are you looking at? You've scared me these days." Xie Jin still didn't speak, but reached out to touch Dou Chunliang's face, but retracted his hand halfway.

Dou Chunliang couldn't believe it, he stretched out his hand to hold Xie Jin's hand, pulled his palm and placed it on his cheek, "Why back off."

Xie Jin withdrew his hand like an electric shock, shook his head slightly, and avoided Dou Chunliang's gaze.

Xie Jin hid from Dou Chunliang and chased after him, "What are you afraid of? I know what happened to your aunt has hit you hard, but if you keep being so negative, you will only make the person who loves you sad. Are you still the Xie Jin I know? .”

Xie Jin slowly raised his head, looked into Dou Chunliang's eyes, stretched out his hand, and dropped it weakly at the moment he was about to touch it, "Don't be sad, and don't love me, I don't deserve it." , you go back."

Dou Chunliang was a little pleased with Xie Jin's actions, but who would have thought that Xie Jin would say such words.

Dou Chunliang turned his face away, he told himself to be patient, the person in front of him had suffered too much, if he was not by his side, who else would he be left with.

Taking a breath, she turned around, pushed Xie Jin down, and straddled him like yesterday.Xie Jin's eyes rose a little, but he was quickly suppressed by himself.

"I won't leave. You said that you want to say that you love me every day. You have owed me a lot these days. How are you going to pay me back?"

While speaking, he unbuttoned his body. Xie Jin once said that he would wait until the day when Dou Chunliang was willing, and when the day really came, it was Xie Jin who retreated first.

"Don't, don't, I, I'm a cowardly man who can't bear failure, I'm not worth it, you dress well..." While speaking, my breathing became a little rough.

"You look at me, why don't you dare to look at me, are you afraid you can't help it? Xie Jin, don't let me look down on you."

Xie Jin endured a lot of hard work, his veins popped out, his eyes wandered and he didn't dare to look at Dou Chunliang's body, but he couldn't help but want to look at it. This was like an endless loop, and he must be the one who lost first.

In the end, Xie Jin compromised. He didn't know where the strength came from, and rolled Dou Chunliang under him, "Now is not the time. I have nothing now, and I can't promise you. I don't want to see something in the future." One day you regret the look.

You are not a natural comrade. You may be able to marry a wife and have children normally without me. You have to become a first-class advertiser. Don't delay you because of me. "

Letting go of his hand while speaking, Dou Chunliang sat up and slapped Xie Jin.

The loud voice was extraordinarily crisp in the silent room, "What I regret now is that I thought you would cheer up, I thought you wouldn't give up on yourself because of these things, so I was wrong.

What is lost should be remembered rather than given up. If you are willing to watch me marry a wife and have children, and you are willing to believe that my liking is only because you are Xie Jin, not because you are just you, then I have no reason to stay. "

He said that he really got up and wanted to leave, but just as he was about to get out of bed, Xie Jin hugged him from behind: "You said this, Chunliang, this is what you said, even if you want to regret it in the future and you want to leave, I will Won't let you go."

The overwhelming kisses landed on Dou Chunliang's face and neck, and spread all the way to his body. Xie Jin kept murmuring Dou Chunliang's name in his mouth, and his sexy voice and moist lips made Dou Chunliang sink.

Who said that love is like a swamp, maybe you just want to try at the beginning, but when you are about to sink, you can't extricate yourself, it will only sink deeper and deeper until you are completely submerged, your You will always be the other person in your eyes and heart, and you will be willing to do anything for the other person.

Dou Chunliang's body is very sensitive and shy. He knew in his previous life that even if the two had been together for a long time, Dou Chunliang would feel like it was the first time.

What's more, it's really the first time now. When Xie Jin all entered, Dou Chunliang still cried uncontrollably. Even after making complete preparations, he still couldn't help it. Returning his /mother's two lives to the same person, this is simply a bad fate.

At the moment before Dou Chunliang fell into a coma, he seemed to have hallucinations in front of his eyes. He seemed to see two identical faces, and at the same time said those three eternal love words in his ears.

"I love you."