After sending the wrong order, I got angry with the Lord of the Underworld

Among the materials needed for Huanyang, there just happened to be lover's tears.

Before Linglong's bone was destroyed, Yu Qing almost wanted to give up, but he didn't expect to get lover's tears here by accident.

only--

"The lover's tears seem to be incomplete." Yu Qing looked at the tear, and saw an obvious crack on the edge of the tear. Judging from the shape, there should be half of it. "Could it be possible to make He Zhisui cry again?"

He waited for a long time but didn't get an answer. He turned his head and found that Mu Yuanzhi was in a daze.

This person didn't know what he was thinking, his already dark eyes were bottomless at this moment, and the coldness on his body was so strong that it dimmed the light in the room a bit.

Yu Qing was taken aback by his sudden change, hesitated for a moment and then raised his hand to pat Mu Yuanzhi's shoulder, asking, "Mu Yuanzhi, what's wrong with you?"

Why is it suddenly so scary, bah, scary ghost?

"It's nothing..." The coldness on Mu Yuanzhi's body disappeared in an instant, and his usual indifference and alienation returned to his eyes.

He glanced at He Zhisui who was still lying on the hospital bed, and walked out, "I was just thinking about what He Zhisui just said."

If you are destined to leave, should you stop the loss in time?

It seems so.

At least the former Mu Yuanzhi would definitely do this without hesitation.

Yu Qing looked at Mu Yuanzhi like that, hesitant to speak.

If Mu Yuanzhi didn't tell him if he asked, how embarrassed he would be.More importantly, if you ask, you will find that Mu Yuanzhi will leave eventually...

So can they still be friends?

Yu Qing considered this question for a while, but finally chose to remain silent.

He is different from He Zhisui.

He doesn't have enough courage to face loss.

Because of the episode of He Zhisui, Yu Qing and their New Year's plans were all disrupted.

To be precise, it wasn't all because of He Zhisui.

Recently, Mu Yuanzhi has become particularly gloomy due to the continuous awakening of his memory. Before that, he suddenly looked at Yu Qing unexpectedly, and his eyes were full of murderous intent.

In the past, Yu Qing had thought about what it would be like if Mu Yuanzhi's sense of alienation faded, but he never thought it would be like this.

That staring at each other really caused a lot of psychological shadow on Yu Qing, which made him trembling all the time, for fear that he would be cold one day.

Fortunately, on New Year's Eve, Mu Yuanzhi finally returned to normal.

"Scared me to death." Yu Qing sat on the sofa next to Mu Yuanzhi, but instead of slumping on Mu Yuanzhi as before, he kept a little distance, "I thought you were going to be like the girl in the novel. It's also blackened."

"What blackening?" Mu Yuanzhi pressed his forehead. The amount of information contained in the memory of the past few days is a bit large, and he hasn't distinguished reality from dreams for a while.

Yu Qing pursed her lips, feeling that her words seemed inaccurate.He pondered for a long time but couldn't figure out why, so he simply gave up, "Mu Yuanzhi... your memory, isn't it very bad?"

The hostility that gushed out of Mu Yuanzhi the few times before was almost heavier than that of a ghost king who had lived for thousands of years.

"Hmm..." It was rare for Mu Yuanzhi not to make a detour, but looked directly at Yu Qing with his deep black eyes, and said seriously: "I have a lot of pictures in my mind during this period. Although I am still not sure what I am Who is it... But I can be sure, I have one thing to do."

That matter is very important.

"Yes, is it?" Yu Qing couldn't tell what mood he was in right now.

He knew that he and Mu Yuanzhi were not in the same way, and that they would separate sooner or later.

But I didn't expect this day to come so soon.

"What are you going to do, can I help you?" Yu Qing picked up the teacup on the table and took a sip. The bitter tea kept stimulating his taste buds, but it made him sober up a lot. "I'm very good."

"No..." Mu Yuanzhi shook his head, "That's my business."

The whirlpool-like black crack in his mind is scary just looking at it. Mu Yuanzhi saw himself jumping into it more than once, and every time he saw it, he felt terrified.

Meeting Yu Qing was an accident.

But even without this accident, he would have passed away not long after.

Thinking of this, Mu Yuanzhi sighed slightly.

I don't know if this accident was right or wrong.

"Okay..." Yu Qing was not surprised by Mu Yuanzhi's answer at all.But when I heard this, my heart still felt uncomfortable.

It felt empty there, as if something had left without a sound.

Just when the twelve o'clock bell rang, the two of them froze for a moment, turned their heads at the same time, and said in unison: "Happy New Year."

Yu Qing looked at Mu Yuanzhi, who still looked familiar to him.Although there were emotions in his eyes that he couldn't understand, the gaze towards him didn't change.

"Well, happy new year." Yu Qing moved towards Mu Yuanzhi, eliminating the sense of distance.

Within two seconds, he tilted his head again and leaned on Mu Yuanzhi's shoulder, "Actually, I have prepared a New Year's gift for you."

That distant future has not yet come, before that, he may still be able to act recklessly with Mu Yuanzhi for a while.

"But you don't seem to like sweets, so I ate it myself." Yu Qing smelled the cedar smell from Mu Yuanzhi's body again, and said in a low voice, "Would you like to guess what I gave you?"

Mu Yuanzhi didn't care that Yu Qing's head was on his shoulder, but Yu Qing was too close.

The fluffy hair was almost rubbing against Mu Yuanzhi's face, making him feel like he had a big dog and was being rubbed.

"That box of chocolates on the table before?" Mu Yuanzhi tilted his head, avoiding Yu Qing's furry hair.

"Did you see it?" Yu Qing smiled, "You guessed it right, I'll give you a reward."

He stretched out his hand towards Mu Yuanzhi.

Under the light, Yu Qing's hands showed a sickly white color, and the faint blue blood vessels on the back of the hands were particularly conspicuous.

Mu Yuanzhi lowered his eyes and stretched out his hand.

In the next second, a chocolate ball with Yu Qing's body temperature landed in Mu Yuanzhi's hands.

"Then, do I have a New Year's gift?" Yu Qing raised his head and looked at Mu Yuanzhi's profile.

Mu Yuanzhi nodded, dragged the chocolate ball around with his fingertips, put it away, and said, "There is a box on your right."

Yu Qing lowered his head and saw a small blue box beside the sofa, "Tsk, you actually prepared a gift for me."

Inside the box was a bracelet made of unknown stones, which looked like a street stall.But Yu Qing saw the runes engraved on those stones at a glance.

"What is this?" Yu Qing put on the bracelet, the light-colored stones were not as white as the dark ones.But he was already white, and he didn't need stones to complement his skin tone.

"Probably save your life the next time you do something stupid."

Yu Qing's emotion just now dissipated completely, he couldn't hold back and raised his hand to pinch Mu Yuanzhi's neck, "Mu Yuanzhi! You don't want to live on the first day of the new year, do you?"

New Year's Eve is not bad, although there are no stars, but the moon is very bright.

But even if the silvery white moonlight poured down, it didn't make the city full of red lanterns cold.

But in a corner where no one noticed, a mass of black was slowly spreading, and then quickly occupied the entire street.

-

Although he knew that He Zhisui's time was numbered, Yu Qing never thought that this day would come so soon.

On the second day of the Lunar New Year, they went to visit He Zhisui. They planned to pay New Year's greetings, but they didn't expect to see He Zhisui's lifeless and decayed appearance.

That person's body has actually deteriorated by more than a star and a half compared to the last time we met.He seemed to have stretched to the limit, only hanging on with his last breath.

"You used the life-burning pill again?" Yu Qing frowned, "He Zhisui, are you really desperate?"

Before He Zhisui could speak, he coughed heart-piercingly for a while.His originally pale face was stained with blood because of this cough, and when he let go of his hand, his palm was also stained red.

"Yesterday, Qiuqiu went abroad." He Zhisui didn't care about coughing up blood at all.

He took out a tissue beside him very calmly, wiped his hands and said, "I couldn't help it, so I went to the airport to meet him."

However, it was sneaky.

He was afraid of revealing his secrets at the last moment, so he took the pill anyway.When he saw Lin Qiu entering the airport with his luggage alone, he felt sad again and felt like the dust had settled.

Lin Qiu will meet many people in the future, will have a bright future, and will shine in his favorite field.

He Zhisui felt very happy just thinking about it.

"I have one last request." He Zhisui looked at Yu Qing and said, "Please, please bury me behind that small park in the north of the city."

That was the place where he and Lin Qiu first met.

It seems quite romantic to use it to end.

It was difficult for Yu Qing to refuse the last request of a dying person, so he nodded.

He Zhisui's funeral was held two days later.

The auditorium is full of white wreaths and relatives and friends wearing black clothes to express their condolences. The exhibition hall is filled with black and white, and there is an almost depressing dullness against the backdrop of mourning and music.

The sky that had been sunny for several days suddenly rained, and the gloomy weather made the funeral even more sad.

Yu Qing mixed in the crowd, looked at the black and white photos on the coffin, and sighed slightly, "I didn't expect that I would have a day to attend the funeral."

His colleagues had brought He Zhisui's soul back to the underworld yesterday.Otherwise, He Zhisui might become the first ghost to attend his funeral.

"How long will this funeral be going on?" Yu Qing felt a headache when he heard the mourning music, he wasn't sad at first.But now I'm almost emo'd by this music.

"I don't know..." Mu Yuanzhi had never attended a funeral, so he couldn't answer this question.

The two chatted for a while, and Yu Qing crossed his arms and looked at He Zhisui's photo, feeling that he seemed a little disrespectful to him.So he took Mu Yuanzhi through the crowd and walked outside the auditorium.

Without the brainwashing of mourning and joy, Yu Qing felt that the air was much clearer.

He just breathed out and was about to say something, but when he looked up, he saw a familiar face on the other side of the corridor walking towards them.

"Mu Yuanzhi, I seem to be hallucinating." Yu Qing tugged at Mu Yuanzhi's sleeve, pointed at the man and said, "I just saw Lin Qiu."

Mu Yuanzhi looked in the direction Yu Qing pointed, and saw Lin Qiu wearing a black down jacket and holding a black umbrella in his hand.

It may be because it just came in from the outside, and the rain dripped down the tip of the umbrella, leaving a long wet mark.

"Didn't He Zhisui say that he watched Lin Qiu go abroad?" Yu Qing frowned, somewhat puzzled.

Lin Qiu's condition doesn't look good, his face is haggard, the black and blue eyes are very obvious, and he doesn't know how long he hasn't had a good rest.

The chill on Lin Qiu's body hadn't dissipated yet, and when he approached, Yu Qing could smell the rain.

He suddenly remembered something, and stepped sideways to block Mu Yuanqian, staring at Lin Qiu vigilantly.

"Who are you?" Mu Yuanzhi looked at the back of Yu Qing's head with some doubts.

"I'm afraid he will beat you." Yu Qing said, "After all, your identity is He Zhisui's love affair."

Some time ago in the park, they were flirting with each other in front of Lin Qiu!

Mu Yuanzhi felt a little funny, but didn't say much.

He looked up at Lin Qiu who was standing not far away, and found that although the man's physical condition did not look very good, his mental state was not very bad.

At least, it looks calm.

After thinking for a while, Mu Yuanzhi put his hand on Yu Qing's shoulder, pushed him away, and said, "You already knew?"

"Hmm..." Lin Qiu wasn't curious about what Mu Yuanzhi said, and whispered, "I'm always willing to do things according to his ideas."

Since He Zhisui wanted him to leave, he didn't want him to know.

Then he pretended to leave, pretending not to know.

"Then you should be in the northern hemisphere now." Mu Yuanzhi remained expressionless, "When did you find out?"

Lin Qiu is obviously an ordinary person, it is impossible to break the spell of the celestial master.Therefore, after his memory was erased, he discovered He Zhisui again.

"He won't lie at all." Lin Qiu may have a cold, his voice is hoarse, "I found out before I met you."

The lover's temperament changed suddenly, and Lin Qiu is not stupid, so how could he not notice it?

Yu Qing didn't expect the story to have such a direction, so he couldn't help being a little surprised, "You found out and you still acted with him?"

Shouldn't He Zhisui be hospitalized for treatment with a tough attitude?

Human love is once again so complicated that ghosts can't understand it.

"I don't want to either." Lin Qiu closed his eyes, and his mind was full of images of him discovering that He Zhisui ran to the bathroom in the middle of the night, obviously in pain, but suppressed and dared not make a sound.

He is learning art, but it doesn't mean his grades are bad, nor does it mean his brain is bad.

After finding out that He Zhisui might be hiding something from him, Lin Qiu searched the house inside and out while He Zhisui was away.

He turned over a lot of things.

The laboratory report that was not hidden, the bank card with a small note, the diary that I thought was very hidden...

"You know he is in pain." Lin Qiu felt his heart tighten when he thought of those scenes, "It was very painful for him to endure the illness, and it was even more painful to hide it from me...I can't make him suffer more."

At that time, he accidentally saw He Zhisui's diary, in which he wrote many times "I want to be free."

He Zhisui really couldn't hold on anymore.

Lin Qiu didn't go home that night, and sat alone in the park for a long time.

The night wind was very cool, but he didn't feel it at all.

Probably because the heart is colder than the wind.

In the past, Lin Qiu didn't quite understand why some people like to smoke when they encounter something, but when he got to this point, he suddenly understood.

That night, he smoked more than half a pack of cigarettes.

"I don't know what happened to Zhisui." Lin Qiu said: "The stomach cancer is in the advanced stage, the cancer cells have already spread, and all the organs in his body are failing."

The chances of recovery from treatment are not slim.

But basically hopeless.

Lin Qiu also went to find out about the follow-up treatment, which was similar to the records in He Zhisui's diary, almost hanging on his last breath.

And He Zhisui also clearly expressed his resistance to those treatments in his diary.

"Zhisui is actually very stinky." These memories should have been discussed with He Zhisui on a sunny afternoon when he was in his seventies and eighties.

Instead of being outside this gloomy auditorium, he said alone: ​​"He pays great attention to his image. Even in a particularly cold winter, he would never allow himself to be wrapped into a ball."

He always thought that He Zhisui looked like a peacock.

And He Zhisui does have beautiful feathers like a peacock.

"He doesn't want to be ugly, he doesn't want to receive treatment, and he doesn't want to be able to linger on a hospital bed in his last days, and he doesn't want to let half of his life's savings be filled in that bottomless pit. He wants to leave in a good light, I... ..." Lin Qiu paused for a while, then said: "I respect him."

"Thank you also for acting with Zhisui so that he can leave with peace of mind."

"Then what are you going to do next?" Yu Qing was in a complicated mood. He thought that He Zhisui was already very courageous in the face of death, but he didn't expect Lin Qiu to be even better.

Does love really have such a magic power?

"Before Zhisui's dream was to travel around the world." Lin Qiu said, "I want to take him around."

Yu Qing stared at Lin Qiu for a long time, making sure that this person was not overthinking, so he relaxed a little.

But thinking of some previous cases, he still couldn't hold back and said, "But He Zhisui hopes that you can realize your dream."

Draw key points and live well.

"I discussed love and bread with Zhisui before. What should I choose? At that time, I chose bread."

The bell of the auditorium rang again, and the funeral process had reached the final stage. Lin Qiu looked inside and saw He Zhisui's black and white photo, "But now, I want to choose love."

After finishing speaking, Lin Qiu walked directly towards the auditorium.

Yu Qing wanted to chase after him and say something, but he was pulled back by Mu Yuanzhi just as he took a step.

"Don't go there." Mu Yuanzhi said, "He won't be overwhelmed."

"Why?" Yu Qing looked back at Mu Yuanzhi, "There were so many before..."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Mu Yuanzhi.

He raised his hand and rubbed Yu Qing's head, and said, "Because Lin Qiu still has parents, and also, He Zhisui's parents."

Except for Gu Xiaoyan, the previous few customers who ordered orders did not have a deep bond with their family members.

But Lin Qiu is different from He Zhisui.

What weighs on them is reality.

Such as money, such as family.

Yu Qing understood what Mu Yuanzhi meant, but felt even more sad.

God gave him compassion, but forgot to give him the ability to save the world.

The final step in the funeral process is cremation.

Previously, Yu Qing planned to fulfill He Zhisui's last wish and bury him in the place where he and Lin Qiu first met.

But now that Lin Qiu is here, it seems that there is nothing wrong with him.

Yu Qing took one last look at the auditorium, and was about to leave when he saw a drop of tears overflowing from the corner of Lin Qiu's eyes.

In the next second, that drop of tear flew towards them, and merged with He Zhisui's tear before, forming a complete tear shape.

Yu Qing looked at the crystal clear tears under the light, and was a little surprised for a while, "Is the lover's tears actually the tears of two people?"

It seems that it also makes sense.

He was about to say a few words of emotion, but the phone rang untimely. Yu Qing looked down and became serious.

"Mu Yuanzhi, Fan Ming found the Resurrection Grass."

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