Wrong Changhuan

Lin Changhuan woke up slowly, it was already noon three days later.

On this day, there was no wind, no sun, the sky was pattering, and it was raining lightly.

Chen Yu stood by the bed, saw Chang Huan opened his eyes, stood up immediately, and said excitedly, "You finally woke up..." After speaking, he limped and ran to the kitchen to send a message.

As soon as he left the hospital, he met Yang Yan and Lin Xun who were carrying medicine bowls and food.

After hearing this, the two of them stuffed the tray to Chen Yu, and entered the room in a hurry.

Seeing Chang Huan get off the bed, Yang Yan carefully helped her to sit at the table.

Chang Huan looked puzzled and said, "Uncle, Second Uncle, why are you here? When did you come?"

Yang Yandao, "I've been here for three days...I heard that something happened to you, so I rushed here...Do you feel uncomfortable?"

Chang Huan shook his head and saw Chen Yu enter the door.

Lin Xun said, "Hungry, let's eat something first, I made your favorite sweet porridge."

Seeing Chen Yu carefully put the porridge in front of her, Chang Huan raised his eyes and said, "Where is Ah Cuo and Chen Yang? Why don't you see them..."

The people in the house were all stunned on the spot for a moment.

Chen Yu's worries surfaced, and the previous excitement had long since disappeared. He said slowly, "Chenyang, it's gone... An Cuo... also left..."

Chang Huan looked at Chen Yu, the scenes that made her sad before echoed in her mind, and she stayed there.

There was no trace of sadness or joy on his face, only quiet sadness spreading in the house.

Yang Yan stroked her arm, and comforted her softly, "It's hard, just cry..."

Chang Huan lowered his eyebrows, and just said softly, "I'm hungry..." After finishing speaking, he leaned over and ate one mouthful after another like a wolf.

It seems that I have been hungry for too long, and it seems that no matter how much I eat, I can't fill the emptiness inside.

The rest of the people in the room looked at each other in blank dismay, and were silent for a while.

After Chang Huan finished eating the porridge, he pulled the medicine bowl closer to him and drank it slowly, spoon by spoon.

The bitterness in the mouth has long been unknown, the medicine juice has bottomed out, and I have not noticed it.

"Chang Huan, say something!" Yang Yan pulled the medicine bowl away and snatched the spoon from her hand.

"I want...to see her..." Chang Huan said slowly and left his seat, looking up at Chen Yu.

Chen Yu turned his head to look at Lin Xun and Yang Yan, and then turned his eyes back to Chang Huan. He didn't make a sound, but just walked out the door one by one.

Chang Huan followed to the next door, and as soon as he reached the door, he saw a green altar placed on the table.

Chang Huan held onto the door frame all of a sudden, and froze there.

"Chenyang, Changhuan... came to see you!" Chen Yu touched the green altar lightly, then turned to look at the dull-faced person at the door.

Chang Huan staggered two steps into the room, a thought buzzed in his head, then a headache and tinnitus hit him suddenly, and he collapsed to the ground.

Yang Yan came to see Chang Huan covering his ears, shaking his head, as if he was in great pain, and said distressedly, "What's wrong? But I have a headache?"

Lin Xun also squatted in front of her, and said softly, "Chang Huan, tell your second uncle what's wrong?"

Chang Huan did not hear Yang Yan and Lin Xun's footsteps, nor did they hear their inquiries.

Just for a moment, the headache and tinnitus disappeared.

Chang Huan let go, and looked at Yang Yan and Lin Xun's anxious expressions and their opening and closing mouths in horror.

They seemed to be talking about something, but they were all empty, and she didn't hear anything.

The surroundings are quiet, as if everything is still.

Chang Huan just felt that this world is so quiet.

Then, the green altar on the table hurt her eyes and her heart.

Chen Yu said, "I originally wanted you to see her for the last time, but... I don't know when you will wake up. It's up to me to cremate her according to her last wish..."

Chang Huan didn't know what Chen Yu said, but he just braced himself, walked to the table, stroked the cold jar, and hugged it in his arms.

In the cold altar without a trace of temperature, there is the once warm, her Chenyang.

Yang Yan called out twice behind him, seeing that Chang Huan didn't respond, he noticed something strange, and lied, "An'an came back by mistake..."

Chang Huan still didn't respond.

Lin Xun reached out and snapped his fingers next to her ear.Then, he looked at Yang Yan in shock.

It wasn't until a pair of strong hands touched her shoulders that Chang Huan trembled in shock, turned his head abruptly, and saw that it was Yang Yan.

Chen Yu also noticed something was wrong and asked, "What's wrong with her?"

Yang Yan looked into Chang Huan's eyes and said, "Chang Huan, does your ear hurt?"

Chang Huan said with a blank face, "Uncle, I seem to...can't hear..."

Then, the ashes in his arms were carefully taken away by Chen Yu, and Chang Huan was helped to the table.Yang Yan ordered Lin Xun to fetch silver needles, and performed acupuncture on the back of her head and next to her ears.

After a while, Chang Huan only felt a humming sound, and after the noise disappeared, he heard the sound again in his left ear.

I only heard Yang Yan explaining to Lin Xun, "It may be a trauma, or it may be the soul-locking needle in the brain... I can't say for sure."

Chang Huan sat at the table blankly, his face calm, and he just said softly, "Uncle, I heard..."

Then, Yang Yan covered Chang Huan's ear and tried again, only to find that her right ear was already deaf, and her heart immediately became half cold.

Thinking of Cheng Yunchu, Yang Yan murmured to himself, "I got her into trouble..." After that, he slapped himself hard, and before the second slap came, Lin Xun stopped him.

"Uncle, it's none of your business..." Chang Huan finished speaking quietly, paused, looked at the green altar on the table, and said slowly, "I want to go back to Zizai Valley...I want to... .Chenyang... wants to go home too..."

After hearing this, Chen Yu said with red eyes, "Okay... I'll accompany you and take her home..."

Before leaving, Chang Huan looked back at the courtyard, the sound of fighting that night was still in his ears, but there was no trace in his eyes.

The rain washed away the remaining blood.

Time took away everything, her Chenyang, her Ah Cuo, and finally, even herself, seemed to have ceased to exist.

What is life?

Is it a memory?Lin Changhuan asked himself.It's just that she couldn't figure it out.

Chen Yang died, did her memory also disappear?

Ah Cuo is still alive, but he doesn't remember her, and the past they experienced together...

What's left?

Just a story in my head?

Or, just a dream?

Then, Lin Changhuan discovered that life is a bitter experience.

The sweetness and joyful songs and laughter that used to be brewed in the end are just a bitterness and a person's sadness.

When Lin Changhuan braved the rain and came to Zizai Valley again, he realized that things are different and people are different. It turns out that everything has changed.

Zizai Valley without Chenyang and Ah Cuo is no longer the previous home.

Chen Yu helped her scatter Chen Yang's ashes in the lake in front of the bamboo house, and under the wild Jiangmei tree.

Neither of them spoke.

The light rain was pattering, as if someone was crying silently.

Seeing Chang Huan suddenly kneeling under the Jiangmei tree, digging the soil with his bare hands, Chen Yu couldn't bear it, and helped her dig out the two jars of wine.

Seeing Chang Huan sitting on the floor under the bamboo eaves, Chen Yu brought a bamboo wine glass, sat down next to her on the left side, and poured two glasses, one for himself and one for Chang Huan.

Yang Yan wanted to step forward to stop him, but Lin Xun blocked his arm.

Lin Xun said, "Now she needs to vent. It's just rice wine, it's okay...you let her drink it..."

Chang Huan looked at the wine glass she made with Chen Yang in his hand, thought about it, poured half of the wine on the ground, and murmured, "Chen Yang, let's drink together."

Chenyu did so.

Then they both drank it down.

The rice wine enters the throat, soft and mellow, with a hint of sweetness and sweetness.

"Chenyang, the wine you make is really delicious...it is the best wine I have ever drank in my life..." Chang Huan's eyes were red, and he drank another glass alone.

Chen Yu looked at the rippling lake water in front of him, and said softly, "On the day of cremation, I was afraid that she would be cold, so I covered her with your purple cloak, and... the one you gave her A hairband, and tied it on her too..."

The pain in Chang Huan's heart was unstoppable, she shed tears silently, looked at the wine in his hand, and said in a low voice, "Chenyu, thank you..."

"Do you know? She likes your cloak very much... She once said that your cloak is warm and fragrant, unlike mine, which smells like a man..." Chen Yu smiled, Suddenly wept.

With teary eyes, Chang Huan poured the wine and handed it to Chen Yu.

Chen Yu took a sip and said, "She fell in love with you a long time ago... When you were still on Xiaoyao Island, every year you sent a letter saying that you were taken away by someone and couldn't be contacted. That night, Chen Yang broke into Xie's house at night, although he was not caught, he went beyond the rules, and later Master found out and was scolded."

Chang Huan remembered that she was arrested and beaten by Xie Tianshu, and was later rescued by his wife back to the west courtyard.After waking up, Niannian told her that there was an assassin in the west courtyard.

"It turns out that the assassin was her..."

She never knew that Nian Nian was also Murong Ji's spy.It turned out that Chen Yang had come to her side from a long time ago.

Chen Yu said, "At that time, I knew that you were special in her heart. She has always followed the rules, and there are years on the island, so she shouldn't break into it... Such a thing has never happened to her before. It happened to me...I think, at that time, she was in a hurry..."

Tears dripped from her cheeks into the cup, Chang Huan said, "She has been protecting me..."

"But she said that once you had an accident, she was supposed to be there, but she wasn't there. She hurt you and didn't protect you. She was annoyed and regretted for a long time."

Chang Huan turned his head and looked at Chen Yu, not understanding what he was talking about and waiting for his follow-up.

Chen Yu put down his wine glass and said, "She said that it was in a paddock in Jiangdong, and she was supposed to go with her, but she felt uncomfortable when she saw you and An Cuo together the day before, so she got angry and didn't go with her... ...She thought that with the guards of the Hou Mansion and An Cuo, you would be fine... Who knows, you were still injured... After that, she blamed herself for a long time... "

"I don't know how many..." Chang Huan felt uncomfortable hearing this, and drank a big glass.

"She loves you very much, but she hides it in her heart..." Chen Yu paused and continued, "I know, she never regretted falling in love with you...Being able to hear you say that you like her before dying. ..Chenyang she...should have no regrets..."

After Chen Yu finished speaking, he raised his head, let out a long sigh of relief, then wiped his tears with his sleeves, and drank a glass.

The mountains and lakes are lonely and clear, and the cold rain is drizzling.

For a long time, Chang Huan and Chen Yu didn't say any more, just quietly drinking one cup after another.

Chang Huan suddenly said, "How can someone make a white radish so delicious..."

Chen Yu laughed and said, "She cooks really well..."

Chang Huan looked into the distance, dazed, and said after a long time, "She's a liar... She said she would never leave me... She promised not to return to Jiangling, where is it?" Neither... But, she left me and left alone..."

As Chang Huan spoke, he finally burst into tears.

"She left me and left alone..."

The person who laughed when she saw her, the person who said he was not afraid of pain when taking the medicine, the person who protected her with his life, the person who did not hesitate at all when changing lives, The person who once said, I will never leave you, the woman named Chen Yang, still left.

"She said that rice wine won't intoxicate people, and she lied to me again..."