Wrong Changhuan

The heavy snow is filling the air, and it seems that the spring is late, and the willows are idle.

An Cuo walked out of the Zuixian Pavilion, and on the way west to Anping Hall, he saw the few lines of footprints on the ground, which were quite organized, and his heart seemed to have found the way.

An Cuo smiled helplessly, laughing at his own obsession and stupidity, and couldn't help speeding up his pace.

Now, she just wants to go home early, meet Chang Huan, and tell her that she is such a mediocre person.Ask her about dinner, and tell her what's on her mind.

After arriving at the entrance of the backyard of Anping Hall, seeing the situation in the courtyard, the smile on An Cuo's face suddenly froze.

An Cuo couldn't see Chang Huan's face with his back to her, but could only see her squatting down and wiping away tears for Chen Yang.

That movement is so gentle.

An Cuo stared blankly at all this, seemingly staggering, and unconsciously reached out to hold the door frame.

Then, quietly watching Chang Huan help Chen Yang up.

A piece of sawdust protruding from the door frame at hand was quietly picked out, and then the action was repeated on the hand.

The sawdust stuck into his fingertips, but An Cuo didn't pay attention.

The cloak on Chen Yang's body was embroidered in deep purple with a white fox collar.An Cuo recognized at a glance that it belonged to Chang Huan.

The exact same cloak, she also gave herself one on the night of the first heart-to-heart talk by the Moon Spring.

Under the moon that night, you put it on for me yourself.

In the snow tonight, did you give it to her again? !

Lin Changhuan, who do you think I am?Who is she to you? !

An Cuo felt as if someone had sneaked a sap in his head, and wanted to yell loudly, but it seemed that his mouth was gagged, and Chad's anger rose in his chest, his eyes turned red, and his feelings were hurt.It seemed to be bleeding, and it was hard to stop.

When Chang Huan turned to look at her, a tear quietly fell from the corner of An Cuo's eye.The thoughts that had been gathered with great difficulty collapsed again without warning.

An made a mistake and ran away like crazy.

Now, she didn't know what else to do except run away.

She heard the shouts of the people behind her, but in her mind, it seemed to become a horn that could not wait to urge her to escape.

There is only one voice in my head telling me, run away--

An Cuo was really scared.

No matter how many times she has fought to the death, she has never been as embarrassed as she is now in the face of no matter how strong an opponent is.

It was the first time that such a strong fear arose, but it was because of that gentle intimate movement.

It turned out that to defeat her, only one tear from Chen Yang was needed, that's all.

It turned out that that cold appearance was just her so-called strength.

There was only a gleam of warmth in his heart, and a little light in his eyes, which melted the cold strength.

Just like the ice melts in spring and the snow melts, it only takes one light blow to make it so unbearable.

She didn't dare to face it, she was afraid that everything would really be as she saw it, and at that time, she wouldn't know how to deal with herself, and she didn't know where to go.

An Cuo walked west along the street, and then turned south into a dark alley.

The alleys are less than ten feet wide and long in depth.

It seems that because of the tall walls on both sides and the cover, the snow on the ground is only scattered and sparse, and there is no light.

An Cuo didn't want to see anyone at the moment, and he didn't want to be seen.It seems that only by hiding yourself in the darkness again, and merging with the cold and silent darkness, can you get a moment of peace.

Like, in the dark, no one can see her fragility and tears.

It's like, the darkest place is the safest place.

It was like, those light and warmth never belonged to her.

And she is just a passerby.

Not knowing how deep the alley was or how long he had been running, An Cuo stopped, leaned against the corner of the wall, slid down slowly as if losing strength, and sat slumped on the ground, his eyes glazed over.

In the darkness, she wrapped her arms around her legs, and even when she cried, she just put her hands in her mouth and choked softly.

Anping Hall, next to the snowy branches of osmanthus trees in the courtyard.

Just as Lin Changhuan supported Chen Yang to get up, he turned around and saw An Cuo. With just one glance, An Cuo suddenly disappeared.

Chang Huan's mind went blank, and he instinctively chased him out.

Yang Yan yelled anxiously, Chang Huan--, Fang wanted to chase after him, but Lin Xun grabbed his arm.

Lin Xun said, "The matter between the two of them, they still have to solve it by themselves... let's go back to the house first--"

Yang Yan looked at the gate and sighed helplessly.

Lin Xun and Yang Yan approached and saw that Chen Yang wanted to chase after him, but they only took one step and fell to the ground.

Yang Yan couldn't bear it, so he helped her up, and said, "You'd better go back to the house to warm up... Axun is right, you can't help them with their affairs, you will only add to the chaos."

Chen Yang said, "It happened because of me, I have to go." Then he still didn't give up, endured the stiffness and numbness, and took two small steps again.

Lin Xun said, "What can you do if you go like this?! Go back to the house--"

"Your orders are useless to me... I only listen to Miss." Chen Yang said, stumbling towards the door.

Seeing that An Cuo was in front, Chang Huan shouted anxiously, "A Cuo--"

But Ah Cuo continued to run desperately as if he didn't hear it.

Like how can not catch up.

Chang Huan had no choice but to continue chasing him with light kung fu until he reached a dark alley next to West Street, where he stopped.

Chang Huan shouted worriedly towards the alley, "Ah wrong--"

No one responded.

Chang Huan wiped the sweat from his forehead with his sleeve, looking at the dark alley, his heart was beating violently.

Two voices were fighting in my head.One said, don't go in there, it's too dark and scary.One said, Ah Cuo is waiting for you, waiting for you to find her.

Before he had time to think about it, Chang Huan bit his lips, clenched his fists unconsciously, and looked at the dark alley again, resolutely made up his mind, closed his eyes and ran towards the south vigorously.

In the darkness, it seems that the only companion is the wind.

In the darkness, it seems that there is no end to it, and no light can be seen.

Then, his foot slipped, and Chang Huan fell heavily to the ground, without any snow as a cushion, he only felt pain in his body.

Chang Huan opened his eyes, no matter how wide his eyes were, it was pitch black, and he forgot to breathe for a moment.

In the darkness, there seemed to be nothing, but also like a ferocious beast with green eyes shining, waiting for an opportunity to devour her.

Then he gasped suddenly, and his heart beat even worse.

Chang Huan curled up on the ground, buried his head between his legs, and covered his head with his hands.Then, he yelled in a trembling low voice, "Ah Cuo--"

Only this light sound is the last courage.

In the dark alley, An Cuo suddenly heard someone calling her, and then heard a muffled sound, and then there was no more sound.

Suddenly startled in my heart, unable to restrain my panic, I walked back quickly in the dark.

He didn't stop until he heard a slight sound coming from a few steps ahead.

The voice wasn't heard until An Cuo got closer. It was Chang Huan who murmured and repeated, "I'm not afraid—don't come over—I'm not afraid—don't come over—"

An Cuo's heart ached suddenly, he squatted down, and hugged Chang Huan tightly into his arms.

"Why did you follow? Chang Huan? Why?" An Cuo burst into tears, crying and asked, "Did you forget that you are afraid of the dark? Why did you follow?"

An Cuo cried aloud, the first time in ten years that he cried aloud.

Is this love?While bringing me so much joy, it also made me cry.

Why can't there be only laughter, only heart warmth, sweetness and happiness?

Why are there so many tears, heartache, bitterness and sadness accompanying them?

Why, when I love you, I feel so powerless, like I can't control it all?

Chang Huan's dazed mind was still imprisoned in the small world tightly wrapped around him.

That world was created by herself, born from her heart.Isolated from darkness and everything, there is only light.

From the north came the sound of chaotic and anxious footsteps.

Chen Yang had already adapted to the darkness, seeing An Cuo crying and holding Chang Huan in his arms.

As for Chang Huan, he was still muttering in his mouth.

The darkness covered up Chen Yang's anger, her clenched hands, and the pain on her face.

When he was in Jiangdong, Chen Yang remembered every piece of news about Chang Huan delivered by the spies in Xiaoyao Island.

From being curious about the reason why she went to Xie's Mansion at the beginning, to gradually getting used to the movement, it was as if she met a friend through short notes.

Until the end, knowing Chang Huan's purpose, Chen Yang thought, if there was such a person who took risks desperately for him, he would not let her be wronged, and even if he tried his best, he would protect her.

Guard this fool, guard this infatuation.

Guard this...friend who makes her feel bad?

Fortunately, there is still a sliver of reason, she is afraid of the dark, how can Chen Yang forget it.

Chen Yang endured the pain and said, "Take her out first--"

Only then did An Cuo wake up suddenly, as if he had found the answer to a riddle, ignoring Chen Yang's outstretched hand, got up and hugged Chang Huan to his chest, and stumbled towards the north.

Chen Yang looked at the blurred figure, disappeared into the dark alley, and walked further and further away.

The snow stops as quietly as it comes.

On the main street in the city, the thick snow is crystal clear, reflecting light, adding a little softness to this dark night.

Chang Huan woke up to the sound of An Cuo's hug and call.

Chang Huan said softly, "Ah wrong?" There was a hint of doubt in his tone.

An Cuo let go of Chang Huan, touched her cheek with both hands, and cried, "It's me—it's Ah Cuo—I'm sorry—"

Chang Huan stretched out his hand to gently wipe away the tears on the face of the person in front of him, and said softly, "Ah Cuo, you cried... My heart seems to be broken too..." As he spoke, a tear fell quietly.

An mistakenly wiped her face, pouted her mouth, forced a smile, and said, "I won't cry anymore... I won't let your heart be broken... and I won't let you cry..."

An Cuo said and kissed Chang Huan's cheek, and kissed the tear.

Chen Yang walked to the entrance of the alley, heard the conversation, and saw a scene that made her heart ache.

Take a step forward and escape from this darkness.

But she chose to stay where she was.

Just like her identity in the past few years, a secret guard can only stay in a place where others can't see, quietly watching everything that happens to others.

Hopeful, but unattainable.

Quietly, Chen Yang turned his face away.

I no longer look at it because I dare not look at it anymore.My heart doesn't want to look at it anymore, and I can't bear to look at it anymore.

Chang Huan said, "Ah Cuo? Why did you run? Why did you hide?"

An made a mistake, "I thought, you don't want me anymore..."

Chang Huan pretended to blame, "Why would I not want you? Why are you so stupid?"

"Then why did you...keep her? Why did you wipe her tears...give her the cloak...what's next? Huh?...did you give your heart too she?"

When Chen Yang heard this, he suddenly turned around and looked straight at Chang Huan.

Chang Huan looked at An Cuo with tenderness in his eyes, and smiled wryly, "Ah Cuo, I said, my heart has already been given to you...it's yours...how can I give it to someone else? "

An Cuo pursued closely, and continued to ask, "Then why, what else are you going to do? Are you pitying her?"

An Cuo needs an answer to make himself feel at ease.

Chang Huan nodded and said, "She is a poor person..."

After hearing this, Chen Yang lowered his head, and tears fell silently.

Chang Huan continued, "I am also a poor person...I just feel that we are sick and sympathetic..."

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Why. . .The relationship between the three is,,, so complicated. . .Everyone, let me love. . .Everyone makes me feel bad. . .

Who do you want to be with?If you were Chang Huan, would you choose Ah Cuo or Chen Yang?