Wrong Changhuan

An Cuo didn't wait too long at the gate of Zuixian Pavilion, when he saw Chang Huan walk out of it in a daze.

Seeing this, people around pointed and pointed, whispering how the illegitimate daughter of the Lin family hooked up with the regent's words.

An Cuo gave him a cold look, everyone felt the silent chill, subconsciously stopped and lowered their heads.

An Cuo didn't pay any attention to these absurd nonsense, and hurriedly greeted him, asking in a low voice with concern, "Are you okay?"

Chang Huan shook his head with red eyes, and said, "My head is a little messed up, let's go back to Anpingtang first--"

Lin's mansion is afraid that it has already become a place of right and wrong, and Chang Huan has not yet figured out how to face his mother.And this place is less than [-] meters away from Anping Hall, which is the only safe haven for her now, where she returns temporarily.

An Cuo looked back at Zuixian Pavilion and saw Murong Ji watching them from the window, so he took Chang Huan's hand and walked westward together, asking as he walked, "Did he ... make things difficult for you?"

"He just wanted to have a meal with me..." Seeing An Cuo's face in disbelief, Chang Huan added, "I'm not joking..."

An Cuo replied solemnly, "I didn't laugh."

Clouds cover the sun, and the cold wind blows slightly, making it hard to feel.

On both sides of the avenue, small stalls and hawkers are still shouting hard, guarding their daily life.

In their eyes, this bustle is just an occasional extra episode in the ordinary life, just a chatter, a few words of conversation in their mouths during leisure time.

People have their own hearts, and their hearts have their own opinions.They never thought about this sudden climax and ending like an excerpt.

It's just that for some people, life is like a drama, with ups and downs, joys and sorrows, and only self-knowledge.

The person in the excerpt, the follow-up is undecided, who knows the path of life and the future?

The costumes that can be taken off are disguised, but the thoughts that are difficult to break are complicated and heart-wrenching.

Looking at the vendors, Chang Huan suddenly felt that the world was really fair, and he never favored anyone.

Some people are envious of wealth and glory, and want to get something for nothing, but in the end they make big things and small things, and they are exhausted.

Some people yearn for an ordinary life, wanting to be comfortable and peaceful, but they have many entanglements, and they are heartbroken.

Without exception, without relief.

How can we be freed?What is it?Is there really?

Is it true that as the Buddha said, only by understanding the mind can one see the nature, and then one can attain the Tao after enlightenment?

Thoughts have not stopped, have arrived in Anpingtang.

Before Chang Huan entered the backyard, he heard a quarrel and immediately stamped his feet.

"Don't stop me, I'm going to rescue Chang Huan..." Lin Teng roared.

"Have you had enough trouble? How many times do you have to deal with the aftermath before you can mature?!" It was Lin Xun's voice of reproach.

Chang Huan originally wanted to hide from the crowd to calm his mind, but unexpectedly, they were all there.

That's right, Anpingtang was the nearest place for Lin to be in a coma, but she forgot it for a while.

Seeing Chang Huan in a daze, An Cuo tightened his clenched hands and comforted him, "Don't be afraid... I'm here--"

Needless to say, a look is a moment of peace of mind.

Lin Xiao turned his head, noticed Chang Huan and An Cuo first, and called softly, "Chang Huan?"

There seemed to be surprise in his tone, maybe he didn't expect to see her come back so soon.

After everyone in the courtyard listened, they stopped talking and looked at the entrance of the backyard together. Seeing that Chang Huan calmed down, after looking at An Cuo, Fang turned his head and walked into the courtyard with a smile.

Lin Jie broke free from the shackles of Lin Xun and Yang Yan, and quickly ran towards Chang Huan, who was just a few feet away, and then stopped, as if he was relieved, and he didn't dare to recognize it as if he hadn't seen him for a long time, and then he was full of excitement. hugged her.

"Third Uncle—Long time no see, I miss you so much..." Chang Huan muffled.

Lin Yi held Chang Huan in his arms and asked anxiously, "Little girl, are you okay? I was still worried just now..."

"Third Uncle, I'm fine... But if you keep hugging me like this, I'm afraid something will really happen..."

This hug was so violent that Chang Huan couldn't breathe for a while.

After hearing this, Lin Teng let go, took Chang Huan's hand again, frowned and said angrily, "Why is your hand hurt? But Murong Ji hurt you? I'll ask him to settle the score--"

Lin said that the wind is the rain, and he was about to go out after saying that, but was grabbed by Chang Huan, and hurriedly said, "No--san uncle, don't be impulsive... this was accidentally injured in Jiangdong, It's none of his business, it will be fine in a few days..."

Seeing this, everyone in the courtyard stared at each other, sighed helplessly, and sighed when Lin Teng would learn to calm down.

Lin looked at Chang Huan half-believingly, and said angrily, "It's his luck..."

Chang Huan looked at Lin Tun, and the only thing that changed after going there for four or five years was the green stubble on his chin, and said with a smile, "Sanjiu, your beard should be shaved, it's too piercing..."

Lin was relieved after listening to her talk like this, put his hands on Chang Huan's shoulders again, looked at her dotingly, and said, "Let the third uncle take a good look at you... I haven't seen you in a few years, you look like this I've grown up...the little girl who used to love to ride my neck around the night market is now a big girl..."

Everyone didn't care, only An Cuo listened carefully.

"That was an old-fashioned thing many years ago... Third Uncle is still like this..." Before Chang Huan finished speaking, a cramping pain hit his abdomen, and he couldn't help but bend over.

With sharp eyes and quick hands, An Cuo squeezed Lin Tun away, supported Chang Huan, and said anxiously, "What's wrong? What's wrong?"

Seeing this, Yang Yan and others surrounded him.

Just as Yang Yan was about to take his pulse, Chang Huan broke away lightly, frowned and said with a wry smile, "I accidentally missed the mushroom at lunch...it's no big deal."

"You know you can't eat, why are you so careless..." Although Yang Yan blamed him, he still helped Fu Changhuan into the west wing, and said distressedly, "Lie down, I'll get the medicine- -"

As soon as Yang Yan finished speaking, before he turned around, he saw Lin Xun had already gone to the pharmacy, holding a small porcelain bottle in his hand, and handing it to his eyes.

Yang Yan smiled slightly, and took it tacitly.

Chang Huan half leaned on An Cuo's side, took a pill poured out by Yang Yan, and took the teacup in Ah Cuo's hand. After taking the medicine, Fang said, "Why are you all looking at me like this... It's just that I ate something by mistake, it's okay..."

Seeing everyone looking at each other in blank dismay, they all waited for the other party to come and ask first, but they were all silent for a while.

Only then did Chang Huan realize that someone was missing, and asked, "Where's Wen Tingzhao? Why don't you see him?"

Lin Xiao said first, "I asked the boy to take him to the Dongfu's house, he will only get in the way when he comes here."

Seeing Yang Yan pestering Lin Xun beside him with his arm, he winked and pouted to express that he wanted him to ask.

Lin Xun ignored him, but still whispered, "The matter of Zuixian Pavilion..."

Chang Huan interrupted Lin Xun's questioning, smiled and comforted me, "He didn't embarrass me, didn't say anything, didn't talk about the past, just wanted to have a light meal together...I came back when I was full Well, that's all..."

"An easy meal? What a guy... just missed Jiangling..." Yang Yan complained in a low voice, which was heard clearly by everyone in the room.

Lin Xun said gently, "What about you? What do you think?" If you say you're not curious, you'd be lying.This incident disturbed him so much that he didn't sleep well for several nights, so how could he not care about it.

Chang Huan half-jokingly said, "I didn't think about anything, right now, I just want to... rest for a while, catch up on sleep..." The meaning right now is to drive someone away.

Lin Xun looked at Chang Huan and said nothing.

Lin Tzu suddenly said, "Little girl, sleep well, and my third uncle will have a drink or two with you for dinner, so we can catch up on the old days."

Seeing Chang Huan nodded with a reluctant smile, Yang Yan tugged on Lin Xun's sleeve, who was thinking solemnly, and said, "Let's go--"

Except that An Cuo didn't move, everyone lifted their feet and went out the door.

"Is it hard?" An Cuo watched Chang Huan let go of her, covered her stomach with one hand, and curled up on the bed, with thin sweat on her forehead, as if she had endured it for a long time.

Just now, the cloud was calm and the wind was light, and the chatter and laughter disappeared without a trace.

"It's just that the intestines seem to be mixed together...It will be fine after a while...I also encountered it when I was a child..."

"I'll rub it for you," An Cuo said, moving his hands, and said softly, "How is the strength? Is it more comfortable?"

"Yeah." Chang Huan looked at An Cuo with a childish look, blinked, nodded, and said, "The strength is just right."

An Cuo looked at Chang Huan, suddenly shook his head slightly, and smiled.

Chang Huan asked curiously, "Ah Cuo, what are you laughing at?"

"The you now are a little different from your usual, like a..."

"what?"

"Like a rag doll... soft, weak, and cute." An Cuo felt the touch of his hands, but it was so.

Chang Huan wondered, "Then what am I usually like?"

"Well... Most of the time, you are very smart, and sometimes you are silly and cute. You have your own opinions, and you have made up your mind. It is difficult for others to persuade you... Pretending to be strong, but very sensitive, Also very jealous..."

"I don't like to be jealous..." Chang Huan said as he pretended to punch An Cuo's body with a soft fist, but An Cuo caught it and held it in the palm of his hand.

"I think you've got the point wrong. It's a good thing to be jealous..." An Zuo paused for a moment, stopped laughing, changed her tone, and said, "But I hope that you don't need to pretend to be strong in front of me. ..As you are now, it’s fine...I just hope you can always be the most real you...My stomach hurts, I will rub it for you...The sky is falling, I will help you carry it... .”

The two were silent for a while.

Chang Huan had to admit that in this world, the person who knows her best is not herself, but Ah Cuo.

A mistake understands her, pities her, loves her.

Stomach hurts, I'll rub it for you... The sky is falling, I'll help you carry it...

This soft word, like a diamond blade, shattered all Chang Huan's pretense and worries.

The conversation has come to this point, and what can't she say to Ah Cuo?

Chang Huan lowered his eyes, and said quietly, "I was in the Drunken Immortal Pavilion just now, and I said that I regretted that Uncle San didn't kill him...but he said, he is about to die..."

An Cuo quickly understood who he was referring to, and comforted him, "You don't want him to die?"

Chang Huan nodded slowly, his eyes were red, his expression was a little lost, and he said, "I'm speaking out of anger. I don't want Third Uncle to kill him, and I don't want him to die. I think he's alive...even if he's a stranger ...However, when I first arrived in Jiangdong, before entering Xiaoyao Island, I knew him. At that time, we didn't know each other's identities, but he was not bad to me...I don't think he is a bad person... .It's not like the sinner who killed our Lin family..."

"So, you don't know how to face him?"

Another moment of silence.

Chang Huan said slowly, "Not only him, but also the second uncle and the others...I don't think he's happy at all, but I still said a lot of things that hurt him...I regret it a little when I said it... But when I think of the Lin family and my second uncle, I feel that I shouldn't be soft on him..."

"Blood relationship is difficult to explain in a few words or a meal... How can he be so smart, how can he not understand that your words are just a moment of anger..."

"Ah Cuo, I feel like something is blocked in my heart. I feel very uncomfortable..." Chang Huan looked sympathetic, paused, and continued, "It's like a person standing on a single-plank bridge, under the bridge is an abyss. It’s my mother and my second uncle, with him at one end. I can’t seem to touch either side... It’s like, the only thing that welcomes me is the bottomless abyss..."

And as I gaze into the abyss full of darkness, the abyss looks back at me.It felt like it was going to swallow me up at any moment.

I want to escape, but there is no way to escape.

A drop of tear slipped quietly.

An Cuo stopped the movement of his hands, gently wiped the tears on Chang Huan's cheeks, and said softly, "Then you look up, I'm on top, stretching out my hand, waiting for you to hold me tightly...I don't Will make you fall... can you see it? feel it?"

Chang Huan wept silently and nodded.

An Cuo continued, "If you are not ready to face him, you can take it easy... If you have something to say, there are other ways, for example, to send a message to the servant, or to write a letter. ..”

People shouldn't be stuck by things. After all, if one way doesn't work, there is another way out.

"Ah Cuo, fortunately you are here...God, I must be afraid that I will be too sad alone, so I specially sent you to help me overcome the disaster..."

But who can help who overcome the disaster, or whether they are each other's disaster, who can say clearly.I'm afraid it won't be until the last moment, only God knows.

Seeing that Chang Huan's face stretched a bit, An Cuo asked, "Does your stomach hurt anymore?"

Chang Huan shook his head and said, "It doesn't hurt anymore."

An Cuo said earnestly, "In this world, if there is pain, there is a good medicine to treat it. The same is true for all things. There is nothing that can't be solved after a chat."

"What if?"

"Then let's talk twice..."

Honest communication is always the best way to solve problems.

Before treating a disease and saving a patient, one has to do some research, let alone other things, isn't it?

An Cuo blinked slyly, looked down at Chang Huan, and said, "Do you think your Ah Cuo is quite powerful?"

My family is wrong... Chang Huan repeated this sentence in his heart, and suddenly there was a little sweetness in his heart, and he smiled, "I used to think that you are a good listener, but now I think that you are also very talkative... "

An Cuo put on a smirk, and said, "I've solved your troubles, then I want to see the more powerful mouth..."

This was not a discussion with Chang Huan in the first place, but An Cuo lowered her head and covered her pink and tender lips, and threw Chang Huan down on the bed.

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