Wrong Changhuan

Jingyuan, east wing room.

Man Qiu obeyed the order and paid Hu Diefei the medicine, keeping a close eye on the movement outside.

But she is not the only one who has a heart.

"I can't let her pester Sister An anymore, and I'll kill Sister An—"

Man Qiu pressed her arm and said angrily, "That's their business, it's none of your business."

"You let me go, I'm going out, I'm going to drive her away—"

When Hu Diefei continued to clamor to go out, Man Qiu couldn't bear it anymore, and slapped her on the back of the neck.

"It's really noisy, it's a scourge..." Man Qiu complained in a low voice to Hu Diefei, who was lying on the table and passed out, "Before you came, everything was fine. It's hard to see that the master has changed into a different person, and he likes to laugh. It's over... Now it's all right, it's back to the past... You, you, you are really not enough to succeed, but more than to fail..."

After Man Qiu finished muttering, the room became quiet.

Through the window sill, Man Qiu saw Chang Huan with a sad face, still sitting at the entrance of the main hall, then sighed, but had no choice but to continue to give Xiaoxiao medicine.

As if time was against her, she became too lazy all of a sudden, just for a while, it was as long as a few days.

But Man Qiu is not the only one who feels this way in Jingyuan.

After the medicine was finished, he poured a pot of tea into his stomach. Man Qiu couldn't hold back his breath when he sat in the room. When he got up to look again, he realized that Chang Huan was nowhere to be seen.

When his eyes moved to the plum tree, he realized that the familiar Ziyi was lying on the ground.

There was a little bright red on the snowman's body.

Red and white intertwined, too eye-catching.

Man Qiu took a deep breath, knowing that she shouldn't be meddling, but she pushed the door out anyway, ran to Chang Huan's side, and called softly, "Miss Nuan, wake up--"

No one responded.

Seeing that the blood on the corner of Chang Huan's mouth was still wet, there were bright red marks on his chest and under his body.Man Qiu panicked for a moment, and hurried to the entrance of the front hall, knocked on the door and said urgently, "Master—Miss Xiaonuan, she fainted and unconscious, and my subordinates found that she vomited a lot of blood..."

Hearing this, the doorman stood up abruptly, clenched the hand by the door, and opened the door after struggling, but did not move.

An Cuo looked at the plum tree and said dejectedly, "Man Qiu, send her back to Jinxiu Garden..."

"Master, don't you look at her?"

"No need..." An Cuo's expression was slightly dull.

"Yes--" Man Qiu didn't ask again, turned around and walked to Chang Huan's side, hugged her in front of her, and took a last look at An Cuo, seeing that she was still not moving, then she stopped hesitating and turned towards her. Walk quickly outside the courtyard gate.

An Cuo just watched them disappear in front of his eyes quietly, his lowered hands unconsciously clenched into fists.

Too much force on the fingertips has already turned white, and I still don't know it.

The empty yard is also empty.

Back in Jinxiu Garden, there was another uproar.

Xie Baitang questioned one after another, Man Qiu was a little overwhelmed.Due to the presence of Jing Jiuge, he had to tell the truth, so after placing Chang Huan on the bed in the east wing, he briefly described the matter before he could catch his breath.

Xie Baitang was very anxious, and after taking Chang Huan's pulse, the expression on his face still did not relax in the slightest.

"A Tang, what's the situation with her?"

Facing Jing Jiuge's inquiry, Xie Baitang acted as if he didn't hear, got up coldly and went towards the layman.

Jing Jiuge was not angry, instead he sat by the bed and frowned after taking the pulse himself.

Bai Shao, who was waiting on the side, asked, "Master, what's wrong with Lin Xiaonuan?"

"Excessive sadness, stagnant Qi and blood have nowhere to vent, which caused internal injuries."

Man Qiu, who had been standing by the side, interjected, "Is it serious? When will she wake up?"

Jing Jiuge didn't answer, but just ordered, "Bai Shao, you go and follow Madam, if she needs anything, give her, even the medicinal herbs I treasure, go..."

"Yes--"

Seeing Jing Jiuge glanced at him, Man Qiu said wittily, "This subordinate also resigns." He said and stepped back out of the room respectfully.

There were only two people left in the huge room, lying down and sitting down.

The person who collapsed had his eyes closed tightly, but his brows were slightly wrinkled, as if he was still unable to escape in a lethargic sleep.

Seeing this, Jing Jiuge said softly, "I knew it would be so stumbling, why didn't I know each other before. Tell me, don't you?"

Chang Huan didn't answer.

Jing Jiuge walked back to the next side, took a sip of the already cold tea, turned his head to look at the collapsed place, and murmured, "Change the place, maybe you and I can really be friends."

Others may not understand your state of mind, and I have experienced half my life in such a state of mind.

Gaining it and then losing it is like tearing out your heart and your soul together, isn’t it? !

When the news about Jingyuan reached Lou Xiaolou's ears, he said with a smile, "There is such a good thing? Hu Diefei, you really didn't disappoint me..."

Accompanied by wild laughter, Lou Xiaolou walked to the gate of the courtyard, stopped suddenly, and told the people who followed him, "Pass my order, tomorrow I will have a banquet in the main building for the Hall Master of the Twelfth Hall and Hall Master An." , I will send all the invitations today."

Lou Xiaolou made no secret of his pride, squinted his eyes slightly and looked in the direction of Jingyuan, and said with a contemptuous smile, "Lin Changhuan, as I said, she won't be yours..."

It was night, the stars were dim, and the north wind was howling.

Xie Baitang fell asleep lying on the bedside.Until a slight rustling sound woke her, who had always been a light sleeper, and noticed someone's new cloak.

"Woke you up?" Jing Jiuge asked softly while standing aside.

Xie Baitang reached out and touched Chang Huan's forehead. Seeing that he didn't have a fever and was still sleeping peacefully, he turned to look at Jing Jiuge and said, "Why haven't you rested yet?"

"Can't sleep..."

Thinking of Xie Baitang's previous sigh, Jing Jiuge handed over a medicine jar and said, "This medicine can remove all old and new scars..."

Xie Baitang did not refuse, lifted the lid, wiped some on his fingertips, and gently rubbed it on the scars at the corners of Chang Huan's eyes, then handed back the rest.

Jing Jiuge didn't answer, and said, "You keep it, I have some more."

Xie Baitang was puzzled, "Since you have this ointment, why didn't you remove the scar on your wrist?"

Jing Jiuge smiled helplessly, and said, "They are my past, not only a reminder to me, but also a testimony." I have witnessed the pain I have experienced, and I have loved you so much that I have never forgotten you for many years .

Now, the flesh and blood of the scar and the memory have long been integrated into one, and it is difficult to separate them.

There was a moment of silence in the house.

Only the wind roared, flapping the window paper, whirring non-stop.

Jing Jiuge went out the door, and after a while came in with two jugs of wine, and sat down on the floor beside the bed.

The floor is covered with a thick Western Region wool carpet, colorful and colorful, but unconventional.

Xie Baitang sat by the bed, smoothed the hair on Chang Huan's forehead, and murmured, "I'm not used to her being so quiet..."

Jing Jiuge didn't answer, but turned his head, looked up at the person beside him, handed over the jug, and said, "Ye Han, drink some wine to warm up--"

Seeing this, Xie Baitang reached out to pick it up, and then sat on the carpet with his back against the bed.

"I'm afraid Lin Xiaonuan won't wake up tonight. Actually, you don't have to keep watch like this yourself...I can ask Bai Shao to watch for you."

"Jiu Ge, you haven't been a mother, so you won't understand." Xie Baitang couldn't help but glanced at the sky as he spoke.

Jing Jiuge retorted, "I also have two disciples, what is there that I don't understand?"

"And do you love them?"

Jing Jiuge didn't make a sound.

"Are you willing to give for them without expecting anything in return?" Xie Baitang asked again, "When they are in danger, will you desperately want to keep them safe?"

Jing Jiuge was silent again, yes, she couldn't do it.

She doesn't love them.At the beginning, Lou Xiaolou and An Cuo were chosen as apprentices only because they were the most promising, they had value that could be used, and she wanted to achieve certain goals and means, that's all.

This is just a transaction, no emotions involved.

As far as Jing Jiuge is concerned, feelings are extremely rare and therefore precious.

Jing Jiuge said, "Let me tell you a story...About ten years ago, a woman came to me for help. She was a Jianghu, she was poisoned, and she saw many doctors, but she couldn't do anything...I want to come to her All I met were quack doctors, but I didn’t meet you..."

Jing Jiuge suddenly shook his head and smiled, and continued, "She traveled thousands of miles and brought a pair of children to find me... The poison is not difficult for me."

"Then, did you save it?"

"I didn't say no... just let her exchange her most valuable thing."

Xie Baitang immediately asked, "Her child?!"

"Yes…"

Xie Baitang complained, "How could you do this?!"

"At that time, I just wanted to see what human nature is like?" Jing Jiuge suddenly looked at the person beside him and asked, "Guess, what is the result?"

"She didn't exchange, did she?!"

Jing Jiuge shook his head, and said in a deep voice, "She pushed her little daughter to me without even hesitation."

The shock on Xie Baitang's face was beyond words, and he said, "Then, how did you do it?"

"I did what I said and detoxified her." Jing Jiuge paused and said, "It's just that I didn't want her daughter, but replaced her son and sent her to the killer camp. "

Xie Baitang's face changed color, he frowned and said, "You..."

"I returned her most valuable daughter to her, she didn't suffer, did she?!"

Xie Baitang was speechless, and after a long time, he said, "It's wrong for a mother to choose and sacrifice one of her two children from the very beginning..."

Jing Jiuge said calmly, "When that woman woke up, she cried so hard that she couldn't help herself. At that time, I knew... I know, children are valuable in the eyes of their parents."

It was also at that time that Jing Jiuge made up his mind to use Xie Tianqing to blackmail Xie Cunfeng, not only to make him lose to Yin Tianming, but also to have his tendons broken, to taste all the pain he had suffered before, and then die aggrieved.

"Have you ever thought about it, if that mother had someone to trust, how could she bring her child with her and travel all the way to find you for detoxification... She is desperate... If she dies, the two children probably won't survive Maybe it was because of this, she had to make a choice and make a sacrifice."

Jing Jiuge never thought about this possibility.

Xie Baitang still didn't get away from the story, and said pitifully, "That child is innocent..."

"Just as Lin Xiaonuan is innocent, shouldn't I use her to keep you here?" Jing Jiuge asked impatiently, but before Xie Baitang could answer, he said, "Sometimes, I'm jealous of Lin Xiaonuan. Nuan, and I envy her..."

I envy her that while she cares about you and loves you openly, she also gets so many responses and so much love from you.

There is no need to hide deliberately, no need to be careful.

Thinking of this, Jing Jiuge raised the pot and took a long gulp of wine silently.

"Xiao Nuan, she is just a child."

"She is Lin Changhuan, she is from the Lin family, and Lin Yuer is her mother..."

"In my eyes, she is just Xiaonuan, my child... and my only concern and thought in this world..."

Jing Jiuge looked at the dejected Xie Baitang, turned his head silently, and drank the wine quietly.

Ah Tang, I don't know if you are lying to yourself?But how I wish you could lie to me once, even if only once.

But you, you don't even bother to lie to me and perfunctory me.

Did you give all your love to Lin Xiaonuan, leaving only cruelty and indifference to me?

"A mistake--" a weak voice came from the bed.

Xie Baitang hurriedly got up to check, and called softly, "Xiao Nuan--"

But Chang Huan is just a dream language, and still hasn't woken up.