A little sweetness is always in him

After school started, the time became very tight, and Qiao Mu got used to it and quickly adapted, but he also had selfishness, and only hoped that the time would pass faster.

But now I have become a real senior high school student, and the pressure of studying has increased spontaneously.

Qiao Mu handled it with ease, but he still took a lot of notes desperately.

About a month has passed, and some activities in the school have also begun to emerge.The school strongly advocates the all-round development of students, especially those in the third year of senior high school.Don't sit in the classroom every day and blindly read books, but use a combination of work and rest to feel the joy brought by the ocean of knowledge.

Qiao Mu is not interested, but is occasionally dragged by Chen Ren or a few other people to make fun of Chen Ren.

About half a month passed like this, and the school activities gradually came to an end.

Time passed a little slowly, but there were already signs of autumn.There are falling ginkgo biloba or fiery maple leaves everywhere.

Qiao Mu is still used to it, but he still counts the past days silently in his heart.

It's been more than half a year...

There was no news from Qiao Yun for a while, but occasionally I mentioned something to him.

Qiao Mu felt relieved, Qiao Yun had always been a very measured person.

Shan Nuan's health is much better than before and she wants to move back to Dongzi Lane. She wants to take care of Qiao Mu, but she doesn't say it out of her mouth.

Qiao Mu listened to her suggestion, but rejected it. The conditions here are not as good as those in Dongcheng Nursing Home.

However, Qiao Mu still agreed that Shan Nuan would come back and stay for a while, but only about four or five days.

During that time, Qiao Mu slept extraordinarily peacefully, and his sleep was not so unstable anymore.

Shan Nuan went back to the nursing home in Dongcheng safely, but after that, she always felt that there was something buried in her heart.

Qiao Mu tentatively asked, but Shan Nuan always shook his head with that gentle smile and said it was all right.

It was another normal Monday, Qiao Mu put the test papers in his bag before going out, packed up and went out.He ran into Chen Ren and Zhang Zitong by chance on the road, and just happened to go back to the classroom together.

It was only in the second class that the teacher in Class [-] left the classroom immediately after receiving some news, and Chen Ren heard some gossip, which was the most gossip.

"Quick, quick! Listen to me, our class is about to be transferred!" Chen Ren's decibels were not high, but he quickly attracted the attention of many people.

"Turn over at this time in the third year of high school... It's still our class, the grades should be pretty good, right?"

"Any news? Do you know where it was before?"

"Boys and girls?"

……

Even Qiao Mu, who usually doesn't join in the fun, turned his gaze over to take a look.

It's Nanze... who suddenly appeared, do you want to give him a surprise?

Chen Ren sat on the seat, tilting up the stool very leisurely.

"A man with a handle, right? But I don't know where it came from..." As soon as Chen Ren finished speaking, a stranger and Guan Qi appeared outside the door.

Guan Qi led him in graciously, and cleared his throat very seriously.

"Everyone be quiet, let him introduce himself." With Guan Qi's aura and her devilish punishment, the whole class fell silent, and Chen Ren slowly straightened the stool.

Qiao Mu looked away in frustration, and looked out of the window, but he still felt extremely lost in his heart.

Nanze...will be back soon...

The boy standing next to Guan Qi is also generous, not very coy.

"My name is Xu Ge. For the rest, you can go to the school's post bar to find out." Xu Ge is a handsome boy, about 1.8 meters tall, and very strong, with a kind of handsome sportsman.

Before Xu Ge finished speaking, these people eagerly took out their mobile phones to check.

He suddenly smiled, the smile was extremely bright and seemed to melt people around him, and then he said to Guan Qi who was beside him without stopping: "Teacher Guan~ the third in the first group, the fourth in the second group, and the fourth in the second group." The sixth in the fifth and fourth group was playing with a mobile phone. I remember that the No. [-] middle school has strict regulations on mobile phones, if I remember correctly."

Guan Qi glanced quickly and smiled lightly. "The ones who were just ordered don't do exercises after class, come to me."

After Guan Qi finished speaking, Xu Ge continued to smile and talk about what he hadn't finished.

"Originally, this class has come to this school to be the number one, and everyone under the throne is a lackey-please give me your advice!"

The people in the first class immediately had a bad first impression of him, and the few people who were pointed out were instantly depressed.

When I first came here, I really drew a hand of hatred!

"Who is this here...he deserves too much beating!" Chen Ren complained below as usual, but this time he was very vigilant.

"You just sit behind him temporarily." Guan Qi's voice suddenly appeared, Chen Ren was startled, and suddenly covered his mouth.

Xu Ge nodded, and looked at Qiao Mu with a smile, but Qiao Mu didn't intend to talk to him.Guan Qi quickly left the class, and the bell rang for the end of get out of class.

Those who were named were full of resentment, and planned to go to the teacher's side to settle accounts with Xu Ge first.

"New here, what do you mean?"

"Yes, that is! What do you mean?!"

Xu Ge was not in a hurry, he still sat in his seat. "Just kidding, don't be too nervous. Go, wait for the teacher for a long time!"

Several people looked at each other in blank dismay, but their anger still persisted.

As he said that, someone dragged him out.Xu Ge chuckled, as if disdainful.For this sudden transfer student, this kind of life lasted for more than a month before the class reluctantly accepted his existence.

But it's almost late autumn, and the surrounding environment is gradually getting colder.On a certain Saturday, Qiao Mu received a scarf from Nanze. It was gray and there were no weird decorations on it.Qiao Mu felt an inexplicable sense of relief in his heart, and was also very happy.Nanze's aesthetics have improved...Although he doesn't reply to messages very much, he still cares about him.

However, Qiao Mu wondered again, how busy was Nanze that he couldn't even reply to all the news?

Qiao Mu took it on calmly, but after receiving the scarf that day, Nanze and him never had a phone call.

It’s just that there are some and nothing, and there will be two messages back, that’s all...Sometimes the content of the chat and the tone of the reply make Qiao Mu very suspicious.At first Qiao Mu thought he was too sensitive, but as time went by, he denied it.

Qiao Mu couldn't bear to test it directly, but the man quickly showed his feet.

Sure enough, the person talking to him was not Nanze...

Nanze... the real Nanze has not been in touch with him for a long, long time...

When did that start... Nanze...what the hell happened?

Even Qiao Yun disappeared as if he had disappeared, and the two evaporated into the world again.When Qiao Mu was completely aware of it, he wanted to take the time to find out the answer he wanted.

But... Qiao's side Ren Feng was the same as before, only Qiao Yun had quietly disappeared.Ren Feng was playful with a smile on his face, but kept silent about Qiao Yun.And Nanze... Gradually lost all news during this period of time.

Qiao Mu was in a complicated mood, anxious and annoyed.It even once again triggered his former shadow...

Two such important people...

Why?Why did you leave without saying goodbye? !

Qiao Mu regretted and didn't notice that the meeting at that time was the last meeting and the last hug so far.

If he had realized it at that time... would he be able to hug him tightly, and no one would be able to leave his side.

One semester passed quickly, and winter vacation came again in a blink of an eye.

He planned to spend Qiao Mu's birthday in a hurry, but Shan Nuan disagreed that day.Chen Ren took the lead and took Tang Lan, Pu Yan, Zhang Zitong, and Bai Yao to Dongzi Lane to celebrate Qiao Mu.A few people had premeditatedly rushed together and secretly plotted his birthday.

But Qiao Mu was not in any mood, as if every day was as difficult as yesterday.Then on the day of his birthday, Qiao Mu was sent out by several boys' groups, and it probably took until the afternoon for the girls' group to deal with the arrangement.

Qiao Mu was taken back by them in a daze, and on the way back, a result was posted in the work group.

Chen Ren was the first to check the No. [-] position, and felt a sense of relief, and immediately burst into foul language.

"Brother Qiao! That transfer student, Xu Ge, is not very rampant, and didn't he only get the second place in the exam! What's more, everyone under the throne is a running dog... Then the number one is you, and he is a dog?"

Tang Lan and Pu Yan had also heard some rumors before, and they knew how annoying that person was, and then they also spoke a few words with Chen Ren at the side.

"The last time I saw him acting like a jerk, I didn't know what he was doing!"

"As soon as I entered the class, I was so high-profile and not a human being, and now I am secretly beaten in the face like a dog!"

Qiao Mu regained some of his color amidst the noise of several people, and managed to pull himself together a little bit.

At least...at least today can't be like this anymore...he has to be good, even if it's pretending, he has to put on a show, so that the friends and family around him won't worry about him anymore.

But Qiao Yun still didn't come, and so did Nan Ze, who cruelly didn't even say a birthday greeting that day.However, Qiao Yun handed him the birthday present Ren Feng a few days in advance, as if everything had been pre-planned.

Qiao Mu was brought back by a group of people. At this time, the villa in Dongzi Lane was decorated by the two girls and Shan Nuan so beautifully.

It was a very noisy atmosphere, Qiao Mu was invited, and Chen Ren forcefully put on a birthday hat in the middle, and closed his eyes to make a wish amidst everyone's expectations.

Their birthday song was ringing in his ears over and over again.

Today...he's gone, an adult.

He is the youngest of the group, and basically all of them celebrated their birthdays this year or last year.

Qiao Mu closed his eyes, pretending to be praying.

He thought, Nanze and Qiao Yun should come back quickly.I don't know which star in the sky heard it and would help him realize his wish.

Qiao Mu opened his eyes and blew out all the candles, then cut a large piece of cake for Shan Nuan and his group of friends, and he only tasted a few bites.

He doesn't like cake very much.It’s not bad to eat something sweet once in a while, but I still don’t like it that much.

Qiao Mu watched the night outside getting darker, so he didn't intend to let Shan Nuan go back to Dongcheng Nursing Home.And the others finished their presents one by one, said some words of blessing, and then left Dongzi Lane together in the dark.

After Qiao Mu cleaned up the living room, Shan Nuan still had the elusive look she had a few months ago.

She sat on the sofa with a serious expression, Qiao Mu packed everything up and came over.

"Aqiao... Has your brother... come back?" Shan Nuan felt a little regretful after saying this sentence, she was not sure at all.

But the last time I came to Dongzi Lane, I saw someone using the combination lock once... She also took a look at the time of use, it has been more than half a year... Qiao Mu didn't take fingerprints, and the rest will know who it is .

The last time I came back for a short stay, Qiao Mu took the initiative to pick her up and opened the door with the key.

"Yes..." Seeing that Qiao Mu couldn't hide it anymore, she didn't want to continue to deceive her.

But now he doesn't know Qiao Yun's whereabouts, almost this person no longer exists...

Shan Nuan's tears rolled down in an instant, and the whole person's voice choked up.

"I knew...he would be fine..." Qiao Mu leaned over and lent her his shoulder temporarily.

Shan Nuan doesn't like to cry very much, she looks soft and weak but inside she is stronger than anyone else.

Qiao Mu patted her on the back to comfort her, but he couldn't say a word of comfort.

He and Qiao Yun teamed up to deceive Shan Nuan and kept her in the dark for a while.

"Mom... I'm sorry I lied to you." Seeing that Shan Nuan was a little relieved, Qiao Mu opened his mouth cautiously.

Shan Nuan receded his shoulders, casually picked up the pillow beside him.

"You must have your own reasons for doing this. I don't blame you. In fact, I should have felt it a long time ago. Has he been here for a while?"

Shan Nuan doesn't believe in ghosts and ghosts, but for the first time, she believes in some psychedelic theories.

mother and son heart...

Maybe Shan Nuan had a subtle feeling from when Qiao Yun was still alive, until he completely returned to his hometown.

Shan Nuan is even more convinced... her son Qiao Yun...is still alive in this world.As long as you're alive, everything will be fine.Her desires have never been very big, Shan Nuan only wants her family to be safe and healthy, and she no longer wants extravagantly.

Even if it is happiness, it is not so easy to win.

After this incident, Shan Nuan would always go back to Dongzi Lane from time to time, hoping to meet Qiao Yun one day.

Even if there are too many regrets and dissatisfaction, life will not be stopped by one's willfulness.It is still walking forward, striding briskly over everyone's scars.

This kind of life lasted for another two or three months. Shan Nuan didn't know if it was bad luck or he hadn't encountered it once... Qiao Mu also told Qiao Yun about it during the time. There are very busy things, but he said he will finish it early and go home.

Qiao Mu was very excited when he received the message, but he never received any call or message from Nanze.

He made an appointment with Nanze... It's all an appointment...

Will he miss the appointment?

Will he disappear without a word again?

No...he will definitely keep the promise and come to his side.

Qiao Mu's doubts surfaced again and again in his dreams every day, but he fought back firmly every morning.

Time walked, ran out of the four seasons, and ran into everyone's heart.Time is like a galloping horse, rushing straight forward.

After spring, summer came in a blink of an eye, and it was already in mid-May.Qiao Mu was staring blankly out of the window in the classroom, playing with a pen in his hand, totally not in the mood to listen to the class.

It's been over a year...

Nanze, Nanze... are you still not coming back?

Qiao Mu inadvertently heard some gossip through Shan Nuan, but the news from Nanze is gone at all, it has been completely disconnected...

Qiao Mu doesn't believe it, as long as he still sticks to this place.There will always be a day when...

Qiao Mu still wrote down the notes, and there were already six or seven notebooks.

The college entrance examination is approaching, only about ten days away.However, some students seem to be unable to persist, and students in several classes have become tired of learning.

Guan Qi was afraid that such a situation would affect their mood, so he called two or three male classmates, and went downstairs to bring some things up.

Chen Ren has become Guan Qi's little assistant who can do anything in a smooth manner, and the students in the class have become accustomed to it.

Chen Ren and a few boys carried several big bags of milk tea and placed them on the podium in an orderly manner. Guan Qi stood on the podium, not as serious as before, but rather friendly.

"I don't want you to 'as long as you don't die, learn from the dead', but there are only fifteen or six days before the college entrance examination! Think for yourselves, think about your future life!

We always need to be bitter first and then sweet, and after we have survived the bitterness, we can taste the sweetness of life well!Hold on to me! "

After Guan Qi finished speaking, he began to roll call one by one and distribute the milk tea.

Everyone has different tastes, Guan Qi had asked the group leader to pay attention to it before.I wanted to buy milk tea to reward them several times, but it was not the right time.

It's just that some of them rewarded them with some candies, but they still entrusted other teachers to give them.

Guan Qi really saw that scene this time, and he was really afraid that the students in his class would be affected by it.

She can't take care of other people's classes, but she must take care of her own class.

Qiao Mu was the last one to receive his own milk tea, and there was nothing in it, not even the most basic pearls.Chen Ren couldn't stand it and wanted to change with him, but Qiao Mu refused.

It's not that he doesn't like milk tea, it's just that he doesn't like those miscellaneous ingredients.

On March Ganjiu of the Guimao year, there was no news from Nanze, and it took a year and a half to return.

During the silent days, Qiao Mu found that time always stopped and rushed forward.For a period of time, I devoted myself to studying, and raised my head suddenly, only to find that such a long time had passed.

But the person he was waiting for hasn't come back yet...

There is nothing more tormenting than time, and if anything, it is the memory that time has carried with it.

They surged up all at once, putting Qiao Shu on the verge of drowning almost all night.

He only saw himself repeating it in his dream every day, but the sea water was freezing cold, and the oxygen was extremely thin.

No one can save him, no one can save him.

He never imagined that the days ahead would be even more sad than before.

The only thing that can support him is his eternal faith, strong family affection and great love.