A little sweetness is always in him

I don’t remember, I only remember the early summer of that year.She looked back with infinite tenderness in her eyes, and the smile on her face was what I was after and what I longed for.

That breeze blew up the black hair on her temples, and at the same time, it blew my heart that had been ashes for many years without the slightest ripple.

In that moment alone, I have fallen.

I tried my best to escape, but at the same time, I deeply hid my thoughts that I shouldn't have!

How can I have such an idea?It's all so crazy! It's dream-like and yet so real.

It took me a whole month to figure out that this wasn't just a spur of the moment.I'm ready for the rest of my life.

I can take it, what about her?I can't be so selfish! I just like her, just love her.

Besides, I am the only one who knows all this, who else knows?There is no future between us at all.

But who would have thought that fate is so ingenious?Simply wonderful.

I tried my best to control myself rationally, and warned myself with words to keep a distance from her.

Just watching silently from the sidelines...it's just fine if it's really like this.

But she took the initiative to approach me? ! I can't say no.Let her press on every step of the way.We became best friends.

We have been together for more than three years, and neither she nor I have found a partner, and never mentioned it.

That's it... just stay like this forever.

It's really good.

Until the second year of high school, she became even more lovely.There are more opposite sex around.

I just remember that night.The party in the class went into the wee hours of the morning.

She was called out by a boy, and I followed.I know what he wants to do. He has been in the same class with us for more than a year, and he always looks at Nuannuan from time to time.

How could this be?

Angry, dissatisfied, unwilling...

Immediately dominated me, reason has long been left behind.

Without even thinking about it, he pulled her into a corner.Two petal-like lips stuck together, and a gust of breeze blew by.is soft.

--I like her!

This is the only thing that comes to mind, and it can only be this!

That night, I confided my heart and told her my true thoughts.

Everything in the past three years.

Everything it pretends to be.

Only at this moment, it has already turned into a burst of foam.Everything I've done has gone in vain too!

"Nuannuan, for more than three years, what we have experienced together has never been a girlfriend's relationship for me, and I have never treated it as a girlfriend's relationship.

My heart is dead, but in yours it is alive.Now is only for you. "

The moment she said this, she felt powerless and her head was buried on Shan Nuan's shoulder.Wrap your hands around your neck.

Shan Nuan's heart trembled slightly. Although Lu Yuyao didn't mention her past very much, she still knew something about it.

Her parents divorced early in her childhood, and she lived with her mother all the time, which was fine at first.

But after a long time, my mother found a new boyfriend and married her.

I was also disgusted, beaten and scolded in various ways.Afterwards, she was forcibly sent to her father's place, but it was not much better than her mother's.

His father drank heavily all day long, and he didn't care whether Lu Yuyao lived or died.She was only 12 years old and couldn't do anything. Even when she had a high fever, her neighbor called her in the middle of the night and sent her to the hospital.

During the three days in the hospital, no one asked her at all.There was only one girl about her age.The girl's eyelashes fluttered slightly, and she cared about her with her big flickering eyes.

This is the long-lost warmth.

Single warmth, the warmth that is only for you alone.

But not long after, the girl left.

The girl didn't remember her at all when they met for the first time, but that's enough for her to remember... will find it!

"Yuyao... we can, even if there is no future, I don't regret it! I don't want to let myself miss you."

The short answer was extremely firm, and she patted Lu Yuyao's shoulder to express her comfort.

That night, all my hearts were uttered.

The two girls looked at each other heart to heart, showing their youth.

They knew what the final result should be, but they didn't regret it.

When you have youth, you should take good care of it. Even if everyone's youth is different, you always hope to live it vigorously.

Even if it is plain, for the future self, for the future self of many years, recalling this history is colorful, not dry and boring.It is to let oneself not regret, and it is the most brilliant ink to add to the notepad of life.

We survived three months.

The most exciting thing we have ever done is: in front of the relationship of girlfriends, secretly doing what couples should do.

We have passed the last month of our senior year sprint.A lot happened during that time, which caught us off guard.

First, the relationship between me and her was leaked, and the secular vision and the voice of the outside world constantly stimulated us.Coupled with the upcoming college entrance examination, and the relationship between her and her family that is about to fall apart.

I can ignore all this because I have no burden, but she is different because her family loves her very much.

I can't be a burden to her just because I love her.I have to consider everything for her future!

Originally, I started to waver, and I should stick to it.

But that time, the psychotropic drugs in her drawer were deeply imprinted in my heart.Is she serious enough?

No! I just want her to get better, not stop her from getting better...

I thought about it a lot that night.Nuan Nuan, please forgive me for being selfish this time.

My heart is still beating for you, and I will protect you silently.

Don't worry, even if you don't remember me, I will still remember you.

The next day, I tricked her into a clinic.

She really believed in me too much.

I entrusted a hypnotist with excellent skills in the circle to clean up every bit of my relationship with her.

I don't want to.What else can I do?

Rumors and gossip from the outside world, the eyes of the secular public - we will be regretful in the end.

In the end, she returned to her normal life and was admitted to her dream school.

And I can only hide in the corner.

I must have power and money.to stand in front of you again.

Nuannuan, I have to leave for a while.

After going abroad for five full years, I met someone who loves me.

At that time, I was about to refuse, but there was news that you were going to get married in China.Perhaps out of anger, I agreed.

I know that I am sorry for him and you, but I have completely lost to reality.

Maybe we should have done this in the first place?

Not long after, I got married too.

Forget...congratulations, happy newlyweds! Be happy!

I don't have the courage to go back to you anymore, and the feeling of guilt stays with me all night and all night.

We are no longer the girls we were back then... Maybe now is the best ending.

But now it is expected that we will meet again at a party a year later? !

Once again, you took the initiative to find me, and we became best friends again.

A true girlfriend.

That's enough! I don't deserve that anymore...

Nuannuan, my heart still beats for you, because it is you.