I'm so fragrant after eating soft rice

The relationship between Qingli and Ruan Lin maintained a kind of subtly peaceful, and Shui didn't propose to break it.

In this way, the two waited until Qingli's junior year.

That year, my grandfather couldn't hold on anymore, and the whole family stayed by the old man's bed.

As the eldest grandson, Qing Li was by his grandfather's side, holding his skinny hand tightly.

Now for grandpa, every second of breathing is torture for him, the back of the skinny hand is covered with bruises, Qingli is careful not to touch the back of grandpa's hand, so as not to hurt him.

"Qingli..." Grandpa's hoarse voice rang in Qingqing's ears, and he called his grandson to his bed.

"I'm here, Grandpa." Qingli sobbed back to Grandpa.

Grandpa reluctantly opened his eyes. He looked at Qingli, with sadness flashing in his eyes.

"Qingli, grandpa has done countless things in his life. There is one person who is the most sorry. There is one person who forces others to do things they don't want to do, but grandpa doesn't regret it."

"After grandpa is gone, you must keep your heart, don't hesitate, don't hesitate, believe in your inner voice, and move forward bravely."

"As long as you do the right thing, grandpa will always support you."

"Grandpa is leaving, and I need to find the person who is sorry for Grandpa to apologize, and I don't know if he will forgive me."

"But it doesn't matter if you don't forgive me. I'll keep pestering him until he forgives me."

After the grandfather finished speaking, his eyes gradually clouded. He broke away from Qingli's hand, looked at the ceiling and opened his eyes wide, as if he saw someone, and stretched out his hand towards the ceiling with joy.

"Azhe, I'm here to find you..."

At the very end, Grandpa said such a sentence vaguely, his arm finally grabbed something hard towards the ceiling, and then slammed it heavily on the bed, and stopped breathing.

Amidst the screams of the ventilator and the sad cries of relatives in the room, the old man left and went to find the person named "Azhe".

Qingli didn't know who "A Zhe" was, but it definitely couldn't be grandma. Although grandma left early, Qingli still knew the name.

Grief didn't allow Qingli to think too much, he contacted everything he needed to prepare after his grandfather left, and returned home to start packing up his grandfather's belongings.

Qingli found three diaries among his grandfather's belongings, and out of a premonition that he didn't know, he didn't put the diaries away, but kept them for himself.

In the dead of night, Qingli sat at the table and opened the diary.Even though she knew it was not good, Qingli still watched it.

Each diary is very thick, the handwriting on it ranges from immature to mature, and the things recorded in it also range from youth to old age.

Qingli stayed up all night and read Grandpa's diary, feeling very complicated.

He knew the sorry person in his life that grandpa said.

That person wasn't Grandma, nor was any of Grandpa's friends in life.

He is grandpa's lover.

That's right, it's "he" instead of "she", which is "Azhe" as grandpa said.

Qingli was surprised when she found out about this, but she didn't think too much about it since the man had passed away.

Grandpa and Ah Zhe met when they were young and grew up together. They went to the same school and spent their entire childhood, adolescence, and youth together.

Their relationship has also deteriorated from that of teenagers. Teenagers who are just in love are curious about everything about their lovers. The relationship between the two of them is the same as usual, but a little different.

In the eyes of adults, they are like friends who are too close, and the two of them can't hide it. After all, both families are intellectuals, and their minds are fairly open.

The two of them thought the same way, until the day when the matter was brought up in front of their parents, the two teenagers bit their tongues in front of the parents of both sides.

The parents of the two cried and cried, beat and beat, and scolded, but it still had no effect.

Probably because of their youthful bravery, they still supported each other through that time. The two of them gradually grew from teenagers to young adults. They finished college and each had a good job.

After so many years have passed, the parents can only see the relationship between the two people, and the two families who had a good relationship are getting farther and farther apart.

Just when Grandpa and Ah Zhe thought they would live like this for the rest of their lives, Grandpa was taken by the leader's daughter, and the leader came to matchmaking in person.

Grandpa was very embarrassed by the leader's behavior. He neither wanted to offend the leader and lose his job, nor did he want to be separated from Ah Zhe.

So I was caught in the middle and the two sides were in a dilemma, and the difficult two sides dealt with each other to maintain this relationship.

Ah Zhe soon realized that something was wrong with his grandfather. People who get along with him day and night suddenly have something on his mind and don’t tell you.

But he waited and waited, but he didn't wait for his grandfather to tell him that he had waited for the arrival of the daughter who was leading the family.

After the woman entered the door, she looked like a hostess. She looked at Ah Zhe and the house, and said bluntly that she had already dated grandpa and expected to get married at the end of the year. She also knew the relationship between Ah Zhe and grandpa, so she gave him the last respect Let him leave grandpa as soon as possible.

Ah Zhe didn't even know when the woman left. He sat in the living room in a trance all afternoon until his grandfather came back.

The two broke out in the biggest quarrel since they were together, and the final result ended with Ah Zhe leaving.

Grandpa didn't care too much about Ah Zhe's sudden departure, he just felt that Ah Zhe was a bit inexplicable tonight. Didn't take it, maybe it will come later.

He didn't expect this to be their last side.

After arguing with his grandfather, Ah Zhe jumped off the top of a high building, falling from the sky like a flying bird.

The bright red blood stained Ah Zhe's favorite shirt and face.

Grandpa didn't understand why Ah Zhe was arguing with him until the end. Regret and self-blame drowned him in an instant in his heart.

He felt that Ah Zhe's death had a direct relationship with him.

After those many years, grandpa was ashamed, until one day he saw his parents' gray hair, and under their pleading eyes, he obeyed the arrangement, got married and had children.Then he supported his parents instead of Ah Zhe.

He didn't dare to end this life privately, he was afraid that Ah Zhe wouldn't want to see him, and lived in this world every day as if he was being punished, until the day he had to accept death.