mindless corpse

I do the same with Qi Zi.I hurt some people casually, and only left my heart to Qi Zi.

When I returned to the ward, I saw Qi Zi sitting on the bed, with his head down, wondering what he was thinking.

I took off my clothes and asked, "Miss me?"

Qi Zi raised his head abruptly, then burst into a big smile, nodded fiercely, stretched out his hand and twitched the corner of his mouth, looking pitiful and wronged: "Hug!"

I smiled and walked over to hold Qi Zi in my arms, rubbed her delicate cheeks, and said with a smile: "Is it so pitiful? Really, did someone bully you? Tell me, I will definitely make it difficult for her."

Qi Zi rubbed against my neck and said sullenly; "Just now I wanted to be alone, but now that she's back, everything doesn't matter anymore."

I hugged Qi Zi tightly, tears streaming down uncontrollably, she didn't understand that I would eventually leave her.This should be the most embarrassing time I have cried in my life. I hugged Qi Zi and cried loudly, trying to tell Qi Zi all the grievances and struggles in my heart.

The whole night, Qi Zi hugged me, we embraced each other, enjoying the quiet time that finally belonged to the two of us.In the early morning, snowflakes fell in the gray sky again, Qi Zi fell asleep in my arms, with tears still on her face, I put her flat on the bed, covered her gently with the quilt, when I turned around , all the strength in my body seemed to be exhausted and I knelt on the ground, I couldn't help turning my head and saw Qi Zi's soft sleeping face, I closed my eyes and kissed her pale lips, the taste was still the same, but a little dry , Feeling that my tears had gathered more and more in my eye sockets, I forced myself to stand up and walk out with my clothes.

As soon as I went out, I saw Qi Pingcheng coming towards me. I didn't notice it before. Qi Pingcheng seemed to be very old all of a sudden, with messy black and white hair, and the deep wrinkles on his forehead told the story of the man who once swept the whole of Europe. The painter has experienced the vicissitudes of the world.Perhaps seeing that my eyes were still swollen, Qi Pingcheng asked softly, "Where are you going?"

I lowered my head and said, "It may take a long time to go out for a walk."

Qi Pingcheng sighed, and said: "Come back earlier, Qi Zi, she has been waiting for you, don't leave her alone, she is also very pitiful."

I nodded and rushed out of the hospital as if fleeing.I stopped a taxi and went straight to Anderson's house. In the car, I dug out the cosmetics from my bag and put on a simple make-up for myself. After everything was sorted out, I got out of the car and walked into Anderson's villa.I have been to this house countless times, but this is the first time I am so nervous.

After ringing the doorbell, Anderson opened the door in a daze in his pajamas. When he saw me, he was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, went back to the living room and fell down on the sofa, and said lazily: "It's so early, what's the matter?" thing?"

"Come and see you. I heard that your girlfriend is pregnant and has triplets. Why, when will you get married?"

"Let's talk about it after the baby is born! I'm almost exhausted from taking care of her all day long, so I don't have time to prepare for the wedding." Anderson suddenly raised his head, "Why did you come out so early? Aren't you taking care of Qi Zi in the hospital?"

I poured myself a glass of water and said, "I have something to do recently, so I have to travel far away and want to see you."

Anderson sat up, the drowsiness from just now was completely gone, and he said seriously; "Jos, what happened, tell me, huh?"

"It's okay, it's fine, but I miss you a little bit." I put down the glass and touched the pink scar on Anderson's face, and said with a wry smile, "It seems to have faded!"

Anderson nodded: "Yes, it's faded. Joss, this is the imprint you left on me, and I think I should cherish it."

"Hehe!" At this time, I don't know what else to say besides these two words. Facing Anderson, I feel as guilty as Lynn.

Anderson seemed to understand something, so he stopped asking, and said, "No matter what happens, I believe you will take care of it yourself. If you leave here, the only thing I can do for you is to help you take good care of your relatives."

"Thank you!" I said in a choked up voice, holding back the tears in my eyes.

Anderson hugged me with a smile, exuding the fragrance of cologne, and said slowly: "Let me hug you well, after getting married and becoming someone else's husband, it is difficult to hug you! "

The author has something to say: the end is not far away, and now I am hurrying to code words, and try to finish it this month.

☆, end

Leaving Anderson's house, I stood in the dark street, not knowing where I was going.I used to agree that I liked loneliness, but at this time I realized that loneliness is a slow poison that can destroy people, it will drive people crazy, and then die slowly.In the end, it turned into a puddle of blood and melted into the ground, and there was no trace of it anymore.

Where should I go?Where else can I go?I sat on the side of the road, staring at the cars coming and going in a daze.There were not many cars on the street in the early morning, but the few scattered beams of car light still made me unable to see the opposite scenery.Thinking of the happiest days, it was when I first met Qi Zi, followed by the days when I was with her in Annecy, France...

I stood up suddenly, shook my dizzy head, hailed a taxi, told the driver to drive to the airport, then I called and booked a ticket to France, then turned off my phone and sat in the car.I still have a lot of things to do, I haven't been to the hotel in Annecy, the strange feeling is getting stronger and stronger, I don't know if Qi Zi went there after I left, but I still hold a trace of unrealistic hope.

At the moment of boarding the plane, I turned on my phone for the last time and took a look at the only photo of Qi Zi in my phone. It was a photo I took at the performance when she was a big star who was popular among thousands of people. I thought she was a high-ranking queen at that time, and I never had this feeling of inferiority.

Maybe it was just because of this momentary thought that I missed a lot, and I missed the time when I was supposed to stay with Qi Zi, and it turned into mutual torture, but that was also a kind of protection.

After putting away my luggage and sitting down, I was just about to turn off my phone when an unfamiliar number came out of nowhere and prompted me to press the answer button curiously.

"Joss, can you tell who I am?" The voice on the phone burst into my eardrum with a teasing laugh.

"Yi Ran." I said impatiently.

"Heh, it's my honor to still remember me. After all, my honeymoon with your father is over, it's time to get together with you, what do you think?"

"Of course I want to reward you, but I have never understood that after doing so much and spending so much effort, what exactly do you want?"

"..."

There was no sound on the phone, and after a long silence, Yi Ran hung up the phone.I put my phone on airplane mode, closed my eyes and fell asleep slowly.

I slept for a long time along the way, and I woke up almost when I arrived in France. After leaving the airport, I got in the car and went straight to Annecy.I can even feel that Ananxi is right in front of my eyes. I am eager to know the unknown answer, but it is also what I need in my heart.

The moment I finally arrived in Annecy, I rushed out of the car and ran all the way to the hotel, nothing changed, just like when Qi Zi and I first arrived, I held her hand, everything was fine, all the pain was gone exist.As soon as I stepped into the door of the hotel, the shop owner seemed to recognize me, smiled at me, and said, "I have always reserved that room for you, go in!"

I nodded, and walked in with a tired body. After opening the door, I don’t know if it was an illusion. I seemed to smell the fragrance of Qi Zi’s body. Everything in the room has not changed, and it remains the same as when I just left. .It's just that there is an extra notebook on the table.I picked it up and opened it slowly. At that moment, tears flowed down uncontrollably.

After all, she cares. When I was looking for her, when I was crazy, she knew my every move, and she even took pictures, but what is between us, we have to torture each other His body was full of scars, dripping with blood before he was willing to give up.

Qi Zi and I are hedgehogs with sharp thorns. When we hugged each other, we had to hurt each other to the point of being riddled with holes.

The photos are pasted on the notebook page by page. There are me standing in a daze on the street, some me in a daze while eating, some me sitting on the side of the road crying, and some me who finally made up my mind to leave Annecy... so many of me, She knows it all, she remembers it all.

When I turned to the last page, I saw the long address written on it, and I couldn't help frowning. The shop owner walked in at some point and said to me: "The girl said, if you see this Understand, then please keep in mind the following words. She said, if one day you can't find her, you lose her, or you don't want her, it doesn't matter, she will always be there waiting for you .”

"You..." I looked at the shop owner, not knowing what to say, after all, I am so sad and happy now that I can't express anything.

The shop owner smiled, and then said: "every day after you left, she came back here, stayed for a few hours, and then was in a daze. I once asked her what's good about you, but she said she didn't know, it was her The questions I have been thinking about may be figured out. With the answer, I don’t have to be so painful. However, some things just don’t have an answer, and I just can’t figure it out. Meeting each other in life is right or wrong. Isn’t it? "

I smiled wryly and said, "It was my right that I met her, and it was her fault that she met me."

"Don't say that, she loves you, doesn't she? You know? This hotel was not mine before, but I bought it just to wait for someone. Although I know that person has gone to heaven, I still I'm waiting for her here, because I know that she has never left me, and the fault is that I can't feel her." The shop owner patted me on the shoulder, "Waiting like me, do you want it?"

I smiled and put the notebook into the bag, wiped away the tears on my face, bowed deeply to the shopkeeper, put the key on the table, and left the hotel without looking back.

I don't want the store owner's waiting without surprises and endings to be too long.I bought a loaf of bread and a few bottles of water on the side of the road. I got in the car and headed to the airport, and finally got on a plane to New York.

During this journey, I didn't close my eyes, and the soreness in my body that seemed to be falling apart reminded me all the time that it was time for me to end it.

The author has something to say: Joss is about to end it, and strive for the finale in chapter [-], and the number of words in each chapter will be more in the future!

☆、Elegant captive

The moment I returned to New York, I called Qiao Yujin. After the call was answered, I was silent for a long time before saying, "It's me."

"I know it's you." Qiao Yujin's voice didn't change much, as usual, as if we were strangers who had no relationship or intersection.

"I'm back, it's time to settle the matter, the time and place are up to you, but I have a request, don't involve other people." I finished speaking in one breath, and stopped a taxi to go to my home.

Qiao Yujin didn't speak, just hung up the phone, and after a while, sent the time and location to my mobile phone by text message. Looking at the strange address, I shook my head helplessly, and looked out the window.I admit that I am not brave enough. When I really have to face it, I am timid.

When I got home, I stepped into the living room with one foot. I stared blankly at Lynn who was lying on the sofa watching TV, and the strange man who was sitting on the sofa with her arms around her and looked at Lynn with a doting face. .Seeing me, Lynn smiled, and beckoned me to sit down.

Sitting on a corner of the sofa, I frowned and said with some displeasure: "Why did you come to my house? You brought a strange man with you."

The man looked at me with some embarrassment, and said after a long time, "I'm Lynn's fiance, sorry to bother you."

I didn't speak, stood up and walked into the bathroom, filled the bathtub with water, took off my clothes and lay down in it.That man seemed to be just an ordinary office worker. He didn't have an overly handsome appearance, nor did he have an extraordinary temperament. Even standing in the crowd, no one would give him a second look. It is undoubtedly a sinister thing for such a person to be with Lynn. By mistake.But that man has security that neither I nor Lynn have. Maybe Lynn thinks so, as long as he is by his side, he will feel at ease. I can really see the pampering hidden in his eyes.

Simple and plain, for Lynn, it is a kind of extravagant wish.Now within reach, I don't think she will give up, even if she doesn't love that man.

After taking a shower, I put on my bathrobe and went back to the room. I saw Lynn lying on my bed. Her long golden hair was casually scattered on the white sheets. Her dark blue pupils were like a lake of calm water. end.She is still the same as before, without any change, just like when I first met her, charming and beautiful just now.

"Where's your fiancé?" I wiped my head with a towel and asked while sitting on the edge of the bed.

"I asked him to go back first." Lynn sat up, grabbed a towel and gently wiped my wet hair, and whispered in my ear: "Your hair has grown, it hasn't been cut for a long time. "

"Well, yes!" I replied.

Before I knew it, my short hair had grown to shoulder length. How long had it been since I forgot to take care of it? How long had it been since I noticed it?These days, my life is full of Qi Zi, Qi Zi, Qi Zi...

"This kind of Joss is very charming! Joss has grown up, and he is not the kid he was back then! I can't put it down even more because of you, what do you think?" Lynn said with a chuckle.

"I already have someone I belong to, you are too late!"

"Looks like I'm the first one!"

"..."

Noticing that I didn't speak, Lynn patted my head and said with a smile; "I'm just kidding, kidding you, don't be so stingy! Huh? Just laugh!"

"I can't laugh." I curled my lips and looked down at the floor.

Lynn was silent, and time stood still. After a while, Lynn said, "Did you call Qiao Yujin?"

"Beat." I got into the bed, closed my eyes and said in a muffled voice, "Tomorrow, the time is tomorrow."

"What about the location?"

I didn't say a word, put the quilt over my head, and forced myself to sleep.Tossing and turning back and forth for the past few days, finally lying on the bed, tiredness suddenly hit me, and I soon fell asleep.

I slept soundly that night, and when I woke up early the next morning, Lynn was already gone. After washing, I took out the black leather jacket and leather pants from the closet, looked at the familiar clothes, and I I put it on myself, and took out a pair of work boots from the shoe cabinet. After tidying up, I looked at myself in the mirror.

This is the dress I wore when I first met Lynn. The difference from that time is that I am worried about it too much now. The short hair has grown before I know it, and I have lost the freedom and ease of the past, but I know, I have become mature.

There was a black box on the coffee table. I knew it was the equipment left by Lynn. After I opened it, I smiled and pinned the silver Desert Eagle to my waist, and put a miniature pistol into it. In the jacket pocket, as for those daggers, I really don’t need them. I even think it’s superfluous to load a pistol. That is, if it really gets to that point, will I shoot Qiao Yujin?Won't.

After unloading all the bullets in the magazine, I took the pistol and walked out of the house.

I couldn’t find the address Qiao Yujin told me when I turned on the navigation, so I drove Lynn’s sports car and watched the navigation go wild. After four hours of struggle, I finally found what Qiao Yujin said. The location, a dilapidated warehouse, is located in a remote, unpopulated suburb.

After getting out of the car, I put on my sunglasses and walked into the warehouse. I opened the door. A musty smell made me frown. The dim light illuminated everything around me. Zhao Jueran and Yi Ran sat on the sofa Seeing me, Yiran's eyes flashed surprise, but I didn't see Qiao Yujin's shadow.

"Why, don't you buy me some water?" I stood off my sunglasses and looked at Yi Ran with a smile.

"You're still here, why?" Yi Ran's face was a little pale, and there was a slight tremor in his voice.

"Didn't you ask me to come?" I shrugged and threw my sunglasses on the ground.

"When did you listen to me so much!!" Yi Ran was agitated, and Zhao Jueran looked at her worriedly, motioning her to sit down.

Yiran's stubborn and hurt eyes made me feel a little uncomfortable. When I turned my head, I saw a group of soldiers in camouflage uniforms standing behind me at some point. With the saber in my hand, I shook my head helplessly. It seems that I really underestimated Qiao Yujin, and actually gave me such a wonderful welcome ceremony.

The bearded man at the head said in blunt Chinese: "Joss, you can choose to be captured without a fight, or to fight with me for a round before becoming a prisoner."

I waved my hand and said, "Oh, this is the first time I've seen such a grand welcome ceremony! Which mercenary company do you belong to? How much did Qiao Yujin pay to hire you, huh?"

"We belong to the Canadian Mercenary Corps."

"Ah, what a coincidence, do you know a woman named Pei Junqi!" I looked at him with a naughty smile, "As far as I know, many mercenary companies in Canada have cooperated with our company in the past few years. Maybe the guns on your waists are the ones I used to play with!"

"Joss, people look forward, the past glory is gone, who will remember who you are!" The bearded man came over with a handcuff, put it on my hand, and handcuffed my foot I took off the ankle chain, and the heavy weight of the iron chain made me unable to move. The man pulled me to the sofa and motioned me to sit down, and said, "Joss, don't try to do useless things."

"Oh, Qiao Yujin is too stingy. Who still uses these kind of handcuffs now? Ice people feel uncomfortable all over. Do you know? Prisoners use electronic handcuffs now, do you understand?" I slumped on the sofa , closed his eyes.

Yi Ran's cold voice sounded in my ears: "Prisoner? You are just a prisoner, oh no, you are at best a prisoner who suffers for others. Joss, you still have the value of being used, you should be grateful, a If a person loses even the value of being used, then her life is meaningless. What do you think?"

I opened my eyes and looked at Yiran's familiar but unfamiliar face. Her gorgeous appearance was shrinking day by day, gradually turning into a hard and terrifying mask, although this face was somewhat enviable.Raising the corner of my mouth, I said softly, "Thank you for your kind words."

The author has something to say: It's coming to an end!Excited to say!

☆, the truth

Qiao Yujin never showed up, so I've been here for three days now.To put it bluntly, I am a captive with my hands and feet bound, and I even have to be accompanied by Yi Ran when I go to the bathroom.Just like a person who can't take care of himself, there is no result, and it goes back and forth.

Without any hope, I can't bear to be imprisoned like this.Sitting up, he yelled, "Ask Qiao Yujin to come out, and if you have something to say, don't hide!"

There was no echo around, I looked at the empty surroundings, and fell on the sofa again, with my eyes open in a daze.I don't know how Qi Zi is doing now, she didn't see me after waking up, she would cry, or she would sit on the bed and infuse the fluid quietly, and then slowly count down the time until I appeared in front of her eyes again.

"Why are you so angry!" Yi Ran came out wearing a gauze skirt, sat beside me, looked at me with raised eyebrows and a smile.

"Nothing." I closed my eyes.

"Joss, do you know? Sometimes you are very self-righteous. You think you know everything. In fact, you are the stupidest one. You don't know anything. Everyone teases you like a stray dog. It's fun. It's funny." Yi Ran's voice sounded so harsh, I forced myself not to listen, but I had to hear the words in her mouth, "You know? I fell in love with you the first time I saw you But there is no way, the distance between us is too far away, fortunately your father found me, and then planned everything by himself. He knows our encounter, including everything that happened between us."

I quietly listened to Yi Ran who continued to say: "You know? Qiao Yujin doesn't like you and Qi Zi being together, and she tried every means to separate the two of you because Qi Zi was also his target pawn. When you and Qi Zi returned to China, he approached Qi Zi and told him about his plan. Who knew that Qi Zi would not give him this face at all. In other words, the biggest difference between Qi Zi and me is that Qi Zi cares about you everything, your thoughts, and me, it doesn't matter, as long as I get you, the rest has nothing to do with me."

Yi Ran leaned down and looked at me firmly: "Why do I always appear when you need me, and why is Qi Zi not the one who appears at that time? Have you never thought about it? Qiao Yujin really did it for herself by any means. Your mother even regards you as his trump card, you have always been under his control, why can't you understand this? Huh?"

I feel that my breathing is about to stop slowly, and those things that I have expected have finally surfaced, and I still feel heartache.My heart aches for why I was born in such a special family and bears everyone's eyes and ridicule.Even though Yi Ran didn't say that, I knew she was despising my broken family.

"Why, I've hit the mark, isn't your heart hurting?" Yi Ran sat up and handed the silver Sand Eagle pistol in front of me, "It's really surprising that the Desert Eagle doesn't have a single bullet in it. Ah! It's impossible for you to attack Qiao Yujin no matter what, it's a pity, you have such a good father, he is looking forward to your early death!"

Yi Ran pulled me in front of the mirror like crazy, and forced me to open my eyes to see the two of us in the mirror. Her heavy makeup was in stark contrast to my pale cheeks. She was laughing and acting recklessly. The loud laughter, the piercing sound waves radiating from the bright red lips, made me almost collapse.

"Joss, look, how well we match! Why are you willing to let go? Why did you hurt me, why! Qiao Yujin is an out-and-out lunatic. Eight layers of hell! But you don’t even have the heart to attack such a scum, why are you so cruel to me! Why do you want to hurt me! Why do you give me hope and make me despair!!!” Yi Ran seemed to be insane The general screamed loudly in my ear, "You are a liar, there is only one end for a liar, and that is death. Liars who deceive other people's feelings deserve to die!!!"

I broke free from Yi Ran's restraint, squatted on the ground and closed my eyes tightly not to look at her hideous face due to excessive expression!

"Yiran, what are you doing!" With a familiar voice, I slowly raised my head, and saw Qiao Yujin standing there in a suit and leather shoes, holding a whip made of cowhide in his hand, and his calm face conveyed danger. The information made Yi Ran turn pale, and retreated step by step to the corner.

I saw the indelible fear on Yiran's face, Yiran's face turned pale instantly, the bright red on her lips became so obtrusive at this moment, her body was trembling non-stop, it was a kind of fear of known things. Fear of familiarity.My mind gradually became clearer, and before I could sort out the cause of the incident, I heard a crisp sound of "pa", followed by Yi Ran's piercing scream.

The whip in Qiao Yujin's hand fluttered wantonly in the air like a poisonous snake, opened its ferocious fangs, and ran towards the delicious prey in front of him.In the empty warehouse, at this moment, only the sound of the whipping on the skin and Yi Ran's desperate screams could be heard.

Looking at her running around, she looked like a dying cub in the mouth of a beast, although she was vulnerable, she still desperately wanted to escape.

Seeing that the whip raised by Qiao Yujin was about to fall again, I rolled over and stood in front of Yi Ran. The cowhide whip hit me on the back. Full of cold sweat.Just one whip made my head break out in cold sweat, and thinking of that whip hitting Yi Ran's body, my heart suddenly clenched together.

But at this time, Yi Ran's eyes had long since become empty and lifeless. She curled up on the cold ground like a baby, hugged her body together vigorously, and her whole body was covered with bright red scars. , but still staring straight at the floor, like a puppet.

Qiao Yujin threw down the whip in his hand and sneered, "Joss, does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt." I gritted my teeth to resist the pain in my body, and stretched out my handcuffed hands in front of Qiao Yujin, "Untie it, since I'm here, I don't intend to escape."

Qiao Yujin took out the key and opened the handcuffs, and threw the key to unlock the anklet on the ground: "Joss, go inside my room, I have something to talk to you." At the corner, I took a look at Zhao Jueran who was leaning against the wall, and walked into the innermost room without looking back.

Zhao Jueran came over to help me open the anklet, and glanced at Yi Ran who was still lying on the ground like a vegetable: "You go in first, and I'll talk to you when I come out."

I nodded and walked in. When I entered Qiao Yujin's room, what caught my eye was the wax figure of Qiao Qiao, whom I only met once in the photo. The carving was so vivid that it stood like a real person. There.Holding the book, he smiled.

"Do you know me?" Qiao Yujin lit a cigarette and asked me.

"Yes, Jojo, my mother showed me a picture of her," I replied.

Qiao Yujin threw down the cigarette in her hand, and the disdain in her eyes was evident: "Your mother? This woman really didn't love you for nothing! For you, she would do anything. I know about her and Qiao Qiao. Yes, I even noticed it from the beginning, but I didn't say it because they are sisters-in-law. Now that I think about it, maybe I deceived myself. If I could have stopped them earlier, I wouldn't have ended up like that end."

"It's useless, some things and some people can't stop it."

"Really? Maybe you're right, you can't stop it. How did your mother tell you the truth?"

"That's it." I sat on the sofa, lit a cigarette for myself, saw the disgusted expression on Qiao Yujin's face, took a big puff, and then slowly spit it out.

Qiao Yujin sat on the chair, stroked the center of her eyebrows with her hands, closed her eyes, and said quietly; "Smoking girls are not good. Qiao Qiao just learned to smoke slowly. After getting to know your mother. Your mother gave you She had too many surprises, but at the same time gave her so much pain. From a certain angle, Pei Junqi is a stunner, a stunner that neither men nor women can resist."

I didn't speak, and listened quietly to Qiao Yujin talking to herself: "When I first met your mother, I admitted that I was fascinated by her, and I was even fascinated by her. At that time, I was still a little policeman , and she is already the kind of person who can drive a sports car. My family is unanimously opposed, especially Qiao Qiao, she even forced her to die. But when people are in love, their heads are not clear, and I am desperate Against the opposition of others, I still married your mother. By chance, I found out from some information in the police station that your mother was an arms dealer active abroad, even though she was still young at that time. girl."

"I even felt that I was crazy, and I married a natural enemy of my own. I was at a loss for the blood of that young man. Later, something that made me even crazier surfaced. That is Jojo I know Pei Junqi's identity. She and Pei Junqi knew each other before, and they even fell in love. I was just a springboard for Pei Junqi to get close to Qiao Qiao. Later, I found that my feelings for Qiao Qiao were changing and becoming different. Now, that kind of concern is different. I tried to restrain myself from thinking about it and started to keep myself busy with work."

"Later your mother became pregnant and we had you. I thought everything would change and develop for the better, but by chance I learned that your mother started smuggling and selling drugs. Qiao Qiao told me the whole story , She loves your mother so much that she can't help it. I discussed with her to leave you to me after giving birth to you, and let the two of them leave here. But I have one request, which is to have a showdown with Pei Junqi and let her give up drug trafficking , I can let the past go, it’s a perversion of the law. During one of our conversations, your mother found out. She thought that Jojo and I had done something wrong. She took out a pistol and wanted to shoot me dead. And I inadvertently pushed her down the stairs when she was more than seven months pregnant."

"Because of premature birth and heavy bleeding, she was issued a critical illness notice by the hospital. Qiaoqiao couldn't accept the heart attack for a while. My parents had a car accident when they went to the hospital. On the same day, my family was destroyed. And it was That day, you were born! Joss, every year on your birthday, I will go to pay homage to my family, how can you tell me to love you as a father! How can you tell me to tolerate your existence!!!”

I bit my lower lip until I tasted the sweet smell of blood. It turned out to be like this, so it turned out that Qiao Yujin didn't allow me to exist.

"Qiao Yujin, if I had a choice, I would rather never have come to this world. Do you think that I was born with the lives of the three of you in exchange for it? Qiao Yujin, don't you think it's bad for me? Say, isn’t it fair?” Tears rolled in my eyes, but I still held back and didn’t flow down, my throat was dry and rustling, as if a red hot iron had pierced my throat.

"Fair?" Qiao Yujin couldn't help laughing out loud when she heard these two words, until she burst into tears, "Joss, it seems that your mother has protected you very well. So childish. There is no fairness in this world, how can there be any fairness at all? I have already released the news, and your mother will come here soon, as long as she comes alone. "

"She won't come."

"She will come."

After leaving Qiao Yujin's room, I saw Zhao Jueran was rubbing medicine on Yi Ran's wound. Yi Ran had already fallen asleep.

"You're here." Seeing me, Zhao Jueran asked; "Did Qiao Yujin tell you about your mother?"

"Yeah." I picked up the cotton wool and gently wiped the wound on Yiran's body.

"Then who do you trust?"

"My mother."

"Joss, actually at this point Qiao Yujin doesn't need to lie to you, you know it in your heart right?" Zhao Jueran stopped his hands and looked at me. Seeing that I didn't speak, he changed the topic to Yi "Actually, Yiran has been in a trance after breaking up with you. The situation is not very optimistic. I accompanied her to see a psychiatrist. The doctor said that it was because of too much stimulation to her. She and The matter of Qiao Yujin's marriage was published in the newspaper by herself. Qiao Yujin didn't even know about it, and it would be too late when she found out. After getting married, Yi Ran's spirit became even worse. She would often do some strange things, and in the end Qiao Yujin couldn't stand it anymore, so she touched her. After that, I always saw some scars on Yiran's body. This girl's spirit is getting worse and worse Qiao Yujin never regarded us as human beings, when Yiran and I wanted to get off this thief ship, we found it was already too late."

"You and Qiao Yujin, what are you planning?"

"I don't know. At the beginning, we cooperated just for fun. Slowly, I realized that this was a road of no return. We went further and further away. As Yi Ran said, Qiao Yujin is a scumbag and a lunatic.