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Layer after layer of thick foundation hit her face, covering her original face.
Yi Ran, why does it always appear when I am most vulnerable!
"You are here... You are really haunted! You always appear when I am saddest. Yiran, Yiran, sometimes I wonder why you always appear in front of me when you should not appear Come and see my joke." I forced myself to stand up calmly.But his feet slumped on the table as if he had stepped on cotton, and all the knocked down red wine was sprinkled on Yiran's white fur, forming a large swath of bright red water.
"Look at your joke? I'm not in a good mood yet. You always reject other people's kindness to you. Besides Qi Zi, who else can you see! No matter how nice I am to you, I'm just being used When did you look at me?" Yi Ran sat next to me and poured herself a glass of wine, untied her fur coat and threw it on the ground contemptuously. Something that smelled of me was like a There will be no pity for the plague.
"You've changed, you've changed a lot." I lay down on the table and looked at her in a short lace skirt, with her long hair casually placed behind her ears, and the cleavage on her chest looming, she was no longer that youthful And the Yiran who is lovable.
"Yeah, I've changed." Yi Ran sipped the red wine and said calmly, "Last year was the year I changed the most. I had what I dreamed of, but I also lost what I wanted most. At the time I was thinking, what should I choose between the two, but now I want to understand."
"Understood... what?"
"Sometimes you don't have to give up when you love someone, so what if you lock her by your side, what if you can't get her heart! At least her person belongs to me, watching her and her lover torture each other , I feel great!"
Looking at Yi Ran's flamboyant smiling face, the wine stains oozing from her lips added a bloodthirsty taste to her already bright red lips. Her mouth opened and closed like a zombie after sucking human blood, full of blood. spiritual satisfaction.
"I think... I should go. You have changed beyond recognition, which scares me." I propped myself up and walked outside step by step. My dangling body was like a flagpole in a strong wind, which might break at any moment.
Behind him came the sound of shattering wine bottles and Yiran's hysterical shout:
"Joss! I became what I am today because of you, what right do you have to say that about me! You are unworthy, you are the only unworthy in the whole world!!!"
I do not deserve?Well, I will pay back what I owe you in my next life. In this life, my heart has been hollowed out by Qi Zi, so how can I be worthy of you.
After walking out of the bar not far away, my stomach was churning. I ran to the pine tree by the roadside and vomited out all the contents of my stomach. The bone-eroding cold wind whizzed past his body.
"Why, are you afraid of me? I think you are afraid to face me, you know you are sorry for me!" Yi Ran ran over from behind and pulled me up. She was already frozen in the cold with only a lace skirt on. trembling, with an irresistible firmness in his eyes.
"I owe you a lot. I owe others more, how do you want me to pay it back! Huh?" I smirked, took off my coat and put it on her, "I can only pay you back so much, you know ?"
Just finished speaking, Yiran clasped my neck, and kissed me mercilessly with her domineering lips. The pungent smell of perfume made me dizzy. That's it.
I tried my best to push Yiran away, but I couldn't use any strength in my hands and feet, like fish meat on a knife board after washing, just waiting for the sharp knife in Yiran's hand to swing down.
Her tongue was like a little snake covered in venom, silently prying open her teeth and rushing in quickly, just waiting to swim around every corner, dissipate the venom, and lick me clean.
Kissing, the most holy and beautiful thing in the world, has now become my nightmare.My lips that once kissed Qi Zi are now shattered under the ravages of another woman. Feeling the smell of Yiran in my mouth, with a strong and disgusting perfume smell, I really want to push her away. It was the first time that she felt such helplessness.
The approach of death in the past is different from helplessness. This time I was defeated by a woman, a woman who I wanted to love but let go, a woman who was hurt by me.So now, her kisses are almost killing me.
The transparent liquid in the eyes flowed down like this, I didn't know what it meant, but the moment the bitter taste flowed into my mouth, I bit Yiran's lips violently, and the bloody smell dissipated in my mouth In an instant, Yi Ran was pushed to the ground mercilessly by me.
"Why, do you hate me so much? If she was here today, would you still do this? I think you would wish that this place would become a bed, and then you and her would be here to make ups and downs..."
"you shut up!!!"
I interrupted Yiran's swear words, pulled her up from the ground, and saw that her mouth was still stained with blood, but now she became so coquettish and charming.
"What on earth do you want to do? If you just want to get revenge on me for being unfaithful to you, I have nothing to say. But if you want to make Qi Zi a condition, I advise you not to dream." I lowered my voice, after all I'm sorry for her first, if this is her so-called revenge, I accept it.
"You want to protect Qi Zi? I advise you to stop dreaming, Joss, you can't protect yourself now. If you really have status in Qi Zi's eyes, you won't die like a stray dog on the street like now. But let me tell you, it doesn’t matter if you don’t love me! I have a way to make you stay with me willingly. Don’t blame me for this, blame you for having a vicious little face and your ecstatic eyes , It really confuses sentient beings!"
Yi Ran grinned grinningly and touched his lips, then turned around and walked into the car with a water snake waist twisted and walked away.
Until I could no longer see her shadow, I squatted down on the ground and buried my head in my knees. I didn't want to know what kind of eyes people passing by looked at me again, and how they laughed at me. I can't see others, and others can't see me.
I don't know how long I have been hiding, I slowly raised my head, and Qi Zi stood in front of me silently, her lips had already turned purple from the cold, and there was a self-deprecating smile on her pale face, maybe, she was always like this Looking at me from a certain corner, watching everything that happened here...
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I, who never believed in fate, had to bow my head at this moment.Fate made a big joke with me, using countless ropes to connect the accidents in life together, it becomes inevitable, seeing is believing.
Qi Zi standing in front of me now is the best evidence, after seeing everything, what should I do?Ignore it, or slap me, I would rather choose the latter.It's just her current reaction that covered my heart with a layer of black veil, hazy and unreal.
The smile at the corner of her mouth now seems to me to contain countless meanings, sarcasm, self-deprecation, helplessness, heartache, pretending to be strong, all of these are reminders, like standing on the edge of a cliff, only one step away from death remote……
"Maybe... I shouldn't be here today, and I'm bothering you. I always appear in front of you when I shouldn't, which makes you disappointed and disgusted." Qi Zi slowly raised her hand, touching my face with her fingertips The moment, finally fell down, "I just want to tell you today, what you see is not necessarily true, there are some things you can't see, those... just can't be said."
"It's like... what you saw just now, isn't it..."
I stood up tremblingly and looked at this person who was close at hand. A few minutes ago, I was still drunk because of her, but now standing in front of me, I was at a loss.People are timid, especially when the person they want to see the most suddenly appears in front of them, they will always be at a loss.And I, maybe really like what Qi Zi said, I was afraid of what she saw just now. At this moment, I suddenly had a thought that she should not appear at this moment.
"Do you...do you want to hug me!" Qi Zi sniffed, her voice trembling uncontrollably.
The next moment, I opened my arms and took her into my arms without hesitation, rubbing her soft long hair, and smelling her innate fragrance. This feeling is different from the past. Maybe that night, between us The estrangement between us started from the moment Zhao Jueran walked into our house holding her hand.
My rationality collapsed at that moment, although I made many excuses for myself, this time, I didn't have too many reasons to choose to trust Qi Zi.
At the moment when I most wanted her to explain, she turned her back to me, and everything was so natural.
But when she wanted to explain, I suddenly felt that it was redundant...
"I will believe everything you tell me. So, no matter what happens in the future, you have to believe me, even...even if I will leave you." Qi Zi slowly let go of me, those penetrating and bright eyes It had already been dyed red, like a bloodthirsty vampire.
It's just that she is a wounded vampire, her heart was pierced alive by a sharp blade covered in poison, and she couldn't allow herself to be autonomous.
"Break up!"
……
Waking up groggyly and falling asleep groggyly is something I have been repeating all day long.
The city in the afternoon is free of the hustle and bustle of the night, and the sun shines on the earth, shining a golden color.People work in this ruthless city, working hard for a goal.Those goals, in my eyes, were insignificant in the past, even not worth mentioning. I laughed at their ignorance and stupidity, but at this moment, the most stupid should be me, I can't even find a single goal...
When a person dies, the heart is scattered, and nothing is left!
Everything here is so familiar, even if I only stayed here for a few days, I still have the joy of returning, because this room once lived with me and one person.That person and I spent the Spring Festival together in this place we don’t like. We hugged and kept the New Year’s Eve together on this big bed. I.
That person left me unexpectedly, like the claws of death, strangling my throat without warning.
When I thought she had unspeakable difficulties and wanted to hold her back, her indifferent eyes were the best evidence, reminding me that me and her were in the past just a second ago.Before I said those three words "I love you" to her, she said three words to me first, the fate is really ridiculous.
Break up!
If it were me, I think I would say the same thing. The only good thing is that I don't have such a chance!
"If you want to eat something, I'll ask Aunt Zheng to do it. Joss, are you okay?" The door was pushed open, and Qiao Yujin walked in, put water on the bedside, and frowned slightly.
"Anything is fine." As soon as I said the words, I touched my throat in disbelief. It was hard to imagine that the sound with the same frequency as the noise was made by me, but it made sense when I thought about it. what begging.
It's the first thing I've said since last night.Qi Zi said those three words, turned around and left, rather than being ruthless, it would be better to say that she was decisive.
I never imagined that I would dial Qiao Yujin's phone number last night. Half an hour later, Qiao Yujin appeared in front of me in a police car. At the moment of the car door, I clearly heard the phrase "uneasy child"!
It's not because he is of the same blood as me, but because I have nowhere to go in this gloomy city.Those who were familiar with him before are already completely changed, Zhao Jueran, Yi Ran, Xu An'an... and Qi Zi.
At dinner, I sat at the dining table, and the table full of rich food was put into my mouth, but it tasted like chewing wax.Opposite Qiao Yujin and Zheng Yuan looked at me motionless, with indescribable emotions in their eyes.
Probably seeing that the dish in front of me was eaten too quickly, Qiao Yujin brought another plate of ribs and put it in front of me. Sure enough, I was still fascinated to pick up the ribs, one piece after another.
"Joss, I have something to tell you." Qiao Yujin looked at me expressionlessly.
"Say." I put down my chopsticks and said lightly.
"That case has been settled, that person did as you said, Qi Zi..."
"Oh, I see. It's much better to settle the matter than to be at the same level. Thank you for this matter."
"you……"
"I'm fine. If you think I'm in a bad mood, don't take it for granted. After all, people who break up in love are in a bad mood. Let alone someone who has been dumped like me!"
Leaving the dining table, I went back to my room and lay on the bed. There are many things to do in the afternoon, such as drinking afternoon tea, watching TV, or surfing the Internet, but these are all things I avoid now. .
It is conceivable that the current headlines are nothing more than dramas such as "Qi Zi, the queen of the music industry, has been wronged and made a comeback to enter the mainland film industry". Perhaps there will be a big close-up of Zhao Jueran next to it, implying that Qi Zi will come out in a high-profile way in the future...
But now, these are far away from me.The difference from the past is that Qi Zi and I are no longer two people who can hug each other. The same as before, we have become strangers again.
Even if I force myself not to think about it, to see it openly, I still can't suppress the pain in my heart. Without warning, I was just dumped like this, it's that simple.
I don't even know how to beg, begging Qi Zi to tell me the reason like a beggar?Or are you living the life of a walking dead like a lost soul?
"Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring"
The ringing of the phone interrupted my thoughts at this moment, I paused, and then picked it up.When I heard my mother's long-lost voice, my nose was sore, and tears welled up from my eyes.
"Joss, are you okay?" Mom asked worriedly on the other side of the phone.
"Well...it's okay." I rubbed my nose and tried to keep my voice as low as possible, so as not to let her hear my current emotions.
"I mean...everything." Mom's pun shattered all my pretense of toughness.
"It's not good. It's not good in every way. It's strange here. The people I used to know are far away from me. I'm beginning to feel that I've changed. No matter what, I won't believe that I will stand under Qiao Yujin's roof one day." Come on, I bowed my head to him. Mom...I want to go home...I really want to...Really."
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Listening to the heavy breathing on the phone, I couldn't bear the so-called strength anymore, and burst into tears.I know that no matter what kind of woman the woman on the other side of the phone used to be, what kind of shadow she left in my heart, she will always be the one who loves me the most, and will spare no effort to tolerate my selfishness, rogue, and bastard ...
For the woman who loved me and then abandoned me, my heart will ache, like Ling Chi, who cuts off the flesh of her body with one knife, until there is only a pile of bones left in the end.
Maybe it was because I cried so hard that I didn't know when my mother hung up the phone. Looking at the screen of the phone wet with tears, I tremblingly swiped open the screen with my fingers:
"If you are too tired, come back! Mom is waiting for you in Canada."
Qi Zi, does this separation mean that I give up on you...
After changing my clothes, I went to wash up briefly again. Looking at the red and swollen eyes in the mirror, I twitched the corners of my mouth and laughed a few times. After a few days, I will not be like this anymore. Everything about me, indifference, pain, and love.
When she came to the living room, Zheng Yuan was sitting on the sofa watching TV. When she saw me, she smiled and moved to the side, motioning for me to sit next to her.She is an elegant woman. She is over forty years old and has the unique charm of middle-aged women. The simple ponytail is generous and decent. No matter what time, the corners of her mouth are always smiling upwards.Such a woman, considerate and gentle, is the most suitable person for Qiao Yujin.
My mother is too amazing, she is undoubtedly a dazzling diamond anywhere, and her scorching brilliance cannot be accommodated in a narrow place.This kind of coquettish woman has thorns covered with venom all over her body, she is like this, so is Qi Zi.
"Joss, what do you want to eat tonight, I'll make it for you!" Zheng Yuan handed me a glass of water, looked at me quietly, her voice was as light as a feather, unable to withstand any wind and rain.
"No, I'll do whatever I want." I took a sip of water and held the cup with my hand.
"Oh, your dad..."
"I'm leaving." I interrupted her, and I couldn't speak more plainly.
"Let's go? Where are you going! Have you found a house?" The unnatural expression on her face was quickly covered up, and she was always calm.
"You don't need to look for a house. There are so many that I don't even know which one is which." I replied dully.
I have experienced the indifference there. In that manor, there are so many rooms that I can’t count them. At night, I always feel inexplicable cold.The material life that my mother has worked so hard for is like poison to me, and I even fear it.That's why I will stay in the United States for a long time. The small nest there will be warmer than that big manor.
"You want to go back to the United States?" At some point, Qiao Yujin stood at the corner of the stairs, shooting me back and forth with sharp eyes.
"No, I'm going back to Canada. You should know that my real home is there." I raised my head to meet his gaze, and at that moment, I saw the shaking in his eyes.
Canada!
He should be the most familiar one, that is his mother's lair, and he is extremely familiar with everything there.
"You and I come to the study." Qiao Yujin narrowed her eyes, turned and walked to the second floor.
When I got to the study, I sat on the sofa, lowered my head, and watched the hair sway back and forth in front of my eyes, swaying from side to side...
Sometimes I really want to be like a baby, as long as there is something dangling in front of my eyes, I can fall asleep peacefully, but that is just a wish for me, and I can never go back, so I can only bite the bullet and move forward, even if Hit yourself head-on.
The sound of Qiao Yujin flipping through the newspaper came to my ears, and the chaotic voice told me that he was in a mess, and the silence at this time was just pretending to be strong.
"She told you to go back?" Qiao Yujin finally spoke, her voice was steady and powerful, and the slight tremor in it naturally couldn't escape my ears.
I naturally knew who Qiao Yujin was referring to by her.
"No, I want to go back myself." I replied softly.
"Joss, you can't lie to me. If you go back by yourself, you will definitely go back to the United States, not Canada. You don't like it very much. I know this!"
"So, you are thinking about me showing off how much you know me? Mr. Joe, who are you to me? Why do you interfere with me? Tell you, my home is in Canada, my mother is there, My only family member is there." I paused, clenched my fists, and continued: "There are many people around you, but I have nothing. I used to be, and I am now, too!"
"For a woman, look what you have become!" Qiao Yujin angrily threw the newspaper on the ground, and rushed towards me angrily, the veins on her forehead were very obvious, "Joss, are you My daughter, I know everything about you! Even if you say that I shamelessly observe you secretly, or even monitor you, then I have nothing to say. It’s just that when you didn’t meet Qi Zi in the past, it wasn’t like this of."
I am afraid that I have long forgotten what I was like in the past!Prodigal sons in love, groups of women, wanton squandering of other people's feelings, those things, in my opinion, were nothing more than splashed water in the past, not worth mentioning.Because I know that there is still a person named Jingying in my heart, but from that moment Qi Zi's appearance completely interrupted my chaotic and peaceful life, I began to learn to love someone, and began to become timid and cowardly , and lost in the end...
It's all thanks to that woman. The ridiculous thing is that when I thought I could still treat her like someone else, she emptied my heart out. Although I never said I loved her, I lied to her. Can't help myself...
I love her! ! !
From the time I knew she loved me for ten years, from the first time I met her, or maybe, from the first time we met ten years ago, when we were still children!
"I... Even if it wasn't because of her, I think I will go back. What should come will always come, and what should be paid back will still be paid back. Thank you for your care these days, I have caused you trouble. It's just , I think you should know that from the moment you watched me secretly in the corner, I only have one mother, my father, who is dead. He... doesn't want us anymore."
I raised my head, looked at Qiao Yujin's red eyes, my nose was inexplicably sore, I hurriedly stood up and fled, I won't let him see me crying, and in front of him, it's because of him crying!
When I came to the living room, the clutter on the TV made me feel a little familiar, that voice, I remember...
"Joss... You... are here, do it quickly, ha ha!" Zheng Yuan hurriedly picked up the remote control to turn off the TV, her face full of embarrassment.
"No need to turn it off, I heard it!" I rubbed my eyes, walked over and sat on the sofa, and said softly, "Actually, it doesn't matter to me. I already knew about the two of them. I saw that scene with my own eyes. So, you don't have to worry about me!"
As soon as the words fell, the cup in Zheng Yuan's hand dropped cleanly to the ground, making a crisp sound.No need to look, I also know what kind of expression she has at this time. I saw my lover kissing another person in the underground garage. At that time, we hadn't broken up yet.
I am so familiar with the close-up kissing scene on TV, even though I have witnessed it with my own eyes, looking at it now, my heart still hurts.The picture is like a sharp knife covered with venom, approaching the softest place in my heart.
She is still so beautiful, so beautiful that people are heartbroken, suffocating, and sinking. I know everything about her, so now, she personally told me that she and Zhao Jueran came out openly!
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In fact, Joss’s real home is in Canada, and her mother’s hometown is in Canada. This point was mentioned in Chapter 52, that is, Lulu Lane needs the help of Joss’s mother to expand her business to Canada.
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☆、Conspiracy under gentleness
The weather in March is not warm, but it is not as cold as winter. The sun shines on the earth, but it shines a warm feeling.
When I came out of the mall, it was already noon, and I walked into a coffee shop with the ring I just bought from the counter.In my opinion, sometimes, loneliness is another kind of tranquility.
I have been to this coffee shop many times. Yiran's confession and the first time I met Qiao Yujin all started here.After finding a remote place to sit down, I unpacked the box and put the ring on my finger. At the same time, I put the ring with Qi Zi into the box.
"Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring"
I turned on the phone and saw a call from Xu An'an, and lightly pressed the connect button. On the phone, after Xu An'an learned my location, he paused and told me to arrive in 10 minutes.
Sure enough, 10 minutes later, Xu An'an, wearing thick smoky makeup, walked up to me, sat on the seat with a blank expression on his face, and ordered a cup of coffee.Everything was so natural, it seemed that she had expected me to ask her out.
"What do you want from me?" Xu Anan took a sip of the hot coffee he just served, and looked at me with raised eyebrows.
"This is for you, bring it to Qi Zi for me, I'm leaving." I put the box containing the ring in front of Xu An'an, the ring with Qi Zi's name engraved inside encloses everything I have for her. Feelings, at this moment, I will return my hands, and there will be no connection from now on.
"Okay." Xu An'an put the box in the bag, turned to look at me, and said with interest: "Joss, really, I didn't expect you to react like this. Regarding Qi Zi's departure. You seem a little I'm not sad, in fact, it's all the same to you with her or without her, right?"
"Yeah, it's the same to me with her or without her." I lowered my head and stirred the coffee, trying not to let her see me.
Xu An'an didn't know that what I am now yearning for is exactly that, but unfortunately, I can't do it.With her, I am good; without her, I am not good.But also have a good time...
"This may be a good thing for you and her. You guys are not suitable. As early as when you were in love with Qi Zi, you should have thought that Qi Zi is different from other women. For her career, you must Give up something, but if you can't do it, you can't have her."
Xu Anan's words made me unable to breathe, and the scar that seemed to have healed was lifted by her again. What she wanted me to give up was to have Qi Zi alone, to be with Qi Zi, to live a life of sunrise and sunset life.
The seemingly ordinary life is too unreal for us!
"Sister An'an, you are wrong." The familiar and gentle voice in my ear made me turn my head away. Yiran sat next to me at some point, and naturally held my hand on the table, and said with a light smile : "If you love someone, if you really want to give up, you should do both. Qi Zi can't let go of her career, so why ask Joss to watch her with others. Joss is not a monster, no It must be hidden tightly."
"Then, what do you want to say?" Xu An'an looked at Yi Ran contemptuously. In her eyes, Yi Ran was the kind of material who would take advantage of the fire. The rejection of Yi Ran was something everyone around Qi Zi would do. thing.
"I want you to tell Qi Zi that she is not the only one who loves Joss, and Joss doesn't need to wait for her for her selfishness, one year, two years, ten years..."
I looked at Yiran in surprise, this woman, not long ago clamored to take revenge on me, now she is bowing her head to Xu An'an in a way, even though she knew that Xu An arranged to reprimand her and hate her , Look down on her.
"Who are you from Joss? What right do you have to talk to me like that! Yiran, others don't know, do you think I don't know? You are an actress who has been sneaked by countless people. Your high-ranking experience is really impressive. Make a movie. Compared with Qi Zi, you are not qualified! Yiran, I hope you remember that no matter what time you have the smell of a strange man, I don’t know when you are with Joss, she Did you smell it?" Xu An Anmi said word by word with her eyes closed, every word was like a sharp knife, gouging out Yi Ran's most vulnerable place, the place she didn't want to be set off.
From the corner of my eye, I saw Yi Ran's pale face, her white teeth biting her lips of the same color, her clenched hands trembling uncontrollably...
Everyone is wrapped up, remove that layer of camouflaged skin, only a bloody body is left, everyone is like this, under their strong wrapping, there is unknown pain.
I know that Xu An'an's words just now must have hit Yi Ran's pain, otherwise, with her personality, even if she is weak, she will never give in in front of Xu An'an, even if she is unspoken, it is Yi Ran's hard work , but her efforts cannot be made public, nor can others see them.
"It seems that I have mentioned your sore spot. Think about it carefully. If Qi Zi was sitting next to Joss today, she might have spilled coffee on my face!" Xu Anan stood up and said condescendingly. Looking down at Yi Ran, the contemptuous smile on the corner of his mouth was vividly displayed.
"I can do the same."
After finishing speaking, Yi Ran grabbed the coffee cup and stood up abruptly. In the next second, Xu Anan grabbed her wrist and swung her backhand lightly. Not a single drop was left on Yi Ran's face. The dark brown liquid It flows down the white cheeks to the collarbone, drips on the white shirt, and finally falls on the clean floor...
It wasn't until the sound of Xu An'an's high-heeled shoes gradually blurred that I realized what had just happened. In the past few days, too many things have happened, and I can't bear to think about other things. Qi Zi has already filled up my body .
I took out a tissue and slowly wiped off the coffee liquid left on Yiran's face, she closed her eyes gently, quietly enjoying the time we were alone together.In just a few months, everything has changed.
Every time I touch, I can feel Yiran's body trembling slightly. The girl in front of me is completely different from the night at the bar. Maybe she is still the same girl, and I am no longer the original me. During this time, it was me who really became that person.She just needs to find a kind of thorn to arm herself, so that while hurting others, it will also bruise herself.
"Joss..." The moment I let go of my hand, Yi Ran held my hand tightly, and the liquid in her eye sockets flowed down her fair cheeks, "There's only so much I can do for you It's..."
"I know, thank you."
Yiran, thank you, sorry! ! !
"Could you hug me, just a moment... Just a moment... Joss..." Yi Ran stretched out her hand timidly. Even in spring, her already wet shirt made her shiver with cold, her pale lips Shivering, I only saw myself in my red eyes.
I stretched out my hand and gently embraced her in my arms. I couldn't help being shocked by her cold body, and then I hugged her even tighter, passing the remaining body temperature to her bit by bit.Compared to her, Qi Zi is smarter, she doesn't want to become like Yi Ran, and end up being injured all over.
Our end, in exchange for Qi Zi's better life!
Guilt is what I feel most when holding Yiran.What I didn't expect was that this was just the beginning of a conspiracy. If there was a mirror behind me, it would definitely be able to reflect Yiran's sly smile and the camera that had been placed in the corner...
The author has something to say: In fact, Yi Ran also loves Joss, but her way of expressing it is different. For her, for Joss, she gave everything she could, and he had nothing left. There is only destruction.
If she and Zhao Jueran were a combination, they would be "working together", but both of them were the ones being used! !
As the saying goes, the authorities are in the dark, but the onlookers are clear. I believe that many readers have already seen that Qi Zi let go of Joss when they read Chapter 63. It was a last resort. The one who can restrain Qi Zi is naturally a big shot.
The foreshadowing is all buried, and the rest is waiting to be revealed! ! !
Hee hee, there is still a word left! ! !
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☆、She just doesn't love you
When I opened my eyes, strong sunlight pierced into them, I closed them subconsciously, and when I opened them again, the person lying next to me was no longer the one I would put a kiss on her forehead every morning when I woke up that person……
Hotel, drunkenness, sharing the same bed, clothes scattered on the floor, me, Yiran... All these things put together are the most primitive things that happened between Yiran and me last night.
I don't know why I went out to drink alone with Yiran last night, and how I passed out after drinking, and finally lay naked on the same big bed with her.
Yi Ran, why does it always appear when I am most vulnerable!
"You are here... You are really haunted! You always appear when I am saddest. Yiran, Yiran, sometimes I wonder why you always appear in front of me when you should not appear Come and see my joke." I forced myself to stand up calmly.But his feet slumped on the table as if he had stepped on cotton, and all the knocked down red wine was sprinkled on Yiran's white fur, forming a large swath of bright red water.
"Look at your joke? I'm not in a good mood yet. You always reject other people's kindness to you. Besides Qi Zi, who else can you see! No matter how nice I am to you, I'm just being used When did you look at me?" Yi Ran sat next to me and poured herself a glass of wine, untied her fur coat and threw it on the ground contemptuously. Something that smelled of me was like a There will be no pity for the plague.
"You've changed, you've changed a lot." I lay down on the table and looked at her in a short lace skirt, with her long hair casually placed behind her ears, and the cleavage on her chest looming, she was no longer that youthful And the Yiran who is lovable.
"Yeah, I've changed." Yi Ran sipped the red wine and said calmly, "Last year was the year I changed the most. I had what I dreamed of, but I also lost what I wanted most. At the time I was thinking, what should I choose between the two, but now I want to understand."
"Understood... what?"
"Sometimes you don't have to give up when you love someone, so what if you lock her by your side, what if you can't get her heart! At least her person belongs to me, watching her and her lover torture each other , I feel great!"
Looking at Yi Ran's flamboyant smiling face, the wine stains oozing from her lips added a bloodthirsty taste to her already bright red lips. Her mouth opened and closed like a zombie after sucking human blood, full of blood. spiritual satisfaction.
"I think... I should go. You have changed beyond recognition, which scares me." I propped myself up and walked outside step by step. My dangling body was like a flagpole in a strong wind, which might break at any moment.
Behind him came the sound of shattering wine bottles and Yiran's hysterical shout:
"Joss! I became what I am today because of you, what right do you have to say that about me! You are unworthy, you are the only unworthy in the whole world!!!"
I do not deserve?Well, I will pay back what I owe you in my next life. In this life, my heart has been hollowed out by Qi Zi, so how can I be worthy of you.
After walking out of the bar not far away, my stomach was churning. I ran to the pine tree by the roadside and vomited out all the contents of my stomach. The bone-eroding cold wind whizzed past his body.
"Why, are you afraid of me? I think you are afraid to face me, you know you are sorry for me!" Yi Ran ran over from behind and pulled me up. She was already frozen in the cold with only a lace skirt on. trembling, with an irresistible firmness in his eyes.
"I owe you a lot. I owe others more, how do you want me to pay it back! Huh?" I smirked, took off my coat and put it on her, "I can only pay you back so much, you know ?"
Just finished speaking, Yiran clasped my neck, and kissed me mercilessly with her domineering lips. The pungent smell of perfume made me dizzy. That's it.
I tried my best to push Yiran away, but I couldn't use any strength in my hands and feet, like fish meat on a knife board after washing, just waiting for the sharp knife in Yiran's hand to swing down.
Her tongue was like a little snake covered in venom, silently prying open her teeth and rushing in quickly, just waiting to swim around every corner, dissipate the venom, and lick me clean.
Kissing, the most holy and beautiful thing in the world, has now become my nightmare.My lips that once kissed Qi Zi are now shattered under the ravages of another woman. Feeling the smell of Yiran in my mouth, with a strong and disgusting perfume smell, I really want to push her away. It was the first time that she felt such helplessness.
The approach of death in the past is different from helplessness. This time I was defeated by a woman, a woman who I wanted to love but let go, a woman who was hurt by me.So now, her kisses are almost killing me.
The transparent liquid in the eyes flowed down like this, I didn't know what it meant, but the moment the bitter taste flowed into my mouth, I bit Yiran's lips violently, and the bloody smell dissipated in my mouth In an instant, Yi Ran was pushed to the ground mercilessly by me.
"Why, do you hate me so much? If she was here today, would you still do this? I think you would wish that this place would become a bed, and then you and her would be here to make ups and downs..."
"you shut up!!!"
I interrupted Yiran's swear words, pulled her up from the ground, and saw that her mouth was still stained with blood, but now she became so coquettish and charming.
"What on earth do you want to do? If you just want to get revenge on me for being unfaithful to you, I have nothing to say. But if you want to make Qi Zi a condition, I advise you not to dream." I lowered my voice, after all I'm sorry for her first, if this is her so-called revenge, I accept it.
"You want to protect Qi Zi? I advise you to stop dreaming, Joss, you can't protect yourself now. If you really have status in Qi Zi's eyes, you won't die like a stray dog on the street like now. But let me tell you, it doesn’t matter if you don’t love me! I have a way to make you stay with me willingly. Don’t blame me for this, blame you for having a vicious little face and your ecstatic eyes , It really confuses sentient beings!"
Yi Ran grinned grinningly and touched his lips, then turned around and walked into the car with a water snake waist twisted and walked away.
Until I could no longer see her shadow, I squatted down on the ground and buried my head in my knees. I didn't want to know what kind of eyes people passing by looked at me again, and how they laughed at me. I can't see others, and others can't see me.
I don't know how long I have been hiding, I slowly raised my head, and Qi Zi stood in front of me silently, her lips had already turned purple from the cold, and there was a self-deprecating smile on her pale face, maybe, she was always like this Looking at me from a certain corner, watching everything that happened here...
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I, who never believed in fate, had to bow my head at this moment.Fate made a big joke with me, using countless ropes to connect the accidents in life together, it becomes inevitable, seeing is believing.
Qi Zi standing in front of me now is the best evidence, after seeing everything, what should I do?Ignore it, or slap me, I would rather choose the latter.It's just her current reaction that covered my heart with a layer of black veil, hazy and unreal.
The smile at the corner of her mouth now seems to me to contain countless meanings, sarcasm, self-deprecation, helplessness, heartache, pretending to be strong, all of these are reminders, like standing on the edge of a cliff, only one step away from death remote……
"Maybe... I shouldn't be here today, and I'm bothering you. I always appear in front of you when I shouldn't, which makes you disappointed and disgusted." Qi Zi slowly raised her hand, touching my face with her fingertips The moment, finally fell down, "I just want to tell you today, what you see is not necessarily true, there are some things you can't see, those... just can't be said."
"It's like... what you saw just now, isn't it..."
I stood up tremblingly and looked at this person who was close at hand. A few minutes ago, I was still drunk because of her, but now standing in front of me, I was at a loss.People are timid, especially when the person they want to see the most suddenly appears in front of them, they will always be at a loss.And I, maybe really like what Qi Zi said, I was afraid of what she saw just now. At this moment, I suddenly had a thought that she should not appear at this moment.
"Do you...do you want to hug me!" Qi Zi sniffed, her voice trembling uncontrollably.
The next moment, I opened my arms and took her into my arms without hesitation, rubbing her soft long hair, and smelling her innate fragrance. This feeling is different from the past. Maybe that night, between us The estrangement between us started from the moment Zhao Jueran walked into our house holding her hand.
My rationality collapsed at that moment, although I made many excuses for myself, this time, I didn't have too many reasons to choose to trust Qi Zi.
At the moment when I most wanted her to explain, she turned her back to me, and everything was so natural.
But when she wanted to explain, I suddenly felt that it was redundant...
"I will believe everything you tell me. So, no matter what happens in the future, you have to believe me, even...even if I will leave you." Qi Zi slowly let go of me, those penetrating and bright eyes It had already been dyed red, like a bloodthirsty vampire.
It's just that she is a wounded vampire, her heart was pierced alive by a sharp blade covered in poison, and she couldn't allow herself to be autonomous.
"Break up!"
……
Waking up groggyly and falling asleep groggyly is something I have been repeating all day long.
The city in the afternoon is free of the hustle and bustle of the night, and the sun shines on the earth, shining a golden color.People work in this ruthless city, working hard for a goal.Those goals, in my eyes, were insignificant in the past, even not worth mentioning. I laughed at their ignorance and stupidity, but at this moment, the most stupid should be me, I can't even find a single goal...
When a person dies, the heart is scattered, and nothing is left!
Everything here is so familiar, even if I only stayed here for a few days, I still have the joy of returning, because this room once lived with me and one person.That person and I spent the Spring Festival together in this place we don’t like. We hugged and kept the New Year’s Eve together on this big bed. I.
That person left me unexpectedly, like the claws of death, strangling my throat without warning.
When I thought she had unspeakable difficulties and wanted to hold her back, her indifferent eyes were the best evidence, reminding me that me and her were in the past just a second ago.Before I said those three words "I love you" to her, she said three words to me first, the fate is really ridiculous.
Break up!
If it were me, I think I would say the same thing. The only good thing is that I don't have such a chance!
"If you want to eat something, I'll ask Aunt Zheng to do it. Joss, are you okay?" The door was pushed open, and Qiao Yujin walked in, put water on the bedside, and frowned slightly.
"Anything is fine." As soon as I said the words, I touched my throat in disbelief. It was hard to imagine that the sound with the same frequency as the noise was made by me, but it made sense when I thought about it. what begging.
It's the first thing I've said since last night.Qi Zi said those three words, turned around and left, rather than being ruthless, it would be better to say that she was decisive.
I never imagined that I would dial Qiao Yujin's phone number last night. Half an hour later, Qiao Yujin appeared in front of me in a police car. At the moment of the car door, I clearly heard the phrase "uneasy child"!
It's not because he is of the same blood as me, but because I have nowhere to go in this gloomy city.Those who were familiar with him before are already completely changed, Zhao Jueran, Yi Ran, Xu An'an... and Qi Zi.
At dinner, I sat at the dining table, and the table full of rich food was put into my mouth, but it tasted like chewing wax.Opposite Qiao Yujin and Zheng Yuan looked at me motionless, with indescribable emotions in their eyes.
Probably seeing that the dish in front of me was eaten too quickly, Qiao Yujin brought another plate of ribs and put it in front of me. Sure enough, I was still fascinated to pick up the ribs, one piece after another.
"Joss, I have something to tell you." Qiao Yujin looked at me expressionlessly.
"Say." I put down my chopsticks and said lightly.
"That case has been settled, that person did as you said, Qi Zi..."
"Oh, I see. It's much better to settle the matter than to be at the same level. Thank you for this matter."
"you……"
"I'm fine. If you think I'm in a bad mood, don't take it for granted. After all, people who break up in love are in a bad mood. Let alone someone who has been dumped like me!"
Leaving the dining table, I went back to my room and lay on the bed. There are many things to do in the afternoon, such as drinking afternoon tea, watching TV, or surfing the Internet, but these are all things I avoid now. .
It is conceivable that the current headlines are nothing more than dramas such as "Qi Zi, the queen of the music industry, has been wronged and made a comeback to enter the mainland film industry". Perhaps there will be a big close-up of Zhao Jueran next to it, implying that Qi Zi will come out in a high-profile way in the future...
But now, these are far away from me.The difference from the past is that Qi Zi and I are no longer two people who can hug each other. The same as before, we have become strangers again.
Even if I force myself not to think about it, to see it openly, I still can't suppress the pain in my heart. Without warning, I was just dumped like this, it's that simple.
I don't even know how to beg, begging Qi Zi to tell me the reason like a beggar?Or are you living the life of a walking dead like a lost soul?
"Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring"
The ringing of the phone interrupted my thoughts at this moment, I paused, and then picked it up.When I heard my mother's long-lost voice, my nose was sore, and tears welled up from my eyes.
"Joss, are you okay?" Mom asked worriedly on the other side of the phone.
"Well...it's okay." I rubbed my nose and tried to keep my voice as low as possible, so as not to let her hear my current emotions.
"I mean...everything." Mom's pun shattered all my pretense of toughness.
"It's not good. It's not good in every way. It's strange here. The people I used to know are far away from me. I'm beginning to feel that I've changed. No matter what, I won't believe that I will stand under Qiao Yujin's roof one day." Come on, I bowed my head to him. Mom...I want to go home...I really want to...Really."
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Listening to the heavy breathing on the phone, I couldn't bear the so-called strength anymore, and burst into tears.I know that no matter what kind of woman the woman on the other side of the phone used to be, what kind of shadow she left in my heart, she will always be the one who loves me the most, and will spare no effort to tolerate my selfishness, rogue, and bastard ...
For the woman who loved me and then abandoned me, my heart will ache, like Ling Chi, who cuts off the flesh of her body with one knife, until there is only a pile of bones left in the end.
Maybe it was because I cried so hard that I didn't know when my mother hung up the phone. Looking at the screen of the phone wet with tears, I tremblingly swiped open the screen with my fingers:
"If you are too tired, come back! Mom is waiting for you in Canada."
Qi Zi, does this separation mean that I give up on you...
After changing my clothes, I went to wash up briefly again. Looking at the red and swollen eyes in the mirror, I twitched the corners of my mouth and laughed a few times. After a few days, I will not be like this anymore. Everything about me, indifference, pain, and love.
When she came to the living room, Zheng Yuan was sitting on the sofa watching TV. When she saw me, she smiled and moved to the side, motioning for me to sit next to her.She is an elegant woman. She is over forty years old and has the unique charm of middle-aged women. The simple ponytail is generous and decent. No matter what time, the corners of her mouth are always smiling upwards.Such a woman, considerate and gentle, is the most suitable person for Qiao Yujin.
My mother is too amazing, she is undoubtedly a dazzling diamond anywhere, and her scorching brilliance cannot be accommodated in a narrow place.This kind of coquettish woman has thorns covered with venom all over her body, she is like this, so is Qi Zi.
"Joss, what do you want to eat tonight, I'll make it for you!" Zheng Yuan handed me a glass of water, looked at me quietly, her voice was as light as a feather, unable to withstand any wind and rain.
"No, I'll do whatever I want." I took a sip of water and held the cup with my hand.
"Oh, your dad..."
"I'm leaving." I interrupted her, and I couldn't speak more plainly.
"Let's go? Where are you going! Have you found a house?" The unnatural expression on her face was quickly covered up, and she was always calm.
"You don't need to look for a house. There are so many that I don't even know which one is which." I replied dully.
I have experienced the indifference there. In that manor, there are so many rooms that I can’t count them. At night, I always feel inexplicable cold.The material life that my mother has worked so hard for is like poison to me, and I even fear it.That's why I will stay in the United States for a long time. The small nest there will be warmer than that big manor.
"You want to go back to the United States?" At some point, Qiao Yujin stood at the corner of the stairs, shooting me back and forth with sharp eyes.
"No, I'm going back to Canada. You should know that my real home is there." I raised my head to meet his gaze, and at that moment, I saw the shaking in his eyes.
Canada!
He should be the most familiar one, that is his mother's lair, and he is extremely familiar with everything there.
"You and I come to the study." Qiao Yujin narrowed her eyes, turned and walked to the second floor.
When I got to the study, I sat on the sofa, lowered my head, and watched the hair sway back and forth in front of my eyes, swaying from side to side...
Sometimes I really want to be like a baby, as long as there is something dangling in front of my eyes, I can fall asleep peacefully, but that is just a wish for me, and I can never go back, so I can only bite the bullet and move forward, even if Hit yourself head-on.
The sound of Qiao Yujin flipping through the newspaper came to my ears, and the chaotic voice told me that he was in a mess, and the silence at this time was just pretending to be strong.
"She told you to go back?" Qiao Yujin finally spoke, her voice was steady and powerful, and the slight tremor in it naturally couldn't escape my ears.
I naturally knew who Qiao Yujin was referring to by her.
"No, I want to go back myself." I replied softly.
"Joss, you can't lie to me. If you go back by yourself, you will definitely go back to the United States, not Canada. You don't like it very much. I know this!"
"So, you are thinking about me showing off how much you know me? Mr. Joe, who are you to me? Why do you interfere with me? Tell you, my home is in Canada, my mother is there, My only family member is there." I paused, clenched my fists, and continued: "There are many people around you, but I have nothing. I used to be, and I am now, too!"
"For a woman, look what you have become!" Qiao Yujin angrily threw the newspaper on the ground, and rushed towards me angrily, the veins on her forehead were very obvious, "Joss, are you My daughter, I know everything about you! Even if you say that I shamelessly observe you secretly, or even monitor you, then I have nothing to say. It’s just that when you didn’t meet Qi Zi in the past, it wasn’t like this of."
I am afraid that I have long forgotten what I was like in the past!Prodigal sons in love, groups of women, wanton squandering of other people's feelings, those things, in my opinion, were nothing more than splashed water in the past, not worth mentioning.Because I know that there is still a person named Jingying in my heart, but from that moment Qi Zi's appearance completely interrupted my chaotic and peaceful life, I began to learn to love someone, and began to become timid and cowardly , and lost in the end...
It's all thanks to that woman. The ridiculous thing is that when I thought I could still treat her like someone else, she emptied my heart out. Although I never said I loved her, I lied to her. Can't help myself...
I love her! ! !
From the time I knew she loved me for ten years, from the first time I met her, or maybe, from the first time we met ten years ago, when we were still children!
"I... Even if it wasn't because of her, I think I will go back. What should come will always come, and what should be paid back will still be paid back. Thank you for your care these days, I have caused you trouble. It's just , I think you should know that from the moment you watched me secretly in the corner, I only have one mother, my father, who is dead. He... doesn't want us anymore."
I raised my head, looked at Qiao Yujin's red eyes, my nose was inexplicably sore, I hurriedly stood up and fled, I won't let him see me crying, and in front of him, it's because of him crying!
When I came to the living room, the clutter on the TV made me feel a little familiar, that voice, I remember...
"Joss... You... are here, do it quickly, ha ha!" Zheng Yuan hurriedly picked up the remote control to turn off the TV, her face full of embarrassment.
"No need to turn it off, I heard it!" I rubbed my eyes, walked over and sat on the sofa, and said softly, "Actually, it doesn't matter to me. I already knew about the two of them. I saw that scene with my own eyes. So, you don't have to worry about me!"
As soon as the words fell, the cup in Zheng Yuan's hand dropped cleanly to the ground, making a crisp sound.No need to look, I also know what kind of expression she has at this time. I saw my lover kissing another person in the underground garage. At that time, we hadn't broken up yet.
I am so familiar with the close-up kissing scene on TV, even though I have witnessed it with my own eyes, looking at it now, my heart still hurts.The picture is like a sharp knife covered with venom, approaching the softest place in my heart.
She is still so beautiful, so beautiful that people are heartbroken, suffocating, and sinking. I know everything about her, so now, she personally told me that she and Zhao Jueran came out openly!
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In fact, Joss’s real home is in Canada, and her mother’s hometown is in Canada. This point was mentioned in Chapter 52, that is, Lulu Lane needs the help of Joss’s mother to expand her business to Canada.
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☆、Conspiracy under gentleness
The weather in March is not warm, but it is not as cold as winter. The sun shines on the earth, but it shines a warm feeling.
When I came out of the mall, it was already noon, and I walked into a coffee shop with the ring I just bought from the counter.In my opinion, sometimes, loneliness is another kind of tranquility.
I have been to this coffee shop many times. Yiran's confession and the first time I met Qiao Yujin all started here.After finding a remote place to sit down, I unpacked the box and put the ring on my finger. At the same time, I put the ring with Qi Zi into the box.
"Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring"
I turned on the phone and saw a call from Xu An'an, and lightly pressed the connect button. On the phone, after Xu An'an learned my location, he paused and told me to arrive in 10 minutes.
Sure enough, 10 minutes later, Xu An'an, wearing thick smoky makeup, walked up to me, sat on the seat with a blank expression on his face, and ordered a cup of coffee.Everything was so natural, it seemed that she had expected me to ask her out.
"What do you want from me?" Xu Anan took a sip of the hot coffee he just served, and looked at me with raised eyebrows.
"This is for you, bring it to Qi Zi for me, I'm leaving." I put the box containing the ring in front of Xu An'an, the ring with Qi Zi's name engraved inside encloses everything I have for her. Feelings, at this moment, I will return my hands, and there will be no connection from now on.
"Okay." Xu An'an put the box in the bag, turned to look at me, and said with interest: "Joss, really, I didn't expect you to react like this. Regarding Qi Zi's departure. You seem a little I'm not sad, in fact, it's all the same to you with her or without her, right?"
"Yeah, it's the same to me with her or without her." I lowered my head and stirred the coffee, trying not to let her see me.
Xu An'an didn't know that what I am now yearning for is exactly that, but unfortunately, I can't do it.With her, I am good; without her, I am not good.But also have a good time...
"This may be a good thing for you and her. You guys are not suitable. As early as when you were in love with Qi Zi, you should have thought that Qi Zi is different from other women. For her career, you must Give up something, but if you can't do it, you can't have her."
Xu Anan's words made me unable to breathe, and the scar that seemed to have healed was lifted by her again. What she wanted me to give up was to have Qi Zi alone, to be with Qi Zi, to live a life of sunrise and sunset life.
The seemingly ordinary life is too unreal for us!
"Sister An'an, you are wrong." The familiar and gentle voice in my ear made me turn my head away. Yiran sat next to me at some point, and naturally held my hand on the table, and said with a light smile : "If you love someone, if you really want to give up, you should do both. Qi Zi can't let go of her career, so why ask Joss to watch her with others. Joss is not a monster, no It must be hidden tightly."
"Then, what do you want to say?" Xu An'an looked at Yi Ran contemptuously. In her eyes, Yi Ran was the kind of material who would take advantage of the fire. The rejection of Yi Ran was something everyone around Qi Zi would do. thing.
"I want you to tell Qi Zi that she is not the only one who loves Joss, and Joss doesn't need to wait for her for her selfishness, one year, two years, ten years..."
I looked at Yiran in surprise, this woman, not long ago clamored to take revenge on me, now she is bowing her head to Xu An'an in a way, even though she knew that Xu An arranged to reprimand her and hate her , Look down on her.
"Who are you from Joss? What right do you have to talk to me like that! Yiran, others don't know, do you think I don't know? You are an actress who has been sneaked by countless people. Your high-ranking experience is really impressive. Make a movie. Compared with Qi Zi, you are not qualified! Yiran, I hope you remember that no matter what time you have the smell of a strange man, I don’t know when you are with Joss, she Did you smell it?" Xu An Anmi said word by word with her eyes closed, every word was like a sharp knife, gouging out Yi Ran's most vulnerable place, the place she didn't want to be set off.
From the corner of my eye, I saw Yi Ran's pale face, her white teeth biting her lips of the same color, her clenched hands trembling uncontrollably...
Everyone is wrapped up, remove that layer of camouflaged skin, only a bloody body is left, everyone is like this, under their strong wrapping, there is unknown pain.
I know that Xu An'an's words just now must have hit Yi Ran's pain, otherwise, with her personality, even if she is weak, she will never give in in front of Xu An'an, even if she is unspoken, it is Yi Ran's hard work , but her efforts cannot be made public, nor can others see them.
"It seems that I have mentioned your sore spot. Think about it carefully. If Qi Zi was sitting next to Joss today, she might have spilled coffee on my face!" Xu Anan stood up and said condescendingly. Looking down at Yi Ran, the contemptuous smile on the corner of his mouth was vividly displayed.
"I can do the same."
After finishing speaking, Yi Ran grabbed the coffee cup and stood up abruptly. In the next second, Xu Anan grabbed her wrist and swung her backhand lightly. Not a single drop was left on Yi Ran's face. The dark brown liquid It flows down the white cheeks to the collarbone, drips on the white shirt, and finally falls on the clean floor...
It wasn't until the sound of Xu An'an's high-heeled shoes gradually blurred that I realized what had just happened. In the past few days, too many things have happened, and I can't bear to think about other things. Qi Zi has already filled up my body .
I took out a tissue and slowly wiped off the coffee liquid left on Yiran's face, she closed her eyes gently, quietly enjoying the time we were alone together.In just a few months, everything has changed.
Every time I touch, I can feel Yiran's body trembling slightly. The girl in front of me is completely different from the night at the bar. Maybe she is still the same girl, and I am no longer the original me. During this time, it was me who really became that person.She just needs to find a kind of thorn to arm herself, so that while hurting others, it will also bruise herself.
"Joss..." The moment I let go of my hand, Yi Ran held my hand tightly, and the liquid in her eye sockets flowed down her fair cheeks, "There's only so much I can do for you It's..."
"I know, thank you."
Yiran, thank you, sorry! ! !
"Could you hug me, just a moment... Just a moment... Joss..." Yi Ran stretched out her hand timidly. Even in spring, her already wet shirt made her shiver with cold, her pale lips Shivering, I only saw myself in my red eyes.
I stretched out my hand and gently embraced her in my arms. I couldn't help being shocked by her cold body, and then I hugged her even tighter, passing the remaining body temperature to her bit by bit.Compared to her, Qi Zi is smarter, she doesn't want to become like Yi Ran, and end up being injured all over.
Our end, in exchange for Qi Zi's better life!
Guilt is what I feel most when holding Yiran.What I didn't expect was that this was just the beginning of a conspiracy. If there was a mirror behind me, it would definitely be able to reflect Yiran's sly smile and the camera that had been placed in the corner...
The author has something to say: In fact, Yi Ran also loves Joss, but her way of expressing it is different. For her, for Joss, she gave everything she could, and he had nothing left. There is only destruction.
If she and Zhao Jueran were a combination, they would be "working together", but both of them were the ones being used! !
As the saying goes, the authorities are in the dark, but the onlookers are clear. I believe that many readers have already seen that Qi Zi let go of Joss when they read Chapter 63. It was a last resort. The one who can restrain Qi Zi is naturally a big shot.
The foreshadowing is all buried, and the rest is waiting to be revealed! ! !
Hee hee, there is still a word left! ! !
Please leave a message! ! !La la la la la la! ! !
☆、She just doesn't love you
When I opened my eyes, strong sunlight pierced into them, I closed them subconsciously, and when I opened them again, the person lying next to me was no longer the one I would put a kiss on her forehead every morning when I woke up that person……
Hotel, drunkenness, sharing the same bed, clothes scattered on the floor, me, Yiran... All these things put together are the most primitive things that happened between Yiran and me last night.
I don't know why I went out to drink alone with Yiran last night, and how I passed out after drinking, and finally lay naked on the same big bed with her.
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