Tocheng

On the computer is an enlarged face with a hat, which is a little blurry, covered by the hat, so I can’t see clearly, zoomed out, and it looks a bit like that, playing the video on the roadside, looking back and forth repeatedly, pausing This person has bad legs and a thin body, he turned off the video, it’s not him, yes, he’s been away for a long time, and he still feels unreal, he’s still alive, he’s always thought so, he’s been looking for it, but it’s No clue, he really left...

The smile at the train station for the last time is engraved in my mind. The man smiled at him, a smile that only belonged to him, and said love words that only they could understand with his mouth. The moment when the man with a happy smiling face hugged that woman was so natural, no matter what, he couldn't erase it from his mind, it would always wake him up in the middle of the night, so that he couldn't forget it at all, he wiped his forehead Sweat on the bed, got up and poured a glass of water.

Sitting on a deck chair on the balcony, looking at the quiet night sky quietly, the city of L under the night is still very lively, the passing traffic is colored by the prosperity, dyeing the sporadically dotted night sky red, the city under the night The lights of thousands of families light up the happiness of countless families, which is the proof of their happiness, but he is a lonely shadow under the lonely sky. No matter how gorgeous the city is, he is destined to be just a lonely person.

Your eyes are beautiful, I like them.

Like it all, I love you to death.Why are you in a daze, kiss me quickly.

…But I care, I don’t care what other people think of me, you are different, I really care about what others think of you, how they evaluate you, I can’t stand people looking at you with strange eyes, it’s very uncomfortable…

Honey, you are so handsome.

Hey, I'll sleep here from now on.

Dear, are there many people on Camelback?

Then let's change places, just the two of us.

Looking for a large open space with a lot of grass...

Bring some dry food, the weather is just right now, it must be very comfortable, if there is some wind, wow, I will feel refreshed when I think about it, and sit in the shade of a tree when I am tired, the water on the mountain is very clean, it would be even better if I can take a bath, Enjoying the scenery, eating, drinking some wine, it’s so interesting, I’m still with you, I suddenly feel so excited

At night, let’s get close together to watch the night scene, there are many stars, the air must be good, oh, and you need to bring a flashlight... There are no fireflies now, it will be fine in July... My dear, are there wolves on the mountain?

A'Du, I suddenly feel that life is wonderful... I love you even more.

Watanabe...I want to be with you forever...I love you.

Say it again……

It’s fine to say this kind of thing once in a while, but if you talk too much, you won’t feel it…

I love you……

Necklaces, I'll carry them to old age, to death.

Good words become memories, but bad words come true. Seven years ago, he was still in Germany and suddenly received a call from Fan Zi. Yu Cheng died. It has been a year since he fell into the sea, and Fang Jing has no news. .

He got on the plane in panic, his fingers trembling uncontrollably, he could never forget the black and white photo on the tombstone, the smiling person in that photo was no longer there, he didn’t exist anymore, what nonsense, this Impossible, it was agreed that he would live a good life, live a happy life, get married and have children, why did this happen, why did this happen, he hugged that bleak tombstone for three full days, tears dripping down his face uncontrollably On the cold stone slab, on the tombstone with no temperature, it was so cold that he couldn't breathe, as if he was about to suffocate.

He still fell on the tombstone, and when he woke up in the hospital again, he went crazy, looking everywhere for the trace of that man named Ah Cheng, no, he won’t die, it’s agreed, he will live a very short time Well, he will return to a normal life, he will get married and live a happy life, so I will let him go, let him be free, go to the seaside to search, to the place where the woman lived, in the factory, no matter what I searched for the place up and down for several months, collapsed on the road tired, fainted from hunger by the sea, afraid to look for mosquitoes, afraid of hearing things I didn’t want to hear...

It's too fake, it's too fake, he's obviously still alive, it's too unreal, thinking about it every day gives motivation and strength to get up, one day, two days, three days... one month... two months ...Three months... He still went to find Mosquito, and Mosquito returned him the necklace he gave Yu Cheng, saying that it was sent by Yu Cheng a month before his death, and that it was given to him by Qingyu for burial. It was still hanging around the neck. At that time, I went fishing with other people. In a storm, the boat capsized and fell into the sea. When people caught it, it was completely deformed and could not be recognized at all. It was cremated there. Yu Cheng seemed to know that he was going to die, so he sent someone to send the necklace and a letter in advance:

mosquito:

How are you doing?

I had a good time with Xiaojing, she is doing very well recently, and she cooks the dinner.

I'm going to take her to another place. I haven't decided where to go yet. I'll contact you when the time comes.

This necklace was given to me by A'Du. If he comes back, you can help me return it to him and let him take good care of himself...

Tell him, I live very well, very happy.

The signal may not be very good where I go, so I won't use my mobile phone for the time being.

Acheng

It's true, he left, Kang Du tightly grasped that necklace, the necklace that carried his promise, forced himself to accept this fact, but unconsciously walked to the beach where he lived, and stood alone on the beach at night , let the waves beat on his feet, the sea wind is very strong, as if it is going to swallow him, and it keeps ringing in his ears. If he disappears like this, will he go to the same place with him... No, the people around him have already disappeared. Without him, it is impossible to survive in the same world...

When I went to the Fanxi apartment where I lived together, I just stood downstairs, as if I heard the person on the eighth floor waving to him. Could someone say, my dear, I am back, no, he has already left It's gone... It's been a year since I've been away, but it seems like I'm still living here... Still talking in my ear.

Hello, my name is Yu Cheng, I just moved here.

What do you mean you, open the door, open the door.

Oh, I forgot my key and want to borrow the way.

The glass door is locked, do you know who else has the key?

Oh, return the clothes to you, thank you, don’t worry, they have been washed.

You are a good person sometimes.

Forget it, I'm just here to show off, hee hee, let's go play together another day, the rapeseed flowers on the Cangmi should be blooming.

Sigh, I will call you A'Du from now on, it's too embarrassing to call me by my full name after we have been together for so long... You can also call me A-Cheng, our names are quite interesting, both are two words.Hey, you haven't called me by my name yet, oops, it's even more embarrassing when I think about it.

You're so boring, like an old professor.

Is it going to change the weather, you will go to class to wear more, bring an umbrella, it may rain.

Don't come back, I have to get off work at 2 o'clock, running around, what a bother.

It's cold, hehe, I like to blow cool breeze, and it's very comfortable to wear warm clothes, it wakes me up.

Honey, I'm leaving...

He didn't have the courage to go up, so he dared to stand downstairs. The lights on the eighth floor suddenly turned on. He couldn't breathe because he was so nervous, but a young couple came out. Yes, this place has already been rented out... that People no longer greet him upstairs...it's over...

The wind on the [-]th floor was particularly cold. He closed the glass door and held his mobile phone, "Sen, help me check the man in the video."

Knowing that it couldn't be him, she was still afraid of missing that subtle hope.

"At 10 o'clock, director Ren Keli will come to discuss the cooperation with Rongxin, arrive at the construction site at 11:30, and have a company planning meeting at 13:00. Preliminary design drawing of the plan... This is the reference material for the afternoon meeting... Chairman, Ms. Gao called and said that Tao Ranju has been booked, at 8 o'clock..."

"Knock, knock..."

The person flipping through the files didn't lift his head, "Come in."

A man in casual clothes came in. He was quite tall, more than 1.8 meters, in his twenties, with an ordinary face, but he gave people a very refreshing feeling. Unlike the person in this serious environment, he put his hands in his pockets, Holding a document in the other hand, he sat leisurely on the sofa, waiting patiently.

"Let's put it there, Ellie, tell Ms. Gao, I have a meeting tonight, Baicheng's design plan will be re-established, Guanzheng's investment plan will be organized in the afternoon..."

"Okay, chairman." The secretary went out with a lot of documents.

Seeing that the matter was settled, Sen took the documents and put them on the desk of the big class, and said to the person who signed without looking up, "Here are the documents you want."

"Let's put it here." The man didn't intend to read it at all, and continued flipping through the documents in his hand.

Sen sat on the table, playing with the pen on the table, seeing that the person didn't respond, "Not interested? Fortunately, I have entrusted a lot of people, this person is quite difficult to find, let alone, with the person on the photo in your drawer It's pretty similar, but a bit old..."

The man stopped what he was doing, glanced at the portfolio, took it over, and pulled out a document. The photo on the document completely stunned him.

"Wang Haifeng, 37 years old, was beaten by his alcoholic father since he was a child, he was a thief, and he was in the police; Then he became a homeless man on the street, helping people to pick up garbage, and disappeared for a while a few years ago, and that is still not found.”

"Ah Cheng..." Kang Du touched the picture with his hand, but his fingers were trembling slightly involuntarily. Is this him?

"This is not the Ah Cheng you think. It has all the information from childhood to adulthood. It's not the same age. It's not the same person. It's just a resemblance. This is a photo from before."

"Wang Haifeng?" Kang Du said the name, Wang Haifeng, right?But the photo is exactly the same as Ah Cheng, but without the youthful features, it is very emaciated and sick.

He flipped through the two pages, his tone visibly trembling, "His current address, his childhood photos, and those years when he disappeared, I want more detailed information."

"It's not that I don't look for people like this. No one cares about people like this, and I can't find them at all. The photos filed in the police are all blurry, and I can't recognize anything. In those few years, my people have been found. There is no news about it in other cities, the address is in the back, the sailor’s dormitory in the old city, there are still many drug addicts, but there is no one at home, and they have been out for a few days.”

Kang Du pressed the phone button, "Ai Li, put off the matter of the morning."

"Okay, Chairman."

The author has something to say:

My friend lives in the sailor's dormitory, there are many abnormal people, so I borrowed a little bit by the way...