error

?

Will it?

Will it?

I couldn't control myself at first, and started scratching my "face" like crazy. The pus and blood stained my hands. After throwing up even the bile, I washed my hands and they were unharmed, with no signs of erosion.I smashed the mirror in front of me, I thought, I should look for the problem, I know, it must be there!must!

11-09-00

Once again, I came to Chen Xiao's home, that almost abandoned residential area, that desolate place like a different dimension.I dressed up like Chen Xiao's father when he first met him at school. I was wearing a coat, a hat and sunglasses, covering my face and covering my whole body. I can feel a sliver of safety, my body is no longer in the shape of a normal person, I am skinny, like a slender bamboo pole, which is in danger of breaking at any time, I am in my body The road of life is crumbling...

I rang the doorbell of Chen Xiao's house, and the man who opened the door was a man I had never seen before. He stood at the door and looked at me suspiciously.

I looked him up and down. He was wearing home clothes and slippers, which proved that he lived here.

But...how is this possible?Where did Chen Xiao's family go?

Finally, the strange man broke the silence.

"Who are you looking for?" he asked me.

"Chen Xiao, is he there?"

"What do you want him for?" The man became vigilant.

"Don't get me wrong, I'm his former teacher, my name is Yan Yi, and I just came to see him." I hurriedly began to explain.

"Teacher...? It doesn't look like it." The man also started to look me up and down, but I do look more like a perverted stalker now.

"I have the flu, so..." I went on to explain.

"He's not here," the man interrupted me and said, "I'm his father, if you really have anything to do, you can tell me first." The tone was very rude, and then he began to issue an order to evict the guest.

"You are his father? How is that possible!" I exclaimed, but what I got was a "bang!" The door slammed heavily, and I was shut out of the door. Another small crack was opened, and one eye was exposed inside the door, staring at me fiercely.

"Go find some 'bull's eye beads', it should be useful to you!"

After finishing speaking, there was another "bang!"

I stood outside the door blankly for a long time, and finally let go of the hand that wanted to smash the door, and gave up the idea of ​​asking what happened.I had only one thought at the time...to cure the disease!And obviously, Chen Xiao's father, whom I have never met, or who is completely different from the one I have seen before, has been cured of his illness.

Bull's eye...

Where should I look for it?

Once again, I fell into my own thoughts that I had no time to take care of my surroundings, and I fell into crazy imagination.

I went downstairs and walked out, and then, I met something that changed my life...

00-00-00

Serial murders circulating on the Internet?

At that moment, I thought about this.

A woman, a burly woman, wearing a peaked cap and a mask, came out of a dark and damp alley, dragging a large sack...

I think, I should have come across this, she was throwing the body!I'm sure!She is throwing a corpse!

I stood where I was, not having the courage to go forward.

"you."

The woman suddenly turned her head and looked at me. There were only two of us in the dark street.

"you."

She said it again.

"come over."

She hooked her fingers, and a kind of magnetic force attracted me to walk over, involuntarily.

"Throw him down!"

she says.

"Boom!"

I swung the sack and threw it into the moat, and it (he) sank.

"Very well, the reward for you, swallow it whole."

She stuffed a bag of something into my hand, said hypnotically, and then disappeared into the night.

Swallow... what?

As if my thoughts and behaviors were controlled, I slowly opened the small bag in my hand and put a hand in. The inside was damp, sticky and slippery, and it felt like a sticky bag. Like an irregular spherical object, a spherical object with 'branches' growing...

Bull's eyeballs...?

still is……

human?

I can't manage so much anymore!As if possessed by a demon, I grabbed out the contents of the bag and squeezed them tightly in my hands. Through the dim streetlight, I saw those blood vessels and nerves. These are the eyeballs...

Whose eyeball?

I can't manage that much anymore!I lowered my head and gnawed on it. With a "click", it broke, and the liquid inside flowed down my chin. "Crack" I bit it through, chewed it until I swallowed it.Next time, it can't be like this again.

swallow it whole...

It was only after I did it with difficulty that I realized what I had done!

I almost choked to death by myself, but this is not the most important thing, I feel as if I was controlled by that woman, whatever she said, I did it without any doubt, it was terrible !I didn't dare to think about it anymore, so I ran away, and kept running until I finally ran back to my home.

I locked the door, took off the windbreaker and hat, and took off the mask. I saw the bag tightly clutched in my hand, the bloody bag, the bloody eyeball...

I think, I'm crazy.

I started laughing.

Finally started crying.

I slept all night lying on the living room floor.

However, the next morning, a miracle happened, and my face "returned" overnight!It healed!Not a single trace!That is to say, from that day on, I couldn't extricate myself from what happened that night. I firmly believed that the things in that bag must have saved me. Later, I found the place that day and waited again. The woman did not go there again. I didn't get the "life-saving talisman" after throwing away the body, but my strange disease never recurred... I thought, it was like this...

02-00-00

In the spring of the second year, when I was about to forget these things as a nightmare, my normal work and normal life were broken again.The strange disease spread again.

I've lost my health and my hair, and this time, I can't imagine what else I'll lose! ?

After more than half a year, I came to the street by the moat again. I never thought about waiting for that woman, because she was a serial murderer, but the more I didn't dare to think about it, the more it happened.

She appeared.

Without a mask or hat, he just appeared like a normal person.

A very, very ordinary woman, an ordinary woman with the same appearance as Chen Xiao's mother, but her body is too strong and burly.She said, do me a favor and I will reward you.

I nodded silently, followed her footsteps slowly into the dank alleys as if possessed.My goodness!I followed a perverted woman who killed serially!I actually agreed to cooperate with her?Do her a favor? !

But at the same time, what am I, who needs to swallow people's eyeballs to get rid of that strange disease?monster!I'm a fucking disgusting monster!

04-00-00

I don't want to talk about it anymore, that's how it is, after helping that woman cover and throw the body a few times I got what I needed to temporarily relieve the strange disease on my face, same, same as last time , it was all over overnight, but then I couldn't save myself by doing that anymore, I couldn't, really.

The great mental and physical pressure made me gradually collapse, and I was completely devastated.I quit my job and slowly began to wait at home for the strange disease to consume me.

Now I still haven't figured out why all these disasters happened to me, but I don't have the energy to think about it anymore, I know, I'm completely finished, I'm finished!

That's it, that's what you see now, it's over.

Maybe, I just said maybe, what happened to me, as long as you are in this damn city, maybe, it will happen to you too, this damn strange disease!

06-00-00

I'm going to sleep, and I won't be on TA-TA again, if you leave a message, please forgive me and I can't reply. @普通废柴青年绝书.

【postscript:】

It was half a year later when I came across this blog, and @常常货柴青年 has indeed never been online again. I have never had contact with this netizen before, but I rummaged through my @生I accidentally found his message to ask for help when I was on the author's blog. I can't say anything more about it, but when I followed the IP address to find the place where this blog post was published, I can be sure that the owner of this blog has died He committed suicide at home six months ago.Once again, I feel this kind of malicious good fortune, everyone is like this, and no one can avoid it.Finally, @明望@茶@卷鱼1979 afternoon to my house for dinner, Xiao Ran's handicrafts missed, there will be no next time!

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☆、◎INTHEEND

No delusions, but still dreaming.Do not seek death, but death will always find you.

Probably because the thoughts of wanting to die are too frequent, so even I feel ridiculous, because the numbness and indifference are too thorough, so I feel ashamed, or simply follow the trend and let it go.

"Respect ghosts and gods and stay away Ⅰ Fallacy"

It's like a joke.So is the author.

I didn't really give up because of someone's words, but I thought everything was meaningless, maybe I wrote again, maybe I was calm, but what is the meaning?

If those desires could be abandoned, if we could all be who we want to be...

We never know where we are going, just like in the old days, we are so wonderful and passionate.

Just pretend to be innocent and smirk, waiting for death like a walking corpse.

Affected melancholy.

After growing up, simply die.

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