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【Devil Perspective】

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Our truth is also false.

It was very cold when night fell on the island.The vast sea is boundless and lonely, and the bottom of the sea is very cold.

I have never made other "friends who share the same disease", because they have long been decayed and out of shape, and only I, lingering on my last breath, lost the noble and self-sufficient dignity, and was willing to fall into the situation of stealing and plundering.Relying on that little belief, telling myself to survive, and this survival is nothing more than existence.

There are three realms here: life, existence, existence.

And I just exist.

My existence may be just a form. I exist in the fragility deep in everyone's heart. The darkness nourishes me. Sometimes I can be proud for a while, but sometimes I can only escape to the bottom of the dark valley.I seem to be stubborn, and I even feel sorry for myself, but in fact I know best, I am just afraid of death and destruction.

If I have the courage, either, to stand up and defeat everything that has ever brought me down.

Or, I could just as well choose to end my mistakes.In fact, I am not unable to completely self-destruct, just like those friends I have not had time to make, I can also choose to die with dignity-completely disappear!Instead of deceiving yourself and others like you are now, lingering on your last breath.

No one loves a devil, not even myself.

but……

People love the Son of God.

No one can know how inferior I actually am, that dirty soul, disordered spirit, decadent possessions.I obviously have the ability to change, but I lack the most precious and important courage.

Until I fully awaken.Until I killed the flesh and blood I left behind in the world, until I sank into the sea, and Sea God's hands tightly strangled my throat.

until……

I'm completely devastated.

I think every devil is like this, but maybe they are stronger than me after all, at least they won't always think about these problems that will only make them weaker.That hateful hypocritical kindness is disturbing my mind, even though I clearly know that it is not glorious kindness at all, even if I am just playing with the world, even if I am a sinful...

What am I doing?Does any of this make sense?

Mo Yan always asks himself this way, but what about me?Apart from repeatedly asking myself why, what have I done! ——Those horrible and sad facts, time and time again, gouged into my heart like a sharp knife.

"I was ready to lose."

But I didn't even think about staying in the past!

coward!idiot!go to hell!go to hell!go to hell! ...

After a failed suicide attempt, I finally gave up.I am so weak, how can I let myself lose the chance to exist?

Life - even if I don't really count as alive.But this nostalgia, I can't let go.

……

"It's about to end..."

I left the faux-gothic buildings in the outer suburbs.A dreamy picture scroll like a castle, there is simply no place more suitable for my dear daughter to wake up than this place.I also prepared a special dinner for her-those souls.

However, it is a pity that she is still a "bastard".Like He Jia, I always have an abnormal bloodthirsty, so I had no choice but to preserve the flesh of that family.But I don't want to see such a scene at all, after all, it's not very beautiful, is it? —My dear daughter, she will wake up.across life and death.She will be more decisive than me, colder than me, and a hundred times better than me...

This should be the expectation of all parents, right?

And my child—she will not disappoint me.

Leaving the city of angels, leaving the continent full of tall people, I came to the Mekong River...

Myanmar, this is my latest destination.

Here, it is no longer a kingdom of drugs. With the calls for anti-drugs and the division of the government, the ruler of the largest drug kingdom has become a real emperor in his sinful land. With his own army, his own law, he is orthodox, he fights against the evil he once promoted...

And those former pawns... Of course, they are still there, but they are just torn apart.The countless deaths among them also caused batches of ignorant souls who were deceived to be buried.

Chang Yu was the one in ten million who was almost used as a sacrifice in this land.

20 years ago, when Gu Yu fled to this land, he was still young, full of revenge and ambition. At that time, Ye Sou saved him... 20 years later, I am like a mouse in the gutter People shouted to kill, and when I passed by here, it was Ye Lao's child who saved me.He is Chang Yu.

This is the origin.There is a cause and an effect.

……

Chang Yu is the last group of supporters representing the deceased Ye Sou. They opposed the split, but they could only be kicked out of their homeland in the end.However, what is not smart enough is that he did not give up, but chose to stay on this land in an attempt to fight.

Ye Sou died a year ago.The news was once blocked.The death of such a person is not a bad thing, but it is not necessarily a good thing either.For example, now, as far as Chang Yu's endless fleeing career is concerned, isn't it because of Ye Sou's death?

So, I came here again, not revisiting the old place, just to correct the mistake.

I'm bringing back a dead man.

……

"Wrong, wrong...all wrong!"

On the Mekong River, I stood on the deck and watched the man I personally brought back...

"That's right." Ye Sou sat cross-legged on the side, leaning on the mast, with a relaxed expression, and said with a smile on his face, "That's right, I know I'm dead, but now I'm alive again!"

"You just exist." I corrected him, and then quickly walked back to the cabin, only to realize that my success fell short... I thought that what I could change was the history that had become a fact, but I didn't expect that I only brought back a Undead, his physical body is so young, he is not at all the Ye Sou who later became all-powerful!

That is to say...the relationship and relationship between Ye Sou and Chang Yu is weak now, if I put him back to Burma at this time, when he faces Chang Yu who has taken over most of his resources... ...and what would he do...?

can not imagine!

How could I still make such a big mistake!

"Wrong...all wrong!"

At this time, the ship has docked.

"Welcome to my kingdom!" Ye Sou said enthusiastically, walking steadily and quickly, as if he was still looking for his subordinates to receive him.Looking at Ye Sou in this period, I couldn't help but feel a headache. If the devil also feels helpless, then it is almost like this now...

"About your 'Kingdom'..." I had to hold him back to let him hear what I had to say, "The time is now 20 years after your death, so... Uh...you died a year ago, and your subordinates will either defect to the government or stand on their own feet..."

"What did you say?" Ye Sou squinted his eyes and looked at me from the bottom up, and said: "Speaking of... who the hell are you? What is your purpose in bringing me back from that 'big furnace'?! "

"Big Stove?" I looked at him suspiciously for a while, and found that he was really not joking, but was seriously calling hell a nickname, and then he twitched the corners of his mouth weakly, perfunctory, "Heh...heh ... You are so funny ... Well, let's put it this way," I kept it as short as possible, "here, now, is 20 years after the time you know it, so, in my time, In other words, in my parallel world, you were besieged by government forces a year ago, and as for why you didn't know me... It's a pity that when you were in your prime, my physical body in this world I haven't even been born yet...so, understand?"

"Do you speak Burmese?" Ye Sou asked suddenly.

"what?"

"My Chinese comprehension ability may not be very good...you know, I'm from the Shan nationality..." He seemed a little embarrassed and touched his nose. Ye Sou, who was upright in his youngest age, was not disfigured or warm. He didn't even know his lover Gu Yu... such a person...

What a disaster!

"Sorry." I said, "I don't have time to explain to you now. I need to make up for a mistake - you don't belong to this era, and I should bring back you from this world and this time, not the present This you."

"So you're saying, you want to save me, but it's not me?" The dangerous expression is no longer relaxed and carefree. I am very familiar with this expression, and it is often a precursor to violent anger...or...

"It can be said that way." I nodded, and for a while I felt that it was difficult to deal with this legendary figure. After all, he is a very special human being no matter what. No matter what, I will get to know him at least once...

It's just that the current him is useless to me...

"Tell me, what do you want me to do for you in the future? I think there is no reason why I can't do what I can do, let me go back to that 'stove'? - I won't do it!" Ye Shou I curled my lips, as if I had already sensed my hesitation, so I made a promise.

"But you have nothing now, not even the face you used to have..." I stared at his young, flawless face, he was so beautiful, it was like a dream!I really don't understand, why did God give a man such a face, and why did he give it to such a cruel man? !

Ye Suu's face is as beautiful as it is poisonous.

To be honest, I really can't like this person, as if he has become a living devil before he has been refined by hell or died...

Who said it was congenial? ——It should be killed!

"Okay..." In the end, after realizing that it was impossible to bring Ye Sou back to this world, and the fact that he was dead could not be changed, I was also frustrated by the limitations of the artifact—only destruction, no rebirth.This is the disadvantage!It is impossible for me to change a person who has died, or a person's tragic past, but I can make them disappear completely, so that they have never been born...

Endless destruction.

"Let's go! Let's go have a drink first! By the way, what's the name?" The young Ye Lao was quite enthusiastic, even though he was penniless, he still didn't forget to drag his "new friend" to get drunk...I was caught He tugged at his sleeves, feeling like a melon, or a nerd... But it's true, my current attire... hey...

"Alan·Mara·Jayaraman." I reported my alias.

"Indians?" The beautiful and youthful Poison Flower looked at me curiously, her eyes twinkling with infinite reverie.

"Uh...well..." I blamed myself secretly, but couldn't help being delighted by his cuteness.

Lovely big drug lord...

Well, it should be a cute...a young man who was not a psychopath before he became a real drug lord.

"Do you know? There is a 'Green' bar in the city that has the purest goods! My father used to provide them..." He said, pulling me to run.And I couldn't bear to tell him the tragic death of his father for a while.

"The owner of that 'Green Green' died in a shootout five years ago, and now he's renamed 'MoulinRouge', engaged in prostitution/prostitution and human trafficking..." I reminded.

"Then let's have some fun!" Comers are always welcome, and the old man Ye, who used to be just the eldest son of a drug lord, is always full of energy, and I have no way of knowing his true thoughts , whether you will feel sad about the environment where things are changing and people are changing, but you also know that you can't stop it.

"By the way, how did you die?" I suddenly thought of this key question, because he seems to have no longer belonged to any time, so I mistakenly brought him back during the exile of the soul .

"In [-], Yasha attacked our village with [-] people from his army. My father and I escaped from the siege in two ways. On the way, a trusted confidant rebelled, saying that he would hand me over to Yasha. , I didn't want to hold back my father, so I grabbed the gun..." He stood still, speaking calmly, there was no trace of heat in his eyes, and the cold shadows struggled and howled in his pupils, and they were laughing distortedly.

Of course I know the ending... I mean his ending in this world.

His father died tragically, leaving only a pile of minced meat, and they mutilated him in front of him.Then Ye Sou fell into the hands of the drug lord named Yasha, and after three years he escaped to gather his father and his subordinates killed him... At that time, he could not see any trace of his current appearance, but It's just a pile of rotten meat...

Inadvertently, I seemed to have leaked some emotions, Ye Sou sneered disdainfully, and walked in front of me without looking back, walking faster and faster.With his back to me, he waved his hand and said, "It seems that we can't be friends anymore! We will meet later!"

I didn't stop him, but turned around and walked in the opposite direction.

19-year-old Ye Sou.what can be doneI don't know what will happen to this boy who doesn't belong to this time and space from now on, but I can't delay Chang Yu's matter...

On the Mekong, I began to hesitate.

……

October [-]th.

clear.I lay down on the boat and took a nap.

"What is this?" The visitor's tone was flat, but there was a chill in it. I knew he was angry.very angry!

"Bing..." I said vaguely, even feeling ashamed.

"Bing what! Make it clear!" The person who knows best what these are at this moment involuntarily raised his voice, scolding me as if he was scolding a son who was not up to date. On the other hand, I Suddenly smiled at him.

"Ice/poison!"

Snapped!

The slap was crisp and loud.

His face was swollen and his hands were swollen.Then there's the fist...

"I told you you don't have a long fucking memory! I told you that you don't have a long memory!..." Hey!It's really like a father training his son!

Hahaha!So fucking funny!

interesting……

"What the..." I woke up.I actually fell asleep?Still dreaming?

God, I'm dreaming!

I was dreaming!

Open your eyes, close your eyes.Open your eyes again.

After several confirmations, I finally confirmed the big guy straddling me...

"Hey! Dude! You're not a green boy anymore, can you stop riding me like this?" I teased him.

"How did you find me?" The person opposite was Chang Yu, a living, flesh and blood Chang Yu who lacked no arms or legs.

"Because I saw you on the street!" He said, jumped off my bed, clicked his lips, and said with a look of disgust: "Why do you grow uglier and uglier? I remember you were a handsome guy before, Why does it seem to be a lot shorter..."

Give you a middle finger!I secretly despised his lack of vision, and thought that this guy must have never read martial arts novels. I am a serious bone shrinker!Disguise!Do not you know? !

"Forget it... I won't chat with you, I just came here this time to see if your life is still alive. Since you are still fine now, then I can rest assured..." deliberately avoiding Ye Sou and me For my own problems, I pretended to be laughing as usual.

"Since you're here, come and sit at my house." He suddenly suggested. "When the boat stops. I'm living on the border now."

"Are you good?" I was not without surprise.

"Oh, well, it's just a matter of these two months..." Chang Yu said, then pointed to my thick glasses, and teased: "How about it, Siyan, do you dare to come to my place? "

What dare not...

I slandered and told him directly with actions.

……

October 23.

Two bodies fell.

Chang Yu died, and was shot in the head by Ye Sou. Before that, I was drinking and punching him, but the next moment, he was brutally slaughtered.

I have seen Ye Suo's cruelty before, but I never imagined that he would touch Chang Yu's house, nor would he insist on killing Chang Yu Liwei... What surprised me even more was I didn't even notice it!At that moment, the original senses seemed to be completely out of order, extremely dull!

"I'm leaving, goodbye." With such an understatement, the young Ye Sou is not much worse than the later one, without fear, without emotion...more decisive than me, more like a devil than me.

And I, after all, am just a half-baked guy!

The evil god is also a god, how could he become a real devil?

At this moment, I felt frustrated like never before.

I took Chang Yu's body back to the temporary residence in the City of Angels - the "castle" without its owner.The host and hostess here were originally brother and sister, but later became anonymous, and gave birth to a handicapped son. Now, this place where evil breeds is where I wait for my daughter, a brilliant half-demon to wake up and be born... …

"Elizabeth!" I knocked on the door, lazy stupid woman!Why on earth did I accept her as a servant in the first place! ?

"Sir...?" After a while, the door hesitated and opened a small crack, as expected, sleepy eyes!

"I've said it many times, your lover can't be here." I looked at her with resentment for no reason, and I didn't know if I was resenting my stupidity or hers?

"Sir...I..." She seemed to be hesitant to speak, and she was extremely nervous... It was only then that I noticed a clue.

"I said never again! No next time! You're fired!"

"What? Sir?" Elizabeth's eyes widened in surprise, and I winked at her...

The door was slammed open, and the smell of blood in the room made me frown even when I smelled it. Could it be that such massacres are those Western demon hunters who are idle? ……Really unfortunate!I just had too much trouble today!

However, when I actually saw the two people standing in the lobby, I realized that they were not demon hunters, but...

"Alan?" The young Meng Qianli almost exclaimed.

aha! --very good!

"You know, I hate the betrayal of human beings the most!" I looked at Meng Wanli who was protecting my son, and said to him word for word, and my eyes turned to the head in his hand...

That's Aurora's head...

How dare they do this!

anger.

combustion.

Hellfire.

The author has something to say: Xia Jun → Zhao Boyang → Wen Tao → Mo Yan → Devil.Personal perspective ends.