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[Wen Tao's perspective]

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*EverythingIwanttheworldtobe*(The light and shadow I want in this world)

*Isnowcomingtrueespeciallyforme*

*Andthereasonisclear,it'sbecauseyouarehere*(The reason is clear, it's because you are here)

*You'rethenearestthingtoheaventhatI'veseen*(You're the miracle closest to heaven)

*I'monthetopoftheworldlookingdownoncreation*(I stand on top of the world looking down on creation*)

*AndtheonlyexplanationIcanfind* (the only explanation I can find is since I met you)

*IsthelovethatI'vefoundeversinceyou'vebeenaround*

*Yourlove'sputmeatthetopoftheworld*

*Somethinginthewindhaslearnedmyname*(Something in the wind has learned my name)①

……

October [-].

Today is Li Fei's death day.

I went back to City J to visit his grave.

My favorite song is that TopOfTheWorld.

My favorite book is "The Lover" by Marguerite Duras.

Favorite movie is "Roman Holiday".

Favorite breakfast is latte and buttered croissant.

My favorite dessert is blueberry cheesecake.

My favorite flower is...

……

"Red rose."

On the night of the millennium, the person who accompanied me on New Year's Eve was not Li Fei.

Yin Yu escaped from the New Year's party with ragged clothes and a swollen left cheek. He kept singing in his annoying voice. Originally, I was the only one in the cemetery on the outskirts of the mountain, but now he came running.Even I don't welcome him.

"wheni was youngi'd listen to the radio" (when i was young)

"waitingformyfavoritesongs" (I love listening to the radio)

"when they played di'd singalong," (waiting for my favorite song)

"itmakemes/mile." (makes me smile)

He picked up the bouquet I placed in front of Li Fei's tombstone, with a mocking expression on his face, and he walked in dancing steps...one, two, three, four...one, two, three, four...foxtrot.Li Fei only danced with me once, and that dance is unforgettable for a lifetime.

"thoseweresuchhappytimesandnotsolongago"

"howi wondered where they'd gone." (Not so long ago)

He still sings...

"How I wondered where they'd gone" (How I wondered where they'd gone)

"But they're back again"

"Just like along-lost friend" (like a long-lost friend)

"All the songs I love so well" (I still love those songs)

"Everysha-la-la-la" (every sha-la-la-la)

"Every Wo-o-wo-o" (every Wo-o-wo-o)

"Stillshines"

"Everyshing-a-ling-a-ling" (Every shing-a-ling-a-ling)

"That they' restarting tosing" (when they started singing)

"Sofine" (So Happy)

"When they get to the part" (When they get to the part)

"Where he's breaking her heart" (the part where he's breaking her heart)

"It can really make me cry"

"Just like before"

"It'syesterdayoncemore..." (This is a recurrence of yesterday)②

"Hey! Senior! They say I'm a bastard!"

His voice is not pleasing, but I know that Li Fei will like this song.

"Fireworks!" He cheered, holding up the half-empty wine bottle.

In the millennium fireworks, Li Fei is gone.

……

When I saw Li Fei for the first time, he was surrounded and watched like a rare animal.I stood outside the circle, had nothing to do but entered the classroom, and only then did I discover this spectacle.

At that time, I thought of a word: Watch and kill Wei Jie.I don't know if this unlucky guy who was regarded as a giant panda crowd will also be "watched and killed"?

Of course Li Fei was not Wei Jie.It can even be said that he is really not very good-looking.

Big nose.

A somewhat ugly Chinese-French hybrid.

Why is this so? ... At that time, I was a little fascinated by him, who was really ugly.

……

When he first arrived, he was like an innocent antelope.This city is a den of wolves.Walking among a pack of hungry wolves is always such a danger every step of the way.

His strange and ridiculous clothes are said to be the school uniform of the original school.I don't know how he got here, he doesn't belong here, he doesn't fit in.That delicate bow tie, that pair of leather shoes, and his hairspray all became a laughing stock.

He had difficulty communicating with all of us at the time.

Cantonese?

Sorry, I don't understand.

English?

Sorry, the level is only for exams.

French?

Ha ha!Do not make jokes!

It is conceivable that such an environment is more than just unfamiliar?I studied Li Fei's every move with the mood of watching a joke, but found that he was not defeated by the probing and unfriendliness around him.

I really don't understand why he came here?

Where are his parents?

Oh, they all passed away.

It's unfortunate...

……

"What did you say? I don't understand."

In the afternoon, I always found me so leisurely, and I stubbed out the cigarette in my hand like a little devil who was caught.Li Fei looked at me disapprovingly, shook his head, and said something.

what is it then?

Even now, I still can't remember.

"Hey! Junior! Do you know French?"

Later, I stopped Yin Yu, who was going to the old playground to have a blast, and the one next to him... seemed familiar.

"jeneparlepasfranais!" (French: I don't speak French.)

He waved his hand, and quickly ran away with the people beside him, without even looking at us, as if he was still snickering.

Afterwards, Li Fei also laughed, and laughed louder and louder.

……

After only one year passed, Li Fei became more beautiful.No big nose, no chubby figure.

Male big eighteen changes.

This is not true at all.

At the same time, I also found out what trouble he had gotten into.

……

I've only hated one person in my life.

That person's name is Xiao Ling, and I don't know if it's his code name or his real name, the only thing I know is his appearance.This is very good, and thanks to that bastard Yin Yu.How ridiculous!

The man who killed the best friend of my life...

killed my...

……

"First love!"

Yin Yu was crying and howling in the cemetery.It's really "howling ghosts and howling wolves".

He never cries, except physical tears...

Ah yes.

The tear of crocodile.This is what this man really is.

So now, why is he crying?

It's so ugly to cry...

Yin Yu is ugly.

But he is still alive.

Li Fei later became beautiful.

But he died.

died.There is nothing left.

……

That's how white people whipped black slaves back when slavery was still legal...

Whether man or woman, old man or child...

They can even be hanged at will...

What is the difference between me now and a savage who has lost his humanity?

But I am not a slave owner.The method of torture and torture is not suitable for me.

No normal person could stand this...no one!

God... Li Fei, can you forgive me? ...I have tried my best to quit smoking, and I will not be careless about my health anymore...Can you forgive me?

The whip in his hand weighed heavily.

Those bursting blood vessels, those tense muscles on the arms exposed by my rolled up sleeves... I look so cruel and ruthless, the beauty has long since left me... Now I only have cruelty, Savage, ferocious...

The bone-deep whip wound didn't break out on my back, or anywhere on my body, but why did I still feel the uncontrollable pain?

Li Fei... You actually don't want me to do this, do you?

Scream, howl.

To the ugly, erotic gasp at the end.

I loathe that devilish face.

Li Fei is an angel.

But the angel fell.

Yin Yu is a devil.

But the devil never dies.

The whip is still in my hand.Am I venting my anger?Or is it for the purpose of interrogation?

I am not a slave owner.

But someone will always be a slave...

……

One, two, three, four... one, two, three, four...

change……

Foxtrot, on the streets of Paris.

Not a waltz.

The reason is my clumsiness.

I can never learn to dance.Even though I always claim to be "gifted".

one two three four……

one two three four……

Why did Li Fei dance the female step?

I do not understand.

Why is he always so gentle?

I do not understand.

Why... he invited me here?

I……

"Be careful and watch the 'lady' when you're dancing," he said, and I realized just how intimate our posture was.

It was too late to feel embarrassed.Li Fei stopped the dance first.

"Do you like France?" he asked.

"The land of romance..."

……

"I like Baudelaire's poetry."

"Shut up! No one asks what you like!"

"Ah! Do not let your fire die down, do not let my numb heart roast, joy, this torment of the soul! O Goddess! Hear my prayers!"

"Diva! Supplicemexaudi!"③

laughing out loud.

"To shut up!"

whip.

That arm, tireless.Why did I get reduced to what I am now?

this is not me.

laughing out loud.

whip.

laugh……

pain……

laugh……

torture...

Is this really necessary?I started to ask myself, or am I really just venting my full anger in this way and putting all the resentment on others?

Yin Yu is a villain.undoubtedly.

But how am I any different from a villain in doing so?

whip.

laughing out loud.

……

Foxtrot.Paris.

The dance partner is not Li Fei.

I have become another person.We will always be someone else...

"Hey! Senior! Look at your partner! It's not polite to be so distracted!"

Noisy voice, wandering look.

Disgusting!

"To shut up!"

"What? Miss your lost lover? Haha——"

Teasing eyes, shameless appearance.

The devil!

"To shut up!"

"One, two, three, four...one, two...hey! Stepping on my toe again! Are you an idiot?"

complain.

That annoying face!

"shut up!"

"Li Fei won't know... you dance with me... and me..."

"To shut up!"

"But you really are an idiot!"

……

"Do you like my gift?"

"To shut up!"

I hung up the phone and walked quickly to the seat behind the coffee shop. There was a long-haired woman sitting there with her back to me. I was going to tell her that I'm sorry, I won't go on a blind date with her...

however……

"Marguerite's "The Lover" is really beautiful."

"At that time, you were still young, and everyone said you were beautiful. Now, I came here to tell you that, for me, I think you are more beautiful now than when you were young. Compared with your appearance at that time , I love your face that has experienced vicissitudes even more.④"

"Ah! Have you read this book too?"

"yes I like it very much."

However.We had a good time talking.

Later, this beautiful girl became my lover, and eventually, she will become my bride.

Li Fei, can you forgive me?

……

"So the murderer ended up taking the dead man's finger, but not the ring?"

"Is that weird?"

Mo Yan sat on that flamboyant leather sofa, looking like he really didn't intend to get up.It is said that this "noble sofa" cost him a lot of money, but the reason was that Mo Ran saw it in a magazine and said, "I like it".

I have a younger sister too, but not so much as to spoil her.

"If you want a magic weapon..."

He seemed to have thought of something, and suddenly his face changed! "Do you think Yin Yu is dead?"

None of us thought the guy was dead.

I don't know how to answer.

"If he didn't die, but his vitality was seriously injured... Killing people is the fastest shortcut, those people who didn't have any serious crimes during their lifetime..."

He didn't go on talking, just looked at each other with me. At this time, we both understood each other's meaning.

"So you suspect he did it? Why?" I finally asked.

"Essence. Or to put it another way - soul. What do you think he will eat after awakening?"

In short, it is not whole grains.

Supernatural—

I pondered until Mo Yan stuffed something into my hand. "Well, if you can see him again... then find a way to dissolve it in water and let him drink it..."

In the middle of speaking, he shook his head and sighed softly. We all know that he will not appear in front of us easily again.

"Who is closest to him?"

"Zhao Boyang?" - This answer was quickly rejected, because everyone knew that it was impossible for him to attack that person, especially in the current situation.

"Xia Jun?" Mo Yan sneered, noncommittal.

"Do you know the origin of that Aurora?" Mo Yan suddenly changed the subject.

"Her real name is Tong Mu, and she was Yin Yu's former girlfriend..."

"No, she is not."

……

"Sons of the devil. When they cross death, they will inherit the wishes of their parents when they wake up..."

……

"Do you know? I know a father and son, maybe they can help us - find Aurora's body, so that she can't be resurrected..."

"who is it?"

"It's an old friend. Meng Wanli."

He and Yin Yu are also friends...

"It's not too late!"

I do this, right?

I have seen ghosts and ghosts.But I don't believe in any god.

Li Fei, I just hope you can forgive me...

Forgive my arrogant conceit and crazy pursuit...

Please……

In the end...

Weare...

Bed destroyed...

……

"In the end, we can only welcome destruction."

Foxtrot.Paris.

The land of romance.

One, two, three, four... one, two, three, four...

change……

hesitant step...

one two three four……

"Look at your partner!"

"Don't act like I'm forcing you to dance with me!"

"look at me!"

"Tuesbête." (French: You're a fool.)

"To shut up!"

"Shhhhh... Li Fei won't know... So, look at me!"

Of course Li Fei wouldn't know.

Because he died.

what about you?

are you my friend?

You climbed into that murderer's bed!

In my whole life, there is only one person I hate the most...

That person was Xiao Ling.

I don't know if that's his code name or his real name...

sad me.pathetic hate.

Paris.night.The never-ending foxtrot.

The land of romance.friendly.Feel free and easy.

One, two, three, four... Give me my stupidity!

One, two, three, four... Give me the grudge!

One, two, three, four...hesitating steps...give me...

……

"BOMB! Destroy!"

Yin Yu is a bastard and a devil.

The cemetery was originally very quiet. Li Fei slept here. This is the only place in the whole city that is not polluted.

Even now, there is a villain who is blaspheming and singing here, even if he is here... Li Fei will not be woken up...

How I wish he could be woken up...

That soft-tempered Li Fei always looks like a girl.I won't tease you anymore.i won't...

"Avoid! You coward who only knows how to evade!"

The wine bottle in Yin Yu's hand shattered on the tombstone with a "bang", and the wine and glass shards splashed on the bouquet of roses in front of the tombstone.Red roses...you don't bleed, but symbolize love that bleeds...

"Come on! Senior! My lovely and respectable genius! Come dance!"

Foxtrot.Stupid me.

One, two, three, four... one, two, three, four...

The never-ending destruction...

One, two, three, four... one, two, three, four...

hesitant step...

one two three four five six seven eight……

Foxtrot.Stupid and cowardly me.

Li Fei, can you forgive me?

The author has something to say: ①The lyrics are excerpted from "top of the world" (top of the world).Singer: Karen Carpenter (KarenCarpenter). (His brother Richard Carpenter (Richard Carpenter)) Friends who are interested can spend a little time, her songs are very beautiful.

② Same as above, also Carpenter's song. "YesterdayOnceMore" (reproduced yesterday).

③Excerpt from the first paragraph of French poet Charles Baudelaire's "Prayer of a Heathen". "Diva! Supplicemexaudi!" is the original text of the last sentence "Goddess! Hear my prayer", which is Latin.

Note: The devil's IQ is mediocre (the devil's IQ?), but because he has lived for a long time, he knows a lot of languages...

④ from "The Lover" by Marguerite Duras.This sentence is a classic.

Note: After Li Fei died, Wen Tao realized that the relationship between him and Li Fei was not a simple friendship, but it was too late.From beginning to end, the bastard Yin Yu never told him about the real relationship (reincarnation) between Xiao Yanan and Li Fei.However, he introduced Xiao Yanan, who saved his life, to Wen Tao...

(Author: This is really a tragedy! QAQ!)

It is true that no one is innocent.The deaths of Wen Tao and Li Fei also have an inevitable relationship.If it wasn't for his weakness that made Li Fei jump into Xiao Ling's trap, if it wasn't for his weakness that caused his sin, then he wouldn't be the stupid and conceited bastard he is now.

Everyone is an asshole.

GAMEOVER.