With you by my side, I forgot to breathe

his hand caressed mine

face, lightly touching my lower lip.

"You—" I struggled to sit up again, but failed. "Kakashi, good strength

Great - I don't think you need to rest.You are now ready to go on an S-rank mission.snort! "

"Well..." he said.The hand on my lips leaves.

I hissed.

There was an uncomfortable silence. (Pop: So it was comfortable just now?)

"Actually, Kakashi, I hope you never go on missions again."

"..."

"You know, some time ago... I thought you would forget me forever." Date: 2007-3-1009:26

Lived peacefully for two days.

……

On this day, Kakashi disappeared again.

……

I sighed.

……

Where did he go again?

... Date: 2007-3-1009:27

A figure stands in front of the monument...

Actually... I almost forgot about you, Obito.

Really, it shouldn't.

It shouldn't be.

forgive me.

These days, I haven't come to see you.

Because, forget you.

I am sorry.

I thought that I would never forget it in my life.

However, I actually forgot.

Forgot so many days.

I am sorry.

Date: 2007-3-1021 08:[-]

As I expected, he was there.

When I heard him say that, and looked at his lonely back, I felt an indescribable distress.

I don't have to doubt whether his memory has really recovered.

If not, he would not be here as usual, standing silently, remembering his deceased friend.

I go up.

This is the first time, I stood shoulder to shoulder with him in front of the monument.

In the past, when I was here, I didn't dare to approach him, for fear of being drawn into that sorrow and regret.

"Kakashi?"

He glanced at me, "It's okay, it's just that I didn't come here a few days ago, so come and see me today."

That kind of smile is quite forced.

"How long are you going to mourn him?" Only at this moment, I vaguely hope that his memory will still be there.

It is not good to recover.

He turned to me, looking straight at me.

At this time, whether the expression under his mask contains more indifference or more sadness, I don't know.

The face under the mask will never be known.

Although I have seen his face, but he always looks like a double-faced man.

His complicated personality made it hard for me to see what he was going to do next.

Now, I'm really not used to him like this.

"Hey...Kakashi."

His questioning gaze.

"You know what? I'm so jealous."

"Jealousy, what?"

"It." I put my hand on the memorial monument, caressing each one covered with traces of long years.

first name.

Kakashi sighed.

"You're always with it," I said.The tone is like a willful and domineering child.

Although, I understand in my heart, his guilt.

He doesn't speak.

I wouldn't be surprised if he got angry.

I suddenly wanted to engrave my name on the stele, even if the price was bloodshed.

"Hey, if one day my name is engraved on it, will you come to see me?"

"That's never going to happen." He turned around, ready to go. "What kind of wind have you had today?

Yes, all nonsense. "

His tone was quite cold.

I was about to say something comforting, but somehow, that's how it came out.

"Sorry." I said. "Speaking like this makes you unhappy."

He said nothing, still turning his back to me.

It seems that this time it is not just unhappy.

"You, there is no need to stay by my side."

My heart skipped a beat. "But, I like—"

"If you like it, you must accompany me?!"

I stayed.It was fine a few days ago, why suddenly today...

Kakashi...

Don't want me, will I stay with you again?

I turned around and left.

At that time, I cannot describe the mourning chestnut in my heart.Date: 2007-3-1021 16:[-]

finally realized...

I was always so stupid and always got him hurt.

Because of me, he walked on the death line several times.

It's not the first time I've blamed myself like this.

Although I care about him so much, I still caused him so much trouble.

It seemed that I really disrupted the rhythm of his life.

It's time to get out of his life.

It's time to put things back together.

I can't keep pestering him like this.

he does not like.

Even he said it himself.

I can't be angry because he has saved me so many times.I owe him my life.

So, whatever he says, I will do.

He told me to leave and I did.

I picked up a deflated backpack and took a final look at the place where I have lived for nearly half a year.

After years of wandering, this place really feels like home.

I really hate to leave here.

On the table, there is a note:

"Kakashi, thank you for your care, thank you for everything. I'm leaving. —— Yu."

The note was pressed on the table by a piece of jade.

So, I don't have to worry, the wind will blow it away.Date: 2007-3-1021 30:[-]

Why do you always "say"?Date: 2007-3-1021 34:[-]

Oh, so it is. Date: 2007-3-1021:35

But why did Ya-chan say it was said? . ?

Sorry, too much curiosity. . .Date: 2007-3-1021 36:[-]

"Xiao Yu? What do you mean?" He was full of doubts, holding the note I wrote and the piece of jade in his hand.

"Kakashi, don't worry. If you don't want to, I won't cling to you." I bit my lip and said this.

"I'm not all-purpose glue." The tone was slightly bitter.

Even if I like him again, but he doesn't like me, how can I pester him with a shameless face?

"Ah? What are you talking about?"

I looked at the deep eyes under the silvery bangs beaten by the moonlight, and couldn't help but be fascinated.

I turned my head, afraid that the more I looked at it, the more painful my heart would be.

"Didn't you... let me go?"

"Huh? Have I ever?"

"What? Could it be, no?"

……

……

……

……

quiet...

Be still...

"Xiao Yu, you misunderstood." He finally spoke, as if he finally understood.

Date: 2007-3-1102 22:[-]

Thank you for your reply.

Hehe, no one is online now. . .Date: 2007-3-1103:34

BlueBubbles, hehe, pay attention, it was in the form of a question just now. . .Note that it is "estimated". . .Date: 2007-3-1104:11

Liushui Moyuan, hi.Date: 2007-3-1104:38

Um.yes.Date: 2007-3-1104:52

Ah, haha.With the world people. . . ?Date: 2007-3-1105:02

I also. . ×Laughing dryly×流水-chan, which country are you in?

Date: 2007-3-1107 28:[-]

Hehe.I'vebeentherebefore.Prettycold.I'mintheU.S.currently.^_^

Date: 2007-3-1122 12:[-]

……

……

……

……

quiet...

Be still...

"Xiao Yu, you misunderstood." He finally spoke, as if he finally understood.

"what?"

"You misunderstood the meaning of the sentence I said in front of the memorial monument."

I looked at him in bewilderment.

"I only mean the scene at the Memorial Monument. Because, I don't want you to be with me all the time.

pass it. "

I couldn't help crying when I saw how he was fooling around and said these words in a tone that could no longer be relaxed

The.

When he saw me like this, he put away his lazy attitude. "Don't be like this, Xiao Yu, I didn't

it is good. "

I don't know whether to cry for him or for myself.

I feel how far away from my bloody past and my present self who always likes to cry

far away.

I covered my face with my hands.

In this world, only weak people cry.

In fact, I am also a very fragile person.More fragile than anyone imagined.

I thought that years of tempering in troubled times had hardened me.

Unexpectedly, I was still the orphan who lost his parents many years ago.

Unexpectedly, I was still so afraid of being abandoned.

Unexpectedly, in the face of loneliness, I was still so powerless.

Unexpectedly, I still like to cry so much.

Let alone an assassin, I am not even qualified to be a ninja.

A child is stronger than me.

I was suddenly very angry.I am such a useless person.

"Laugh at me." I said. "I'm worthless, aren't I?"

I don't go to see him.

Because of a word he said casually, I actually made such a big fuss.

What an idiot I am.

"Leave me alone." I said, desperately wiping away those few unfulfilling tears.

"Xiao Yu, it's my poor expressive ability that caused this misunderstanding." With a sincere smile,

apology. "sorry."

"How could it be your turn to apologize to me...?" I didn't look at him. "I think, even if there is no mistake

Yes, I will go too. "

"Little rain...?"

"A few days ago, Tsunade said that your task has been completed." I said. "You don't need any more

ignore me. "