I really didn't want to be popular [entertainment circle]

Su Zibo watched as Lin Wen drank half of the can in one go, and silently took a napkin from his pocket and handed it to him.

The two sat opposite each other on both sides of the railing, and Su Zibo leaned over to hand it. Lin Wen's face was extremely pale under the streetlight, his eyes had wiped away the tears, and his eyelashes were still shiny and wet.Su Zibo watched him dangling his legs, and always felt that he had an indescribably wonderful temperament.

He is obviously not annoying, he can have fun in the show, he is lively, cute and a bit mischievous, a few years older than himself, he seems to have endless energy and an optimist, but he will lose his temper when he sees him.

"Although it's not good to ask about your privacy." Su Zibo said, "But what's wrong with you?"

"Are your two sentences contradictory?" Lin Wen laughed while crying.

"Hmm..." Su Zibo also laughed, and said cautiously, "About work? Do you need my help?"

"No." Lin Wen held the Coke can and said, "It's you, I think you are hesitant to talk every time you see me, do you have anything to say to me?"

"...Eh." Su Zibo looked perplexed, "Not really."

"Hahahaha." Lin Wen said, "If you have any questions, just ask."

Su Zibo scratched his head, and put his hands in front of him: "The main reason is that I don't know what to ask..."

"To give you an idea, most people who are not familiar with me will ask me a question: Are you and Bai Fan real?" Lin Wen said.

"..." Su Zibo blinked in embarrassment, "That would be very offensive."

"Indeed." Lin Wen nodded, "But don't offend me, they won't get the result they want, right?"

Su Zibo said: "I just think you are very interesting. Many people have a bad impression of you, but I don't think you are like that."

Lin Wen shook his finger.

"You can't judge a person by first impression." Lin Wen said, "In fact, I relied on the resources of the president of Xingge all the way to the position. Doesn't this slap you in the face?"

"That won't change my impression of you much." Su Zibo said, "To get to know a person, you have to see for yourself."

After Lin Wen laughed, he put the remaining Coke cans on the ground, and said, "A few friends of mine talked about you, saying that you look like a little old man, with a mature soul living in it."

"Really..." Su Zibo said.

"You are also different from what I imagined." Lin Wen said.

Su Zibo said: "Then...why are you crying? I don't think you are someone who likes to cry."

"You're prejudiced again." Lin Wen wiped the napkin he gave him again, "I like to cry very much, and I hide and cry secretly when I have nothing to do."

While he was speaking, the phone vibrated in his trouser pocket for a long time.Su Zibo pointed his fingers and reminded: "Don't answer?"

"No answer." Lin Wen squatted on the ground and pouted, "Who cares about him."

Su Zibo seemed to finally understand what was going on with his tone, and couldn't help but ask, "Your girlfriend?"

"Girlfriend?..." Lin Wen smiled, "Have you forgotten what people said about me?"

Su Zibo remembered that the other party seemed to be the same as himself, and the previous rumors were all about him and Bai Fan.so……

"Boyfriend?" Su Zibo asked.

"Yeah." Lin Wen admitted generously, "I like men."

Originally thinking that Su Zibo might not ask any more questions, Su Zibo hesitated for a moment, jumped off the railing and said, "Speaking of which, you are usually very busy, do you quarrel because of work?"

"Huh?" Lin Wen raised his eyes and said, "That's too much, just now."

"Oh." Su Zibo said, "Then..."

"Brother, it's too early to tell you this." Lin Wen propped his chin with his hand and said, "Why, do you have any emotional troubles?"

Su Zibo froze for a few seconds, then waved his hands exaggeratedly: "Ah no no no——no!!"

"?" Lin Wen nodded thoughtfully, then he pointed to the vending machine, Su Zibo understood it, and hurried over to scan it.

Lin Wen ordered a bottle of mineral water, waited for the water to fall, and saw Su Zibo took a can of Coke. He looked at Su Zibo's profile and said, "It's important to be busy at work, but using busyness as an excuse is not caring about you."

"Ah?" Su Zibo choked, "Ahem——I wasn't going to ask this."

"Then just treat it as me and say whatever you want." Lin Wen said, "I'm in a bad mood and like to talk to myself."

The two were silent for a while, Su Zibo said: "I have a friend..."

"En." Lin Wen responded.

"He..." Su Zibo said, "He has a partner, this person... He is like a rock, always saying that it is for his own good, but he feels lukewarm. My friend always feels that the conversation is one-sided. in love……"

Lin Wen said: "What about your friend?"

Su Zibo said: "... quite proactive?"

"If you don't feel tired, it's good for one of the two to take the initiative." Lin Wen played with the pull ring of the can.

"It's just...a little tired." Su Zibo looked at the floor, "And a little bit, no bottom... I don't know if the other party likes you or not."

"Then don't doubt yourself." Lin Wen drank a big sip of water, tapped his finger on the railing, "Maybe the other party doesn't like you...friend."

do not like……

Su Zibo blinked and said, "No...impossible."

"Why not, tell your friend not to be so in love." Lin Wen said, "A feeling of insecurity, in the end, most of them are death, it's just the difference between fast and slow."

The phone started buzzing again, Su Zibo immediately said, "Hurry up and answer it."

"Hello." Lin Wen picked up the phone, "What are you calling? Wasn't it pretty rude just now, um, I'm not important to anyone, I'm the most vexatious~ Don't call me! Apologize? Apologizing is useless... ...Come on, who will cry and roll..."

Su Zibo heard Lin Wen walk away holding the phone, and sat on the side of the road in a daze.

Lin Wen is considered a stranger, he shouldn't tell the other party his thoughts so easily, but he is eager to hear some opinions from an outsider or... simply confide in him.

Maybe this was his answer, maybe he was still hesitating.But at least what Lin Wen said was right, and it was something he had always had in his heart but could not prove.

For example, the other party's inactivity and restraint are simply because they don't care.A rose tattooed on the back is probably just a trick to coax a child. He is not a particularly important person in his heart, and they cannot become a particularly important thing to each other.

Sure enough, after having feelings, I became more sensitive.Obviously, he doesn't think about these at all, he should think more about tomorrow's recording, the following script, the work after that, the final exam...he is not a love brain!he shouldn't...

"..." Su Zibo rubbed his hair, he was too annoying, even if it was mediocre.

In the evening, he sent a message to Shen Youlan, asking if he was busy.

Shen Youlan replied later that she was still a bit busy and needed to finish what she was doing as soon as possible.

Su Zibo put his hands on his face, thought a lot of things, typed, deleted, deleted, typed, back and forth, and finally chose the one he didn't want to ask and replied: ——Is it true that you don't like me that much?

After posting, he would stay in a daze, and successfully missed the time to withdraw.

Shen Youlan replied to him later: - did you sleep?

Su Zibo said: ——No.

Shen Youlan: - Do you want to make a phone call?

Su Zibo: ——No, you should be busy.

Shen Youlan: - Good night, don't think too much, trust me.

Su Zibo threw the phone away and covered his head with the quilt.

……

The last stop of the recording is over, which can be regarded as the end of the whole variety show.Although the last episode of the program team temporarily changed teams and people, at least the final presentation was Su Zibo's most satisfactory episode. After more than three months and four countries, after they came back, Su Zibo really felt the changes in himself. .

That kind of external self-confidence is something he didn't have before.

The last stop was in Sichuan and Chongqing, and a celebration banquet was held after the closing.Chen Wenwen had other activities scheduled, so he left here early. At least for Su Zibo, he and Chen Wenwen got to know each other again, and it felt good.

Partners, perhaps, is just a little bit of accumulation.

Originally, Lin Wen would also participate, but it seems that the unhappiness between him and his family has continued this time.Su Zibo didn't ask further questions, but only knew that Lin Wen was leaving early.

"You add me on WeChat." Lin Wen sent him the QR code.

"There is a chance to cooperate in the future." Su Zibo immediately picked up his phone and scanned it.

"Cooperation?" Lin Wen blocked the phone and said deliberately, "If you don't cooperate, just eat and drink tea and chat, otherwise don't add me."

"..." Su Zibo said helplessly, "Good brother."

"If 'your friend' has any relationship problems...you can also come to me." Lin Wen said, "OK?"

"Okay!" Su Zibo nodded.

"Say hello to Mr. Xu for me." Lin Wen said, "I'm very familiar with him."

After Lin Wen got into the business car and left, Li Silu came over with his luggage and waited for the car with him.Seeing Su Zibo lowering his head to express his expression to Lin Wen, Li Silu happened to see it, and then thought of the scene just now, and said, "After recording the show for a few days, why did he get mixed up with Lin Wen. Tell you that he is not simple...Less contact with him .”

"It's okay." Su Zibo said, "I like him very much."

Li Silu said: "I really can't control you more and more in the future."

"Can I not attend the celebration banquet tonight..." Su Zibo held his forehead and acted like a baby with Li Silu, "I'm a little tired, I don't want to laugh with you..."

"No." Li Silu called someone to grab his hair and adjust his makeup, "You are the protagonist, this is the last celebration banquet, why don't you participate."

Su Zibo pouted.

What is the difference between his going to this celebration banquet and the business birthday party the director asked Chen Wenwen to attend.

In the afternoon, Su Zibo couldn't help but sent two messages to Shen Youlan, but Shen Youlan didn't reply to him.Although he once said that this is normal...it was like this before they were together.However, after being together, there is no substantial change.

"I'm talking about you." Li Silu said, "Are you listening to me?"

"Huh?" Su Zibo recovered, "I'm sorry..."

"I said, be smarter later. Anyway, you must drink. If they let you drink, just push it to me." Li Silu said.

"I..." Su Zibo lowered his eyes, "I still don't want to go, can I not go?"

Li Silu seemed very dissatisfied, but he stared at Su Zibo for a while, and finally said: "Okay, let me explain."

He also said harshly: "Don't be an example!"

"Thank you brother." Su Zibo supported his forehead and said, "I really have a headache..."

"Don't do it, don't do it!" Li Silu irritably waved away the stylists on both sides, and then said to Su Zibo, "Go back to your room first."

Su Zibo did not attend this party as he wished, so he was somewhat unruly.Li Silu always educated him at these times, and this time was no exception. He sent him a long series of WeChat messages telling him: The current popularity and status are not enough for you to say no to it. For Boss Xu, no need, when will you have such an achievement as Lin Wen, and then carefully examine whether you have done anything wrong this time.

Sitting in the room, Su Zibo felt that what he said seemed a bit out of line and morally kidnapped. In the past, he would try his best to ignore it, but now he seems to realize that he is in the center, implicating countless people. This is not control The sense of pleasure//is more like an inescapable responsibility.

So every time I think of these things, I can't help thinking of Shen Youlan.

Although Shen Youlan's employees are not as many as in a large company, it is quite difficult for him to manage.So... Shen Youlan is so busy that she doesn't have time to talk to herself, which is more or less understandable.Even if he doesn't accept his own, he can understand it.

Hey...then I do get a little unreasonable sometimes.

Why are you thinking about this again!

Su Zibo slept in his nest for a while, unable to fall asleep, and was about to get up and go out to catch his breath.The vending machine he and Lin Wen went to before, there are few people and hidden, it is really not bad.Su Zibo put on the mask and hurried downstairs to pray that there would be no fans squatting at the door. As soon as he got downstairs, he saw this person standing at the entrance of the hotel talking on the phone.

He froze for a moment.

This figure, this figure.

Shen Youlan pinched the phone in a blink of an eye, and before she put away the worry on her face, she met his gaze.

Su Zibo's heart beat fast.

Boom, boom——

His beautiful eyes were bared and wide open.

Shen Youlan just glanced at him, and both of them froze in place.Suddenly a group of people came and passed by in the hotel lobby, about to block the sight of the two of them, Su Zibo avoided pulling on his mask, and walked through the gate with his head down.

The person on Shen Youlan's phone said: "No...no, he didn't come. We were drinking at the celebration banquet. He said he was not feeling well, so he didn't come."

Shen Youlan said: "...Well, I see, thank you."

He hung up the phone and followed Su Zibo's footsteps.

Su Zibo turned a few turns, the street lights gradually dimmed, and the surrounding was quiet, only the sound of his heartbeat was left in the small space in Su Zibo's hood.

Why did Shen Youlan come here, why did Shen Youlan appear here.

Isn't he very busy?Why……

ran to find my own...

Su Zibo heard footsteps behind him, thinking that Shen Youlan must have followed him, seeing no one around he wanted to turn to take a look.The person behind him came up and hugged him from behind.

Su Zibo breathed lightly, and said tentatively, "...Shen Youlan?"

"En." Shen Youlan's voice whispered in his ear.

"Why are you here?" Su Zibo said, "Why are you here?"

"I've planned to come a long time ago." Shen Youlan said, "Otherwise I wouldn't be so anxious to finish all the projects."

Su Zibo broke away from him lightly, and said, "Then why didn't you say..."

"I thought it was a surprise, a surprise that I hid very well." Shen Youlan shrugged and said helplessly, "It looks like a mess."

Su Zibo walked forward to the vending machine, leaned over to look at the drinks.After a while, he ordered an iced cola, only to remember that Shen Youlan was there, and quickly turned his head and said, "It's not very iced!..."

Shen Youlan said: "I'll come."

He bought a can for both of them and handed it to Su Zibo.Su Zibo turned over and jumped, and nimbly sat on the side railing, while picking up the iced Coke with one hand.

Shen Youlan stood opposite him, looking at him quietly.

There were only street lights left at night, Shen Youlan was very close to him, Su Zibo looked at him for a while, stretched his neck and leaned towards him, Shen Youlan also pressed his icy lips.

Su Zibo suddenly felt his nose sore, his throat was full of unspeakable pain, and what poured down was the grievance and confusion that fell from the bottom of his heart.

And because of the longing, the bubbles burst one by one.

Shen Youlan held on to the railing to wrap him in her arms, tilted her head slightly and kissed Su Zibo.He was afraid that Su Zibo would fall, so he supported his hand holding the drink with his other hand.Kissing and kissing, he felt the urgency and force of the child's movements, as well as the traces of getting wet on his face.

Shen Youlan retreated slightly, Su Zibo was about to come over, and simply put his arms around his neck, not letting him leave a little bit.

Shen Youlan had no choice but to let him gnaw.Later, she really felt something was wrong, Shen Youlan said: "...let me see you."

"No." Su Zibo's voice trembled, "Don't..."

Shen Youlan held his head in both hands, forcing him to let go.He backed away a little, Su Zibo lowered his head not to let him see, Shen Youlan opened his thumb and touched the wetness of his hand, and said, "I'm sorry."

"Why are you apologizing?" Su Zibo's eyelashes were full of tears, and the tears could not be stopped, "There is no need to apologize."

"It was caused by me, I know." Shen Youlan wiped away the tears on his face with fingers, "It doesn't matter if you scold me, anything is fine, I'll listen to you."

"I feel so tired..." Su Zibo shook his head, "I don't know what's wrong with me, I don't know how to control my emotions, I wasn't like this before..."

"You should tell me." Shen Youlan said.

"How can I tell you..." Su Zibo cried, "You are so busy, why should I bother you..."

"I..." Shen Youlan covered the back of Su Zibo's hand, fingers intertwined with his, "I did this wrong. When I saw the message you sent, I kept thinking, what should I do?" Tell you these words."

"If the result of our relationship is to make you suffer, then there is no need to start from the beginning." Shen Youlan saw him hiccupping from crying, and comforted him, "I have been reflecting on this matter recently."

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Vending machine: Why do you always cry in front of me.