[Full-time hunter] Fall in love with you for a lifetime

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Kurapika has always been in a state of mind recently, and the ants killed by Kuroro and Kurapika's men have long been countless.But in the face of a truly helpless and terrifying future.They looked troubled again.Especially Kurapika.

"...If you are very tired... just take a good rest in a nearby city." Kuroro looked at Kurapika's frown.

"Well... let's go to the city ahead. Where is the front?" Kurapika leaned on Kuroro's shoulder with a tired face.

"I don't know now, anyway, let's be quiet for a while no matter where it is." Kuroro put his arms around Kurapika, he was more and more like a soft lover now.No calculations, free from all tricks and hatred.

But.........

Kurapika, who felt hollow and aching in his heart, didn't feel the kind of emotion that Kuroro had at the same time.In fact, he will let go of everything so easily, not because he really doesn't care, not because he is kind so he let go.

In fact, in the final analysis...he just put his mind on the two children.The more redemption brought to him by Amway and Xilu made him willing to temporarily forget all the struggles and pains and temporarily seal them.

But now.Leaving Amway and Xilu for too long.

Kurapika, who was tainted with warmth, began to slowly regain his hostility.He often relies on this Kuroro, fantasizing that this is his lover.That gentle man.A man who is so gentle that he would rather die than let himself suffer.

The warmth of family is Kurapika's longing, the tenderness of his lover is also his hope, and his two precious children surround him even more.

The pain of hell, how can people who have not experienced it understand?The kind of pain that breaks the bones bit by bit and pours into the cold.How can someone who has not endured understand.The pain was indescribably bitter.

So as long as there is still a little hope that he can hold tightly to, there is still a person who needs his protection.He wished he could knock himself out and forget the past and all his troubles.Forget it... It's as if Kuroro in this life is not the enemy who slaughtered the whole family, as if he never lost the person who loved him so much in his previous life.

So I am like a liar, in the time when the children are surrounded by this little happiness, pretending that I can let go of everything, pretending that I can still be extremely happy.

......But now...it's only been more than a month since I left.Kurapika leaned on this strange man.He is obviously a person like his lover, and he also has a gentle smile.Although many times Kurapika knew it was him who was deluding himself.

But he admitted it, he admitted it. ...received...recognized it all.Recognized in this life.

Walking on the street where it was drizzling... Kurapika and Kuroro walked slowly.

The people around were all holding umbrellas, and some were running fast with their document bags on their heads.

Kuroro took off his coat and took Kurapika into his arms.Block the slight drizzle.

Kurapika frowned, as if he was about to cry every time.

It is obviously such a familiar taste.Obviously his lover.Obviously he likes him so much.Why I am still struggling.In the silent rain.Kurapika hugged his shoulders coldly.

"Let me... alone... go for a walk... okay?" Kurapika hugged himself and trembled slightly.Lips turned pale with cold.

The faint red under the eyes is a kind of aggrieved look.

"Then I'll just follow from a distance." Kuroro didn't dare to hold such a Kurapika in his arms.He didn't dare to look at Kurapika's face.For the first time in his life, he was afraid to look someone in the eye.

"...Okay..." Kurapika replied flatly.

Kuroro took off his coat.The rain around me is like countless intermittent threads of sorrow.Every bit is so cold and painful.It's almost like wrapping people layer by layer, and peeling off layer by layer.

"......." Tears welled up in his eyes several times.Kurapika thought about himself carefully in the rain.Think carefully about all the stories.

previous life.Today's. ...bad, good. ... There are also sweet ones, mild ones, manic ones and bitter ones.

Every time, every time.It's as if he is alive and must be punished by God.In the previous life, my family members were still alive, but my lover was destined to be separated from me.

Today, lovers live.The family members were all killed by their lovers.

No matter which one it was, it made him suffer so much that he couldn't bear to live.

Kurapika walked slowly down the icy street.

Gradually, on the performance stage in the square, a sad and melodious singing sound from a forgotten loudspeaker slowly spread.Mixed with rain...telling sad stories.

Kurapika hugged himself...slightly stooped.

Listen to that mournful tune.It's like listening to your own heart.Except for the warmth when I was wrapped by the children.

Really, really naked self.

Listening to that song, listening to only myself in the vast square, only the public song.It's like piercing yourself with these rains and words in No Man's Place.

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【If this is the final ending

为何 我 还 忘 了 你

时间 改变 了 我们 了 单纯

如果 重逢 也 无法 继续 失去 算是 永恒

惩罚 我 的 认真 是 我 天 真

难道 我 就 这样 过 的 一生

我 的 吻注定 吻 不 到 的 的 人

为 你 等 从 一开始 到 现在

也 同样 落 不 可能

难道 爱情 可以 给 别人

但 命运 注定 留 不 住 的 的 人

我 不 能 我 怎么 愿意 承认

你 是 我 不 该 的 人

如果 再见 是 再 分

失去 才 算是 永恒

一 次 新 的 记忆 为何 要 再生

拿 什么 作证

从 未 想 过 爱 个 人

需要 那么 残忍 才 证明 的 深

难道 爱情 可以 给 别人

但 命运 注定 留 不 住 的 的 人

我 不 能 我 怎么 愿意 承认

You are the wrong person I love]

"I can't how would I want to admit

You are the wrong person I love"

The rain waters the mind.Kurapika stood there silently.Life is like that a lot of times when you think you can really get away with it all.In fact, you can't forget anything.

In fact, you think you can confuse your memory, but you can tell it better than anyone else.

Kuroro stood in the distance and heard the cold singing.

Obviously that young man looks so fragile and thin now.But he dared not go up to touch him.

He frowned, like someone who was excluded from the world outside of Kurapika.He can only watch from a distance.Everything is not about his story.

He just met an enemy with a special story.That enemy has someone he loves deeply.Although maybe that person was himself in a previous life.

Kurapika thought that having a child would make him forgive everything.Such a reunion can be cherished.But... After all, when the child is not by his side.When he can no longer lie to himself.

Kurapika knew he was really pathetic.

He didn't want to admit it, and he couldn't.

It is he who loves the wrong person who should not be loved.That kind of life, which seems to be a joke and a tease, happened to be encountered by myself.What's even more ridiculous is that he is brooding.He couldn't forget that man.

Tears are as cold as rain.Finally Kurapika looked down at the ripples disrupted by the rain.

Light rain turns to heavy rain.In the pattering rain, the song was played back and forth.Over and over again, as if affirming his thoughts.

"If this is the best ending, why can't I forget you..."

"Time has changed us and bid farewell to innocence. If we meet again, we can't continue.

Lost is eternal..."

"Punish me seriously for being too naive......"

"Am I going to live my whole life like this? My kiss is destined not to kiss the one I love the most......"

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"Fate...doomed...can't keep the person I love, I can't...how could I...willing to admit it, you... ...someone I shouldn't love."

The author has something to say:

I don't know what's going on recently, I always want to cry but I can't cry.

I feel very useless.

The self-abased author Yi QAQ wrote such a sadistic one.Listen to songs while writing.So I cried like a shackle.

Well, the mood is too cruel and I can't control it.do not blame me.

Let's just hold the tissue and cry with me.

This song can be said to fit perfectly with the plot of "Love Again".The helplessness and bitterness in it are matched with Zhang Xinzhe's light tone.

Heavy sadness is like light spring water, with a slight warmth, but it will make people cry.

I have always wanted to add a song to "Love Again", and now I have found it.It was still when my aunt came to the low tide for the past few days.

So the special code directly tortured himself to cry...

I said... OTZ, everyone, listen to the song... I'm going to cry silently for a while, to vent.Then adjust your mood in a few days to sweeten it back.

[Fuck, the special code tortured me to death, what kind of crappy author is this, I really want to beat him up! ! ! ! """ This is my own impression after reading it. 】