Author, I want to hook up with you!

December is a different kind of existence for me. It is lively but deserted, secluded and lonely. It dyes the whole world white with blinding snowflakes, but it also adorns it with noisy days like Christmas.

What's more, my birthday is in December, and so is Han Lin.So we reached a consensus on what little we know about December.

And we have always had a dispensable attitude towards birthdays, and we have reached a consensus again on this point.Every year on December [-]st, we will go for a walk and talk together, which is a rare tacit understanding.

On this day, I asked for leave at Jiang Chen and went to the Starbucks next to the school to wait for Han Lin.

As soon as she appeared, I was shocked. This little girl was wearing bright red, with lace trim hanging under the cashmere coat. I had black hair, "Darling, are you here for a blind date?"

Han Lin cast a wink: "Darling, give me a good review, dear."

"Praise your sister..." I gave her a blank look. Although the two of us haven't seen each other for almost a month, we still spoke in an unambiguous manner.

I drank coffee and told Jiang Chen what happened between me and Jiang Chen in the past few days under the condition of Han Lin's strong request several times. Han Lin's excited eyes seemed as if his daughter's elm head had finally opened up.

Han Linmeng put down his coffee and said, "Hurry up! There are not many good women in this world, especially someone like you who just came out of dire straits and will never love again!"

"What does it mean not to love again..." I almost choked to death with a sip of coffee.

"So you fell in love with her?" Han Lin's eyes sparkled.

I thought about it and mumbled, "It's okay..."

"Hmph..." Han Lin narrowed his eyes and said, "There's no need to hide this from me, you're a dead duck. You're not too old in your senior year, and you can go crazy when you meet someone you like. Don't wait until you get into trouble." It’s too late to regret when I’m sorry. However, one more thing, as your bad friend, I have to advise you, it’s best to be careful when you meet people, and find out about their background and personality before dating, so as not to end up again The final fate of young master Lu. Let me give you an example, she is so kind to you, you have to figure out whether she is so kind to everyone, or what is the purpose of being so kind to you. You have to prescribe the right medicine for being a person and doing things. , You’re sure you’ve figured it out, right? You, who can’t control your emotions once you’re touched, have zero fighting power…”

At this time, Han Lin looked very much like a mother who was about to marry her daughter, chattering endlessly with snot and tears to teach her not to meet a white-eyed wolf.Not to be outdone, I said: "You are not too!"

"What is it! At least I still have fighting power!" Han Linliu's eyebrows fell down, and there were four big characters in his eyes: "I can't fight with anger".

I shrugged and asked again: "So superwoman with strong fighting power, how are you and Gao Zihan?"

"It's not like that..." As soon as he talked about himself, Han Lin froze, and said with puckered lips, "It's very happy to be with her, but I hate her so much when we separate. Sooner or later, we have to separate."

I shook my head: "You still talk about me, look at your uselessness."

"I'm sure we won't make it to the end with Gao Zihan, and I can't afford to fight for her in front of my parents or announce her coming out. At that time, my parents will definitely rush to give me a blind date. Forget it, don't bother, that's great, don't worry." Han Lin rested his chin with an expression of losing hope for the future.

On the way back, I kept thinking about what Han Lin said. In fact, she saw it more clearly than anyone else, but when the matter fell on me, it became a mess.

She was right, I didn't know Jiang Chen at all, and suddenly thought of the two years that Chen Gu said, I had no idea what happened in those two years, Jiang Chen was always so glamorous in my impression, Like a god, she just appeared by my side now, losing that layer of inaccessible halo, she is very gentle, she wants to melt me ​​in gently, but she just stands in the position of a friend.

It's just that, after all, I still don't know her at all.

Just thinking about it makes me very depressed.

After opening the door, Jiang Chen was not there.I was bored watching TV for a while, so I went to her study and walked around.

Seeing this full of books, I still felt a sense of being intimidated. After scanning twice, I found a copy of "The Well of Loneliness".

I reached out and took it out. It was not thick, and the paper was yellow. This book was once regarded as the first book, and I only read the electronic version.I happily flipped through a few sheets, and sure enough, the paper ones look more flavorful than the electronic ones.

I sat on the sofa in the living room with my book in my hand, imitating Jiang Chen nesting in the sofa, I forgot the time when I looked at it, and I didn't even hear Jiang Chen opening the door.

"What book are you reading? So serious." Jiang Chen stretched himself and sat next to me.

I hurriedly straightened up, covering half of my face with the book in embarrassment, showing the cover to her.

Jiang Chen smiled: "I like this book quite a bit. It's just too dark, the angle of description and the ending are a bit paranoid, which gives those anti-gay people more power."

Seeing that Jiang Chen looked very natural, I was relieved and said, "It must have something to do with the society at that time. Of course, such strange feelings between women were not allowed in the early twentieth century!"

Jiang Chen picked up an apple and began to peel it: "Yes, prejudice still exists even now."

I blinked and asked inadvertently, "Speaking of which, what did you do just now?"

The corner of Jiang Chen's mouth ticked: "I went to talk about publishing, what's the matter?" She smiled gently and handed me the peeled apple.

I looked into her eyes, and suddenly felt like I was investigating the household registration.I said with some embarrassment: "It's okay...just ask."

Jiang Chen didn't bother with me anymore, he thought for a while and said: "For novels about lesbians, I suggest you read Sarah Waters' novels, the plot is more natural, and the character structure is not bad."

"I know I know, I've seen her "Nancy in Love"!" I said while nibbling on an apple.

"There's another one that's more classic, and it's also been made into a movie. I might save it in my computer." Jiang Chen looked at me and said, "Want to watch it?"

I nodded quickly.

Jiang Chen went to get the notebook, I gnawed on the apple and suddenly thought why I forgot the things I was entangled with when I was with Jiang Chen, why did I become more and more like Han Lin? !It's a really sad thing.

So for a whole night, from the moment when the night fell to when the sky began to twinkle with a few stars, we have been watching this lesbian movie called "Fingering Love".

Because both of them were too lazy to get up to turn on the light, so in the end it developed into two people watching this process in a dark, horror-like environment that looked like a ghost movie, and the ending was cured for as long as three hours. movie of.

In fact, this story is not based on feelings. The vague ambiguity of the two people runs through the whole story, which is very harmonious.The plot is really exciting, but it's really a bit long, and I can't hold it anymore.

Furthermore, Jiang Chen and I were quite close, and the air conditioner was turned on in the living room, neither of us wore much clothes, so the warm warmth came from her arm, and I couldn't help but feel distracted.

When it came to the ending, I was actually in a state of letting go, and it was over when I heard "All these words say how I want you and how I love you." I looked at Jiang Chen inexplicably, and found that Jiang Chen was also looking at me. The smile was as soft as velvet in the dimness.

Fortunately, the light was not turned on, otherwise this flushed face would be ridiculed if seen.According to this trend, shouldn't it be... I swallowed.

Well, it turns out I was overthinking it again.

Jiang Chen put away the computer, got up and walked to the refrigerator: "I'm starving to death, is there anything else to eat?"

In the next few days, life was as comfortable as half a foot into old age.

The weather has been gloomy and gloomy, and the always unreliable weather forecast has been saying "tomorrow the first snow will come to the Shanghai area." As a result, there was no shadow of snow for several days.

Jiang Chen and I stayed in the room all day, drinking coffee and reading books, and we turned on the hibernation mode by coincidence.

In the evening, we would take a walk together, and when we passed by the supermarket, we would go in to buy vegetables. Jiang Chen would stand behind and watch me pick out vegetables, and from time to time he would say: "Looking at your professional vision, whoever married you is really lucky."

I smiled and gave her a white look: "Are you in a hurry to send me away?"

Jiang Chen also smiled: "Then I still can't bear it."

There were not many people at night, and the exhaled breath formed a white mist, like a mask, and everyone was very mysterious.Walking along the reddish-brown British-style wall, the dim street lights shine on the paved sidewalk, with her, even if you don't talk, you feel very at ease.

Sometimes I would go to Aunt Bai's for a sit down, and I also met many friends who have a good relationship with Jiang Chen and Aunt Bai. They often come to Eileen, and they are very nice people.Buck was already familiar with me, and obediently let me stroke its head. Jiang Chen said he wanted to explain it to Aunt Bai, but he didn't say anything, so I just took the name of a girlfriend along the way.

In the blink of an eye, the joyous and worrying Christmas is here again.All kinds of huge billboards in the city center have been put up again, with new patterns every year, just changing the soup without changing the medicine, but most people will buy it.For example, me.

I made an appointment with Han Lin, and at this time of year we would go shopping in the city center and discuss our love life by the way.

Never worry about life being boring, because it will always surprise you when you don't expect it.For example, now.

As soon as I walked under the huge dark blue Christmas tree at the gate of Raffles City, before I could look for Han Lin, I was caught by a familiar look.

Lu Jingjing walked out with a woman in her arms who was smiling prettily, and she saw me right away.The enemy's road is narrow! The enemy's road is narrow!I immediately rolled my eyes calmly.

She was unambiguous, and walked over to say hello to me without any awkwardness: "Su Man, long time no see."

When we meet on a narrow road, the brave wins!I sighed, and said with a smile, "Yes, yes. How is it? Are you doing well?" As I said that, I glanced at the woman in her arms and almost went into shock on the spot.

Han Lin?No no, you think too much, I believe life is not so bloody.It was when I told her that the third brother's new girlfriend was in Lu Jingjing's arms on the day I broke up with her.

Lu Jingjing guessed that my expression was red and green, as if I had opened a dyeing workshop, but she was calm: "It's very good, my girlfriend Xu Tong, you met before. Why, waiting for your boyfriend?" Lu Jingjing probably bought her a bag with a brand logo on it. She was staring at me with an extremely white lotus expression in her big watery eyes. She probably knew what was going on, so she obediently Did not speak.

Seeing Lu Jingjing's downplaying expression, I stepped on a stone and said, "Yeah, isn't Christmas coming..."

Originally, he wanted to save face, but in the end, the little bitch Han Lin showed up just in time.While straightening her bangs, she ran over complaining: "Oh, Su Manman, I didn't mean to be late on purpose, you know how many subways are there today..." Before I finished speaking, I was stopped by my resentful eyes , Looking forward, something called "passion" burst out between Han Lin's eyebrows.

Han Lin shook his hair, scanned the two people in front of him from head to toe, and said with a chuckle, "Hey, what kind of TV show is this on?"

Lu Jingjing smiled and said, "Since Han Lin is here, I won't bother you. See you later." She circled Xu Tong, who was a little bird in her arms, and walked around us.

Han Lin was so angry that he died: "What? I just left, and I didn't say anything!"

I glanced at her: "What else do you want to say? I have nothing to do with her long ago."

Seeing what I said, Han Lin could only purse his lips: "That's fine. But speaking of it, I heard from Gao Zihan that Young Master Lu has had no less than ten girlfriends in the past few months, and he goes in and out of bars every day, maybe... ..."

I quickly stopped her words: "It's okay, forget it, when did she not go in and out of the bar every day before? It's normal and normal." Although I said that, something was touched in my heart, but I soon became depressed down.