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When Jiang Chen was young—well, forgive me for using such a word, the family was quite normal—it wasn’t perfect, but at least it was healthy.Her father, Jiang Xi, used to be the editor-in-chief of Miguang Magazine and the largest publishing controller in the Delta region, while her mother, Shen Jue, was the jewel in the palm of the chairman of a well-known multinational company in Shanghai.

Although these two people look like a man and a woman, they are well-matched, and they are a perfect match-in the eyes of uninformed bystanders, they are indeed so.It's just that not all stories are like fairy tales, reality is always real and numb.

The combination of the two of them was, to a certain extent, driven by interests—at that time, Shen wanted to acquire a majority of shares in Miguang, which was in full swing, while Jiang Xi set his sights on Shen's great influence in Australia and surrounding Asian markets. At the same time, he also promised to be responsible for overseas publicity and publishing for Miguang.The two hit it off immediately, so Shen Jue arranged to meet the young and promising Jiang Xi at home, and within a few months, obeyed the family's wishes and got married hastily.

In fact, Shen Jue has never been a little girl who is submissive. She has been studying in the United States since high school.Agreeing with the family's decision was also out of a whim, probably because he was tired of dating, and Jiang Xi, a talented person, agreed without turning his head around for a while.

Let's talk about Jiang Xi.Jiang Xi is considered self-made, and being able to do this before the age of 30 is enough to show his ability-but then again, people are like this, they only see the glamorous side in front of them, and God knows what they are doing behind the scenes.

After the two got married, they couldn't be regarded as loving at all. Jiang Xi went out early and returned late, and he couldn't even see his shadow. It was common for him not to come back to live.Although Shen Jue, who had received much attention since she was a child, was still a little sour in her heart, it didn't take long for her to see it away—there is more than one man in the world!You are busy with your work, and I am busy with mine. Political marriage should be like this.So, Shen Jue restarted her previous life with this indifferent thought.

It's just that the good times didn't last long, and Shen Jue found that his stomach was swollen!Thinking about it, I hadn't had my period for several months, and I thought it was because of my irregular period, but when I checked, it had been three months.Before Shen Jue could calmly do the abortion, Jiang Xi, who never cared about things, noticed it with sharp eyes and asked casually. What was even more incredible was that - Jiang Xi actually suggested that Shen Jue give birth to this child - that abortion is not good , Don’t abuse yourself for the sake of your body, our children will always have it. ——This is Jiang Xi's original words.

In the beginning, Shen Jue was taken aback by Jiang Xi's thinking. She was terrified for a while, and at the same time suspected that Jiang Xi had raised a woman outside, so she said so. However, she secretly sent a private detective to follow Jiang Xi for a month without any results. .It wasn't until Jiang Xi's attitude improved significantly while taking care of the pregnant Shen Jue that he felt relieved. This also made Miss Shen, who had always gone her own way, begin to feel uneasy.

When Shen Jue gave birth to this child whose father he didn't even know, Jiang Xi had been guarding outside the operating room, like a real responsible father, which deeply touched Shen Jue's fragile heart at that time. When she woke up and saw Jiang Xi's rare smiling face, two lines of tears flowed down together with the apology in her heart.

By the way, this hard-working kid who came to this world out of nowhere is Jiang Chen.The world is so magical.

Afterwards, Shen Jue followed the rules and became a full-time wife at home. At first, Shen Jue really wanted to treat Jiang Xi wholeheartedly, to give him a child of his own, and to break up the messy social circle for him.The only trouble is that Jiang Xi's demand is too little. If Shen Jue hadn't stepped in occasionally, Jiang Xi would never have offered it.Moreover, Jiang Xi had very little time at home, and Shen Jue couldn't speak directly, so he could only complain secretly.

Originally thought that Jiang Xi was just black-bellied and slow-heating, but Shen Jue posted it with enthusiasm, until his heart felt cold, Jiang Xi was still icy and indifferent.As the saying goes, cheating is never a slap in the face.

Before Jiang Chen was thrown into a closed private elementary school, Shen Jue still devoted himself to Jiang Chen and this family. However, this kind of man was not nourished by a man—it was still his own man, who was facing an empty house all day long. Everyone would get tired of seeing each other only a few days a month, especially a young lady like her who has been used to it since she was a child.

Although Shen Jue also wanted to live her life in peace, but "situation" forced her, coupled with her unwillingness to be alone, it was impossible to maintain this kind of peace for too long.

Therefore, Shen Jue's dissatisfaction was subtly transformed into motivation to cheat in the constant complaints and suggestions from her best friend.

The first time was with a high school classmate I ran into in a bar. This feeling is different from just getting married and going out to have fun. Now I have a sense of responsibility, a feeling of relief from the boring reality, and the pleasure and excitement of betrayal. .The first time I tasted the sweetness, there will be the second, third time...

In fact, Shen Jue's methods are not very clever, and many Jiang Xi can detect it, but just pass it by or don't mention it at all.This was also what made Shen Jue very puzzled.

But after a long time, Shen Jue didn't care anymore - since you can ignore me, why should I work hard for you?As a result, she was even more presumptuous outside, and even started to take care of the "little three" and "little four" who only listened to her wholeheartedly.

After a few years in such a muddle, Jiang Chen went to junior high school. She was smart since she was a child, and she was very sensitive to everything, so she had long seen the fragmented real scene under this seemingly calm surface, and she had seen it several times. The scene of Shen Jue making out with her men was bumped into from a distance in the street, but she didn't say anything and acted as if she didn't know anything.

In fact, Jiang Chen has always admired Jiang Xi who deals with words, but he rarely meets him, let alone talks to him.Therefore, in Jiang Chen's impression, his father has always been an image of being aloof and unreachable.

The cracks in all these perfect performances appeared when Jiang Chen was in his freshman year of high school. Shen Jue accidentally flipped through Jiang Chen's notebook on the desk. At first, it was a serious English note, and within a few pages there were paragraphs of small notes. journal.Shen Jue looked at it curiously——looking at it, he felt that something was wrong. There was a sentence of secret love in it, but why were all the objects "she"?After thinking for a long time, Shen Jue suddenly realized——Jiang Chen likes the rhythm of women!

After all, Jiang Chen was a piece of flesh that fell from his body, and Shen Jue couldn't ignore it.So after being shocked for a long time, she gritted her teeth and guarded the door, and when Jiang Chen came back, she slapped her directly.

Jiang Chen was calm, and said after a sigh of relief: "Mom, I respect you, and I will call you Mom. There are some things I don't want to reveal, as long as you understand it in your heart. I won't expose you, and I hope you don't interfere with me. "After finishing speaking, he changed into his slippers and walked past Shen Jue who was already stunned like a log.

After this incident, Jiang Chen lived on campus and went home once a month, which was almost the same as Jiang Xi's schedule.After what happened last time, Shen Jue restrained a lot, and thought about having a good talk with Jiang Chen, but was stopped by Jiang Chen. After thinking about it again, it is true that he did too poorly and there is nothing to talk about, so he can only give up .

Jiang Chen has published articles under various pseudonyms in various magazines since his sophomore year of high school, but Jiang Xi has never seen them.

It didn't take long for Jiang Chen and his excellent grades to be admitted to a famous university in Shanghai. After so many years, it doesn't matter whether the distance is far or not.

When I met Chen Gu in my sophomore year, I thought I could have a warm, peaceful, and end-to-end relationship like an ordinary person, but life gave Jiang Shen far more than that.

The last semester of junior year was over, and the Chinese New Year was approaching. Jiang Chen thought about it, but it was a rare return home to visit Shen Jue, who was still his mother after all.

However, what she didn't expect was that it was this sudden thought of going home to have a look, which directly contributed to the successive hard things that followed.

As soon as Jiang Chen entered the door, he bumped into Shen Jue calling her best friend with a half-smile and a sarcastic tone.Jiang Chen didn't hold back her curiosity, and listened for a while, but finally heard the news that shocked her—the father Jiang Chen respected since childhood was actually gay.

The reason why Jiang Chen stayed back then was to have an explanation in front of Shen Jue's parents, and Jiang Xi had been waiting for his lover for so many years, so he never took the initiative to touch Shen Jue, nor did he make trouble outside. The so-called home never asks or cares.According to Shen Jue, Jiang Xi's lover disappeared for 18 years, and Jiang Xi only found it in Australia in the last few years, and Shen Jue only found out about it in the past few days. Jue is also not very clear—in her own words, "Why do you have to understand such a nasty and disgusting thing so clearly?"

Jiang Chen listened for a long time, then turned around and left.Within a month, Shen Jue and Jiang Xi divorced peacefully. The reason for the divorce was "incompatible personalities."

Afterwards, Jiang Xi voluntarily resigned from the publishing industry, and then he never heard from him—probably went to "reclusive" with his lover.Shen Jue, on the other hand, was clever enough to chatter with Jiang Chen in a mocking tone, his words were full of contempt and disgust for homosexuality, and he expressed that he had suffered from it for many years-"creating is the brain It's not normal, homosexuality is disgusting, I used to study abroad, and seeing homosexuality made me sick, but now I still..."

In the end, before finishing listening, Jiang Chen couldn't help but exploded, lost his image unprecedentedly, and tore his face with her—not only because of his love for creation, but also for Shen's respect for his father who was engaged in writing creation. Jue discrimination against homosexuality.

After the quarrel, Jiang Chen completely severed any connection with "family", Shen Jue cut off Jiang Chen's living expenses, and Jiang Xi had let her go.What's more important is that Jiang Chen's mind seemed to be completely empty during that time, and he couldn't write anything. Although she couldn't see her depression on the surface, in fact, she was desperate to die during that period of decadence.

"At first, I thought that this day, sooner or later, would not cause me any harm at all, and that I would be invulnerable to all poisons. I didn't expect that when it really came, it would still cause me great pain." These are the exact words Jiang Chen told me.