Bone china

"Okay. Even if she admits it herself. Why do you insist on preventing me from pleading in the hall? Why do you secretly use immortal power to restrain me?"

"But you broke free, didn't you?" Que Xian met his angry gaze, "You never blamed me, but today for this woman, not only did you destroy my immortal power, but you also treated me like this, Gu Yao! Do you have her or me in your heart?!"

"In my heart, you never confuse black and white, but now, you clearly know that Gongshu Jing'an is the mastermind behind this incident, but you forced Mo Qi to death!" Gu Yao's face was unprecedentedly serious, "If you You said it was to avenge me, but you also made the mistake of forcing a good person to death!"

"Heh... you said I was wrong?" Que Xian sneered, "Is it the fault of killing a good person, or is it the fault of killing the woman you like?"

"You are simply unreasonable!"

"You clearly know that Aunt Yun is Gongshu Jing'an's aunt, what are you talking about behind the scenes with me? Do you know that I did all this for the sake of the overall situation, so that you can enter Yuqiong Tower smoothly and have a smooth future? Entering the palace to realize your wish, do you know it or not!"

Gu Yao took a deep breath, "But I never thought of killing anyone, but how did you become so cruel and vicious..."

"Okay! I'm ruthless! I'm poisonous!" Quexian choked up and said sharply, "Then can I, a cruel and poisonous person, die?!"

After she said that, she ran out quickly, and Gu Yao's cry came from her ear, but she ignored it completely.

Anyway, his life is not long, anyway, he is alone, anyway, he is fearless, anyway, everything he does in this world is for him, so what difference does it make if he dies early or dies late.

Quexian ran to the bamboo grove behind the backyard, and looked at the glow of the evening sky alone, crying so desperately.The celestial power in her hands is gradually gathering, gathering a force that is enough to kill herself.

The dots of yellow fairy power thickened in Quexian's palm like this, she knew that Gu Yao would find it in a while, she knew that the essence would stay on the ground after her death, she was sure that Gu Yao could find the essence, because the essence Yuan Ke could continue to help him cover up the demonic power on her body after her death, and she sure enough, was still thinking about him at the last moment of her life.

"farewell."

"no, do not want!"

She heard Gu Yao's voice coming from far to near, her hands were even trembling, but finally she made up her mind, closed her eyes and wanted to punch that palm into her abdomen.

But a force behind her suddenly bumped over, it was Gu Yao, who hugged her tightly behind her.

"No, A Si..."

"Go away! My palm is enough to kill you!" she roared.

"Then let's die together." He still hugged tightly and closed his eyes fearlessly.

Hearing this sentence, Quexian's heart was moved for a while, her tears kept streaming down, and she felt that there was no relaxation behind her, Guyao, like a child who was reluctant to part with his loved ones, exhausted all his strength He hugged her vigorously.

She sucked her nose hard, and the light in her palm gradually weakened.

"You forgive me, A Si..." He looked at the weakened Xianli, and hugged her tightly again.

"Wood..." Quexian suppressed his sobs, "There is a question I've always wanted to ask you, and I've been thinking about the answer to this question almost every day, but I just can't think of the answer..."

"What?" he asked softly.

Quexian was silent for a while, and finally asked the question she most wanted answered in this life.

"do you like me?"

"Hmm." He replied without hesitation.

"Which kind do you like?" She asked again.

"Are there many kinds of liking?" He asked softly in her ear again.

"Well." She said, putting her hand on the back of Guyao's, "For relatives and lovers, the feeling of liking is different. I still remember that time I bit your wrist, and after that..."

After that, Gu Yao didn't forget, she tiptoed to kiss him unexpectedly.

At this time, Quexian had turned around, put his hands on his face, and looked at him affectionately, "Tell me... how you felt at that time..."

"I..." Gu Yao's eyes wandered, how could he tell her, he almost forgot how he felt at that time, but facing Quexian's eyes full of affection, for a moment, he really didn't know how to answer.

"Could it be... have you forgotten?" A trace of unconcealable disappointment flashed across Quexian's eyes.

"No...A Si..." Gu Yao said halfway, when suddenly he put his arms around his neck, Quexian kissed him again without any scruples, and this time, even Gu Yao was stunned, her The look is so affectionate, eyes closed, just kissing his lips lingeringly and continuously.

The afterglow of the evening sprinkled from the gaps between the bamboo leaves, and also sprinkled on the two of them. With the golden light shining, Quexian looked at his face obsessively. Sure enough, his feelings for him could no longer be deepened. In the end, it's the end of love.

But, Gu Yao, do you understand?

she asked in her heart.

……

Unknowingly, the rosy light in the sky faded, the clouds gradually lost their color, and the city in Yunzhong became peaceful from a bustling crowd of people. Red lanterns were hung everywhere, and the shouting was still there, but compared to the less crowded place in the daytime. Quite a lot.

After seeing Quixian off, Guyao returned to his residence and looked out from the window on the first floor alone. Because he was too short, it was impossible to overlook the bustling night scene. He just stared in the direction of the imperial city and stared obsessively. Even if nothing can be seen.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, and he knew it was Xiaodie who brought the food, so he walked over and opened the door to take the food, and thanked him with a polite smile as usual, but halfway through, he suddenly turned his head to look at Xiaodie , "Can you come in and have a chat with me?"

"I...I...Me?" Xiaodie stuttered when she got excited.

Gu Yao raised the corners of his mouth and smiled faintly, "Well, is it possible? Will it delay the girl's time?"

"No... no... no..." Xiaodie quickly waved her hands.

"Okay." Gu Yao looked at her with a bright smile, "Please come in."

"Oh." Xiaodie had a happy face. Although her heart was beating fast, she still tried to be calm, but she walked a little on tiptoe.

Seeing her walking, Gu Yao couldn't help but smile.

It just so happened that this smile caught her eyes, wow, it's so beautiful!The girl was secretly amazed in her heart.

Gu Yao came over and said softly, "Miss Xiaodie, please sit down."

"Oh." She sat down clumsily, but her eyes kept staring at Gu Yao.

Gu Yao is still new to the world, so he is inevitably a little shy to be looked at by a woman so directly, so he smiled to break the embarrassment, "Miss Xiaodie, I have a question to ask you."

"Yeah, okay." Xiaodie thought about it for a while and said, "Where is Sister Asi? Why don't you ask her, she is so smart, there must be no problem in the world that she can't, right?"

"Yes, there is indeed no question in the world that she doesn't know... It's just that it's probably not appropriate to ask her this question. Miss Xiaodie, no matter what I ask, you must not be surprised, and you must not tell others, is that okay?"

Xiaodie nodded, "Since you trust me so much, I won't tell anyone what I say, so feel free to ask."

Gu Yao pursed his lips, and finally asked, "What exactly is love?"

"Is it just this problem? It's still so mysterious, so don't be surprised, what should I think is the problem..."

"Heh..." Gu Yao smiled embarrassedly.

"This love... is between a man and a woman... between, a subtle feeling." Xiaodie said in a decent way, "I just want to get close to each other. If I can't see it, I will be incomparable." Missing each other, what's more, just wanting to be with each other forever."

Just when Xiaodie explained confidently, Guyao was extremely confused, "According to what you said, is my affection for my mother considered love?"

"No, no, that's family affection." Xiaodie quickly explained, "Family affection and love are completely different. Although they have something in common, love makes people feel inseparable, but family affection is different, because relatives are your forever. who will never be lost."

"The feeling of closeness?" Gu Yao thought carefully, is such a hazy and seductive artistic conception love?According to Xiaodie, love can be obtained or lost, that is to say, if you want to get it, you are afraid of losing it;

If this is the case, there will only be one person in Gu Yao's heart, Gongshu Jingci.

He remembered the reluctance to part with him, the unabated longing for him in the past eight years, the eagerness to see him when he was a human being, and the countless long nights when he was in a dream. scene that appears.

Sure enough, the feelings for him are different from those for his mother, but the feelings for Quexian are like that of his mother, so both Quixian and mother belong to family affection, while Jingci belongs to love?

"Then..." Gu Yao hesitated, "Then...if there is such a feeling between a man and a man, what is it?"

"Ah? What are you talking about? Is it possible to feel this way between a man and a man?" Xiaodie shook her head, "No, no, that's impossible. Love refers to men and women, like me and you Yes." At the end of the sentence, Xiaodie smiled shyly.

"Ah..." Gu Yao sighed, "You are just like what A Si said, love is a matter between men and women, but the feeling of love coincides, so what kind of feelings do you have for him? "

Hearing Gu Yao's self-report, Xiaodie suddenly stuttered badly, "You, you, you mean you have this kind of feeling about men?"

Gu Yao nodded without concealing it.

"No wonder you dare not tell Sister Asi, you must have seen that she likes you, right? Are you afraid of hurting her?"

"Yeah." Gu Yao lowered her long eyelashes, "She is someone I love very much, and I don't want to hurt her in the slightest."

"What about Sister Asi, don't you like her at all?" Xiaodie asked with her big eyes blinking.

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